time passes, June 8th 1999
Well I am very tired tonight... I have been working a full week and I don't do that often.
Art Bell is talking about the satelight photos of Noah's Arc... once again he seems squimish when it comes to defining his convictions.
I have been building up for my big review of episode one but I havn't had the time to structure it the way I need to so I thought I would break the ice (my ice ) by just writing about anything...
I am slowly working on my page I guess the biggest update involved my artwork The New Page is still a work in progress infact I will be sneaking new images in a piece at a time.but for now I have a fairly decent base... The next area I need to hit will be poetry. I have alot of new work just waiting for me to type and some stuff that I wrote for a poetry group I won't mention....ugh ...
I added my pic to the top of this page so now I seem a little lit Anne Landers or something ???
but
In the rest of my life, I have seen Episode 1 about 6 times now, there was a fire in my appartment and other things in my life are closing in on me and I have been having terrible nightmares about them.
One night I was lying in bed and I didn't know if I was awake or asleep, and I started thinking about my body and I realized I couldn't feel my legs at all. For the longest time I just laid there trying to make them move but they wouldn't and then I looked at them and I could see these bugs moving under my skin... It didn't effect me because it was extreme but what really threw me is I had a concept that I might be dreaming but I just wasn't sure...
Joe had a dream this morning that someone stole our van ... It was a friend of mine that was hitch-hikiing and we got out of the van to do something and he drove off ... Joe said the rest of the dream we spent waiting for them to come back and getting angry, but he was happy I woke him up so the dream could end.
Actually this morning I had a dream that I was at a party and not having any fun and then someone wanted to see my webpage and it took forever to load ... I woke up before the front page came up.
I have been talking to Mary and kinda six on Icq recently and it is so nice to catch up with them again ... I still need to make direct contact with six but I talked to Mary on the phone for awhile and that was great.
I better go to bed... it is 1am and I should sleep.