On a positive note we got Cell and Freeza in the mail
today and they are going to fill out our collection
nicely.I love Dragon Ball... that makes me think I miss
Veg (an old chat buddie) I miss alot of the fun from the
old days on chat.. Pete, veg, Tweaked... :) there were
alot of good times . I still keep in contact with Sixguns
and sin hehe even though i call sin Mary more times
than not now...but I don't even chat with them all that
often ... but we keep in touch. I have known Mary the
longest and I have only beautiful things to say about her
and her little growing family ... HI marco and chibi
marc :) hehe I feel like she is an old friend I have
know for years , our friendship has grown into it's own
casual comfort , if that makes any sense.
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...God I feel like i have something to say that you
whoever you are reading this might care about inside
me .....some thing we all share in common some way to
relate even an observation on my feelings that might be
useful ...but I can't seem to find a way to bring it out.
can I call it writers block if I talk myself in circles ?
I feel kind of sad right now but it isn't a
devistating sad just a calm sorrow that makes me feel
like nothing that takes any ambition on my part is
ever going to be possible . I have all these wonderful
Ideas about having my own show or submitting to a
poetry magazine , or finding a new job or visiting
Mary in NewYork ... I have more failed plans than
anything else in my life right now and i am kind of
sick of that ....
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