"I feel old"
god I hate that phrase
do you have any idea what its like
to be 20
feel 30
any everyone calls you kid
over domesticated perhaps
who knows
damn him
he did this to me
talk about fuzzy time line
it hurts to realize that
I can't stand to be around myself
people me age piss me off
where am I?
I was supposed to be home
in my own home, the home I own
well owned
what the hell happened to me?
you know, now that I've had a taste
of "do what you want" single living
I find it to bitter to swallow
I just want to go back sometimes
I'm not just a kid anymore
and I do't know how to deal with it
and apperently neither do you
