Borderline

All super smiles and drawn-on stars Extroverted anomaly by day Not about to be shown up or passed up By something that could have gone her way Living in her stupid little dream Obsessing over psychopathy and the color green Draws on her walls and ceiling Waits rather impatiently for her tattoo to start healing All baggy pants and bright patches Mysteriously crazy and yet incredibly sane Eccentric flirtatious chica by day She loves to color her hair and face Not about to let pain or patience get in her way Introverted masochist by night Incredibly serious but somehow stoned out of her brain Not about to accept that it could be all right She's the main source of her misery and pain Spends most of her time zoned out on Vicodin Borderlining psychotic but not about to give in Cutting herself to avoid facing the real issue That there's more hurt in her than scar tissue Paranoid manic-depressive by night Soft to the touch but extremely hard to explain Too many have held her and said it's all right And then disappeared and left her in the rain And each time she hopes that he's not like the next But somehow her hopes are never met And her parents wonder why she fails all her tests It might help if she ever actually slept All super smiles and drawn-on stars Extroverted anomaly by day Not about to be shown up or passed up By something that could have gone her way Introverted masochist by night Incredibly serious but somehow stoned out of her brain Not about to accept that it could be all right She's the main source of her misery and pain

masochism, drugs, and charades solve nothing.

. **jstop

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