Pondering
Mood:
chatty
There is so much floating around in my head right now. I've got to blog to get it all out so that I can see where I stand. Most of it is good, but there are some not-so-good things floating around in there too.
Let's see. First, my mom gave me a haircut when I asked her to just trim things up... She cut waaaaaaaay too much off. My hair used to be in a bob, now it's much shorter and it looks somewhat like Julie Andrew's cut in The Sound of Music...except I don't have bangs. EEK! I'm not even so sure that it's cut evenly. The Sisters that I live with said it looks cute...but not sure if they were just trying to be nice. My own blood sister had to pause for awhile before she told me that it looked ok....now what does that tell ya?
Second, work's not been so smooth lately. I'll have to give it to my boss for remaining remotely sane during the past few months. She's been dealing with alot...being understaffed is just the tip of the iceburg, I think. I admire her for that. Me...I sometimes lose my cool under too much stress. Especially the week before my period. I hate PMS! It's the only time that I have to really watch myself because anything and everything that I say at that time could potentially be sharp. Just got to make sure it doesn't come back to bite me.
And lesson plans? I'd been writing them weekly until one of the other teachers said that she felt left out, so we agreed to alternate every other week, which she hasn't been doing. Then we decided to alternate every other month. That hasn't been happening either. So what do I do? Guess I could just put up my own plans like I'd been doing before she ever said she felt left out. But then again, I don't know if I should do that or not... My boss wrote that there's possibly someone else that she can hire to help out in the room that I'm in. Woohooo!!! That's what I've been praying for since I got into that room in September. I hope that it works out. I can't wait to go to work tomorrow to see if that person will start work tomorrow too!
The weather reporters are predicting more snow. I don't really like snow because I hate driving in it. I don't even think that my workplace closes for snow.
I feel like I've been living with these Sisters for years, when in fact, I've only been here for a month. I fit in so well here. I think this is where I belong. It seems like a dream come true, but I'm still a little leary of it because of what happened with the last vocation director I talked with... That's in the past, but every-once-in-awhile I still think about it.
Please pray that I can totally let that go. I don't need it interfering with where I'm at right now.
My friend Renee gave me a bracelet for my birthday. It tells the life of Christ in beads. There's a star charm on it that stands for the star that lead the three wise men who are represented as three yellow beads...there is a wooden bead that stands for Jesus being a carpenter and a fish bead, twelve ring beads for the apostles, a cross, a dove for the spirit, and many other beads that each represent something different. It's a really cool bracelet and I really like it.
My Godmother gave me some costume jewelery. I'm not quite sure what to do with it... Guess it's the thought that counts. I have to remember to write her a Thank-You card for it.
Well, better close for now. I feel I've been talking enough. Take care and God bless!