The Diary of Lucrezia
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Day 1: June 2nd:
Today is the first day of the lucrezia project and so far it's been interesting. Today alone I've tryed to act more like Lucrezia but I find it to be rather difficult considering not many people know all that much about her,(including myself.)However with the information I do know from her the project doesn't seem that far out of reach.Soon I'm planning on buying more purple hair dye so the physical appearence will be more similar. However, as for today I must sign off.
Good morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 2: June 3rd: 4:56 p.m.
The project seems to get a little easier everyday. Today alone I have probably donemore chores, talked less, and been more polite than I ever have in the past few years.
I started off today by stripping my bed and washing them, then I took a shower and had a brunch consisting of beans and a strawberry Fruitopia. Later on I cleaned the bathroom sink and vacummed all the kitty litter up off of the floor. I made my bed and listened to music for a while;later tonight we are planning to go to the Mexican resturant and celebrate my friends graduation. We plan to leave as soon as the hail storm stops. Tomorrow, as far as I know, all we really plan on doing is going to church and going out to eat at Pino's Itailian resturant.(Yum! Gotta love Italian food!) Well that's all for now.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 3: June 4th: 4:19 p.m.
As I have already stated the project seems to get easier as it continues. Today went practically as planned, we went to church this morning and although we didn't go out to eat I still remained able to keep my mouth shut when there was an arguement at the table regarding *someone's* behavior. I cleaned my dishes and pushed my chair in without being told to and in addition to that I ironed and did various other chores without being told to or reminded to do. I haven't burped in public for the past three days.(and for those who know me know that's quite a feat!) I've also managed to improve my posture some since the beginning of this project. (I am a real slouch!) So needless to say the project is getting better. I look forward to tomorrow when I can try the project out at school. Which means no falling asleep in class!
Good morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 4: June 5th: 4:43 p.m.
Today at school, I will admit I did not do as well as I had suspected, being alone at home all weekend and being at school with my friends and doing school work were two completely different things. At home it was easy to act like Lucrezia around the family, their used to my phases and things of that nature. But my friends who have no idea about this project were a little disturbed when I didn't say much or didn't join in on all the nasty jokes or belched a nine point burp on the Richter scale. Then in class most of my class mates didn't seem to notice that I actually stayed awake during class or that I sat straight in my chair. Lunch was different too; I was more polite than the norm, and didn't converse about other people like I probably would have under different circamstances. Despite the fact that things didn't go quite as I had anticipated they did go fairly well.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 5: June 6th: 5:10 p.m.
Today actually went better than yesterday. I kept reminding myself about the project and I made a lot of progress! Also on the bright side, I passed my SOL in history! That made me really happy! ^_^ One of my friends that actually knows about the project said that I was acting to normal yesterday so techinally I wasn't 'in character' all day, but today I felt as if that improved. Other than that there isn't much to tell so I'll be signing off now so I can call Sally and make sure her and Duo are ready to test pilot the new Gundams.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 6: June 7th: 4:30 p.m.
Today has been pretty much like all the other days. Just everyday it gets a little easier. Not much happened except I passed my algebra SOL! Which means I only have to more exams to take next week,(which is the final week of school!) So I'll be able to spend more time on the project. (and more time looking for Zechs! ^_^) I'm also spending the weekend with Sally Po. We haven't been able to get much done lately so were going to get together. That's all for now.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 7: June 8th: 5:30 PM
Today I slacked off a little bit on my project, but I still managed to retain some of my character. After passing all of my SOLs, I took a well earned break from school work and managed to focus more on the project. I am planning to spend the wekend with Sally Po. We have planned to go swimming and kick back for a little while. Time to sign off.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 8: June 9th: 11:29 PM
Today the project went really well. I managed to keep in character for most of the day and much to my disbelieving friends, I seemed to have proved them wrong. Everyday it gets a little bit easier. I find myself feeling more like I did when I was in Elementary School because my attitude back then was more like Lucrezia's. Miss Sally and I have had a good day today, despite some humiliation at the pool*^_^* We won't get into that(Sally says HI!). That's all for now.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 9: June 10th: 8:39 PM
Out of all the days that I have been doing this project today has been the easiest of them all. Sally Po and I had fun all day today; we had blueberry muffins and tea for breakfast,(or rather lunch because Sally never got up until 11 or 12.) Afterwards we worked a little more on her webpage and went swimming a her pool til three.
In addition, I would like to thank one young man who emailed me recently, your words were very uplifting and gave me even more insight and will power. Thank you Timothy!
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 10: June 11th: 9:07 PM:
Not much has happened today in the way of obstructional events, I've just been chillin out most of the day and hanging out with my brothers friends and going to church, one of my 'friends' from long ago came to church tonight and surprised us all, we weren't really expecting her,(because she lives in Staunton now.) Other than that and me trying to get all this clorine out of my hair from swimming, nothing new has happened, and things are getting better.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 11: June 12th: 7:40 PM:
Nothing really new to write about today. I woke up and did more chores and for lunch Mom,my brother,three of our friends, and the new church staff member all went out to eat. When we came home I did more chores and updated the webpages; then at 4 I watched one of the new episodes of Sailor Moon on Cartoon Network. I did more chores, had dinner, took a shower and now I'm geting rid of all my Backstreet boy pinups and turning the binders they were in into scrapbooks. And finally after all thats said and done I'm going to bed.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 12: June 13th: 7:52 PM:
As usual I'm expanding the webpage even further than it normaly was to begin with. And that's about the only thing really new, Sally Po is sick, and I just finished school today and celebrated by going swimming. That's all for now.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 13: June 14th: 10:10 PM:
Nothing at all has happened today, I've pretty much been bored except for the three hours I spent at the pool this afternoon. I would have stayed longer had it not started raining about three. We came home, I had a shower, updated and edited the webpage, checked email, and went to church. Being Lucrezia was almost too easy today. (course the fact that I didn't do anything really contributed to it a little bit.) All we did at church was go to a nursing home and talk and sing with the residents, (one of which was dying of cancer and asked for me and the group to pray for her.)after that I had to babysit four kids in the nursery at church. They were a bunch of little shits I'll tell you that much. (Remember I only cuss when I'm pissed, hence 'little shits'.)That's pretty much it for now, no one is on ICQ and Mom is making sure I don't do anything stupid on the internet. =p All well, that's about it, I'll be signing off.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 14th: June 15th: 4:54 PM:
Well today was boring. All I did was go get a haircut, come home, have a little lunch and pray someone would e mail me, or get on ICQ so I'd have someone to talk to. But as everyone knows my luck, no one emailed me, or got on ICQ, so I went to my room and listened to music, but when I found out all that was airing were talk shows, I cut it off and resorted to doing crunches for about half an hour. I went to the doctors but nothing interesting to say about it except that it was the shortest visit I've ever had.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 15: June 16th: 12:57 AM:
Well, it's almost one o'clock in the morining, the thunder is roaring outside and I've been up for almost an hour trying to figure out how to use MSN Messenger, it's getting so irksum I'm so used to using ICQ I get stubborn when I try using anything else. I read some awesome fanfics about myself at one of the webpages on my links and credits page. (www4.50megs.com/gwwomen) I'm not really into fanfics but these I will admit were pretty good. Right now I'm about to go crazy trying to figure things out in my head. This page is growing so fast and my project is almost halfway over! Actually I'm sort of sad to see it all end, after pretending to be Lucrezia it's almost like reopening a chapter of my life from long ago, maybe not reopening a chapter, but finding a mask that I used to wear to hide who I really was. Lucrezia and I are almost the same person, except for the fact that she chooses her words a little more carefully and I tend to ramble. But in actuality we were the same person once upon a dream. Thanks to friends who have been encouraging me,(and even those who don't believe I can pull this off,) being who I am is a greater challenge than being Lucrezia, I know how to act like her, but that doesn't mean I'm any closer to finding out who I am. (Your'e right Timothy, Lucrezia is another mask.) But mask or not, Lucrezia's personality and attitude, were once my own. I know what I want in this life of mine, achieving them is a different story, one thing about Lucrezia I did take notice of, she'll protect people she loves, stop at nothing for their happiness, but no one ever tells her how or what to do in order to get her wings; she already had them. She doesn't like to fight, she hates it more than anything, but one thing about the two of us being one, we both agree...SPACE IS THE PLACE!
I'm always trying my hardest to protect the ones I love, so let me protect you by saying, never let anyone else control your destiny, "Be who you are, say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
If you want to talk God listens, if you dare to achieve, then go for it you have the touch, if you feel, feel what you believe, if you want to talk about hard times talk to me, but if you want to talk about masks, talk to Timothy. =)
Good Night,(or good morning?)
Lucrezia Noin
Day 15: June 16th: 7:11 PM: AchooO!!!!!!!! well i'm back again today, I've gotten a cold, probably from staying up to late last night, but oh well i'm still here, today I'm halfway thru with the project, as I stated in the last entry I'm sorta of sad it's ending. But I'll be alright. In other news Sally and I are making plans to go check out the new tea and coffee shop downtown tomorrow to see if it's any good. Well time to sign off and invest stock in tissues.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 16: June 17th: 6:33 PM:
It used to be that I would die to have a free day where I could just sit on my butt and do nothing, now I'd kill just to get out of this house for an hour or so! I haven't gone anywhere or done much of anything in the past two or three days, which is partly my fault because I could have gone to some little kids going away party with my parents and my sister but who wants to hang around a bunch of teeny boppers til the wee hours of the night? So yesterday and today I haven't done anything...nothing....nadda...ziltch...AND IT'S GETTING ON MY NERVES!!! *sigh* So this has pretty much been a wasted entry but an entry none the less. I'm going to see if I can find something fun to do...
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin Day 19: June 20th: 2:55 PM: Believe it or not there is a reason that this diary has not been updated with entries from everyday. Reasons being: 1: I couldn't get on the computer long enough to update it. 2: I couldn't get on until after 3 yesterday, and once I got on Sally came over and it's rude to play on the computer while you have a friend that's bored to tears. And finally 3: I spent the night with Sally and had a lot of fun in a house that had no internet, or even a computer now that I think about it. We did have fun though conversing about how cheesy the new Sailor Moon shows are now, except for the new sailor scouts, had it not been for them,(despite the fact that they are gay.)the show would have been even worse. That's all for now.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 20: June 21st: 4:25 PM:
Today has been nothing really to talk about. All day today I have really done nothing. I've done all of my chores and then some. I've worked more on my poetry book, and written a lot of other things today too. But other than that today has been boring. Being Lucrezia is almost to easy now. But I guess that was the purpose of the project from the start. =) And there are only ten more days left of the project, which means only ten more entries to the diary and then it'll all be over with. :( It has been a unique expierience and all around enjoyable. Sally has been very helpful and motivating along with all the others who have emailed me about the site itself. You have all been wonderful and although the diary itself with soon never be updated again I still hope to hear from all of you. Thank you all so much!
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 21:June 22nd:8:58 PM:
Today has probably been the most exciting and fun day out of this entire month! My sister had a doctors appointment in NC so we went early and shopped a while before she had to see the doctor, I actually had a lot of fun despite her whining. The doctors visit only took about 35 minutes and when we got home I made a new webpage about me and Sally on a more personal level, Click here to go see it, and my father took me swimming. It doesn't sound to interesting to most other people, and certainly not very fun but I had a great time compared to being couped up in a house for almost a week! Other than that, there are only about nine more days left in the project! *sniffsniff* All well, I will probably end up updating the site constantly anyway! I enjoy it a lot actually! Well it's time to sign off, take care!
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 22: June 23rd: 4:10:
A lot of nothing again today. I went swimming and now I'm tired
and as usual there is nothing to do, fun things at least. Once I'm done with this entry I have to vacume the kitchen and pretend to be happy for my brother's birthday,(he's 18), even though he's officially an adult now he's been meaner to me than when we were little and I can't figure out why he's so testy. I'm about ready to hall off and smack him, although he'll break my wrist in the process. I'm just that mad and hurt. But anyway, only eight more days of the project to go thru. *sighs* All well, it's been great.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 23: June 24: 2:51 PM:
Today was actually fun! Sally and I took her mom to the new coffee shop, which we are absolutly crazy about because it's actually something to do her in this dinky town. We came back by my house and sat on our big wrap around porch and ate frosties from Wendy's. We talked about everything from what it would be like to see my brother turn into a duck to seeing Heero Yuy wear spandex speedos and see where he actually pulls a gun out from...(my mother overheard the conversation and said that the gun was probably the only think loaded in his spandex shorts!) It was interesting to say the least. And Sally gets her house back in July! I'm so happy for her! (for those of you who don't know, sally's house burned down during Christmas break.) But she will finally be able to move back into her new home! Both of us are counting down the days. Right now it's 19.
Good Morrow
Lucrezia Noin
Day 23: June 24th: 6:04 PM:
I just got out of the shower about ten minutes ago. I went swimming for a long time to day and I've had more fun there than I have had in the past few days. Right now I'm just relaxing and pondering eternity. There isn't anything really to tell about. Sally and I are just chatting on ICQ and I'm going over to her house sometime tomorrow. And we might find somethings for her new room. She still hasn't decided on the color of her carpet yet. (I'm begining to think that she never will.) She's decided on a bunch of stackable things to make shrines for Duo in, and she's trying to find a bed still. But she's just happy because she can get her own shampoo.(?)I think I'll leave it at that.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 25: June 26th: 10:23 PM
Say Hi Sally,~EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!~ That's good ol Sally for ya. If you can't guess, Sally and I are planning to conquer the WORLD! Actually not, we are actually very sunburnt form swimming today. I'm sitting here typing and I have my new purple plaid pants on! (if you ask me nicely I might tell you the inside joke behind that...then again maybe not..) Sally and I took pictures today! So that means as soon as the pictures are devolped and I get hold of a scanner, I will finally finish the before and after pics page! (Don't hold your breath me actually finishing something happens as bout as often as Heero smiles!) But anyway there are only 5 days left in the project! I intend on speniding them the same way Lucrezia would spend her last five days, being extrememly happy!!!!!! (Duo and I have been hanging around to long...) But anyway, I have a message for the 'original overlord', you know who you are, and if you don't then you need to get into the Zero system like Trowa and regain your memory. The message is from Sally and that is that her ICQ is screwd up and if she doesn't authorize you on her list please stay calm! The problem is being looked at! but for now, if you are really interested in talking to the Duo obsessed Sally, please email me and I will let you know how to contact her via email. Or vice versa. Anyway heres Sally. ~Please!!!!!!!!!!!~Original Overlord, AKA Duo Maxwell you better read this!
Time to go buh-bye and wash Heero's spandex. (I'm convinced that he pissed in his pants when he saw Relena flip him off.) So this is good bye for today.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 28: June 29th: 6:06 PM:
Today has been a lot better than the last few days. I've definetly been catching up on my reading! While Sally and I were shopping I bought a book, "How to Think Like Leonardo DaVinci", I've only gotten to read a little bit of it so far, but I defintely suggest it to anyone.
Well only 2 more days left!!!!!!!! I'll still be updating the site, this part will pretty much stop though. That's as bout as much as I can write for now, but if I get the chance I'll type more later.
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
Day 30: July 1st:
Today is the final day of the project!
I'm celbrating my aunt's 40th birthday adn I'm actually rather disapointed. At the end of the project I had hpoed to fully become Lucrezia; all thought perhaps it would take someone with more will power and emotional endurance to truly become a cartoon character; I actually had higher expectations of myself.
On the other hand, the project connected me with who I used to be and to many fascinatinog people abroad. I recieved lots of encouragement via email and from Sally too. Honestly they (the people who emailed me) were what kept my spirits up during the project. I thank you all, even to those who just came to my site just to look around I thank you all. Your encouragement and belief in me was/is truly God sent. Thank you all. You are truly wonderful!!!
Good Morrow,
Lucrezia Noin
(P.S. Although I've accomplished the 30 days of trying to be like Lucrezia, Sally has questioned rather or not I will continue the project, I have not reached a final conclusion. However I might attempt it again, perhaps with better preparation.)
