Afraid 365

How am I suppose to feel when you ask me this
I surely want to share my special moments with you
I’m afraid of how you may react
I spend most of my days wondering how things will be
I spent it all
...Afraid...
It’s pretty amazing when I say what I think
Everyone thinks I’m just living somewhere else
For being what I am
I have run
I have cried
Most of all I have been afraid
“Of what?” you may ask
If you really know my eyes
You will see beyond things and realized
I’m just afraid of living