Derailer

Your train of thought is derailed before the station
And all you have left is the force of your imagination
And that doesn’t even work,
So you work it off.
You’ve come too far and done too much
To let this thing off.
You’ve waited too long to be touched.
The burning feeling inside is not anger.
It’s part regret, but not blue.
It’s tired and has no hunger
And there’s really nothing you can do.
It’s a deep red raspberry sadness
And it’s attached to the inside of your ribs.
It’s not something we should have in us
And it’s not something easy for yourself to forgive.
Your train of thought is derailed before the station
And all you have left is the force of your imagination
And that doesn’t even work,
So you work it off.
You’ve come too far and done too much
To let this thing off.
You’ve waited too long to be touched.
And so you will wait.
And you will wonder why you thought what you did
Why you tried to play the bait.
Why you stood out in the open when the others hid.
Their blazing angers incapable of touching you
Just like the object of your affection
Because if you don’t love someone back, it’s not something you do.
After all, we play by rules of attraction.
Your train of thought is derailed before the station
And all you have left is the force of your imagination
And that doesn’t even work,
So you work it off.
You’ve come too far and done too much
To let this thing off.
You’ve waited too long to be touched.
Hopefully, it won’t be long.

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sidetracked again.

. **jstop

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