inconsistant ebb and flow
uncertain of the under tow
emotional sensory overload
the over anylized heart explodes
like a sweet dream
layed into my lap
soft and uncertain
where the tears I held back
he'll never know they existed
mind reader read my dreams
pour honey like a whisper
a gentle hand
were you comfortable in my lap?
I was comfortable with you in my lap
and for a moment you were a child
and I wanted to take care of you
for a moment you were a brother
and I wanted to laugh with you
for a moment you were a friend
and I wanted to hug you
and for a moment you were so much more
and I never wanted to leave
but as with all dreams
I woke up
and you were just you
and I was just me
and so it will stay
