My Eternal Guilt
By: Tarian

        I stand over his grave. I remember the day he left me.  I touch his headstone. he had risked his life for me. I kneel down at the grave and lower my head. The stone is cold beneath my fingers and it sends a chill up my spine. As I stand to leave, I glance at his grave. I had been with him. I had been there. The graves that lies before my eyes could have been mine and not his. I blame myself for the death of him even though it was his own fault and his decision to save me. But here he lies and I must live with my eternal guilt.

        Heaven or hell took my angel away from me. The guilt I feel only life he had was taken. Overcome by sadness, I kneel before the grave one last time. I feel as though I should've been the one and not him. Now I live only in a tomb and my own eternal hell.

        I stand to look at the stone one last time before leaving the cemetary. I turn back one more time after I exit the gates and I
finally speak.

        " You taught me all I ever wanted to know. Now you have left me after all of the years we have spent. You saved me and I am eternally greatful. Eternity is forever, Gangrel, remember it always."

        Silently, I walk away. In the wind I hear him whisper my name, " Raven."