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Wonder

There are days I feel like I want to die
When nothing in my life feels right
I feel like putting it all to an end
But I talk myself out of it right away
I tell myself there's a reason for everything
That nothing should stop me no matter what
There are times I doubt what I tell myself
And wonder how much longer I can take
There's no one I have found who I can talk to
I feel I can't trust anyone
I want to talk but I'm scared inside
Of what, I don't really know
The feeling of not belonging comes and goes
I don't care about that anymore
It's my feelings held up thats bringing me down
But I don't think I can explain
Sometimes I wonder what it's like to die
Even though the thought of it scares me
It's not something I'm ready for yet
When I am I'll know but hold back

 

Jan.6/01

 

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