Remembrance | date: ?

With every day that wanders along by
I wonder how old I'll be
and I think how much closer I'm to die
but there's still so much to see.

All the days I've known
all the fun we've had~
makes me want to moan
because a lot of it is bad.

You asked me what gave me joy
and I said, faithfully, a smile
because for me you were always
willing to go that extra mile.

I will always wonder what might've been
if I had gone the other way
and I am always wondering when
I will finally see my eternal day.