Dream It All Away

I’m not here to argue with you
Though it courses through my blood
It sears through my brain
I’m not here to pick apart - you
Despite what you’ve done
What you’ve done to my name
And every night, when I fall to sleep
I hear your voice shouting at me
But I don’t want to argue with you -
All I want to do is dream
Escape the fear of what I’ll do
How I’ll fall, how I’ll disappoint you
Do you want me to leave?
Do you want me to stay?
But I’ll just curl up and dream it all away…
I don’t want to argue with you
Though it begs to be said,
Though it screams with raw need
I don’t want to do the things you do
I’ll just stay in bed
I’ll stay right here and dream

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forgive me, mom and dad.

. **jstop

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