Why God?
Mood:
energetic
Now Playing: Shackles -- Mary Mary
Why do I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about Religious Life? I don't know what else I can do right now about my decision about Religious Life. Yes, I've come to a decision, but has God? I'm nervous and scared and happy and excited...all mixed up. It's a strange feeling.
The vocation director said that she wanted to tell my new boss to ask me to join them for community prayer. I'm excited about that possibility, but I'm also a little nervous. Since she is my boss, should that line be crossed? Wasn't my idea, but the vocation director's. Eep! This is just one of those things that I'm going to put in God's hands. Whatever God's will be done here, I'm out of it.
I will be starting my new job on the 19th and I'm really excited about that. I know I have to go in early so that I can get some things smoothed out. I'm just getting myself prepared now.
Today I see my spiritual director. I actually have some things that I need her to help me with. I want to locate a specific passage in the Bible where it tells about Jesus's followers living in community and holding all things in common. That passage has been speaking to me, and I want to locate it so that I can spend time reflecting on it. The vocation director and I spent a few minutes looking for it, but it was in vain because neither of us could come up with where it was located in the Bible. Do any of you know?
I also have a friend who wants to take a deeper look at the Bible. I want to do so with her, but I'm afraid of leading her into anything. I think I will ask my spiritual director what I should do in this instance. We were hoping that the Bible study that the vocation director started for Lent last Lent would carry over, but so far that hasn't panned out.
I get to see my grandma later today. I'm excited about that!
Prayer requests:
For my friend who wants to know God better
for the mother of the vocation director
for friends who have asked for my prayers
Amen!