I've penned it out 2 million times
Torn my mind apart in an attempt to find
What it is and why it is that break free
Tear down these walls and tell you every
Everything, i've worked so hard to tuck inside
Everything, i've scarred these hands to hide
I've beaten myself down, held back for too long
I'm not down with falling out but what if you had gone
I don't want to be here killing myself over what i should have done
Regretting the fact that i never got up the...(guts)
I don't want to be the one stuck in my own pathetic mind
Praying for a way out, obsessing over my every doubt
I don't want to be the one, stuck here, never getting out
In constant motion but getting no where
(Chorus)A needle with no thread
I've stabbed my heart out
Played all your stupid games
But still there's no way out
Living my life day by day but never even trying to change
Thrown in the towel toss out my mind
I don't wanna look be on my life and be the one to wonder why
I always hid away, walked the other way when you came near
Was it just more or something else, could i have changed if someone helped
Walked up and told you, that i just don't care anymore
(Chorus)
Everything, i've worked so hard to tuck inside
Everything, i've scarred these hands to hide
I've beaten myself down, held back for too long
I'm not down with falling out but what if you had gone
