Hurt the Pain
Better than me
Obsession
Forget me
Dork
One last thing
Waste of time
You held my heart,
Josh I honestly did
I loved you from the day we met
I'm sorry for what I did
Feel the pain
Fight back with hurt
Stab the heart
Slit the throat
bullet in the back
It's so hard to be laughed at
Get ignored
By who you adore
Gip it up
Tear it down
Beat me up
Through me down
I'm the clown
And I frown
Can't I pound
The thought of luving me
Into you
Feel the greif
Taste the strife
eat it now
Before we drownd
In the sea
Of hated luv
Lost and found
on the ground.
Hurt your self
Love to hate
Then join in the mass-debate
To learn of your lovers fate
We live to strive
We strive to live
Eat my heart
But leave me be
Hit me hard
Through a punch
Make it hurt,
A whole bunch
Goody goody
Naughty Naughty
Damn, look at the hotty
The one who
will not love
For anyone with the tempered love
deal with it
help me out
Just love for me
Make me feel I am somebody
Don't leave me here, a nobody
I can't make it, I'll fall apart
Don't leave me with this broken heart.
Live for love
Die for hate
Love for life
Hate for death
Leave me now
Don't think
Don't speak
Listen now
Pay attention
To all fo what I have to say
how you hurt
You give such pain
You've thrown my heart down a drain
Commit me now
Cuz I'm insane
From living for
All the pain
I let it happen, you just ignore
The pain you cause
The hurt you spread
You are the obsession
My obsession is dead.
The service people walk again
War with emotion
Hurry up
Slow it down
Be on time make it rhyme
Take a line
Leave a number
To be called
I will get the alcohol
Poison me
Treat me wrong
Love her
Hate me
Remember her
Just forget about me
I don't need you
Ti set me free
I can do it
Believe in me.
It
Want it
Stop it
Hate it
Kill it
Thrill it
Drill it
Fill it
Make it
Break it
Fake it
Steak it
Plage it
Mark it
Color it
Change it
Mix it
Wax it
Wash it
Cleanse it
Love it
Need it
Plant it
Name it
Blame it
For all you've done
Why do I cry
for the one who will die
before ever loving me
why must I cry
for the friend I cannot have
becuase he knew of my love
why must he love for the friends that I have
not for the friend that he had, until he knew
he loves for the enemy
and his loves become my enemies
why can he not love for me
the on
the one I love
with my heart so dear
I fear
I fear a love I know I cannot have
to be my own
to cherish for a time
before losting to another
or loving another
more than the one I did love
for time to please
I beg of thee
I will lover forever
if thee will love back
forever
After school and concurrent
without frustration
we would fight about nothing
and everything would seem to set us off
drive us apart
sitting in a setting fortunate to some
watching lif go by
relaxation was an unrestrained thought
that I could never really hold
suddenly, after it all you would be gone
fighting myself I would be alone wondering
dearching for the freedom to
see what you saw, feel everything you touch
a sense that without your love
numb and loose for molding, reshaping
through vulnerability
dominant emotion tearing away at
my existence and love for something
that I truly take for granted
so as time allows for our
few precious moments, I would like
to thank you, for showing me love
with present mind state, confronting thoughts
wichi drown themselves
in my mind, with your gestures, filling it in
and your amazing role to make life
(adding it's own context and substitence)
I just hope
that you may understand, that my stubborness
plays a roll as well.
you who me things, unheard of and mysterious,
you seem to know more about it,
more than I could imagine,
you refresh memories or times ago,
I sit back and watch,
my life in a grey shell,
you managing to know what will,
and will not happen,
it's a dizzy feeling,
something sweet as a reminder of you,
yet something to keep me on my toes,
waiting for your next surprise to frighten,
leaving all the deadbeats to breed,
their lives not invloved in our haven,
we will kiss under the moon,
slienty as to not arouse rumor,
trying to make them happy,
trying not to anger them,
waiting for the day to breathe,
dying in my oxygen tank of your love,
wanted to be free,
i wear a sleave of your love,
to she that I care,
Wanting your approval,
little did I know,
What that sleeve was capable of doing.
this one is by Keli
a life preserver,
from the sea of tears you would shed,
and I could have felt.
I don't understand
you turn on a dime,
never as I planned
in the palm of your hand
when we did start
when it was all demand
throw myself at you
I wanted you to know
that I'll always love you
till the day we broke
I never wanted you to fret
now you want me to choke.
I did hurt you somehow
We used to be able to kid
we're nothing now....
go ahead and smoke your cigerette,
while I drink my champagne.
We'll talk about the times we've had,
and laugh about the pain.
we'll remember all the friends we left,
I'll turn to you and say
"The lives we had not long ago,
they seem so far away"
You'll take a drag and nod you're head
while I look into my glass
and we'll wonder where the time had gone
and how it went so fast
Then you'll light another cigerette
and I'll be feeling a little buzz
and in the silent air we'll both reflect
on what could be, what is and waht was.
12/11/99
By-Zim
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