There are days I feel like I want
to die
When nothing in my life feels
right
I feel like putting it all to
an end
But I talk myself out of it right
away
I tell myself there's a reason
for everything
That nothing should stop me no
matter what
There are times I doubt what
I tell myself
And wonder how much longer I
can take
There's no one I have found who
I can talk to
I feel I can't trust anyone
I want to talk but I'm scared
inside
Of what, I don't really know
The feeling of not belonging
comes and goes
I don't care about that anymore
It's my feelings held up thats
bringing me down
But I don't think I can explain
Sometimes I wonder what it's
like to die
Even though the thought of it
scares me
It's not something I'm ready
for yet
When I am I'll know but hold
back