Here Comes the Sun
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Down in the River to Pray--Allison Krauss
Why is it that when it's raining all week, I'm aching to get outside and skate, and when it finally does clear up a little, I'm not really feeling up to it? Is that Murphy's Law?

I'm a bit moody today. It must be nearing my time of the month. I've got all kinds of feelings swimming about inside me.

I've got that excited-nervous feeling about meeting with that vocation director tomorrow. I'm trying not to think about that, but it seems the more I try not to think about it, the more nervous I become. Eep! What do I have to be so nervous about?

I've also got this kinda sad feeling because I know that I am not being the best person that I can be. I feel that I've let myself down and others down. That's the feeling that I've been examining lately and what I'll be taking to prayer. My therapist cancelled my appointment today and re-scheduled it for another day but I really wish she could talk today. I'll have to see if I can work through this feeling myself. Please keep me in your prayers.

We (the lead teacher and I) were able to take the kids outside today which was a blessing! They were therefore less hyped up and more easy to work with. We're getting a few new kids in the class.

Our preschool classroom has a guinea pig named Frodo. Little does Frodo know that we have it in for him. Frodo makes a mess of his cage where it has to be cleaned out at least twice a week. I'd rather have a fish--less mess. I'm the one stuck having to clean out the cage most of the time. Not my idea of a nice pet to have. We need a fish. Anyone have a fish supplies to donate? Ha Ha! I have a fish at home named Liza after Liza Minnelli, I hope that the kids would enjoy having a fish around.

My body is all achy from yesterday. I'm not one to take pain pills, but I'm wondering if I should just do so in order to make it easier for me to sit down. It's a struggle just to lower myself into one of the preschooler-sized chairs in the classroom or onto the floor. I'll hope that maybe I can sleep off the aching in a couple of days or so.