(aka How's It Gonna Be by Third Eye Blind)
Note: This song is from Spender's point of view right before he was shot. I thought that I was sure you wouldn't kill anymore Before you take a shot, I wonder What am I dying for? When he told me out loud my father was part of this I wondered how much truth there was that I had missed I wonder how's it gonna be, cause you won't show me How's it gonna be when I'm sure "they" are here How's it gonna be when there's no one who can trust you And you're shooting me You just don't care, how's it gonna be? Where you used to laugh, now you smoke a pack Of those Morley cigarettes A smoking I can't ignore like the file in the corner you spent time by It's empty, I don't see spaceships like last fall When they were always about to take me I wonder how's it gonna be when "they" come down How's it gonna be when we're not around How's it gonna be, now I've found out there was nothing Between you and me Cause you don't care, how's it gonna be? Author: Allison Allison redeems lots of pop songs at her homepage: Allison's X-File Filks | Back to Filks | |