so i think im not going to send it. kamyon brought up a good point about what i was trying to accomplish. and i know i don't want to get back together with him, but what if he did with me. and it was rather out of the blue. i just havn't had any real colsure on it which makes it hard for me to understand. anyway..... thats boring! my auntie jack is coming in like 6 dayz and she is bringing walkers chrisps...ummmmmmm....crrriiiisssppppss *imagning food* im going to eat with kamyon when she picks me up. we are going to rip rocks and she;s buying. i love her. she's my best friend. thats sounds so mushy just saying it. but i seriously have no clue where i would be without her. i would be the same nieve girl i was when i was a freashman. i already figured out her birthday present. it doesn't cost much (maybe a few future favors) but its going to be great. i can't wait.

Mood: calm
Music:twothirtyeight
horoscope:aquarius

Just get through Tuesday, charlie!
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touche couche
well today i wrote my ex a letter. we broke up like foreva ago, and i haven't dated anyone seriously since. i couldn't sleep last night because of it. so thats when i decided i should write a letter. in this letter i proposed that once again we should be friends and that i was sorry that i pushed him away after we broke up. but i didn't takes all the blame. i feel as though it was mostly his fault, but telling someone that won't make them your friend again. i miss him a lot. not as a boyfriend, just as a friend. anyway....thats all that has happenedd today. i went to 3 parties this weekend, it was crazy. i went to carrollton the first night and got really dunk and was sick in my friends bathroom. my best friend tried to pour it down the sink but it wouldn't drain so she had to scoop in into a cup and pour it into the shower. i felt really bad for them. oh and m y friend marc saw my couche (he's gay, so i didn't care) but then he like announced it to the party goers. ahhhh. touche couche!

impressions of life
so yes this is it. i finally figured out (maybe?) how to have an online journal. in hopes that someone will find my life more interesting than i do. man that sounded sad. hummm....so i guess you want to know what happen to me. well truth be told i was in a surfing accident when i was 5 years old. some shark bit my back and gorged through a few nerves. so now i can't walk! asshole.
naw all of that was a complete lie. i wish i had some interesting story, but i don't. anyway...im kool.