Poems by yours truly :P~ Enjoy the insanity ::yips::

Childhood

Darkness shutting me out-
Drowning in the inky blackness,
My fingers reach for the sky
In the hopes of a new beginning

Craving to be understood, fear creeps in,
My best friend forever-
She holds my hand as I walk on,
Taunting me with the unknown

Nothing is forgotten; nothing is forgiven
Only happy memories are erased forever
Exposed by a searing pain, I scream

Only happy memories are erased forever
Drowning in the inky blackness,
Nothing is forgiven

Sorrow

I can’t wash it all away this time;
Despite the rain, my soul still bleeds
The smile appears, but an ache is still there-
I yearn to be embraced
Embrace me in darkness dear lover, my love

Feel through my pain and hold me out to the light,
blinding me with all good things
Protect me and hold me still, never to feel again

Father

He clutches the locket to his breast and thinks of her, in his arms
Her perfect picture haunts him;
The locket feels cold against his newly warmed skin

His fingers dig into the plush couch he sits upon
So soft, like the sweet whisper of her hair
The birds sing softly in the early evening
Her voice cries out in his mind, singing softly
Blue eyes of glistening crystal pools pleading for life

In a haze of red, he weeps for her, his Claudia
He weeps for them both

Darkness

In the blackness of the night, I wander
Life is quickly losing its purpose
Filled with glistening tears

In the darkness of the night I wonder-
I am happy where I am now, after so long-
How much time will pass before it’s taken away?

I’ll let it embrace my soul for now, I’ll take it all in
For there is always a fear that I won’t have it forever
And then I’ll be falling into the darkness once more

But this happiness is worth the fall
I can feel the smile reach my eyes

A Vampire's Lullaby

Embrace me with your dark side.
Kiss me with your soul.
Take my life inside you.
Together, we are whole.
Gently kiss my fingers, as they wipe away your tears.
Together we embrace, joining painful years.

I am in your arms now.
On your shoulder I rest my head.
Your face is bathed in sorrow –
in the silence you drink from me.
And I’m dead.

Louis Diddy

Emerald eyes flash as he lights his match. Behold, the pyro.

Never You

In your eyes I see a devilish glint
And a quick smile to match

Your hatchin’ all sorts of ideas, baby, and I wanna be apart of it all
There's no tellin’ what I would do, when I'm at your side, when I'm with you
I may be livin’ in my own little world, but at least they all know me here
And what would it be like to live in your world, where you cry blood for tears?
How must we all seem to you? Turning wrinkled and old, and gray

That is if we even make it that long...
everyone’s gotta go someday...but not you

How does it feel to walk the dark streets
knowing damn well you have nowhere to turn?
Eternity is at your claw like finger tips, life is no longer your concern
But death, ah, that is your living now
This mortal blood flowing in your supernatural veins,
the only peace this immortal life will allow

Call me crazy, call me odd, but I wonder what it would be like to be like you
Where the whole world would awaken for me
Yet they would never know the real me, the truth
Wonder what it would be like...to feel those things, your way
To know I am to live out eternity in only darkness
Mother Earth's child gone astray

I may be livin’ in my own little world, but at least they all know me here
And what would it be like to live in your world, where you cry blood for tears?
How must we all seem to you?
Turning wrinkled and old, and gray

That is if we even make it that long...
everyone’s gotta go someday...but not you
Never you

Eternal blonde haired fiend with mad humor rising in your eyes
Yet it’s the very essence of your nature you seem to so despise
Where would you be now if Magnus had let you die?
Never you

One Happy Family

Blood lust
Scream
This isn't what it seems
Immortal
Damned
Life isn't as he planned
Eternal
No true trust
Damn this blood lust!

Graceful fingers pluck out life
And teeth replace it in a bloody bite
Flash of blonde hair
And good humored blue eyes
Brat Prince;Damndest Creature;The Father of Lies
Green eyed beauty, a mortal heart of gold
This mortal heart was sold for
Sorrowful anguish, right down to the soul

Little child, cherub arms
A woman's mind with a child's voice
This little one never had a choice
Soon destruction befell all three
Such is the painful price of immortality

Nothing

The world is twirling, tumbling over my head
The earth is black and burnt; dead
A feeling of despair creeps into my soul
That I can't shake off
That we are nothing, that there is nothing
Nothing and nothing and nothing
No one loved, yet everyone cries
These aren't tears that flood my eyes

A lover's embrace I'll never feel
Please, won't someone tell me these scars are not real
Can't they be nothing??
Too many thoughts flooding my mind
Too many memories better off left behind
Where do I go now? Go from here?
How could I erase all those painful years?

I made it this far, but will it be alright?
How I wish for them to come to me into the blackness of the night
Yet they are not real either, just a figment in my mind
Are those like me only meant to be loved by the blind?
Do I hide my scars for the rest of my life?
Won't someone, please, look on my light?

Or let me bathe in yours, heal me now
Let your heat take over, devour me
Entrap me and burn me, take me away
Into your arms - Into NOTHING
For I am not meant for love
And I despair