POEms

IT’S MY LAST GOOD-BYE

Deep down in my heart, I know that u don’t want us to be together.
i try so hard to keep us forever, but u just push me farther
i thought u loved me from the start. Maybe something got in our way, like ur past
i try to be patient, and caring but still on ur mind u put me last
I called so many times, just to say hi but still u’re too busy and u just say good-bye
U can be so kind and so loving one day but whenever i get too close, u push me away
I know i was never in ur heart so I’ll do u a favor and separate us apart
i know i made mistakes and i’ll take all the blames
i know u’ll like it this way cause i just bring u shame
So if i ever saw u with another girl Don’t think much if u see me cover my eyes
i know u didn’t do much or even try So I promise i won’t let u see me cry
I know u won’t drop any tears So I’ll be strong and show no fear
I’ll try to be brave and not to be weak
But i am sorry if i left any tears on this sheet.

Letting You Go

Baby i don’t know what to do cause you want to be set free should i let it be?
First i thought it was another girl a better lady in your heart that’s why it’s tearing me apart
Then you told me it was the distance that makes our love untrue and now I’m sad and blue.
It hurts knowing you didn’t trust me have you always been telling me lies so that i won’t fly?
I would much rather see you with another gurl than i’ll know you’ve found someone better and now i’ll know that i don’t matter
I know i should let you go but each time i try to let you free memories keep on returning to me
memories live within my heart to last while you are my past
if i can’t have your love then at least your free and happy as a dove.
At least i know that i have told you how i feel about you and me being together
but too bad we won’t be forever cus now i can finally let you go and say good-bye
cause i finally realize that your aren’t strong enought to give my love a try.

WHERE ARE U

even tho u are so far i can dream of where u are
when i look up to the sky i can see into ur eyes
i will stare off into space and there i’ll see ur shinning face
then i look upon the ground even there too u are found
it matters not what i do all my thoughts are of u
i see u in the stars still i wonder where u are
dark, cool, blowing nite air reminds me of ur soft hair
maybe it wasn’t meant to be then why are u all i see?
i can see u floating above
flying as graceful as a dove
in the winter, when it snows
in the fall, when the wind blows
even during april showers
ur cuteness exceeds the flowers
in the summer and on the sand u can be seen across the land.

HAVE U EVER

Have u ever love someone and know he didn’t care
Have u ever felt like crying and know u’ll get no where
Have u ever looked into his eyes and said a little prayer
Have u ever looked into his heart and wished that u were there
Have u ever seen him dancing when the lights were way down low
Have u ever whispered “I Love You”
but never let him know
Don’t ever fall in love my friend
it really doesn’t pay
It coulc cause a heartbreak
it happens day by day
Don’t ever fall in love my friend
it hurts before it’s through
You see my friend, u ought to know
cause i fell in love with u!

***GANSTA’S LOVE***

You gave up your time To satisfy my pride
When you were there
For granted, I didn’t care
You always forgave me
For my faults and my greed
I took what you gave And if less, I complained
Behind me, you follow
Upset i be, if you got slow
You caught me whenever I fall
You answered every one of my call
You lifted me so high and I was on cloud nine
You sacrifice everything
Your family and friends
You made me your world
I became diamonds whele you only a pearl
You gave me so much love
But sill that was not enough
From you, I needed more
But no romance cause I’m hardcore
So you gave your body, mind and soul
But never did I give you anything to hold
Every time I turned around
You’re always there on solid ground
Whenever I needed you here
You came, that i never fear
Whenever you needed me there
I find excuse not to be near
Little things you never forget
My birthday or the first day we met
You completed my life
And everything was right
Until that night, I didn’t expect it to be
When you took that bullet for me
And as I lay here holding you
Memories starts coming through
Wish I gave up my time
To be by your side
Wish I would’ve been there
When you needed me near
Wish you would’ve walked beside me
Instead of behind me
Wish I would’ve made you my world
Instead of just my girl
Wish I would’ve given you love
But now it’s not enough
I know a man should never cry
But tears are falling from these eyes
Dear God, take me instead of her
I rather hold the pain forever
Then to let her slip away
Like it was just another yesterday
We deserve her life much more here
Then all the heavens up there
Baby, I gave you gangsta’s love
But all the while you given me
True Love

If Only You Knew

I can’t seem to find the rite words to say,
To tell u that i feel this way
I want u, what can i do
To make u want me next to u
If u look at me u’ll understand
All i want to do is hold ur hand
I felt this way oh for so long
And it hurts me that i don’t belong
Wanting u to want me it’s all a dream
My heart aches i just want to scream
i smile and laugh just thinking of u
Together here i wish it was true
I always imagine of ur gentle touch
If only u knew that i felt this much
Not being with u i’m falling apart
Cause I don’t know how to get ur heart
If u couild only see the love in my eyes
Of all those nites when i sat and cried
Just look at me i’m standing rite hea
Just call out my name and I’ll be there
How long the wait i do not know
But when that day comes I’ll let it show
If only u knew my feelings for u
I’ll stay hopeful u’ll feel the same way too

Playa Hater loves a Playa

How can it be That you never want to talk to me.
It started out as fun and games but now you’ve made me fall to hard and it’s getting lame.
I wait up for your call just to hear your voice but it never comes and it makes me wonder if you ever love me some
I think about you night and day But what is there for me to say
We are together but we are not
It’s only being said And it only makes me hurt a lot.
If you don’t want me then leave me be
Please don’t play with me
It only hurts me, can’t you see?
I’m a player hater but still love you still.
Maybe one day it will kill
I can’t believe I fell for you so hard
Only after a few days You make me think about turning gay
Tell me I’m not out there alone
But don’t say anything that is gonna be a lie Or it’ll give me better reason to die
If it should come to that
I’ll always love you
Even if you don’t want me to
For you know it’s true you changed my world by being just you.

To Phia's boys
Even though I don’t know you very well
I have some news for you to past on for me
I’m letting my boy go free
Leaving this world
For I can’t handle it, it isn’t in my control
God called me away
It was nobody’s say
Tell him I love him still
Until the day that he believes he will get killed
I’ll wait for him
werever we may go
Until that time
Make him happy, love him so
Tell every girl that walks in his life that they are lucky and shouldn’t let him go
To Phia’s boys
Treat him well
Don’t let him drop a tear for me I
t would be pointless, only he can’t see
Love him I still will
Watching from above
Now I understand why he called me his guardian angel dove.

I loved You Once

I loved you once upon a time
For every thought I paid a dime
You broke my heart not once but twice
I loved you because I thought you were nice
The night they always seem so long
In the end you proved me wrong
I dream of you to be by my side
Instead it seems our world collide
It never happened, it was so sad
Without you I simply go mad
It seems that all this lovers in vain
The thought of you makes me go insane
I know you love someone else now
I wish we could of been some how
Someday you’ll know my heart’s a true color
Someday you’ll read this
I just hope you won’t laugh or cry
That would make me die inside
I heard somewhere stolen kisses are sweet
It’s ashamed our lips would never meet
I love the thrice my heart torn apart
I never know the tenderness of your heart!

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