Wow
Mood:  chatty
It takes me so long to find my blog that I never post anything let alone check it. I cant beleive it has been over a year since I posted anything. Well its not like anyone checks this anymore... I don't think anyone does anyways. I need to put more pictures up but i don;t really know how to do that. Life is going good I passed general chemistry and am moving on to Oraganic in the fall. Yeah no more bullshit thermodynamics! Chelsy is doign well and I think I might show her in an english class this summer... I don't know though she might not be ready. We will just have to play it by ear. More like whether she will start bucking and rearing is more like it. Hope all is well with everyone out there. Hopefully it wont take me a year to write again.

Spring Break!
Mood:  chillin'
Hey all!

I am soo tired
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: silence
I am incredibly worn out and broken. School is going good but the hike up the hill of hell sucks. Plus my knee is shot to shit right at this moment but, despite it all I am soo excited about going to Monterey this weekend. I love the ocean!! Yeah!! I will write soon and let you all know how it went.

I found it!
Mood:  smelly
Now Playing: punk mix
It has been years since i wrote in this and the main reason I haven't written in it is because I did not know where to find it. For the life of me I could not remember the address. I found it on an old email I had sent a friend a while ago and here it is!! In light of resent years I miss sword practice, am really sick of Walnut creek, need to transfer and be done with shool ahhhh 8 more years, and miss hanging out with all my old friends. So if anyone happens to read this let me know you are out there to still alive and kicking.
Charlene

Its been awhile
It's been a while since I last wrote. it's been awhile since I've been oline in general. But most of all its been a while since I checked Dan's blog. Dan was the original reason I started this. I have a lot to thank to him. I learned to grow through writing about my feelings and how I felt. I also learned alot about myself. It seems as though time passes us by so fastly we forget to live. I can only hope that I will remember. So many tragities have occured it seems impossiable. So I will sit down on my knees and I will pray. I hope hard times will pass fastly for all, but I am bound to this faith of lonliness.

Its been awhile
It's been a while since I last wrote. it's been awhile since I've been oline in general. But most of all its been a while since I checked Dan's blog. Dan was the original reason I started this. I have a lot to thank to him. I learned to grow through writing about my feelings and how I felt. I also learned alot about myself. It seems as though time passes us by so fastly we forget to live. I can only hope that I will remember. So many tragities have occured it seems impossiable. So I will sit down on my knees and I will pray. I hope hard times will pass fastly for all, but I am bound to this faith of lonliness.

I wonder if anyone reads this any more
Mood:  accident prone
It's the weekend!!!! I actually feel good enough to go to game(and I have a new set of wheels). Even though I am still hesitant to drive, it's nice to be able to get in a car and go. School is going well I have 3 classes. I enjoy being back at school and meeting new people.
Chelsy is doing very well now that I can ride her again. We should be starting trails this summer and hopefully getting some good miles under our belts. My baby parrot is starting to say hello and blow kisses. He also learning musical notes because he loves when I play guitar and sing to him.
I hope everyone is doing good.
_charlene_

my quite life
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Greenday - boulavard of broken dreams
I haven't written in soo long I hardly know what to say. I have been doing ok. I hope all is well with everyone else. I got a new car finally, however I am terror fide to drive it. I have been getting a lot of weird signs lately. I'm not to sure what they mean or what to do. So I manly lock myself in my room and paint with my kitties. Who are not to happy to be at home. Well Perryn loves it because there is an abundance of food he seems to get into. While on the other hand Duncan has be forced to live with arch Nemesis orange kitty. But well make do.

death
Mood:  down
Now Playing: jewel - pieces of you
Things have been really rough lately. I am back at home now due to to totaling of my car. I am pretty beat up. I have a MRI on monday for a possiably torn rotater cuff. It really hurts. Not to mention the death of lady jane she didn't even make it to ten years. The last monday I lost key-ters who was 3. So I'm a little on the fringes right now. I am in fear for my own faith. I just want it all to stop.

Sad
Mood:  hug me
I have been crying all day. It would be nice if it stopped some time soon. I'm really sad. I want to go home. I miss everything and I want it all to end soon. It's cold and I can't seem to keep the warmth in my blood let alone the blood in my body. I want someone to hold me and tell me it will all be ok.