Snippet done for Secret Slasha! Surprise paring
Understanding 1/1
I just felt so helpless!
I understand.
Really? asked Cordy as she turned toward her lover.
Yeah, baby I do, but why dont you tell me about it while I take care of you.
Cordelias hair was brushed in silence until at last she spoke. I couldnt do anything! I felt so terrible! I was ready to give up, I just couldnt take the pain any longer! Cordelia broke down in tears. Her lover put down the brush and knelt beside her.
Look at me babe. Cordelia looked up through tear puffed eyes. I love you, I will always love you. Im so sorry that that had to happen to you.
Cordelia leaned into her lovers embrace, sniffling slightly. I know, I just wish, that- that we were together more.
Lilah sighed, not this argument again, please Cordy, its my job. I didnt ask to be a part of special projects. I wish I could say that if I knew what was going to happen I wouldnt have done it, but I cant because as much as I wish I could spare you the pain, its my job. But I am sorry.
I know, Cordelia sighed again into her lovers arms, Its just that sometimes I wish things were different.
So do I, so do I, murmured Lilah.
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