Beyond Belief
"When we arrived at CSC [Bentwaters Center for Security Control], we ran into Sgt. Chandler and
two or three other security people. They had had negative contact with us for almost three hours, and
they had been concerned. I remember saying to Sgt. Chandler, `You're not going to believe tonight.' He
said, `Yeah? If it has anything to do with what I saw a little while ago, I would believe you.'
"Airman Burroughs and I were then instructed to report to the shift commander's office. The assistant
operations officer was there to debrief us. As we stood at attention in his office, he spoke to us in a
very steady, calm voice. He said, `Can you gentlemen explain to me what happened out there
tonight?' So we explained, very briefly. We didn't tell him any specifics about the symbols or the
design of the craft.
"After a very long pause, and very calmly, while he was tapping his pencil on the table, he said,
`Gentlemen, what you say you experienced tonight is no longer able to be reported through Air Force
channels.' He then gave us something of a history lesson on Project Blue Book and that it was
terminated in 1969. Basically, he told us that there was no official way to report this up. Then he said,
`Some things are best left unsaid.' He asked us to keep quiet about it, to forget it happened.
"That mentality, that mindset and thought process, also caused the security controller to delete it from
the blotter and retype the blotter entry with a minimal description, something to the effect of
`Investigated aircraft crash off base' and three or four brief sentences following. Also, an Air Force
Form 1569, an accident and complaint report, was filled out. Later, I learned that that was what
stimulated Lt. Col. Halt, when he reviewed the blotter the next morning and after hearing about
what really had happened, to insist something about it be put into the blotter."
Through the woods
"After the debriefing, Airman Burroughs and I were put on authorized break for six days, so we drove
home to Ipswich. I dropped Airman Burroughs off,
then went home, changed clothes, and drove back to
Woodbridge. But first I stopped by a friend's place
in Ipswich, who was a contractor and painter, who
gave me some plaster. Then, I went back out to the
forest and the clearing where the three indentations
left by the craft we had seen were.
"I poured plaster into the impressions left in the
ground by the craft and waited about 40 minutes.
Then I pulled them up and put them in the back of
my car, just as Maj. Ed Drurry, the Deputy Security
Police Commander, and the assistant operations
officer showed up. They asked me what I was
doing. I told them I was just looking around. They
told me they wanted to do the same.
"I didn't tell them about making the casts, because I
didn't think it would be prudent. Later I found out
that the deputy base commander, then-Lieutenant
Colonel Halt, had also visited the site later that same
day and noticed that there were traces of plaster
around the impressions, the indentations, and later,
much later, I finally admitted to him what I had
done. I needed something for myself, something to
prove to me that this had really happened, really
physically happened.
"The interesting thing about the impressions, or
something worthy of note, anyway, is that the
ground temperature at the time was such that our
vehicles didn't even make impressions on the ground
because it was so cold or frozen, so whatever the
craft was, it had to be heavy.
"I had dropped my film off at the base lab for
developing, but I never got them back. I never saw
them. I was just told that they didn't turn out. I
didn't understand that but was not in a position to
push the issue. The cameras we carried in our
vehicles were good ones, used to photograph people
on the perimeter. We were under a high terrorist
threat at the time with the Irish Republican Army
(IRA), another terrorist group known as Black
September, and some others, so we used them
frequently as part of our patrol."
Contained
"Two days later, there was another, second
encounter. I did not go out on that night. Lt. Col.
Halt was sent out to investigate.
"In the days following all this, I spoke off and on
with Airman Burroughs. He was really agitated
about this whole thing, really upset about it. I was
still more perplexed than anything at this point.
"After that incident, however, I was directed to
report to OSI [Office of Special Investigations] at
0900 in the morning. I met with a couple of agents,
whom I had known because they had an office on
the base. They debriefed me for about an hour and
a half about the incident. It was an oral debriefing
where I basically just told them what had happened,
and they seemed quite content with the information
that I provided them at the time. They seemed to
have no problem with the fact that I had seen a
craft. And, of course, there was no evidence, hard
evidence, or so they thought. I did not tell them at
this point that I had approached the craft, touched
the craft, but I did tell them about the photos I had
taken. But all this was, in their minds, I think,
another unconfirmed UFO sighting, though the term
`UFO' was not used -- by them or me. I think they
felt assured at this point that containment was going
to be maintained and that there was not going to be
a problem. Damage control was at a minimum, and I
think they felt that at that point they had met their
objective.
"During the first week in January, about a week or
so later, we had a pass-on that was given at guard
mount to brief our people to ignore any type of
activity that was going to be happening on the
perimeter of Woodbridge. Apparently, or at least as
we were told, there was a special team that was
going to be out there doing some electronics work.
They weren't wearing uniforms but civilian clothes.
Now it was perfectly normal to receive pass-ons, but
this situation was different because these guys
weren't wearing military uniforms. It was later
rumored that it was a U.S. team sent in as a
containment study team. But I do not know that for
a fact.
"In the meantime, Lt. Col. Halt issued his
memorandum to the British Ministry of Defense. I
do not find it odd that he didn't get any response, for
the simple reason that there was no official way of
reporting this kind of thing and so there was no
official way for anyone to react to the upchanneling
of information. And quite frankly, I don't think
anyone suspected or expected the deputy base
commander to shoot off a memo to MoD. I think
OSI thought the information was contained, because
no written report had been taken up through U.S.
channels and the debriefings were all taken care of."
Mysterious Origins
"It was a difficult time after the incident. For years
afterward, I would hear the stories within military
circles and I never commented on it in any way at
all. Nor did I ever speak to any UFO researchers or
members of the media. Still, I noted with some
disconcertment all of the untruths being discussed,
especially in the media starting in the mid-eighties
after the Halt memo was released through the
Freedom of Information Act. I read accounts
quoting people who claimed to be primary witnesses
-- and they weren't -- saying certain events
happened, which they didn't.
"I think the fact that that memo was discovered and
released was a complete oversight. In fact, when the
word got out, I think it suprised the federal
government and a lot of people within the U.S. Air
Force. That has got to be the last thing they
expected. Especially on this case. They thought
damage control was complete. They had effectively
contained the situation, they thought. Then comes
this memo on official USAF stationery and signed
by the deputy base commander, and it reads like
something out of a science-fiction novel. It caught
the Air Force with its pants down, and they didn't
know how to react. It was definitely an
embarrassment for the U.S. government because, in
effect, it showed that they had basically been lying
about never investigating anything having to do with
the UFO phenomenon. Which is, of course,
ridiculous. UFOs are not all that uncommon; it's just
that we called them bogies and always came up with
a prosaic answer as to their identities before. But
this caught them in a lie. That and the fact that it
happened outside of a NATO installation just did not
make the Air Force look very good.
"I was extremely upset by the memo's release,
because the story being leaked as a result included
my name and I was being tied into it. I had been
assured by my senior officers at Bentwaters that at
no time would my name or whatever be used or
released outside official U.S. channels. Of course,
they hadn't released it, but the next thing I know, it's
being covered on CNN and Unsolved Mysteries and
in books and magazines. Fortunately, I was still in
the service and managed to duck them all. But I was
confused. I thought -- and I had been told -- that this
was a top secret incident. And now all this.
"I had no interest in anything like this before 1980. I
always thought that anybody who had seen strange
lights or claimed to have seen UFOs in the sky was
crazy. I am a logical person. Even to this day, I am
still trying to rationalize from previous experience
what that craft was, what happened. But there it is: I
mean, I am standing out in the clearing in the middle
of the forest and there is this craft, clearly triangular
in shape, looking like nothing I have ever seen or
ever heard about, and it doesn't make any sound,
and it's got lights, and I walk around it and take
pictures of it and I even touch it, and nobody, no
country, is claiming it. I am 99 percent certain of
one thing and that is, this craft was definitely not of
USAF origin or at least not that I know of, and
nobody I know has ever heard anything about a
craft like this then or now. And what other country
might have such a craft that has those capabilities of
maneuvering in tight conditions in the middle of a
forest and all with no sound? That disturbed me
then, and it disturbs me now."
Damage Control
"Following my assignment/tour of duty at
Bentwaters, in 1984, I was reassigned to Grissom
Air Force Base in Indiana. My family and I acquired
housing on the base, and there I found, quite by
accident, a listening device -- a bug, if you will --
inside our base house, inside the living room wall,
near the phone jack. I took it out and had someone I
trusted look at it. That person told me that it had a
range of 3,000 feet. That really disturbed me. And I
did have some harassing phone calls. But that was
alleviated by changing our phone number. I really
don't know what to think about that device. And I
cannot even be positive it hadn't been there from
before, long before our arrival for another purpose,
another person having nothing to do with me. But
that seems, somehow, unlikely. Considering that
Burroughs has been continually harassed and that
his place has been broken into and the only things
missing were a video documentation of the incident
and his files on Bentwaters. Each of us, including
Halt, have had our mail tampered with -- things
opened, resealed obviously, and communiques
delayed for weeks. Sure, it could be the post office,
but the number of times it has happened and that it's
happened to each of us with some consistency
makes me question if it's all just a coincidence. We
now take certain precautions when we
communicate.
"My own feeling is that this is all just a part of
damage control. We were all in a position at the time
of being trained observers, credible witnesses, who
were backed by physical documentation and
evidence -- all of which you just cannot discount. In
most of these so-called UFO encounters, there is
absolutely no evidence and the witnesses are or can
be made to be not credible. The fact that we could
be believed has the Air Force worried. At least that's
all I can think. What else could it be?"
Sensational
"In a conversation with Colonel Halt in 1990 [he
was now a full Colonel], I asked him about the top
secret status of all this in light of what had
happened. He told me then that there was nothing
classified about any of this. The Air Force, you see,
has always had this sort of policy that, `Yeah, you
can talk about this incident or that incident because
technically it isn't classified, not officially classified,
but -- it's not a good idea.' That was always the way
it had been given to me. So I never talked to
anybody about this. However, others have, including
some who don't know what they're talking about
because they weren't out there. There's a lot of truth
to be told here, and that's all anybody wants to hear
is the facts. To sensationalize it, well . . . that's
pointless. It's pretty sensational in and of itself what
happened.
"For starters, this is one of the most witnessed and
best documented UFO encounters ever, observed
from a distance by some 80 people on the first night
and an additional 30 on the second night -- all of
whom were trained observers. This was our
profession -- to be observing situations that might
occur. We were on the alert. Our senses were ready.
Out there, we were trained to be sponges, absorbing
everything we saw or heard and documenting it with
notes and mentally. Then there was my camera and
the photographs I took, which have to be
somewhere. There were radio transmissions that
were heard and a tape of the deputy base
commander's investigation, which is circulating out
there. Then again, this was an unknown, and there's
a lot of fear about the unknown.
"At this point, I don't think I have broken any
confidentiality oaths with the Department of
Defense or the federal government. I would not do
that or anything that would jeopardize the security
of our country."
A Jump in Time
One of the most interesting aspects of the
Bentwaters case is the physical evidence gathered by
Penniston, including:
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Photographs
Taken by Penniston while examining the craft
with a military-issue camera and dropped off at
the base lab for developing. The photographs
were never given to Penniston, who was told
they didn't turn out. Present location unknown.
Plaster Casts
Of the original three casts of the triangular
indentations he found in the clearing after the
craft took off, Penniston hand-carried two on
the plane with him as he returned to the United
States in 1984. Cast #1, which appeared to be
the indentation made by the "front end of the
craft," he says, was put with the family
belongings for shipment home. "It was to be
shipped by sea and wound up taking eight or
nine months and got lost, and there were all
kinds of delays," he says. "Anyway, when we
got the shipment, everything was there, except
the plaster cast."
Penniston has managed to hold on to plaster
casts #2 and #3, which were, "literally," he
says, buried until last year to insure that they
wouldn't go missing. One remains where he
"can get to it." The other has been shipped off
for analysis.
- Hypnosis
In 1994, after much contemplation, Penniston
says, he agreed to undergo two hypnosis
sessions at the urging of several colleagues
with whom he was working to uncover any
information on the identity of the craft at
Bentwaters, the plan being to co-author a
book. "The idea was that there might be more
valuable information, specifically times, dates,
and other names that perhaps we could
retrieve," says Penniston. "I knew that
information gleaned from hypnosis wasn't
always perfect and that if it wasn't done right,
the information could be contaminated. So I
was reluctant about the whole thing."
His colleagues came up with a list of questions
for the psychologist that they felt were not
leading or suggestive, and they agreed to let
him be hypnotized by a family psychologist
who had helped his teenage daughter.
The first of two hypnotic regressions -- both of
which were videotaped -- took place in
September 1994. In that session, Penniston
recounted the same events that he remembered
consciously. Nothing new surfaced. The
session did, however, turn up a jump in time:
Penniston described being near the craft,
examining it, and then suddenly standing 30
feet away next to Airman First Class John
Burroughs, one of the men dispatched to
investigate the scene with him. That sequence
of events left about 45 minutes unaccounted
for. He and his colleagues decided to try
another hypnosis sesssion two months later to
explore that seeming discrepancy. (That
second session is covered in the next section.)
Travelers from the future
During the second hypnotic regression, the
psychologist takes Penniston back to the debriefing
by two Office of Special Investigation (OSI) agents,
and he recounts the scene and events just as he
recalled them consciously. But then, according to
Penniston's memory under hypnosis, those two
agents leave the room and two other officials, one
American and one with a British accent, come into
the room and ask Penniston to again recount the
story. They ask him, he says, if he would mind being
given a shot of something and then telling his story
again while they tape-record it. Penniston agrees, "if
that's what it takes." But he also tells his interrogators
that he doesn't like shots.
In a dramatic and striking scene on the videotape,
Penniston lifts his arm for a shot of sodium
penthathol and the agents question him repeatedly
about the trajectory of the craft, its speed and
approach. Penniston calmly repeats over and over
that he did not see any of that, that the craft was
already on the ground when he saw it.
The interrogation continues, and Penniston answers
the officials' questions about the craft itself and the
symbols he found on one side. He recalls the two
agents talking to themselves, saying there was "no
point in going further," that they knew what had
happened and now the question was how to contain
the situation. "They know about what I've seen.
They knew it already," Penniston says under
hypnosis.
As the regression continues, the psychologist begins
questioning Penniston about possible "beings" in the
craft and he begins to answer. On the tape, it seems
that Penniston knows the answer to just about every
question the psychologist asks. "I look at this and find
it hard to believe it's me," said Penniston during one
viewing of the tape.
Under hypnosis, Penniston describes the alien
visitors, saying that they are "travelers from our
future." They have been coming here in teams, each
team assigned a different "tasking," a different
mission. Each team targets certain people when it
comes back to our time, rather than just encountering
people randomly.
When the psychologist asks him why, Penniston --
still under hypnosis -- says, "They've got a serious
problem. The world isn't like it is now. It's darker, in
bad shape. It's very polluted and much colder." He
goes on to recount that the visitors from the future
also have serious social problems and difficulties with
reproduction. Accordingly, one of the travelers' main
tasks is to obtain sperm and eggs and chromosomes
in order to keep the species alive. The species in
question, he says in response to the psychologist's
question, is "us. They're humans."
"The problem here," says Penniston to Rayl after the
videotape ends, "is I don't know if this information is
real in any sense, if it's been planted in my mind or if
any of it is actually rooted in truth as we know it."
Questions still unanswered
OMNI asked David Jacobs, one of the country's
leading abduction researchers, to view and comment
on the videotape of Penniston's second hypnosis
session. Jacobs, history professor at Temple
University, has conducted more than 600 hypnotic
regressions and has written two books on the
phenomenon, Secret Life and a new book,
tentatively entitled The Threat, due in June 1997
from Simon & Schuster. Based on his research,
Jacobs believes that the alien abduction phenomenon
is real, that people really are being taken aboard
spacecraft and subjected to often cruel medical and
genetic examinations.
"The hypnosis started out fine," Jacobs says of the
Penniston session. "The psychologist didn't ask a lot
of probing questions. She did ask a few leading
questions, but he didn't bite. It was okay. I feel quite
certain that they, the military agents, did get him up
into the office for an interrogation and that they did
inject him with sodium pentathol, put him on a table,
and ask him all those questions. It was quite a
striking scene, and it all had the ring of truth to me.
In other words, it appeared that this is exactly what
happened. It had a beginning, a middle, and an end
and each part led logically to the next up until the
sodium pentathol. Once that was administered, it
was chaos as far as I was concerned.
"He zoomed off into a channeling mode, and the
psychologist didn't recognize it," contends Jacobs.
"He simply dissociated, which is what happens when
people begin to channel. The information is coming
from one part of his brain, and the other part hears it
and think it's coming from the outside. And
suddenly he knows the answer to everything, as the
psychologist begins to ask him one question after
another about the beings. He knew the answer to
absolutely everything, and only one question was he
unable to answer. This is a certainty of channeling.
It's a psychological phenomenon, and all the
information that comes from this is internally
generated. If the hypnotist isn't real experienced and
doesn't recognize this, they can easily fall into this
trap, and this I believe was a classic situation of just
that."
Whether the information recounted under hypnosis
is genuine or not, Penniston's account of what he
consciously remembers fills in most of the remaining
blanks as to what actually occurred at Bentwaters on
that first mysterious night in late 1980. Still, two
questions remain: Where did the craft come from?
Who did it belong to?
The Air Force refuses comment on all aspects of the
Bentwaters case.
Credits for this report go to A.J.S. Rayl, OMNI Magazine.
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