VAST Lyrics - Visual Audio Sensory Theater
Here
Where do I put the shame?
It feels like a broken toy
I can't play with anymore
Where do I put the hate?
To a pixilated screen
I can't watch anymore
All I know is that I'm here
Drifting somewhere in the vast
Somewhere in eternity
And I never want to leave
Where do I put the books?
There's so many I could read
But they all are filled with lies
Where do I put the lies?
There's so many I could say
But it seems they're in the books
I have faith that you're out there
Living high up in the vast
Somewhere in eternity
And you're never going to leave
Have I been telling lies to myself?
Hold me now
You know I am so afraid
To be at all
Have I been telling lies to myself?
Hold me now
You know I am so afraid
To love at all
I looked up and I saw the moon
Is it the same one that betrayed you
I looked up and I saw my place
I looked in and I felt no hate
Where do I put the love?
Where do I put the love?
Touched
Touched
You say that I am too
So much of what you say is true
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I'll never find someone quite like you, like you
The razors and the dying roses plead
I don't leave you alone
The demigods and hungry ghosts
God god knows I am not at home
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world that does not exist
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world I wish I was in
I'll never find someone quite as touched as you
I'll never love someone quite the way that I loved you
Dirty Hole
I saw the grave stones
I saw nine year old boys
Somehow I knew
They hated me
You can live as long as
You want to live
Lately all I want
Is to be in your hole
Sleep without a dream
As cold as it seems
It's my destiny
How many men have been
In your sacred hole
[How many dead men god?]
As I spread her thighs
My life flashes before my eyes
Soothing, disturbing
I'm intoxicated with fear
How many men have died?
In your dirty hole
How many men lay dead
From this killing hole
Pretty When You Cry
You're made of my rib or baby
You're made of my sin
And I can't tell where your lust ends
And where your love begins
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you
But you're pretty when you cry
And the moon gives me permission
And I enter through her eyes
She's losing her virginity
And all her will to compromise
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you
But you're pretty when you cry
I didn't want to fuck you baby
I didn't want to fuck you
I didn't want to fuck you
But you're pretty when you're mine
I didn't really love you baby
I didn't really love you
I didn't really love you
But I'm pretty when I lie
You hurt me baby
I hurt you baby
If you knew how much I loved you
You would run away
But I treat you bad
It always makes you want to stay
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I'm Dying
Jesus Christ
Are you the son of god
I want to know
You ask that I believe
Not one day goes by
That I don't compromise
Your love for the cold love of the world
It's killing me through
My own evil pride
Not one day goes by
That I don't know
That I'm dying
Jesus Christ
Are you the savior of the world
I want to see
But I
Still believe
Not one day goes by
That I don't realize
I know that no one will ever know
Where the flowers go
When they are gone
Not one day goes by
That I don't know
That I'm dying
I want to say you all are too
Flames
Close your eyes
Let me touch you now
Let me give you something
That is real
Close the door
Leave your fears behind
Let me give you
What you're giving me
You are the only thing
That makes me want to live at all
When I am with you
There's no reason to pretend that
When I am with you
I feel flames again
Just put me inside you
I would never ever leave
Just put me inside you
I would never ever leave you
Temptation
I went in the desert
I went searching for the truth
I stumbled across you and I
Know you're not the truth
I went in the ocean
I went looking for some love
All I found is that I found
I haven't found enough
I stand alone now
I stand alone
Can you save me from myself
You are my temptation
You are my temptation
To do what I knew was wrong
You are my temptation
You are my temptation
To do what I knew was wrong
What I knew was wrong was you
They've been killing children
And nobody seems to care
They've been laughing at my god
My god I wouldn't dare
You are my temptation
Three Doors
They whisper words into my ears
One speaks of truth and
One speaks of my fears
My disabilities don't get in the way
I look to the future and live day to day
Three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
They say there's three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
Because only one leads to you
And who's to blame?
I could assume the loneliness of my white room
I saw the circles inside the squares
And yes it can be so hard to be aware
Three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
They say there's three doors to go through
I only what the one that leads to you
Because only one leads to you
This your only chance at immortality
I'll give you strength
but I cannot give you the keys
The Niles Edge
My name spells joy
I can't remember darkness
Except a dream you saved my life
Do you wonder what you saw
Floating softly at the niles edge?
Wandering eyes
Commitments never can last
It feels so cold to know our name
I've never known you and I never will
What difference does indifference take?
Do you regret what you saw
Floating softly at the niles edge?
Alone
Do you regret
Regret what you did
Running softly
Softly from the niles edge?
Alone
Somewhere Else to Be
Every time that I cry out
No one ever comes to me
Every time that I reach out
No one ever rescues me
I wish I could hide from everyone
Is there somewhere else to be
Is there somewhere else to be
Take me in
I want out
That's all I need
I wish that I could run from everything
(Unknown)
You
Your dress looks good on
You my love
And your house looks like
It's heaven
Why are there
So many people outside of it?
Everything you have will be
You can't take anything with you
Except the love
The love I have for you
Your eyes look like they're from god
And your face looks like it's from god
Why are you
Going to be outside eternity?
Everything we know will be
I know you want to
All lyrics by VAST, 1998
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