Attention Span
Why won’t you wonder what I do in my room?
Why do you let me travel to certain doom?
Why don’t you look at the scars on my arms?
Why do you let me do myself harm?
Do you really think I can handle myself?
Do you think I can put all my pain on the shelf?
What do you think I go do at my friends’?
Why don’t you find me and put my pain to an end?
Why do you let me get zoned out each night?
Why don’t you make me put up a fight?
Why do you accept everything that I do?
Why won’t you hate me the way I hate you?
Why don’t you send me to prison or jail?
Why do you let me get drugs through the mail?
Do you think I’m like you and don’t have any doubts?
Do you really think that I can sort this all out?
Why do you ignore me like I ignore rules?
Why do you let me do so badly in school?
Why didn’t you ask if I wanted to die?
Why didn’t you stop me when I attempted suicide?
Why did I try to die time and again?
Why didn’t you ask how it was going with my friends?
Why won’t you find out everything that I’ve done?
Why don’t you ask me what I do for fun?
Do you really think I’m the angel you ignore?
Why don’t you know I think reality’s a bore?
Why don’t you punish me, love me, say when?
Why don’t you forbid me to go out with my friends?
Why do you act as though nothing’s wrong?
Why do you pretend to know how I get along?
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life without Christ was, for me, unbearable.
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**jstop
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