What Truly Is

And once again I find myself destroyed

Illusions were that light's caring for me

Maybe my hopes should not have been buoyed

For of my prison I was never free

I see now that I really knew nothing

Although compared to truth it felt better

For now I look on myself with loathing

I wish I could make myself forget her

Her radiant light filled me with such joy

Now it blinds me and makes me wish to weep

Could it be that I was only her toy

Did she not know that my love she did reap

She may have not known what she was doing

But now she's left me silently crying