Shout Shout Let it All Out...
Me, Myself and I


What is your full name? Stefânia Forner
*What does it means: Its Polish and I have no idea what it means
*Were you named after anyone? nope
*Nicknames? Tuca
*Age? 17
*Height: 5'7"
*Weight: hmm... 59, that's about 132lbs I think
*Shoe size: 6-7
*Sex? itīs very good..ops i mean... Female
*Birthday? June 17th, 1983
*Your sign? Gemini
*Are you left-handed or right-handed? right, trying to learn to write on the left hand, go figure!
*Do you wear contacts or glasses? none
*Are you color blind? nope
*what is your e-mail address? pinkstar@antisocial.com
*Birthplace? Chapecó - Santa Catarina - Brasil
*Hometown? Chapecó
*Where do you live? in my head...
*What is your heritage: Spanish, Italian, Polish and Russian
*Do you have a boy/girlfriend? no comments to be made
*If so, what is his/her name? someone
*Have you ever been in love? yup
*Do you like having a boy/girlfriend? Sure
*Do you wish you always had one? not really, been single can be cool too
*Have you ever had a crush on someone that liked you as a friend? yup, but I got over
*Has there ever been someone that liked you, but you only liked as a friend? Yup, it always suck.
*What is one of the nicest things the opposite sex has done for you? Nothing that I can remember
*What is the nicest thing you've done for them? I dunno
*What is the meanest thing they've done to you? Disrespect me
*What is the meanest thing you've done to them? Use them
*Have you ever thought you would never fall in love again? nah
*Have you ever loved someone, and pretended you were just friends? yes....
*Do you ever wonder if a 'friend' of yours is in love with you? sometimes
*What's the best thing about being in a relationship? having someone to trust, to have around when possible and hold at night...there are alot of good things about being in a relantionship
*Do you ever want to get married? nope
*Do you have any piercing, or want any? my right ear is pierced 8 times and i have my left eyebrow, my chin and my belly-button pierced
*Do you have a tattoo or want one? I have 2, one in my lower back and the other one is secret
*If so what kind and where? You may find out or not.
*Where do you shop at the most? anywhere I see cool clothes and if its cheap better.
*What color is your hair? Iīm blonde right now
*What color are your eyes? brown
*Do you smoke? Cigarettes suck
*Do you do drugs? nope
*Your dream home: A really colorful house where the living room floor is glass and underneath that is water and have all this color stuff on the walls
*Who's in your family? My daddy, mommy and bro
*Do you like your family? yeah
*Do you like your looks? yup, if I don't, who will?!
*Do you like your body? yeah...
*What is your best feature? my smile
*Are you healthy? Yeah, but i could be more
*What emotions do you hide? all of them, at certain times, specially fear
*Do you think you are smart? yeah, but I'm not a freaking einstein
*What is your best subject? i'm not really good at any of them, but i like geography and literature
*Are you religious? not at all
*What do you want to be when you grow up? An Antrophologist, Manager of International Relantionships and if i have the time it would be fun to be Manager of some record company.
*What kind of pets would you like to have? All (well except snakes...I'm scared of them)
*What kind of music do you like? All but brasilian country. 80's and early 90's music are my favorites and eletronic music is lots of fun too. ;)
*What do you look for in a friend? good listener, kind, generous, honest, sense of humor, crazy
*Who are your friends? Some people...
*Who are your enemies? no one that i know
*Are u a good friend? ask my friends...but I think so
*Do you have good friends? pretty good ones
*Who do you go to for advice? Depends the subject, specially alini or mandy
*Who knows you the best? Mandy and Alini
*Who knows all your dark secrets? Well not all, but Mandy and Alini are pretty close
*Have you ever been betrayed by a friend? yes....
*How important is friendship to you? It's one of the most important
*Who are your closest friends? They know who they are
*Who are your best friends online? Jackie and Lizz
*How long are you in the shower? as long as I feel the need...
*If you're a girl what kind of makeup do you use? If I use, I use eye liner
*Kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Nioxin and some other one i forgot the name
*Is your hair short or long? Short
*Do you like to shop? Yup...
*What sports do you play? I like to play tennis and anything that makes my adrenaline go high
*What is your favorite animal? Dogs and cats... but I love all
*Who are your crushes? only one person that I love very much so
*What do you do for fun? hang out with my friends, write poems, sing, listen to music, play on the internet, airplanes, work on my website, go to concerts, party, watch movies...
*How many phones do you have in your house? one
*How many TV's do you have in your house? one in my room, one in the kitchen, one in parents' room.
*Do you look like anyone famous? some people say I look like Mel C and also Adriana Calcanhotto (my fav. brasilian singer) go figure!
*Do you think you're attractive? Well depends what is attractive to you... I might be
* Who is the most attractive person you know? Angelina Jolie and my crush
*Do you sleep on your stomach or side or back? stomach and side....
*Do you sleep with stuffed animals? My stuffed dog, Crystal
*Do you sleep with the lights on or off? off
What is your worst fear: be raped, be unhappy, be all alone without anyone to care about me
*Best feeling in the world?: Be happy, be loved, run outside in the rain bare feet, sing my lungs out, dance... so many things
*Worst feeling in the world? being ignored, depressed, and just plain UNHAPPY, being rejected.
*What's your favorite movie? The Crow, Hackers, Grrl, Interrupted, American Beauty, Foxfire, Silence of the Lambs, Wedding Singer, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Dangerous Mind,... lots and lots more...
*What perfume/cologne do you wear? Salvador Dali and Hugo Boss women
*Do you have your own phone line? nope
*Have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex? yeah
*What brand of shoes do you wear? i love my sandals w; socks... and my combat boots are cool too.
*What kind of clothes do you sleep in if any? Shirt and shorts
*Are you the serious or loud or happy or shy type? All!
*What kind of car do you want/have? A Pink bug or a red Grand Prix
*Who is the coolest person in the world? Me! LOL! lots of people
*Do you think you're weird or funny? Not from this planet....
*Who is the ugliest person you know? Well some people are ugly, but you gotta understand thatīs just a different kind of beauty
*Are you popular? iīm just known, popularity is different.
*What's your most embarrassing moment? I have 2, that I don't wanna share with you 'cause it was already embarassing when it happened
*If you could have 3 wishes what would they be?
1. That school wouldn't suck
2. That I would have lots and lots of $ so I could buy anything I want and live anywhere I want and be completely independent from my parents
3. That people would accept everyone for what they are, no prejudice then.
*Where do you wanna get married? If I ever get married, I'd like it to be by the ocean
*Have you ever tried to kill yourself? I thought about it several times
*Have you ever stolen anything? A long time ago
*Do you enjoy filling all this stuff out? Itīs okay
*What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Bk and Subway
*Who do you really hate? I hate no one.
*What are the ugliest names? hmm...
* Do you have any brothers and sisters? Marcos
*Do you have a pool? in the farm
*Do you have a spa? nope
*Are you stupid? what kind of question is that???? NO
*What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their eyes and teeth...then the whole face.
*What are you addicted to? internet, fun and water
*Do you like jewelry? Yeah, but nothing too fancy
*Who do you wish you were? I like being me...
*Who has it easier, boys or girls? no one, life can be hard to either one, but girls have to put up with more shit..
*Would you rather be short or tall? tall
*Do you party a lot? I used to be more of a "party girl", just got sick of going to the same nightclub. But i love partying.
*Are you Online a lot? I'm addicted
*Do you like playing pranks on people? Oh yeah!
*What's the craziest thing you have ever done? Oh god I could write a book about it...
*Who is the funniest person you know? Mandy, myself...
*How many people are on your buddy list? like 50 something, I dunno
*What college do you wanna go to? Eastern Michigan University
*What school do you go to? A stupid High School (I'm glad its my last yr!)
*Are you a night or morning person? For sure night Mornings definetly suck!
* Why do guys blame everything girls do on PMS? They're stupid and they suck!
*Can you define love? no
*So how's the weather? It's spring
*How often do you shower? Never! ...
*Do you get along with your parents? I really try... but I gotta tell you, sometimes I really wanna kill both.
*What do you wanna be when your out of college or whatever? Be a Manager of International Relantionships and an Antropologist and a pilot as a part-time job or something
*Do you curse a lot? What the fuck do you mean? Damn it! I shouldn't... oh well.
*Are you ticklish? Kinda of...don't tickle me... I'll SCREAM!
*What's your favorite flower? I dunno
*What would you consider yourself a prep, gang banger, freak,dork, etc? I consider myself to be me, and you can't classify that... but I will say that I am different.
*Do you believe there is one person who is meant to be with another? Yeah...
*Do you believe in love at first sight? I think it's really hard to happen, but it happens
*What color tooth brush do you use? white and red
*Where do you want to live when you get older? Either USA, England or Australia or in a place by the ocean
*Who is your favorite cartoon character? Daria
*What's your favorite vegetable? Brocollis
* What was the best day of your life? February 15th, 1999(Mandy-Tuca day), May 8th, 1999 (Sand dunes),Many 11th, June 15th, 1999..., June 22nd, 2000 and some other days...
*Are you momma's little angel? No...
*Who is the sweetest girl? me...
*Who is the sweetest guy? I dunno if there is such a thing as "sweetest guy" (lol)....
*Are you wearing nail polish now? Yup yup
*If so, what color? blueish
*How many rings or necklaces do u own? rings like 12-13 and necklaces like 8...I dunno
*Are you tired? Yeah...
*Do you have any scars? Yeah, one in my elbow (damn bike), one by my nose (I fell out of my bed when I was a kid..hahaha) and several more...
*Without looking, what color underwear are you wearing? White with some black things on
*Who makes you laugh a lot? Didi, Mandy, lots of people
*Who's your favorite teacher? None of them
*Do you have your license? No!!! DAMN the Brasilian law that says you gotta be 18 to have it!
*How many pillows do you sleep with? one
*What's your GPA? I dunno... between 2.8 and 3.2
*What's the dumbest nightmare you ever had? I can't remember right now..maybe later
*What's a deep secret that you could tell? I keep my deep, dark secrets. Thank you.
*Who of your friends do you think will get married first? who cares?!?!
*What's your favorite memory as a kid? Playing outside with my friends
*What's your worst memory as a kid? My brother making me watch "Pet Cemetery" and me crying my eyes out 'cause I was so scared.
*What really makes you happy? Music, be myself, travel to cool places, be with my friends, be loved
*Are you a virgin? Nope
*Are you a vegetarian? Yes
*Do you drink? Well, I HAVE to drink.. but I don't drink alcohol
*Do you want to be an organ donor? Sure
*What word or phrase do you say too much? "Oh well", "Damn", "shit"
*Do you like to dance? lots!
*Do you like to sing? yup yup, but I sound terrible though
*What are you afraid of? Not been fully independent one day, snakes... some other stuff.
*What are you allergic to? People! LOL! perfume...dust... I dunno
*What is your view on abortion? If you think you are old enough to have sex, you are old enough to be responsible for a kid and first of all if you didn't protect yourself its your fault. But, if it was rape or the mom may die from the pregnancy i'm pro-choice.
*Do you make your bed every morning? Nah, only weekends
*Who is your crush? Why should i tell you?! But i do love this person very very much so
*Describe your perfect guy/girl: honest, caring, great sense of humor...
*What is your favorite place (on your body) to be kissed? That's not for you to know.
*Should two people be friends before they go out? It would be better..
*After a breakup should two people still be friends? Depends
*How long did you go out with your last bf/gf? like 2 months
*Have you ever loved somebody so much that it hurt? I would say so
*Has anyone ever said I love you to you besides family? yup yup
*Are you going to go to college? ummm.. yeah : P
*What pisses you off? Prejudice
*What do you remember most about this year? Going back to US, also meeting new people, finding that special someone...
*Scariest person? This dude called Matt that used to be in my friend's American Government class...
*Worst feeling in the world? hate
*Best feeling in the world? Being honestly happy...
*What was the first thing you thought about this morning? About my bio test and my crush
*Teachers... friends or enemies? Who is the teacher?! *Do you get motion sickness? not really
*Rollercoaster.. deadly or exciting? EXCITING!!!
*Pen or pencil? green/pink pen or mechanical pencil
*Cursive or print? print
*Do you consider yourself cute or hot? Cute
*How many rings until you answer the phone? How far am I from the phone?! Usually around 2.
*What's the coolest thing about your house? I dunno, I like our big kitchen..
*Future sons names? no thanks
*Future daughters names? no thanks
*What has made you cry the most? Fight with my parents that one time and be depressed about been in Brasil
*Do you like to drive? Oh yeah! but its illegal for me
*Thunderstorms... cool or scary? Gorgeous!
*Worst job you ever had? I like my job and this is my first one
*Most embarrassing cd in your collection? Ummm... none really, I obviously bought them for a reason, so why would that be embarassing?
*Proud of yourself? Hmm...for what??
*What was the last movie you saw in the theaters? Bossa Nova (a brasilian movie)
*What color sheets are on your bed right now? this white one
*How many cd's do you have in your collection? I think 420ish...not sure
*What's your most prized possession? My cds...
*Do you bathe at morning or at night? afternoon
*How many stupid pets do you have? none, 'cause all my pets are damn smart!
*Would you have have sex w/ an animal? nope
*Drive naked to a drive through window? nope, but that would be hilarious!
*Wear your underwear on your head? All the time
*Cut the grass w/ scissors? all the time
*Do you suck the cream filling out of Hostess Snacks? nope
*Would you ever mail yourself to China? Not China, maybe Australia, England, US...
*Would you ever willingly listen to Master P? When that happens, please call my psychiatrist
*Have you ever eaten dirt? W/ ketchup or mustard? I don't think so
*Are boobies fun? Oh yeah.
*Have you ever had someone close to you die? Not really close...
*Have you ever known anyone your age who died? Nope...
*Have you ever been sick? oh yeah, but no sick enough to actually die even though I thought I was...
*Have you ever run away from home? nope
*Do you let yourself feel emotional pain, or force it away? Both... it depends...
*Do you have dreams? they rule!
*What kind of dreams? all kinds... and really weird ones too
*What age do you think a person matures? Numbers won't tell how much a person knows or had experienced.
*Do you think maturity is a good thing? Yeah...but its fun to be immature too, the point is we gotta be responsible
*Do you think all adults are mature? hell no
*Do you feel 'grown-up'? Depends on the situation..
*Do you think you are trying to grow up too quickly? yes
*What's the scariest thing about growing up? Pay bills
*Who treats you enough like a grown-up? I dunno... sometimes my parents...
*Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons
*Do you drink? water
*Have you ever had your appendix or your tonsils removed? I think i had my tonsils...
*Shampoo or Conditioner: Shampoo
*Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nope...but I will someday
*Have you ever been convicted of a crime? They still haven't found the bodies under my bed
*Adidas, Nike, or Reebok? None of them..maybe adidas
*Anything "different" about you? I'm not human


~*What is your favorite....*~


*Author? Stephen King, Michael Crichton, Edgar Allan Poe
*Sexual position? why should I tell u?!
*drink? H20
*Actor? Nicholas Cage, Jim Carrey, George Clooney, Brandon lee, Keanu Reeves, Anthony Hopkins,Adam Sandler...
*Actress? Angelina Jolie, Drew Barrymore, Meg Ryan, Jodie Foster, Michelle Pfeiffer, Susan Sarandon, Winona Ryder, Mia Kirschner...
*Concert you have been to? Pato Fu
*Beer? I don't like beer at all
*Sounds? Rain and music
*Smell? Just after you cut the grass and after it rains
*Cereal? Hmm....Cheerios... maybe
*Letter? C and T *Pair of underwear? I dunno..
*Toilet paper? anything soft
*Pair of jeans? I don't own a pair of jeans
*Finger? pinkie and thumb
*Talk show? I dunno...
*Room in your house? Mine
*Colors? Pink, green, blue and black ... the rainbow.
*Songs? There are so many... Muzzle and Zero by SP, Jackie's Strenght by Tori Amos, Fight and Mint Car by The Cure, One by U2...
*Sports? hockey
*Book? Insomnia by Stephen King
*Websites? I'll come back for that
*Salad dressing? Ranch
*Toothpaste? I don't care
*Food? Cheese, salad, pasta...
*Place to chill? A beach
*Place to visit? Anywhere out of here
*Ice cream? I used to love Mint Chocolate chip..but I stopped eating chocolate now..so sink me!
*Soda? I have stopped on that too...but i used to love Mt. Dew
*Family game? SORRY! Life Monopoly
*Time of year? spring, summer nights, and fall
*School subjects? Geography and literature
*LEAST favorite school subjects? Gotta be Physics (my teacher is a moron), Chemistry and Math
*TV shows? The Simpsons, Daria, ER, X-files ... but I'm never in front of the tv..so...
*Alcoholic drink? Champagne and Licor, but I really never drink
*Ethnic food: i like chinese food
*Snack: popcorn, cheese bread...
*Candy: I dunno ...
*Store: none here
*Car: one that runs good
*Magazine: Anything about music
*Commercial: I don't know...
*Singer: Tori Amos, Madonna, Adriana Calcanhotto and Marisa Monte
*Music groups: Smashing Pumpkins, The Cure, U2, REm, Depeche Mode, Guster, lots more


~*Which is Better*~


*Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi
*7-up or Sprite? 7-up
*Brown Eyes or Blue Eyes? i like them both
*Blonde or Brunette? I don't care
*Ocean or Lake? Ocean
*Summer or Winter? Winter
*Morning or Night? night
*Markers or Crayons? both
*Fruits or Vegetables: Vegetables
*TV or Music? music
*Dogs or Cats? Both
*Personality or Looks? personality
*Money or Love? Both
*Friends or Family? my friends are also my family :)
*Hanging out with Friends or being with your bf/gf? Both... we can manage that
*Short flings or Long relationships? Long relationships
*Scary movies or sad movies? depends on my mood
*Movies or Mall? movies


~*Would You Ever*~


*Tell on Someone? maybe
*Cheat on a test? already done
*Lie to your parents? already done
*Meet someone off AOL? sure
*Kill someone? nope
*Go out with the guy or girl that your best friend likes? nope
*Cheat on your boyfriend or girlfriend? never
*Lie about your weight? nope
*Have sex before you're married? sure


~*Do you believe in*~


*God? no
*Love? yup

*Love at first sight? not really
*Friends forever? nothing is forever
*Superstitions? not really
*Santa Claus? YEAH AND EASTER BUNNY TOO!
*Vampires (or vampire slayers)? Haven't decided
*Mermaids? nope
*Ghosts? I dunno


~* Will you...*~


*Get married? Didn't you already ask this?
*Have a child? Nope
*Raise a family? Nah
*Get a job? Of course


~*True or False*~


*Lady bugs are cute. True
*You can type fast. True
*School sucks dick. Definitely
*You'll be a stripper one day. I already am
*R. Kelly is the best singer in the world. False
*NKOTB should make a come back. HELL YEAH!!!


~*Have You Ever*~


*Had stitches? yeah when I was like 2... fell out of my bed...
*Broken a bone? not a bone but the ligaments of my ankle
*Played strip poker? nope
*Gone skinny-dipping? nope
*Played truth or dare? yup yup.. who hasn't!?!?!
*Committed a crime? lots (lol)
*Been arrested? never caught me
*Sang in church? Nope and never will
*Skipped School? yeah
*Punched someone? yes
*Been punched? yes
*Been in a different country? Yup
*Lived in a different country? Yup
*Been to the Ocean? Yup
*Been stuck in one of those fold-up beds? All the time
*Gotten a bruise and you didn't know how you got it? all the time
*Killed someone? I killed 120 people last week
*Wanted to kill someone? all the time
*Made fun of someone? who hasn't??
*Had a secret affair with your friend's bf/gf? never
*Gone out with the wrong person? hell yeah
*Gone out with someone for longer than 6 months? nope
*Cried in front of people? I don't remember, maybe once
*Been in love? I would say so


~*What do You Think Of*~


*Love at First Sight: not sure
* Abortion: Had said my opinion before
*Teenage smoking: Smoking sucks
*Eating disorders: I don't care
*Rap: No opinion
*Masturbation: It is a very heatlhy way to explore your sexuality without being a whore
*Guy bands: I like them
*sex: Itīs orgasmic, otherwise everyone wouldn't do it
*Titanic: I cried the first time
*Rape: Fuck those perverts! They are SICK and they need to be castrated
*Suicide: Easy way out... so its stupid
*Self-Mutilation: No good and pathetic
*South Park: I don't like it
*Dreams: Orgasmic!
*Drinking: Socialy its okay, I mean its ridiculous if people get trashed every weekend and they are like 15...
*God: I don~t believe in one... maybe we are our own gods


~*Some Stuff*~


*What CD is in your CD player right now? Madonna, Guster, The Cure, Smashing Pumpkins, Mel C
*Do you have a job? I used to work with my parents in their language school..that means, i'm a english teacher trainee, but i quit in order to study for my airplane pilot stuff
*Have you ever been out of the country? Yup
*Where? US, England, Argentina and Uruguay
*What is your religion? don't have one
*Do you believe in heaven & hell? haven't made up my mind yet
*Do you believe in Angels? don't know
*Do you believe in aliens? Oh yeah!
*Do you believe in yourself? Very much so
*Do you want to get married? maybe, I doubt
*What's something you do that pisses off your friends? Hmm... ask them
*Do you have any stuffed animals? yes
*Do you have any bad habits? I kinda bite my nails **trying to stop**
*What's your favorite restaurant? Where it has good food
*Where is your favorite hangout? Where my friends are


~*ORs...and stuff*~


*David Letterman or Jay Leno: David Letterman
*MTV or VH1: MTV (we don't get Vh1 here in Brasil)
*Matt Damon or Ben Affleck: Either one
*Beverly Hills 90210 or Dawson's Creek: Early 90210
*7th Heaven or Party of Five: Both are cool
*Diet Pepsi or Pepsi One: Pepsi One
*Brandy or Monica: neither
*Apples or oranges: orange juice
*Chocolates or flowers: flowers
*Vanilla or chocolate: vanilla
*Black or white: black
*Silver or gold: silver
*Favorite name for a girl? Astrid *Favorite name for a boy? Edgar
*Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? It would be cool to go to Australia
*Where do you wish you could be right now? US
*What are you thinking at this very moment? Where in the hell is my student? And why didn't my parents travel?!
*Are you a vegetarian? Yes (animal rights grrl)
*Favorite kind of clothes? Depends on my mood, gotta be something unusual... specially colorful
*The last phone num