Leave me to myself/ I don't want anyone / What can I do? / I lost my last chance long ago/ If only then I knew/ I knew nothing of what I know now/ Why am I so happy? / Cause I figured out a few things? / Maybe I'm just blind and I don't see / How could anyone love / What I've become? / Innocence has gone so, so long / Then, I'll trade myself for anything at all /Self-loathing isn't working anymore / When I wake up, I'll realize how I have changed / Are you the same? You’re different from before / Then, our secrets and desires will have changed / We're older now what's lost to time has gone / So we've changed who we are and we're OK with that / As long as life is full and life is long, but I can't promise you that / Why am I so happy? / Cause I figured out a few things? / Maybe I'm just blind and I don't see / How could anyone love / What I've become? / Innocence has gone so, so long / I haven't left / But I'm already lost