- Dec 14th- i screwed up the diary page and now i have to start all over again. Oh well, tommorrow i get 20 dollars for baby sitting Tammy's kids. YAY!!!! Weed for meeeeeee, got to buy some cigs too. Gary Spencer told me today that Troy White likes me, hmm.......hmm again. That doesnt sound right, no guy would ever be interested in me, would they? And he has also been acting alot nicer than usual, im scared kids!! What do i do????? Well, we will just see what happens, until next time.
- Dec 15th- Ok kids, i just put up a pic of julian on his shrine page so go check it out if ur interested ok? Anyways, i am babysitting right now and i get 20 bucks! WOOHOO! I am so pissed at James Mayberry right now cuz he is trying to say Stasha's baby isnt Conde's what a fucking ass! I know for a fact that its his cuz i have been with her like everyday since she has been with conde and she hasnt been with anyone else so yeah, i think its his. Bobby Scanlan in coming to the alternative on the 7th YAY!!! He is such a cool guy, and he is really nice. Well, thats all for now. cya later kids!
- Dec 19th- Well, kids we are getting some new students at the alternative after vacation. My friend Bobwhore will be there and one other person i know, Renea Bowman i guess she is pregnant hahahaha!! What a dumb hoe! Damn kids having kids and shit. On a lighter note, julian is thinking about moving here and going to the college hmm....would that be just grand??? HELL YES IT WOULD!!! that would make me soooo very happy! Today was my english teacher's b-day and we didnt do anything in any of his classes except eat candy and stuff. Man, playing basketball for the alternative is hurting me, my shin is so fucking sore from running up an down the court and i need to quit smoking, i will on new years, its my resolution for 2002! YEAH! thats all for now kids.
- Dec 26th- Hey kids, been awile since my last entry but i will sum up the events. johnie jacked alot of people, made my mom cry on christmas eve(bastard) and me and megan partied alot. But for the new stuff here goes. For christmas i got some kewl stuff, a gothic dress from hot topic almost like the one jonathan was so fond of last year, a new shirt some kick ass boots, body spray, a ring, a sarong, some head scarfs, and a new beanie it was a kick ass christmas. Ok, spending time with my relatives on saturday wasnt so bad and no one hounded me about my life so i had some fun. Plus i got a gift card from my grandpa and got a new belt and some film for my camera so yeah it was pretty cool. I saw stasha the other day too and i almost cried she is due next month and its a girl so i hope everything turns out ok for Conde's sake or i will beat his ass! Courtney is pregnant too, now i know something is gonna be wrong with that child and i think she is stupid for getting pregnant but whatever. we will see what happens later.
- Dec 27th- All those who hate Jonathan Lucas, might want to read my slambook megan put some nasty remarks in there, gotta love her! Anyways today was boring as hell, just sat around and drank wild cherry pepsi all day and listened to music. I sent my pics off to julian today hope he likes them! I dont want to go back to school! Renea Bowman will be there, fucking whore. But, Bobby Scanlan will so i have a little something to look forward to! Well, thats all for now kids cya later!
- Dec 30th- Boring fucking vacation. Nuthin to do, no weed.....yet, and again nuthin to do(or at least no one) I hope vacation ends soon i actually miss school and shit, isnt that wierd??? Johnie is in the garage right now hopefully i get stoned or something god damnit! talk about it later kids!
- Jan 2- Happy fucking new year kids! New Years was alright, i ate some pizza got a little baked and even saw my friend jessica ames. But my sleep schedule is all whacked and i keep waking up in the middle of the night and shit. Also i am so glad that school is starting next monday cuz i miss it!! maybe megan will be down this weekend, i hope i would like to have a little more fun before i go back to that strange hell i call school. Plus i have basketball practice too and pretty soon our first game YEAH! i wish it owuld hurry up and be february so i can get a job and get some of my own money!! thats all for now.
- Jan 12th- Hello all! I am at megan's house right now, and we are just kickin it! Last night was cool cuz we were high and a little drunk but thats ok! I am tired as hell and its only noon, i should have slept in longer damnit! Well, thats all for now.
- Jan 13th- Spent the whole weekend with Megan and we had so much fun, especially last night when we went to the bowling alley, we seen a whole grip of people that we knew, and my friend leigha told me that bambi had her baby like 3 days ago and it looks just like jonathan only its a girl, which is cool. Leigha got to hold it and she was having like flashbacks and shit and the whole what it trip ya know? Thank god its not hers. Well, anyways I met Mark Atnips g/f Allison last night....u can so tell she still likes dan...she is such a fucking bitch i swear!!!! ok my new word is anal whore......spread it like wildfire hehehe.
- Jan 18th- I am so fucking sick right now....ugh i feel like total crap. Anyways! i was having internet withdrawls so i figure i should come and do something about my site. last three days i have spent in total suclusion from the outside world....with my mom who is also sick but worse than I. Now, its the weekend and what a greater time to be sick! Anyways i heard that Bambi had her baby not to long ago and it looks like jonathan and its really cute, thats good for them...maybe now they will realize life is not a game anymore, while me on the other hand.....not pregnant and i wont be til i am atleast in my 20's. Stasha is due a week from this saturday i bet her baby will be cute too! well, thats all for now gotta go.
- Jan 22nd- It is like 1am....i am still up this sucks ass. I just went for a walk with my parents uptown and it is butt-naked cold! I got stoned today....it was nice....yeah. Gotta go back to school wednesday and i dont wanna!!! Guess what? WE DONT GET OUR FUCKING COMPUTER!! Johns company doesnt give out 2,000 dollar bonuses since the start of this year so we have to wait til he gets his income tax return. johnie is getting a income tax return too for like 600 dollars....ryan gets 68 dollars, i thought that was funny. Conde's friend tony came over to our house earlier today cuz he was visiting his cousins next door yeah...he is cool. My mom cut my hair yesterday and it looks cool and my mom left my bangs long YEAH!!! Well, nuthin else to talk about in my cracked out life right now...so later.
- Jan 29th- Well, kids! i had a super fantastic day!!....wait one mothertrucking second, did i say super fantastic?!?! oh well, today was such a good day i dont care if i sound like a retard. I got a new bracelet and it had pyramid studs i call it
- Feb 7th- I am on a pc now!!! YEAH!!!! Anyways its been like forever since i have been updating this shit but i guess the time is now for me to do it. Sabrina is no longer speaking to Wenzday cuz she totally ditched sabrina last week which i think is fucking bullshit. I went to the boys basketball game in pasco yesterday and there was a guy there with a mohawk and he looked like jonathan!! that was creepy......Anyways, i havent missed a day of school in 2 weeks now....hell yeah i am doing good. thats all for now kids!!
- Feb 8th- Our boys b-ball team won the game!!! By 11 points even. we kicked their ass. I am so happy to be on a pc again, this pc will be mine when my brothers move out which is so cool but they need to leave soon damnit!!! Next Friday, the team goes back to Wapato for a tournament and i get to go yay!!! Well , thats all for now.
- Feb 12th- I am soooo happy!!! One of my poems is going to be published in a book!!!!!!!!!!! I got a letter from poetry.com today and they said they are going to publish it. Plus, i am entered into the semi-finals and i could win up to 10,000 dollars if i win!!! I think that would be sweet to the max!!!!!!! I am also trying to quit smoking right now........which sucks ass. i am on the fucking patch!!!!! oh well, i am quitting and thats all that matters damnit!!!!!!!
- Feb 15th- Hello once again! Today i went with the basketball game with the boy's team and we played in the tournament and we lost. We played Tacoma and Pasco. Tacoma beat the holy shit out of us....they slam dunked the ball twice!!! our team can barely touch the rim!!!! i was pissed. but besides that, i hope everyone enjoyed their valentine's day. i did kind of. didnt do nuthin special but i got candy damnit!!! thank go it is the weekend i am so exhausted from school its not even funny, my whole body hurts and i feel like crap. thats all for now.
- Feb 21st - Well, kids....its been awhile since the last entry. nuthin really spectacular has happened lately, except i got baked with this guy during lunch the other day andhe was trippin on the planes in the sky it was funny as hell. Anyways. thats about all for now.
- Feb 23rd - Well, kids. there is some interesting things posted on my slambook from who else?? Most likely jonathan or his bloated whale of a girlfriend Bambi, i dont know wtf they want but if they wanna start shit this time...the better fucking watch their back because i am not going to take it this time. There will be an ass whipping, no brothers involved this is my own problem and i am going to deal with it. I wouldnt even need johnie for me to beat jon's ass, fucking little scrawny bastard. ok thats all for now. one more thing. weed is good.
- Feb 25th - Hrm.......yeah. Well, Jon's brother Travis was the one who put that shit on my slambook. he says if i don't take any of that stuff about jon and bambi off my site he is going to destroy it. Well well well, fuck it i dont care if he does or not. I could care less about a website. If ur gonna threaten something of mine, try threatening something that i actually care about ok? Anyways, This weekend fucking sucked besides the bonfire on wednesday. Me, My bro, Josh, Danielle, Brandy, and this dude Tony were all getting baked and having a bonfire it was fucking kewl as hell, plus we were smoking out of a bong and i dont get to smoke out of a bong that much anymore but thats all for now. if u dont see this webpage anymore after a while, it will be gone forever. or atleast til i make a new one which will trash on jon and bambi ten times more muhahahaha!!!!!!! PEACE OUT.
- Mar 6th - Well, kids. its business week at my damn school and its really boring. I just sit there and zone out like i am working and everyone tells me that i am doing a good job, plus there is no school work all week so its kewl. I am staying home today cuz its snowing outside and i am not walking in the snow. fuck that. Anyways a lil while ago i got stoned with Johnie and Josh. it was a lot more fun that business week so yeah. i got some plans this weekend cuz megan is supposed to come down..plus there are other reasons which cant be said on this webpage at this point and time. good by for now.
- Mar 10th - This weekend kinda sucked kids, i was with megan all day friday and her friend ashley from Cheney. We went and smoked weed and drove around and stuff. Last night sucked also, cuz my mom wouldnt let me go to a party but she let my brother go which i think is total bullshit. I have been dubbed
- Mar 12th - Got stoned today...woooo. Didnt go to school cuz i woke up at like noon or something. Stasha came and visited with the baby today....awww...she is sooo cute!!! She told me that this mexican guy in Othello gots the hots for me...he also stole a picture of me frrom Stasha's house...oh my god....nasty. Dan came over and gave me my beanie back from his house...he is a kewl guy hehehehehe. thats all for now kids.
- Mar 20th - Fuck kids, today it was really cold outside i thought me and josh were gonna die, but luckily Pixie came and picked us up half way to school. Anyways, i think i need therapy or something because i have been really depressed off and on for like 8 months and it just sucks ass, it really feels like no one cares and stuff, but my friends have already told me they do. Sabrina cares and Chad cares hopefully other people care too and stuff. Got stoned before school today it was great cuz its been like 5 days or something.....thats all for now.
- Mar 27th - Wow, this week so far has been pretty cool, i got some really amusing news today from a friend...i wont talk about it here cuz that is just rude. Anyways, nuthin really exciting has happened just been smoking weed and going to school...ya know the usual routine.....later kids.
- April 11th - Today was a craptastic day. I stayed home. And at about 7am, i smoked a bowl with my brother and then i went to sleep and slept til around 2:30pm. It was alright i guess. I've been really happy and stuff lately i dont know why though, i must be getting sick or something hehehe. My friend Pixie gave me some clothes the other day, she gave me like 3 shirts and this one skirt and this cool lookin leopard print dress, i like it ^_^ Besides that, i met this guy mike, he is from wenatchee and he is such a sweety!!! I like him alot :) he makes me happy and stuff. well, thats all for now kids. come back soon!!!
- April 12th - Today was a pretty cool day being friday and all, i am so glad its the weekend. Heh, Mike is such a cool guy, he sent me a camera to take pictures with he is such a sweety. Well, i broke up with Julian......yeah, he isnt taking it as bad as i thought he would. Probably cuz he gots some chick on the side, but who knows im not for sure. I cant wait til the end of may!! My parents are going out of town and i will be home alone and shit!! for four days!!! yes yes yes!! ok thats all for now
- April 14th - Ahh...its sunday and i am so happy. Mike came to see me last night it was great. i will not go into full details of the night, but i had a good time and he brang me pepsi!! that was so nice of him. we stayed up til about 4am. he is such a sweety. Julian is now definately a ass. Someone was telling me he like went and was asking some chick if he could be with her like right after we broke up...see now that just pisses me off. I dont even know why i try to be nice and shit sometimes. people always use it against me. oh well, thats about it for now.
- April 15th - Today was a good day, nothing went wrong i thought about mike all day, and it was nice outside, what more could i ask for? it would have been the best day of my life if i would have went camping with mike and had like a pound of weed with me, now that would be a scrumtralescent day!! Anyways, i wish i had some damn money and a fucking car!! barder fair is coming up and i wanna go damnit!! weed, shrooms, acid..........that would rule. My moms friend Rachel punched her ex boyfriend Tommy the other night so she is staying with us now which is cool. She also punched his car window and broke it. I was named after her ya know? Rachel Nicole Jones hehe, she is cool. well, thats all for now.
- April 22nd - Ah, this weekend was the greatest weekend i have ever had. I spent the whole weekend with Mike at his house. He is such a sweetheart, i gave him the little lock thats on my necklace and he promised he wouldnt lose it. We went and seen the Scorpion King on saturday thats was a pretty good movie. But the Rock cant act!!! Mike burnt some stuff off the net for me, he gave me a copy of lord of the rings, windows xp and all of the mp3s on his pc. He is coming with me to prom on May 11th, hehe i dont think i have ever been this happy before. Last night my brother johnie sold me some weed and i smoked a couple bowls with my brother, then this morning i took like 3 knife hits and i was so fucked up at school today!! And to top it all off, we had ITED testing too so i was high taking a test.....hrrmmm..i wonder if my scores will improve when i am high......oh well, thats all for now.
- April 27th - Its saturday. School was exhausting like always. Mike is coming down on Tuesday YAY!!!! I might skip school that day too, my mom even said i could :P He makes me soo happy and stuff. This was a pretty good week too, i dont really know why but it was. C.J. White stopped by my house a lil while ago, he bought weed from my brother like most people who drop by my house....always want weed...god damn. Sabrina went to barder fair yesterday after school...*sniff* i miss her already. she grabbed my ass when she left too..KINKY!!! Hopefully she has fun, she hasnt got to hangout with Wenzday for a while. She better come back in one piece damnit! Well, thats all for now children.
- April 29th - Mike's coming over tommorrow yay!!! We are gonna go to stasha's house so he can meet her, then we are gonna go look for a dress for prom. Mike is gonna get me a corsage and everything, he is even gonna wear a tux. Isnt that nice?!?! I think so, he is such a sweety. My brother is gonna get some blueberry chronic and some purple kush this weekend, thats gonna be cool, hope he smokes some with me, little bastard better, im bringing hime some business ^_^
- May 3rd - Wow! this week was great. Mike came over on tuesday and we went and i introduced him to Stasha, she thinks he is cool. After that we came back to moses lake and we ate at taco bell and went back to my house, he was over here til like 12:30. And prom is in 8 days!!! I got my dress on wednesday. its black with sparkles on it and i got a necklace and a bracelet to go with it and shoes and make up and nail polish and a whole bunch of shit for it. Mike is gonna stay the night after prom is over, my mom doesnt want to have him drive all the way back to wenatchee late at night cuz we are gonna go to my friend jenny's party afterwards. Megan is not coming down this weekend which pisses me off cuz i have nothing to do, but she is coming down the weekend after next weekend so thats cool i guess. Well, nothing much more to say.
- May 7th - 4 more days til prom!!! WOOHOO!!! Ok, i am thinking about adding a new page to my website, it will be called Writings of the demented. I have been writing down stupid thoughts in my head while i am at school and i have like 6 pages already so i think i am going to make a page and let everyone know what goes on inside my head think its a good idea? i do. Last night kicked ass! My brother jonhies friend George cooper came over to borrow some movies and he invited me to get stoned with him so i went(i cant ever refuse an offer like that!!) i decided to go because jonhie is in jail til wednesday because he hasnt been doing his work crew, so any time someone offers weed, i cant pass it up. We smoked like 4 bowls i think and then i came home and watched Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back with my parents, i suggest you all rent that if you havent seen it already its really funny. Thats all for now, watch for Writings of the Demented!
- May 14th - This weekend kicked so much ass! Prom was great of course, and after the prom, me and mike went to my friend Jenny's b/f Mark's house and got stoned! Mike got stoned too, and he was all laughing and just having a good time so that made me happy, then after that we cam home around 2am i think and watched some t.v. and went to bed. The next day(sunday) which was Mothers Day, i made my mom breakfast and i made Mike breakfast and then we go stoned again. After that we watched more t.v. and hung out in my room and then we went to Taco Bell to see if they take ATM cards there, and to my surprise, Travis Lucas was standing right at the cash register....hahaha!!! What a loser. Anyways, after that we left because we couldnt use the ATM card there and we drove by the skate park and, there we found terrence so we didnt stop to hang out. Then we went and saw Spider-Man which was a really cool movie, then we came home and watched even more t.v. and we watched jackass and then he left.....i miss him......but i'm gonna see if he can come back down in a few weeks :)
- June 8th - Been awhile since i updated this shit. Well, last week, my parents were in Las Vegas, so we partied all fucking week long from wednesday til sunday. Beer everyday weed everyday. It was great. My mom and john had a good time they said and my mom actually drank a beer! its wierd she hasnt drank in like years and stuff. Anyways, nothing has really been happening since the last entry except i have been getting stoned and im on a mission to quit smoking! im down to 5 cigs a day! I am so proud of myself. I am in driver's ed also which is cool cuz i really want to drive and stuff! Mike is coming down next weekend. He is going to his brothers graduation this weekend so he cant come down. Fuck, on wednesday i wrecked my brothers ex's car. She was stupid enough to let me drive when i dont even have a permit yet and i dont have a license. and i swerved and fucking biffed it right into a ditch, so now im all scared to drive and shit oh well i just need ALOT more practice. that is all for now.
- June 13th - YAY!!! SCHOOL IS OUT! oh shit and i just remembered its fucking megan's b-day, i wonder where that little bitch is...oh well. Monday Mike is coming over again :D Watch Writings of the demented soon for
- June 24th - Damn its been 11 days since the last time i wrote in this shit. Well, i spent the weekend with megan and we smoked out the whole fucking time!! it was great, i got my pic up on the front page now as you can see. Summer vacation is kicking ass so far, just doing my normal shit like always like chillin and listening to music, and of course, smoking weed. I quit smoking!!! im so glad too! Mike is happy for me, he is such a sweetheart to me. He is gonna try and come over tommorrow if his dad doesnt need him for anything. My poor friend Felicia broke up with her b/f......she is like depressed and stuff, i wish i had a car or something so i could go see her and hang with her, cuz we havent hung out in a while. Anyways, more about my summer days later, check out my writings of the demented link sometime soon i will have more parts to that up.
- July 17th - I found out some really cool shit, zoloft + weed = shroom type euphoric high. i took some of megans zoloft that she doesnt take and smoked like 5 or 6 bowls of chronic, and i was trippin majorly, it was fuckin weird. Anyways, my summer is going pretty good right now, just been hanging out with my neighbor brandi alot and megan and just kickin it. I wonder what kind of people actually come here and read this shit willingly.......weird. Me and mike are working on planning a getaway together, he wants to take me to Chelan, that would be cool, i dont think i have ever been there, but mike says its really cool. Anyways, thats all for now, cya
- July 24th - Weird shit has been going on. Yesterday, i got an e-mail from Jonathan Lucas.........um yeah, and it so happens that yesterday was the same day one year ago, that we weren't friends anymore, strange shit. My summer has still been going pretty good i guess, just been smoking weed like usual, and i dunno whats goin on with me and Mike, but he is uncomfortable around weed and stuff, and yeah...........i dunno. I'm going camping on August 4th - 6th and i am sooooo happy! We are going to go over by the ocean, its beautiful there. I cant wait til school starts again though.....i miss all my good friends from school.....oh well.
- July 29th - Just been chillin pretty much, wishing i had some bud to smoke right now, but when we go camping on August 4th, im gonna have a lot of bud!!!!! HELL YEAH!!!! Anyways, i cant wait til we go camping and shit, its gonna be so much fun and shit. At the end of august, my grandma sue is coming down to visit and we are going to camp over in sunlakes with her and some of my other family members, which is kewl i guess. Yeah, my bro Ryan and his g/f danielle are gettin all freaky on the couch over there -------> crazy shit, there is a bedroom for that, i wonder if they know. Thats all for now, im out and im about to go play some yahoo pool, oh yeah.
- July 30th - Ok, after about a year, i have talked to bambi and jonathan, i called them today. I know i have said mean things about them and shit, but bambi said she has put the past behind her, so i think i shall do the same, even if we arent friends still, i aint gonna talk no more shit....It was good to talk to them again, especially bambi, it was also strange that i talked to her, i thought she hated me more than any of the others did, but i guess not. Anyways, only like 5 more days until camping woohoo!!! oh yeah!! I am putting up some more pics of me just look for the link on my front page soon. buh bye for now
- August 9th - Ok, for all of those who actually read this shit and give a damn about me, I am currently studying the Wiccan religion, i have made some of my own spells already and it feels like something that i need to do right now. Camping was fun as all hell, me and mike had a great time...(great sex too!!) Anyways, havent been up to much just hanging around getting stoned and waiting paitently for school to start so i can actually get out of my house for a few hours a day. I also recieved a award from a poetry place, i think that is pretty cool, i will keep pursuing my goal of becoming a writer since i have made many accoplishments in that field and i like to do it, so it works out perfectly. Anyways, to sum it all up...life is good, love is good and i am having the best time in the world. The End...for now.
- August 15th - Well, nothing much been going on lately, just waiting for school to start and shit, Been smoking weed almost everyday. I am sooo pissed at Pip, he was supposed to come over last night, and he didnt grrr....Oh well i will talk to him when school starts i guess. Mike finally said i love you to me the other night...it was amazing, cuz he never says it.....hrrrm....right. Moving on, Megan is supposed to be down here next week which kicks ass and i can visit her and get stoned with her before school starts....thats gonna kick ass!!! Well, thats all for now. buhbye.
- August 19th - School starts soon, on the 28th to be exact...I got my schedule in the mail and i have 2 english classes, which is good cuz i need to get more english credits. Megan is gonna stay with me for a couple of days when she gets here on Sunday!!! WOOHOO!!! She is gonna buy some bud too so thats kewl. Nothing really exciting has been going on lately, doing the normal thing and shit. Well, thats all for now. buhbye
- August 23rd - Yay!! 6 days til my b-day. Brandi got grounded today cuz her mom said we were smoking weed in the garage, which we were, but thas besides the point damnit! anyways, megan comes over tommorrow and she is staying 4 days with me, yay!!! School starts in 5 days........boooo.....oh well, bunch of newbies to torture muahahahahaha!!!! And Pip will be there....grrr..........im mad at him...oh well, thats all for now.
- Oct. 19th - Haunted house is now open for business!!! WOOHOO!! I have been working there the last 2 nights, its fun :D. Anyways nothing really has been goin on. doing the usual, go to school, smoke weed, kick it. Oh yeah, im going to take the permit test today woohoo! hopefully i pass so i can get my permit. and get my license too. thats all for now kids.
- Oct. 21st - I go and take my driver's permit test tommorrow!!! Everyone watch out when i get my license dont let me catch you walking on the sidewalk, cuz most likely i will swerve and hit you...mauahahahahaha!!!! Anyways, i actually have someone who reads my diary!!! This chick from irc chat, Dawnsky, she likes my diary i feel so special ^_^ she's really kewl and i think i might put a link from my site to hers. My writings of the demented link is down for now, i need to copy and paste all that shit onto some pages cuz its way too much trouble to type all that shit in. Oh yeah! if u guys have any ideas about what i should put on this site, please please please tell me!! Cuz i really do need to put some new stuff on here. Thats all for now.
- Oct 26th - Well, i failed the permit test.....twice....fuckers. Thats ok though, the next time i take it around the first of November i will pass it damnit!!! >_< Anyways, tonight is my friend Linda's halloween party and im going! We are going to walk through the haunted house too!! Thank god im not working in there tonight, its going to be very very busy and my diaphragm hurts from screaming and growling and all that good shit. well thats all for now kids. Come Back Soon!
- Nov. 1st - Well, the past couple days haven't been the greatest. I missed two days of school, i just needed to relax and be away from people cuz i was sooo stressed out, about school, getting a job, getting my permit, the haunted house, everything. I am feeling kinda better now, but not that much. I still worry about all of it. The haunted house was busy as hell last night, i didnt stay long cuz i got sick around 10pm, i wish i could have been able to stay, i hope i get the new actress award that would kick ass. Since i have been home, i have just been smokin weed and relaxing, its doing some good actually. thats all for now.
- Nov. 5th - Phillip shaved his head.....thats ok though, he looks ok with it shaved. Anyways, nothing really has been going on, just smoking weed, listening to Renea BowHOEman talk about her fucking relationship problems and shit....thats all for now kids.
- Dec. 3rd - Damn, its almost been a whole god damn month since i updated this shit. Anyways, last Tuesday was the trip to seattle to see some russian submarine it was pretty cool, except i spent most of the trip alone. Anyways, from this point on, i have given up on Pip. He likes Linda and it is apparent that he only wants a piece of ass by his unwise choice, sooooo fuck it. Wintertime is depressing so expect to see more depressing entries as time progresses.
- Dec. 14th - Well, all is lost, Phillip has fell in love with this whore linda, so he is definately out of the picture. Anyways, im dieting and stuff now, cuz im like, fat....yeah. I am going to cut my hair again soon, its really long now and i hate it. I really havent been up to much since the last entry, just doing what i always do plus a few new things; smoking weed, hanging out, exercising and school, WOOHOO! dont i live such an interesting life? yeah i bet. Well, thats all for now, i am hoping and wishing for a webcam this christmas, so if i get one, expect to see some new pictures up! BUHBYEEEEEEEEE!!!!
- Dec. 24th - Its fucking christmas eve kids! i am sooo fucking happy!! i cant wait to get my presents and stuff. Well, on saturday i went to Yakima to visit the family before christmas, and i showed up with a perfect outfit on. My leopard print dress, my romper stomper boots and fishnet nylons, it was great, now my uncle scott calls me
- Jan. 3rd - HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR!!! My new years eve was great, i was partying, certain things happened between me and someone else,(i will deliver more info on this as the situation progresses) I got fuckered up and it was cool. I now wear glasses and they look pretty good, i will put up some pictures of that sometime within the next week or so. Well, thats all for now, but i will update this alot more often. BYEEEEEEE
- Jan. 13th - Well, i guess Pip fucked it up all over again. This weekend, he was with Linda, but they didnt have sex so i am giving him another chance. If he wants to be with her then fine, he will only get his heart broken cuz she is going to cheat on him again and i know it. If it hasnt happened already. This weekend was pretty cool, On Saturday i was with the twins and we went and partied with our friend Adam. It was pretty cool i was only just like a block away from my house so i got to go home!! Stupid adam let his sewage tank open and there was shit all over the road and it smelt so fucking nasty i almost puked. My cousin signed my slambook! I think that is so cool cuz he runs his own site, www.drainyou.com its really cool, and he has all sorts of pictures of him and his daughter Rachel, she is adorable. Well, thats all for now kids. I will write again SOON! promise. :)
- Jan. 14th - I just want to start off by saying that i hate my life. Yes, my life sucks ass and i wish it would go away and i could have a new one. The End
- Jan. 23rd - I'm starting to get really fucking stressed out!!!! Everything is stressing me out to the point i dont want to hang around certain people or even leave my house on the weekend. Lately, relaxing for me has been sitting around doing nothing, and it used to be having fun, god damnit!!!! I am going to end up with a severe mental problem for the school year is over....thats all for now.
- Jan 29th - Today was just a really insane day. I think it was because 3 of my teachers were gone. We had this one sub for my english and math class, i swear he was like 20. He was pretty cool, kinda dumb though. My home arts sub was a bitch, she has subbed there before and tried to say that my friend Sabrina was trying to start a mutiny by not reading out loud, now how stupid is that? The other sub for 6th period most likely has serious unamed problems, because he seemed way too happy, and people are just happy like that unless they are on drugs or trying to cover something really bad up. Well, thats all for now kids.
- Feb. 9th - I went driving out in the middle of nowhere today. It was very calm and serene, especially when we went to see this old ass cemetary from like the 1800's. Then we stopped in Wilson Creek, and i got to go swing on the swings at the park, very calming....wheee.......Anyways, i have given up on men. All men are assholes. Men are really retarded too. Thats all i really have to say on that subject for now. bye bye.
- Feb 21st - Oh god, its friday, i thought it would never come. This week went by fast, and was a good week but school just stresses me out. There is this guy i like named Dean, he is sooooooo cute. But he is such an ass. And kinda immature in the ways of relationships, but for now he is a good friend of mine he's cool. Then there is pip, things happened with us on new years, he is just now finally getting over that im not mad at him because he doesnt like me like that ya know? So now we are good friends too, which is good, i was depressed about it for like 2 days, blah fuck it. Then there is this dude, i am talking to right now from Kent, he actually thinks im gonna be a
- Mar. 4th - I'm in a weird phase. I think that everyone is plotting against me, but i know that i am thinking this way and it is irrational. I also think I am alot of things, but in my head it seems like i shouldnt know that i am this way, and its really fucking weird. Anyways, there is this new guy i like, his name is Dean. He is kinda immature and is playing fucking games with me god damnit! i wish he would just either tell me he likes me or say that he doesnt and get this bullshit over with, its not like i am going to act any different, cuz i like to not take things out of proportion that dont need to be. its very simple, he likes me or he doesnt. simple right? Men are just plain fucked up sometimes i swear. Why cant there just be a guy who likes me and says it and then we date? That sounds simple enough to ask for right? wrong. not possible in moses lake, all the guys are either dipshits, assholes, psychos, my friends or not my type. I seriously need to move away. I need to find people who arent so fucking weird around me, people like megan, i need more best friends, cuz she lives in Vancouver now and i cant see and i miss her sooooooo much, i always think about all the old school days when it was just me and her hanging out at her house or at my house watching movies, megan if u ever see this, i mis you sooooooo much!! ok love ya all buhbye
- Mar 18th - Johnie turned 21 on the 13th, woohoo!!! I got asked to prom by dean....im so happy :P we might be going out soon, i dunno we will see what happens. I am supposed to be getting my computer back soon, so there will be more updates on this shit. I am almost finished with drivers ed, only one more drive left and im fucking done!!! But i cant get my license until june because of some stupid law, but thats i ok i think i need a lil bit more practice. More of my boring life later kids.
- Apr. 2nd - Tommorrow is Ryan's b-day. I am not all that excited seeing as i really dont like him. Anyways, my grandma came down last friday from texas it was fun having her down here, and she slept in my room, which is weird, but yeah. I am not going to prom with Dean, he is a goober and i realized i really dont like him anymore. I put a picture of my friend felicia on the 7th pic page, so go check it out if ur interested. buhbye.
- May. 12th - Well kids, today is the day i finished driver's ed. yup thats right, i am on my way to become part of the traffic communion. Better stay of the sidewalks hahahaha. Anyways, besides that i haven't really done a whole lot. I have been constantly listening to AFI's new cd Sing The Sorrow. its brilliant, i need to get the older cd's from Feish soon. She burnt them for me. Davey Havok has such an amazing voice, its unreal. Oh my god, i saw pictures of Dean from prom and he looked so cute!! He work like this plaid suit, it was adorable. Hopefully, if my friend gives me a copy of that picture, i will put it on here. June 11th is the last day of school, thats like less than a month away!! I need to stop slacking so much in some of my classes, cuz i really need to the credit, but i dont think it would hurt if i didnt pass home arts and business math...those classes are gay anyways. Oh, expect more updates on the site soon, i plan to put lots of new stuff on here and modify the old stuff, cuz it always needs it. I bid you adieu my friends.
- May 17th - Thank god!!! Its saturday. I am so glad its the weekend, school is a serious bitch since we only got like 15 days or so left. Its hectic. We go fiber optics now :D!! I already made two cd's. Linkin Park - Meteora and a mixed cd with Depswa, Mindless Self Indulgence and Basement Jaxx. Woo!!! Oh yeah! I am in love with this great guy named Trevor. He lives in canada, and he is so sweet and caring and every time i think about him i get lil tingles in my tummy hehe ^_^ He is going to call me tonight, i can wait!!! *hops around* *boing* *boing* hehe. I will soon have some more new pictures up, and i am currently looking for new stuff to put on this site, if you have any suggestions, e-mail me or tell me in my guestbook. Buhbye for now kids. :)
- May 30th - Its friday once again, and i am so glad. Today is my mom's birthday, she is 39. For her b-day, we got a new huge ass pool and john bought some stuff for margaritas and i got to drink one last night!! It was watermelon flavored *drool* Anyways, not very man more days left of school, just about 2 weeks left or so. My mom said that on my birthday we are going to have a bbq/pool party/sleepover its gonna rawk!! Im gonna get really baked that day i hope :P Me and trevor have been together now for about 10 days hehe he makes me very happy, even though he lives far away. I got a new spiked bracelet today!!! ITS SO FUCKING COOL!!! i miss my old pyramid stud one i had last year though...:( Well, thats all for now. CYA LATER!!!
- June 8th - Only 2.5 more days of school left!! IM SO FUCKING HAPPY!! i have been being really pissy at school lately, and its fun hahaha. Anyways, me and trev have been going out almost a month now hehe, he makes me sooo happy. I also suggest all of you out there listen to Mindless Self Indulgence, that band is hella cool, if like techno, rap, with explicit lyrics about masturbation and stuff hehehe. Also pick up Cold's new album Year of the Spider, very good. i like the songs
- June 11th - Today was the last day of school!!!!! I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY! I won't have to get up early, dont have to deal with all that damn bullshit!!! I get to be lazy for a couple of months. I would like to say a few words about Nate Covey, our school security guard. He isnt comeing back to our school next year :( He was cool cuz, He hates Mr. Hardesty, and he let us get away with so much shit, its not even funny. ima miss him. Anyways, there will be one more entry on this page and then i have to start on a new page, i will make a link for it dont worry, i know how much you all like to read all this crap. hahaha. Oh yeah! im gonna put up more pictures soon too, and lots of other shit...hopefully. ok thats all for no. BUHBYE!!!
- June 14th - This is the last entry on this page, time to start anew. Blah, i feel lost in this world for some strange reason....hard to explain...I dunno, things seem weird lately...i have almost lost track of time, i dont dream anymore...i just feel so....empty. Who knows, maybe this feeling will pass. Anyways, im supposed to hang with my buddy Seth today, maybe that will cheer me up some, i havent actually hung out with him since 4th grade. Oh yeah one more thing, I love you trevor. :)
