Contemplating Suicide
Contemplating
Today I realized life could be easy
Life could be gone
No worries or anyone to tease me
Eternal nothing, nonexistent soul dead and lost
I expected not the fires of hell
Nor the blinding light of heaven
Neither existed, just this life or that death
In death there is no rejection
Silenced for no sake of recollection
in a second or so, a world of hate could be removed
My pain could be stricken away
I find a rope in the grope
In the dark and walk a few last steps
I find it adjusts around my neck
A moment of hesitation struggles for life
but is choked down with my tears
or a last breath
goodbye
cruel
world, I cannot lie
It was a hell of a time
