Not saved

When everything is lost
Things that I love fading away
Pictures getting ripped off of my hands
The only way was to be underneath it all
I remember that song I heard a thousand times
“Save your prayers for when we’re really gonna need them”
I prayed for the God I don’t believe in
And neither did my troubles nor did I were saved
I wasted my time
Ended up with my wrist bleeding and my mom screaming