Well, I really really enjoyed my holiday and had a very relaxing time away with my sister. I came back to work refreshed and happy and I've even totally moved into my house and have my kitty-cat with me purring beside me every step of the way. Mr Smartie Pants (the cat) would like to thank Stimpy (Richie's cat) for the present of a BIG bag of cat litter - it was very appreciated (after he finally found the litter tray! ~:o) and he would like to invite him around for a bowl of milk sometime!
*Purr*
BUT... Just when I thought everything was going OK - one of my most trusted "friends" turns round and tells me I've ruined another of my friend's life and she and all of his family hate my guts and she's determined to tell the world what a lying bitch-slut I am! First I've heard of it! I didn't know that I'd had any chance to ruin my friend's life, I can't think of any reason that I would want to and I definatly do not intend to endanger any happiness that he may achieve! And... I'd just like to apologise to him if he truly believes that I have.
Also - I may have been called a bitch and a slut before, but as far as I'm concerned, they are the narrow-minded opinions of those who don't know me at all. But a lying person? Er... Not that I know of. The truth is one of the things I hold most dear and as far as I know there is not one thing that I've intentially lied about (except possibly to my parents "No mam, I won't get drunk tonight!" ~:o) I'm especilly very open with those I trust and as for thinking that I had lied to her the whole of the time that I thought we were friends, I trusted her with many parts of my life and with things that a lot of my other friends don't really know. If anything, I feel really betrayed by the fact that I love and trust her and if she really believes this, then all of the time I trusted her was almost a waste of time.
I'm not going to mention any names here as the girl in question doesn't want to be mentioned on my web-page, and I don't want to risk hurting anyone anymore!
But, all I can think is that this pain is from one of the people I love... about someone I really care for, so... What the hell are the people who REALLY don't like me thinking?
*sigh*
Well, it's time to go now, so I guess until next week, I'll see you all then!
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