Guardian Angel
All i wanted was a second chance......a second chance is all i ever wanted..i loved you with all my heart....i gave you all the time i could you were on my mind all the time.....i said one ƒucked up thing and then you got rid of me for it and now i sit here all alone with noone to talk noone to turn to with my problems i love noone else but you...even though we are apart i still love you but i try not to think of you.....but it's soo hard to forget someone like you someone who totally change how i live and someone soo great as you is hard to forget...i've tried to move on but i wasnt truely happy when i was with those other girl's and that one night when someone said you were rapped and dead i cried untill i was asleep but then when i saw you again still alive and like always being the perfect person you are but i turned around and walked away because i saw him there with him your new man it hurt me deeply to see him there kissing you and with his arm's around you i heard you yell "Justin please dont go" but i still walked away in pain for i could not take this no more this live of pain and heart ach so i walk home that night i write a letter saying i love you my darling my love and my dear friends i love you guy's too but i cant live this life no more i want you guy's to take my stuff because i know you will take good care of it and i want you guy's to know that this is none of your's fault's it's mine for what i said that one sunday night and when you read this letter i shall be gone from this world i may be in heaven or i may be in hell but i will be watching over you all from where ever i may be and now i drive to the park where we all first met and i point the gun at my heart and as i am about to pull the trigger i hear you all say "No Justin please dont do it" and then i hear her say "Justin please dont do it i love you ii dont know why i ended what we had" and as i heard that everyone heard the BANG and then a thump of my dead body laying on the ground limp and no pulse for now i am dead and shall go to heaven for i have changed all your life's in many way's one of you used to do drug's and shit like that but when we met you stopped all that and became sweet and i dont know how i changed the rest of your life's and now i am in heaven and they made me a angel and now i rest in piece and watch over you all as for now i am your guardian angel may you all live long healthy live's and do not do as i did for you all deserve to live longer then i did because i was only living a horrible live and after that one sunday night i turned into an asshole and was no fun anymore at all for all i did was sit and think and yell at you all and if you ever see anyone who is starting down the same path as i did stop them in their tracks and set them the right way for i do not want anyone to end up the way i did and please if you ever see anyone who is exactly like me before that sunday night tell them about me and tell them not to do what i did for he/she deserves to live life untill they have been choosen to die and maybe that was the way for me to die maybe i fullfilled my destiny in those 26 years on the planet called earth and now earth is just the past to me because now i am a guardian angel leaving amongst the stars and now i do not age and do not change i live in the body of a 26 year old guy and now my job is to watch over you my friends untill you die and come to heaven for now i know all of your destiny's and what you are to become and what you are to do on earth and if you step out of what you are supposed to do i will put you back on track to what you are supposed to do and i still think of you my love even though i am dead and in heaven i still think of you and what we had and what we could of had but i killed myself so it will never of happened and now it's hard for me to make your marriage work out but i do my best not for me but for you and now that i see that all of you are just about at the end of your life's i sit and wait at the gate's to great you as you come into heaven with me and all the others that are here with me.
