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I don't really know what I am trying to
make but I have some kind of frozen
meat balls thawing in my micro wave and
I am going to try to use the meat
from them to make Joe some pasta fajoule
(soup ) for breakfast when he gets home
the problem is I am not even sure
what kind of meat they are made of
and the only type oof pasta I have
is this shitty huge macaroni that my
mom gave me months ago ... but I don't
have anything else really so I am
hoping to make something edible of it
.... God reading that over .... that just
really sounds bad dosn't it .....
I was at work today and I missed
chatting with Mary and six tonight. It is
funny how you fall back into old habits
so quickly ... I hadn't chatted with them
for so long and then a few nights ago
we all met up and seems to be a routeen
again ... (the meat balls are done) I am
so tired tonight .. I can tell I am typing
way to slow for chat .... chat is the
reason I have a sega banner on my front
page by the way .. My first experiences
online were on my sega saturn netlink ...
it was a very basic system but i had
e-mail and chat and the basics for
internet exploration ..and now I am on
webtv ... it is cheap and a good system
for the money but I have to get a
computer ... I have to ... webtv has alot
of quirks that I didn't even know
about until I started bracnching out ...
I have to sit down and take the time
to go over my page piece by piece
because alot of things that look just
fine to me and funtion properly for me
do nothing for people on computers ...
someone was nice enough to point that
out to me and thanks if you are
reading this am working on it :) I am
alwas glad to hear about things like
that because i get my information on html
from so many sources that I really don't
think I know what I am doing .... hehe I
think for now I want to simplify some
things because even though complex can
be fun my tastes for design lean to the
simple and basic anyway ... like on my
front page I like the colors and some
of the things are fun but too much
stuff moves ... I hate that it takes
forever to load and it is just
annoying ... I like the scrolling words
the sleazy homer and the little kitty
skipping but everything else is just
too much .... and the scrolling words ...
well they arn't saying anything all that
important ... hmm well I don't want to go
into a full critique here but there are
alot of things I have been dying to
change ... LOL but what is funny is
instead of changing them I just keep
adding on more junk :)
speaking of adding more junk Mary said
she was going to sca some new artwork
for me so I should be putting that up
soon .... my index is too big though so
I am trying to think of a better way
to display it ... Joe's looks great but
then he has so few pieces it is easy to
handel that way ... hmmm ... well i am
just thinking out loud I guess , but I
have to admit I am getting excited just
thinking about new material to work
with .... I can't remember what I sent her
it was awhile ago but i think I have
a few things I can use for back
grounds and some more of the amy series
... I have some older stuff too from
when I very first got out of college
... oooh !hehehe I am such an ego maniac
:) it's ok you can say it :)
I feel real good right now I had a
crappy day at work alot of annoying
people trying to pull shit and alot of
moments where I wa about an inch from
locking myself in the bathroom for an
hour or two ... but I am home now and
no matter what time moved forward so I
was able to cope with it ... even though
I forgot my soda money ..... no dew today...
My arms hurt and so does my back and
schoulders from shovelig this morning ...
I didn't think I did that much but It
must just be a part of me that I don't
use or something .. I have to get back
into yoga or something that always made
me feel good ... but god the last time
I did that on any regular basis was high
school .... but even if I don't get a
physical as yoga I should at least
meditate get some part of me feeling
clean and clear ... I feel so loggy ..
I am very tired now I think even though
I have more to say i need to stop ...
and write the rest in the morning ...