I Died

Somewhere
To someone I adore
Something went wrong.
I can tell.
Nothing has ever turned out so badly before.
Not even when he turned away, and…
But that’s not what I’m here to say.
But, neither are you.
I’m what you’re here to listen to.
I’m here to inform you of my death,
Of my rolling eyes,
Of my last breath.
Don’t look so shocked;
you’ve known all along.
Or, at least you should have.
It’s written all over in my songs.
Not even when he leaned down, and…
But no more; word does get around.
I’m here to tell you how I died.
Otherwise, I’ll be left unsatisfied.
I drank, I binged,
I cried, I cringed.
I spent many a night wired so high
Not even he could bring me down.
I know, because he wouldn’t have asked why.
He would have watched, until I came around…
But that’s not the point.
I could never have married him.
I was married to the joint.
We all knew my chance of survival past 18 was slim.
Just… no one wanted to admit it.

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yet another plea for help; with a sort of bite to it that said no one was listening.

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Email: zer0_star@angelfire.com