I’ll never need any last words/ for the loneliness that awaits me/ add fear and hopelessness to the melody/ Of my requiem/ A life devoid of purpose and sympathy/ only added to my apathy
I tried so hard to make believe/ I tried to make you see that there is hope for me
I fought for love and war before I knew right from wrong/ and I don’t think I’m that ignorant anymore/ It was a loveless game that I couldn’t win/ It left my pride to thin to be worth anything/ What have I become?/ A shadow of my own doubt?
Suddenly I see myself alone/ A battle fought, a battle lost/ I’ll make it through I know/ But I can hope/ It’s all I have/ That I will win the war/ I’ll win the…
I fought for love and war before I knew right from wrong/ and I don’t think I’m that ignorant anymore/ It was a loveless game that I couldn’t win/ It left my pride to thin to be worth anything/ What have I become?/ A shadow of my own doubt?
Nights spent alone with regret/ Only added to the threat/ of a lie coming alive, to rip out my insides/ And if I hold it in for another day/ will this pain just go away?/ Empty words can’t fill the holes I’ve dug throughout my life/ So if I make amends and skip the fight/ can I truly say what I did was right?/ I’ve lied here thinking every night, of the guilt that will follow/ for the rest of my life
I want to be remembered for what I did right/ Take a stand in this impossible fight/ I had a nightmare where I lost my dreams/ My ideals shaken from a loss of meaning/ I don’t know who I am anymore/ Battles only fought in love and war