Should I kill myself today? / If I killed myself would Jesus come back down and save me? / But my soul is mine to save / I destroy the happiness that I once needed
I feel so lost / To love / To die
I destroy the happiness / I kill my reason for being / I hate to feel like this / I hate me more than anything / To find a place like this / You'll search the depths of hell
So when this is done / I hope you cry yourself to sleep / Knowing what you've thrown away / So tell another lie / Choke on it and die / I would die / I would die / To feel alive