Things
Mood:  not sure
I've been a little sick for the past couple of weeks. I finally went to the doctor because my therapist and my boss told me to... I don't feel all too good about that. It reflects back on myself, doesn't it? The doctor just said that it's allergies. But said that if it doesn't get better in another couple of weeks that I need to go back in for a chest x-ray...goody... I just kept thinking that it would get better on its own. I mean, most allergy related stuff I've ever had was a sinus headache. I've never had anything this bad. So, that's why I thought I'd wait it out to see if it would go away on its own. My mistake.

Now my therapist says that she wants to see me once a week. I think it has something to do with the fact that those stupid recordings in my head have managed to turn themselves back on. At least they have concerning my job. I feel like I'm not on top of things there and that really gets to me. My boss tells me that I am doing very well, I just don't feel like I am. She's been a lifesaver on many occasions. I owe her alot...and am glad that she's one of my Sisters.

I've told her that I don't like it when she calls me Sister Mary Alyson. Though I couldn't really come up with the answer as to why I don't like it yet... She said it was because I am not ready to hear it yet. That seems about right.

The provincial has invited me to come to some of the community functions. Some of them that she named were interesting...like a prayer service for the Sisters who have died this past year... I want to go, I just don't know why yet...it's not like I knew any of those Sisters. Also she invited me to 40 hours which is a display of the Blessed Sacrament for 40 hours. Again, it's nice that I was invited, but what do I do there? Pray....that's the only thing I can think of....

Peace!