My Obsessions of Him
My Obsessions of Him
I think about him deep in my mind
Unable to control or supress this love of mine
Just a smile or glance is efficient
I wonder if my obsession is apparent
Without him, I don't think I could gasp
-for air even when I needed it to grasp
He holds me in his love for awhile
The days pass and forever shadow the sun dial
I'm thinking it's impossible to escape my temple
The seventh time I call his name with a tear
Obvious, but true I hold him near
A splash of doubt returns and it frightens me
Why does he love me now, as he didn't in the days past?
He speaks to me in a language only I know
And it pleases me, his majesty, pleases him as well...
Oblivious to others we embrace and let go with
-a needing for each other
As I connect to him each day and night
Through and through I dream and dream
About this touch and feeling
Trudging through pools of all I wanted
How much cliss could exist between the both
of us before I become aware of my wakening?
