Head Games
is it just me
or do you push me away
on purpose?
I try so hard to fit in
to be one of you
but you guys only let me in so far
maybe I try too hard
I smile and laugh with you
still I feel like you’re laughing at me
*****
I wonder what you think about
do you wonder what it’s all about?
it’s almost like a silent game we play
but we won’t admit it
*****
Attic loneliness in a corner of a crowded club
sit in the silence of my thoughts
over a bitter drink called life
no one notices my subtle hints for company
my corner is just too dark for them, I guess
I noticed you
I see you
but you’ll never see me
not really
not like I see you
don’t fret, I’ll never act on it
so stop worrying that you’ll catch me
like some nasty disease
cause that’s how you treat me
I’ll stay in the corner you put me in
with those stale glares you give me
wait, don’t leave me alone
your snubbing silence is better than nothing
