If I Ever Feel Better

Phoenix

They say an ant can be a star
Feels like a *** still aloud
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
That think that I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears I've had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have no *** to spell
Finding out the secret words will tell
Whatever it is it can be named
There's a part of my world that's in the way

You know I don't want to be clever
To be spin or superior
To like ice, to like fire
No-one knows *** to a new way?
No I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than a brothers' victory
I'm losing my balance on a tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good things
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in lead with a fork ***
Blame me for what's happening
I can try, I can try

No-one knows the items that went through
Or if I'll esape my mystical
Stormy days ain't over
Try love not a thing that a better cause
I watch the *** castles fall
They were made out of dust after all
Some day this mess will make my love
I can wait, I can wait

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed while I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
That thing I don't try to deny
I better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that won't go away

Dark is the night
Cool is the ground
***
They say an ant can be a star
Feels like a *** still aloud

I'm losing my balance on a tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please