Rantings
1/15/01- Okay, this is a section that I'm going to write personal info stuff in. Right now I am listening to the Goonies theme by Cyndi Lauper. That should just about sum up my life right now. I am currently 18 yrs. old, a senior at Lehi High School, in Lehi, Utah, and I am one of those kids that you see in school being too sarcastic. Sarcasm is a big part of my life and I like it. So there. I am a drama freak, vice president of the drama club to be exact. Not something I'm neccesarily proud of, but I'm by no means embarassed of it. Drama is one of the best and most defining things in my short life. I like arguing and being somewhat contreversial, but I hate, or should I say vigorously dislike, people that are too contreversial. I have no respect for people that excessively use bad language, and I don't like high school drunks. Not neccesarily because they're drunk, but in my school they are without fail the stupidest people in the school by far. Now I'm listening to Silverchair. I'm shy, but also very flamboyant amongst my circle of friends. It all depends on my mood which shifts way too much. Well, I'm bored of writing about myself, so I'm going to stop for the time being. It's not like anyone is ever going to see this page. I'm just taking part in the worldwide waste of the internet. so sue me.
10/3/01- I've graduated from high school, and now I'm waiting for a mission call. As a matter of fact, I was expecting it today, but it didn't come. Right now I've just been working and that's just about it. I'm kind of bummed about my lack of a band. Also, I'm wishing I had one of those four track analog recorder/mixer things. So I can remember my songs when I get back. I hope to pursue my music someday. But who knows. Until I do know, I really think I'm going to lay my songs down. At least acoustically, so I can at least remember what I had. And the way I felt. My songs, for the most part, are pure emotion. They are the feelings I was having at that exact moment, brought out in words and music. Kind of like an interesting musical journal. The downside to having my lyrics so personal, is the fact that they are about alot of my friends. This doesn't mean I hate my friends, it's just, as I said before, the way I was feeling at the particular point of time that I wrote them. Anyway, this will be the last time I write in here for a long time. If nothing else, I'm just glad I ended up the way I am. Hopefully this isn't the end of my life as a poet.
