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the fallen
Sometimes as I face the sky, staring off into the stars,
I wish I never did exist, and the time has come , to face all of my fears,
All alone now, with no one to help me get through this,
And maybe thats best,
I dont want to bring anyone else in,
now I die alone, fading like a child, forgotten in the dark,
no one cares for me anymore...
If ever, anymore, if ever, anymore, wondering,
forgetting myself
Cannot control this, letting go of it all,
Walking away into the grey where no one shines as their supposed to,
Forgotten here before I came,
Tempt me, with a riddle, one I cannot solve,
Ask me why im living, and why I havnt gone already,
Ask me why,
And I have no answer, Im still wondering myself,
Still staring off into the sky,
Waiting for some answer,
And I prayed, no one came to me, no visions to answer my screams,
so I cut, away... at myself,
Ive got no answers, All I have is questions myself,
dont forget me - when im falling
for I always keep on,
The fallen have become the chosen,
Ask me why im living, and I cant answer you back,
Question myself and my sincerity,
Cause me to fear myself, I dont know whats going to happen,
This might be the last day, or the begining of a thousand,
No one walks here, where their forgotten,
There are no strayers here,
only shepards always looking for a flock,
Fading into the grey, where everything is nonsense,
and nothing makes any sense,
the words coming from my mouth at times, don't ever
alleviate my sins.
Dont take away this pain.
Switch the light off, so that I may never see myself,
Im not proud, if I wasn't so empty, would I then be?
In Loving,
[[torn]]© 2000
deadyetagain@hotmail.com
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