“I’m sorry , Teddy. It just happened.” I said as I cried hysterically
“Lily, sex does not just happen.”
“You weren’t supposed to find out.” I cried. “It was a year ago and I was drunk.”
“So not only did you cheat on me but you weren’t ever going to tell me.” Teddy snapped at me.
“It was just that once, Teddy. Please forgive me.” I said through my tears.
“I can’t , Lily. I just have to leave.” Teddy said putting on his coat.
“No Teddy, please don’t leave me!”
“Good bye Lily.” He said slamming the door behind him.
I collapsed to my knees and cried.
After I had calmed down some I put on some hot water for tea. I went to pick up the phone to call my friend, Nina when I saw the red light on the answering machine blinking. I pressed the button partly wanting to hear the voice on the message and partly not wanting to hear the message that just broke up my relationship of over two years.
“Hey Lily. It’s Chris. We are in town for a few days. Hoping I can see you and have an amazing night like we did last year. Call me on my Cell. Later Sexy!” *
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Part 2
One year ago . . .
“Nina, I am going to call my machine and see if Teddy called from Arizona yet.”
“What ever Lil,” She said staring at the four fine looking guys that had just walked into the bar. “He’s not going to call you until the morning I bet. But you can go check I am going to stay here.”
“Behave while I am gone.” I laughed as I got up and grabbed my purse.
I walked out of the bar into the hotel lobby. I was too busy looking in my purse for a quarter to notice the hot blond guy I was about to bump into.
~~~~CRASH~~~~
“Oh my . . .I am so sorry! I didn’t see you there. I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay. I am sure you didn't do it on purpose. Did you?”
“No.” I said with a smile “ I was looking in my purse. I should have been watching where I was going.”
“It’s really no big deal. Let me buy you a drink to show you there are no hard feelings.”
“Okay but you must let me buy you a drink to show I’m sorry.”
“Okay beautiful, I’ll get the first round and you can get the next.”
I blushed. “My name is Lily” I said extending my hand.
“Chris.” He said taking my hand but instead of shaking it he brought it up to his lips and kissed it. All thoughts I had of calling Teddy went right out of my head at that moment.
Chris and I walked back into the bar. I looked around to see Nina but I couldn’t see her. Then I saw her. She was sitting at a table with the four guys she had been staring at when I left.
“So you want to sit at the bar or over there with my friends?” Chris asked me pointing over to the table where Nina was.
“Well my friend is over there with them so we can go sit over there.”
“Okay.” He said as we walked up to the table. “Hey guys, This is Lily. Lily this is Matt , Jeff , Adam and, Jason.”
“Hi” I said sitting down. “Hey Nina!”
“Hey Lil!”
“What’s your pleasure, Lily?” Chris asked me as he leaned over my shoulder.
“Zima with lemon.”
“Okay be right back.” Chris said walking away.
“So you girls know each other?” Adam asked.
“Yeah. She’s my best friend.” Nina said throwing her arms around my neck and hugging my head. I just smiled.
“So how did you meet Chris?” Jeff asked me.
“I kinda just bumped into him.”
“Literally.” Chris said returning with our drinks.
I felt my face turn red as everyone at the table started laughing. Chris pulled a chair up next to me.
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3
After our sixth round of drinks, Jason and Nina were all over each other on the dance floor. Matt and Jeff left because Jeff got sick ( too much Tequila). Adam was passed out with his head on the table. He and Jeff had gone shot for shot with the Tequila. Chris and I were still just sitting there talking. He told me how he was in the WWF and how he used to be in WCW. But out of all the talking we had done, the fact that I was with Teddy never seem to come up.
“Do you want to come up to my room and watch a movie?” Chris asked me very innocently.
“I don’t know if I should leave Nina.”
“She is fine with Jay. Actually it looks like they are more than fine.” He said pointing over to Jason who now had his hand up Nina’s shirt while still kissing her on the dance floor.
“Okay.” I said.
I tried to stand up but drinking a six pack of Zima by myself in an hour made me a little woozy. I just fell back into my chair.
“Chris, Can you help me up?” I whined.
“Certainly, Beautiful.” He said as he helped me up and put his arm around me. I leaned on him partly for support but mostly because he smelled so good. He made me forget about Teddy.
We got into the elevator after we left the bar. He pressed number twenty seven.
“Top floor?” I asked.
“Yeah, all of us are on the top floor.”
When we were on the nineteenth floor Chris hit the stop button.
“Why are we stopping? Is it the top floor yet?” I asked in a drunken stupor.
“No, we are not at the top yet.” Chris said pushing me up against the wall lightly.
“Then why did we stop.” I asked. ( I am sure if I were sober at the time I would have known what was going to happen next)
“Because I wanted to do this.” Chris said lifting my chin with his fingers. He lowered his face to mine. I could feel his hot breath on my face. His lips touched mine gently. As he pressed into my lips harder I moaned unconsciously. He gently brushed the tip of his tongue against my lips coaxing my mouth open. I obliged. He thrust his tongue into my mouth, exploring every inch . Our tongues seemed to dance with in each other mouths. He broke the kiss and hit the start button. I slid down the wall and sat on the floor. I just sat there giggling. He was laughing too but i think it was more at me than with me.
“That was nice, Chris.” I said mid-giggle.
“I am glad you liked it, Lily. There can be more of that if you like when we get back to my room.” He said helping me stand up.
“No! We gotta watch a MOOVIIEE!” I said slurring my speech some, still giggling.
“Okay we’ll watch a movie.” Chris said laughing at me as he helped me off the elevator.
When we got to his door he pulled out his key card. He opened the door and lifted me up and carried me over the thresh hold.
“Just like we are married.” I giggled as Chris laid me on the couch.
“Wanna act like we’re married?” Chris said as he kissed me again.
“What about my movie? You promised me a a movie!” I said pouting.
“Okay we’ll watch a movie.” he sighed. “What do you want to see?”
“I don’t know. Come sit with me.” I said patting the cushion next to me on the couch.
“Okay.” he said raising an eye brow in confusion. But didn’t you want to watch a movie?”
“Did I? I don’t remember.” I said giggling again. “Shhh, I am drunk!” I said putting my finger up to my lips.
“I know.” He said as he leaned over and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. I threw my arms around him and pulled him closer.
“Lily,” He said breaking the kiss and pulling away from me. “ You are a little too drunk. I don’t think we should be doing this.”
“ But isn’t this what you wanted to do? Let’s pretend like we are married.” I said pulling him close again. He kissed me again but quickly pulled away.
“I don’t want you to regret this in the morning, Lily.” He said as he stood up and got off the couch.
“I won’t Chris, please.” I said scooting down on the couch so I was laying down. “Please I want to play pretend.” I said giggling again. “Let’s pretend we are married.”
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4
Chris paced back and forth in front of the couch that I was now laying on. He was mumbling something but I didn’t really hear it. I must have fallen asleep while he was pacing because I woke up some time later. I was still in my clothes but my shoes were off and I had a blanket covering me.
“What have I done? Oh man . . .at least I remember everything . . .at least I hope that I remember everything.” I thought to myself. Just then I heard Chris rustle in his bed. I got up off the couch and walked over to his bed.
“Chris . . .Chris . . .wake up! Please wake up.” I whispered as I shook him gently.
“Huh? what? Lily?” He said half asleep.
“Yeah, Please wake up.” I said almost in tears.
“What’s wrong? You feel okay?” He said rolling over. “You were sleeping I thought.”
“I was.” I said as I began to cry. “I’m sorry about how I was acting before.”
“It’s no big deal.”
“I am glad that you didn’t take advantage of me and I wanted to thank you for letting me crash on the couch but I have to go home now.” I said between sobs and sniffs.
“Can’t you wait till the morning? We’ll get breakfast.”
“Chris, you’ve been so nice to me tonight but I really can’t stay.”
“Lily it is . . .” He said rolling over to see the clock. “five am. You can’t leave.”
He sat up and pulled me down on to the bed next to him. He put his arm around my shoulders and I lowered my head to his shoulder.
“I know you must have some regrets about last night and I knew if we would have done anything you would have regretted it more. Please just stay. “ He said wiping away my tears. “We’ll sleep more then get up and go get breakfast . . .I bet you anything Nina is still down the hall so we’ll call Jay in the morning they can come with us. How about it?”
“I guess. She probably is still with him if I know Nina.” I sighed. “I think I will feel better now that I am sober.”
“ Do you want the bed? I will go sleep on the couch.” Chris asked sweetly.
“No I don’t want kick you out of your own bed.”
“It is not a big deal. I sleep in a different bed almost every night. That’s how it is when you are on the road. I don’t mind.”
“Well the bed is big enough for both of us. We can both sleep here.”
“ If you want to.”
“I want to . . .but do you have a Tshirt I could wear sleeping in this outfit is really not comfortable.”
“Yeah.” he said getting up and going over to his suitcase. He was only wearing boxers. I tried not to but I caught my self staring. “Here” he came back and handed me a Jerichoholic T-shirt..
“ Okay I am going to change I will be right back.”
“Okay.”
I walked into the bathroom. “ He is really hot.” I thought to myself. I left the bathroom door opened a crack so I could watch Chris. I also think I did it so he could watch me change. Maybe it was the little bit of alcohol still in my system or maybe it was just the fact that Teddy was away but I wanted Chris and I wanted him bad. I went back out to the the bed. Chris was still sitting on the edge of the bed.
“Are you sure you want me to sleep in the bed with you, Lily?”
“Yes.” I said as I leaned down and kissed him.
I climbed into the bed and got under the blankets. Chris did the same. I looked over at him. His blond hair back in a pony tail. His blue eyes stared up at the ceiling. I wondered what he was thinking. I wondered if he wondered what I was thinking. I decided to to say something.
“Chris?” I said as I turned to him.
“Yeah, Lily?” He said looking over to me.
“I am sober now.”
“I know.”
“Still wanna play pretend?”
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5
“What?” Chris asked in surprise.
“I remember what we were talking about before i fell asleep. I asked you if you wanted to play pretend, to pretend like we were married.” I said to him as I sat up in the bed still facing him.
“Are you sure about this?”
“Yes, I am perfectly sober and I am sure.”
“Let’s play then.” Chris said slyly.
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6
Chris sat up in the bed. He laid me back down and began kissing my neck.
“I want you so much, Chris.” I moaned.
He answered my moans with only a kiss. He pressed his lips to mine hard. I opened my mouth to release a moan of pleasure only to be met with his tongue. He explored my mouth and invited my tongue into his mouth to do the same. He slowly slid his hands down my body and up my shirt. His hands were soft like rose petals as they swept across my skin. As Chris went to straddle me I looked again at his boxers. I could see them straining trying to hold his erection in. I felt his hands grabbing at the bottom of my shirt. I arched my back as he peeled the shirt from my body. He paused for a moment to take in the sight of my now fully naked body.
“You were going to sleep in only my shirt?” Chris whispered in my ear as he returned to kissing my neck.
“I don’t sleep with panties on at home why should being with you be any different.” I said subtilely as he nuzzled my neck.
His hands slowly made their way down my body to my breasts. His mouth quickly followed. As he cupped my left breast in his hand he began sucking and nipping at my right breast. He rolled the tip of his tongue around the nipple teasing it till it became hard. His left hand did what his mouth did almost in sync. He teased my left nipple with his fingers picking and squeezing it. I moaned and sighed as the intense feeling overcame my body. I ran my finger nails up and down his back. He then switched his mouth for his hand and vice versa.
“Oh Chris . . .please . . .” I whimpered.
“Please what? . . .” He questioned slyly
“I . . .I want . . I want you . . .” I sighed breathy “I need to feel you. . . in me.”
Chris moved his hand down my body as he began kissing my neck again. I took his hardness into my hand and began stroking it gently as he brought his mouth to mine.His hand slide between my legs and he slipped one of his fingers into my wetness and then a second. I moaned in pleasure as he massaged my clit with his thumb while thrusting his fingers into me. He ravaged my mouth with his.
“Please . . .Chris . .. uhh . . .” I begged softly.
He removed his fingers. He teased me some before he drove his manhood into me slowly at first. His pace quickened as he continued rubbing my clit. He pumped into me harder and harder causing load moans of ecstasy to escape my lips. I felt waves of pleasure race through my body as I orgasmed. My inner muscles tightened around him as he soon joined me in rhapsody. I felt his body quake with his release. He collapsed on top of me after our climaxes had subsided.
“Oh Chris . . .that was . . .amazing.” I said breathlessly as I ran my hands down his back.
He just breathed heavy and rolled off of me. I looked over at him lying next to me. His chest rising and falling with every deep breath he took.
“Wow” he said catching his breath. “Lily, . . just . . .wow.”
I smiled and blushed slightly. “Teddy never said ‘wow’ like that” I thought to myself closing my eyes tight “FUCK!!!! Teddy . . . How am I going to tell Chris? How am I going to tell Teddy?”
I didn’t notice Chris was staring at me.
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7
“What’s wrong Lily?” He asked pulling me into his arms.
“Nothing, Chris nothing.” I said snuggling into to him.
“Let’s get some sleep. You can tell me in the morning.” He said seeing through my obvious lie.
“There is nothing to talk about. Nothing is wrong.” I said lifting my head and looking into his sparkling blue eyes.
“ Okay. Let’s get some sleep anyway.” He said as he kissed my forehead.
I lied my head down on his chest and closed my eyes. I feel asleep quickly.
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8
I awoke when there was a loud banging at the door.
“LILY! I KNOW YOUR IN THERE! LILY!! OPEN THE DOOR!” I heard the voice yell from outside the locked door.
“Shit! It’s Teddy!” I screamed!
“Teddy? Who’s Teddy?” Chris asked
“My boyfriend. Don’t let him in!”
“Boyfriend? you never told me you had a boyfriend. I need to talk to him. I need to tell him you are mine now!” Chris said getting out of bed.
“NO CHRIS DON’T” I screamed at him.
“ Don’t worry! He won’t hurt me! I am a wrestler! I can take care of myself.” Chris said as he reached for the door knob.
He turned it and the door swung open. Teddy stood in the door way. he stepped into the room.
“What did you do to me, Lily? I loved you.” Teddy said as he put his hand behind his back.
“I’m sorry Teddy.” I said. I felt like I was stuck to the bed.
“You made me do it!” Teddy said pulling out a gun.
“TEDDY NO!!!” I screamed as he pointed the gun at Chris.
~~~~~~~BANG~~~~~~~
“CHRIS” I screamed as Chris fell to the floor. “TEDDY YOU SHOT HIM!”
“I know. Lil, You made me. I loved you.” He said pointing the gun at me.
“Please Teddy I still love you.” I pleaded with him.
~~~~~~~~BANG~~~~~~~~
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9
“NO!!!!” I woke up screaming. I sat up quickly.
“Lily! What’s the matter?” Chris said waking up with a start.
“I didn’t mean for him to shoot you! I’m sorry!” I cried not yet realizing I was awake.
“Didn’t mean for who to shoot me?” Chris said sitting up. He was confused but concerned.
I just sat crying. I held my head in my hands. I rocked in the bed as I cried. Chris put his arm around me and tried to hold me close to him. I pulled away, got out of the bed, and sank to the floor next to the bed. I was still crying , still rocking. Chris leaned over to where I was sitting on the floor.
“Lily, Please calm down. No one shot me. Please stop crying. Every thing is going to be okay.” He said as he smoothed his hand down my hair.
“But . . . .Everything . . .is . . not . . .going . . .to be . .okay.” I said almost hyperventilating. “I . . .gotta . . .go . .. home.”
“Lily! You really have to stop crying first.” Chris said to me.
After I had calmed down. I sat back up on the bed. Chris went into the bathroom to get me a cup of water. He walked back into the room and handed me the cup.
“Please tell me why you keep crying!” He said as he sat next to me on the bed.
“I haven’t been completely honest with you, Chris.” I said to him as I lowered my head and sipped the water, trying to avoid eye contact.
He lifted my chin with his fingers so I was looking him face to face.
“What’s wrong?” He said softly looking deep into my eyes that were now a strange shade of red from crying.
“I . . .I . . I have a boyfriend.” I said trying to lower my head again but he was too strong for me. “His name is Teddy. He’s gone to Arizona because his mother is sick. He left two days ago. That is why Nina and I were at the bar. I was upset about him leaving so we went out. I love him. This was a mistake.”
“You told me you wouldn’t regret it if anything happened.”
“I don’t regret it ,Chris. You don’t know how bad I wanted you but I think it was for the wrong reasons. Don’t get me wrong, You are an amazing man. But I am not sure how long Teddy will be gone and I just needed to be with someone tonight. I needed to be with you. I shouldn’t have wanted you so much. That was my mistake.” I said lowering my head again.
Chris lifted my chin again and gave me a soft kiss on the lips.
“He doesn’t have to know. We are leaving in two days anyway. He will never have to find out. I won’t tell him. You can count on that. Besides the fact that I don’t know him, I will never see you two together so he will never find out about our amazing night together.” Chris said trying to rationalize. “We’ll just have to make Nina promise not to tell. She would do that if you asked, right? She wouldn’t tell?”
“Nina would take it to her grave. She is my best friend.”
“Well then there is no problem. I won’t tell, You won’t tell, and Nina won’t tell. Your boyfriend will never find out. Can we please just go back to sleep? It is seven o’clock. I have to be at the arena at four I would like to sleep some.”
“I’m sorry.” I pouted.
“It’s okay.” He said kissing my cheek. “Just get into bed and sleep. No more screaming and no more crying, okay?” He said with a laugh.
“Okay.” I said climbing into the bed and under the covers.
Chris soon joined me. He held me in his arms and kissed me lightly on the top of my head. I laid my head on his chest. I could hear his heart beat as I fell asleep.
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10
I woke up about ten o’clock. Chris was already up. I could hear the shower running.
“Well Lil,” I said to myself. “ You have totally made a fool out of yourself in front of this incredible man. You might as well leave before he gets out of the shower.”
I got up, took off his Jerichoholic shirt that I had slept in and put back on my clothes. I folded up the shirt, laid it on the bed and went over to the desk. I found the pad and pen on the desk and I wrote him a note.
Sweet Sexy Chris,
Thank you. You gave me the most amazing night in my life. I am sorry I cried the whole night. You have to realize it wasn’t you. I will miss you when you are gone and I will never tell Teddy. You definitely hold a piece of my heart.
Love, Lily
I folded the note and placed it inside the shirt. I headed for the door. I grabbed the knob and was about to turn it when I heard the bathroom door open.
“Where ya goin’ ? I thought we were going to get breakfast.” Chris said
I turned around to see him in just a towel.
“ I was just . . . um going to find Nina.” I said to him hoping he couldn’t seen through yet another lie.
“I called Jason this morning. They are going to meet us at eleven.” He said walking over to me and taking me into his arms. “No reason for you to go out of this room just yet.”
He kissed me gently on the lips. I knew I should have stopped it but there was just something about him. I couldn’t resist him. I kissed him back. We stood there kissing for what seemed to be an hour but was in reality only like ten minutes. When we stopped I could feel tears welling up in my eyes again. I think Chris saw I was going to start crying again because he pulled me tight to him and stroked my hair.
“Shhh . . .Lily. You promised no more tears.”
I took a deep breath and sucked back the tears.
“I’m okay. Really.”
“Okay you go sit on the couch and watch some TV. I am going to get dressed. Then we can go to find Jay and Nina. Okay?”
I nodded with agreement and went and sat on the couch.
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11
I looked back at Chris just in time to see him drop his towel.
“He is even hotter in the light” I thought to my self.
I got up off the couch quietly and snuck up behind him as he was pulling his boxers on. I put my arms around him and kissed his back. He jumped.
“Lily. You scared me. What are you doing?” Chris asked me as he peeled my arms off of him and turned around.
“I just realized how sexy you really are and how much I want you.”
“I want you too, Beautiful, but we can’t. You’ll start crying again. And besides we’ll be late meeting Jason and Nina.” He said giving me a peck on the lips.
I pushed him down into the chair that was behind him and kneeled in front of him.
“This won’t take long.” I said as tugging at his boxer shorts.
“ What are you doing, Lil?”
“Nothing” I said as I began rubbing my hand on his silk boxers.
“Really, Lily we can’t.”
“*WE* are not going to do anything! *I* am going to do something.” I said as I softly kissed his growing erection through the silk.
“Lil, It is not a good idea.”
“You are really in no position to protest here, Chris.” I said as I tried sliding his shorts off him again. He arched his hips slightly giving in and allowing me to remove them. I took his erection in my hand and began to stroke it. I listened as soft moans escaped Chris’s lips. I kissed the tip and slowly lowered my mouth around him. I licked the entire length and slowly rolled my tongue around the tip teasing him.
“Oh God . . .Lily . .don’t tease.”
I took his entire length into my mouth and began rising and falling around him still stroking him. I gave a slight suction which I know he enjoyed because he began to whimper.
“Lily . . .uhh . . .please . . .”
I continued sucking , licking , and stroking him. I could feel he was almost ready to go as I went down on him faster and sucking harder.
“Oh Lily, . . . I want you to taste me.”
His body trembled with his release. His hands clenched on the arms of the chair. His head tossed back in ecstasy. I continued my sucking as he shot his warm discharge down my throat. As his orgasm ended I ran my tongue down his length one last time before sitting back on my knees.
“See that didn’t take long.” I giggled as I stared at Chris who was laying in the chair breathing deeply. I stood up and kissed him delicately up his chest to his mouth. He invited my kiss. His mouth open slightly. Our tongues intertwining within each other’s mouths. Moans of pleasure and delight escaping our lips with each kiss.
There was a knock on the door.
“Chris?” we heard from behind the door.
“It’s Jay.” He said standing up and pulling up his boxers. “Hold on.” He screamed at the door.
He kissed me, and sat me down in the chair he was just in. He walked over to the door and opened it.
“Oh did I interrupt something?” Jay asked giving Chris a wink.
“No. I was just getting dressed.” Chris said innocently. “Give us like, um, five minutes.”
“Okay, We’ll meet you in the restaurant.”
“Okay, Later.”
“Bye Jason. “ I said sweetly with a giggle as I waved.
He peeked his head in. “ Bye Lily.”
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12
Chris shut the door and turned back to me.
“Well I am glad to see you are not crying this time.”
I smiled. “I was thinking. Teddy is across the country and not coming back anytime soon. Why should I worry that he is going to find out? I love him and he knows it. He will never find out about you so I might as well enjoy you while I still have you.”
“Well you have me for another whole day.” Chris said as he finished getting dressed. “ Now lets go get some food. I am starving.” He said putting his hand out to help me out of the chair
“Me too.” I said taking his hand and getting up.
“Great! Let’s go!”
We walked out of the room towards the elevator and down to the restaurant.
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13
We walked in the restaurant . Nina and Jason were sitting at the table.
“Hey Lil!” Nina said to me as we walked up.
“Nina!” I screeched. Chris pulled out my chair for me.
“So sweet!” I said brushing my hand across his cheek. “but Nina and I have to go powder our noses.” Chris just smiled and sat down as Nina and I went into the bathroom.
“So how was your night?” I asked her as I looked in the mirror.
“Fine.” Nina giggled.
“Just Fine?”
“Okay, it was phenomenal! Jason is amazing. He did some stuff that I didn’t even know was possible. How was your night, Lil?”
“Well besides for me making a complete fool of myself, passing out on the couch, and crying all night it was amazing.”
“What were you crying about?”
“I told him about Teddy.”
“ You did what?”
“I told him about Teddy. Okay well first I had the most amazing sex in my life and then i told him about Teddy. And it was only after a nightmare I had about Teddy coming and killing us both.”
“Why?”
“I don’t know why fool. I just dream them I don’t program them. I think I am worried about Teddy finding out.’
“Teddy is in Arizona. Who knows when or if his mother is going to get better. Who knows when he will be back. You gotta have fun while he is gone.”
“ But I love him, Nina. I can picture me spending the rest of my life with him. Sure Chris is amazing but he is always on the road and I will probably never see him again. Teddy is my future. He can *NEVER* find out about this. Do you understand me?”
“Yeah. It comes with me to my grave along with your true bra size and that secret about Joey Decker you told me in 9th grade.”
“Okay well lets go back out there to our hot wrestlers!” I said winking at her.
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14
Nina and I walked back to the table where Chris and Jason were. When we got close I heard them talking.
“You made her cry, dude?” Jason asked
“I didn’t make her cry. This Teddy guy made her cry. I’ve gotta get her away before he comes back.”
I stopped Nina and signaled for her to be quiet. I wanted to listen to what Chris was saying. Nina just pulled out her compact and began fixing her make-up.
“She can’t come with us, Chris. She lives here. You can’t just decide you are going to take her on the road with us. It is not your decision to make.”
“But I really think that that Teddy guy is not good for her if he makes her cry when I was making her feel so good.” Chris said leaning back in his chair.
“You are conceded, Man. “ Jason said with a laugh. “ Well when the girls come back you can ask her but I bet she will not leave her life and her boyfriend to go on the road with us.”
“C’mon Nina, lets go.” I whispered. We walked back to the table.
“I was starting to think you girls fell in.” Jason said putting his arms around Nina’s waist and pulling her to his lap.
“No we were just chatting. You know how women are when they get together.” I said as I sat down in the chair that Chris had pulled out for me. “So what have to guys been talking about? ” I asked
“Nothing, Beautiful.” He said as he put his hand on my thigh.
“Just about being on the road.”
“It must be cool being on the road.” Nina said sitting back in her own seat.
“It is. New cities almost every night.”
“I bet new girls in each city too, huh?”
“No. You are just special.” Chris said leaning over and kissing me on the cheek. “Well, let’s eat. Jay and I have to be at the arena at four.”
“Is he going to ask me to come with him? What am I going to say if he does?” I thought to myself. “I love Teddy but I have these feelings for Chris that I can’t explain.”
“What you thinking about, Lily?” Chris asked me.
“Um . . Just what I am going to order.” I said. “I wonder if he can tell when I am lying?” I wondered to myself.
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15
After we ate Chris and Jay walked Me and Nina out to the car.
“Will you come to the show tonight, Lily?” Chris asked me as I leaned against the car. Chris put his arms on either side of me.
“If you want me to.” I said with a shrug.
“I do. I want you to be my special guest.”
“Okay, Then I will come.”
“Super.” He said. He leaned down and kissed me. It was a sweet soft kiss. I wanted it to be more but I was so confused about what he had said in the restaurant that I pulled away. I ducked under his arm and opened the car door.
“Well we gotta get going now. I will see you tonight.” I said giving him a peck on the cheek right before I sat down in the passengers seat. I closed the door and opened the window. Chris squatted down so his face was in the window.
“Thank you” Chris said
“For what?” I asked
“For an amazing night and an equally amazing morning.” Chris said leaning in for a kiss.
I kissed him quickly and turned to Nina, who was still standing outside the car with the car door opened one leg in the car.
“C’mon Nina. I have to get home.” I said pulling on her shirt.
“Okay!!” she snapped. “Bye Jason, I will see you tonight.” She said sweetly as she kissed him.
“Get in the car, Nina!”
“Fine!” She said getting in the car.
“Bye Chris.” I said rolling up the window.
As we pulled away Nina looked at me and said “What is your problem? You were so rude to him.”
“He wants to take me on the road with him.I over heard him saying it when we were coming back to the table.”
“So that is good. I would love to go on the road with Jason.”
“I have Teddy. I can’t just up and leave him. I love Teddy.”
“You are falling for Chris aren’t you?” She asked me.
“I don’t know.” I could feel I was beginning to cry. “He is so sweet to me but I love Teddy. I can’t just leave Teddy for a one night stand.”
“Well then just enjoy being with Chris while he is here. Stop being so rude to him.”
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I walked in the house. The red light on my machine was blinking. I had 4 messages. I pressed the button.
“Lily baby, It’s Teddy. I am here. It is about, um 12:30. Your time.Where are you, Sweetheart? Call me at my parent’s. . . beep . . . .Lily baby. It’s Teddy again. My mom is in the hospital. Where are you sweetheart? Pick up if you are there. Call my sister she will give you the hospital number. . . .beep . . . Lily baby, It’s me again. It is about 5:15 am where you are. Please wake up! Lily! Baby, my mom went into cardiac arrest. They brought her back but they say she will not live through the day. Baby I need to talk to you. Call Please. . . .beep . . . Lil? Lil, it’s about 10:30 where you are. Baby my mom . .. she’s . . .*sniff* . .. she’s passed. Please baby pick up. Lil, Where are you? I need you Sweetheart! Call My sister’s. I love you baby. . . .beep.”
I picked up the phone and called Nina.
“Nina, Teddy called. Actually Teddy called four times.”
“Really what did he say?”
“Well he said that his mom went to the hospital. That is when you and I were at the bar. And then she went into cardiac arrest. Know what I was doing then? . . . I was sleeping with Chris. . . .And then, well, she, um, passed away. . . You know what I was doing when he called that time? . . .I was on my knees giving Chris a blow job. My fuckin boyfriend’s mother died and I was fucking someone else!” I started screaming into the phone. “I am a fucking slut! I can’t go tonight!”
“what do you mean you can’t go tonight?”
“I can’t go! I have to tell Teddy what happened. I have to call him.”
“I think you should just go to the show tonight. Tell Chris that Teddy called and tell him that his mother died and you have to go out to Arizona. If you leave town he can’t ask you to go on the road with him. Then your problem is solved.”
“My problem is far from solved. I still am falling for a man other than my boyfriend.”
“They will be gone tomorrow. You will probably never see him again.”
“I want to see him again! That is my main problem. I am falling for him. I am so confused. I love Teddy but I think I love Chris too. Why is love so fucking complicated.”
“I couldn’t tell ya. I have to go get ready though. I will be there to get you at five.”
“Okay. see ya then.”
“Oh and Lil, Don’t think about your problems to hard. Enjoy your last night with Chris!”
“Okay bye Nina.”
“Bye Lily.”
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We got to the Arena at about 5:30. We went to the entrance that Jason had called and told Nina to go to.
“Jason!!” Nina screamed when she saw him. She ran up to him and threw her arms around his neck and covered his face with kisses.
“Baby, You have to call me Christian here.” Jason corrected her while she was still kissing him.
“Hello, Christian.” I said to him with a smile.
“Hey Lily.”
“Where’s Chris?” I asked looking around.
“He’s in his dressing room. I am supposed to bring you there.” Jay said putting his arm around Nina’s waist and turning to walk down the corridor.
We walked down the hall until we came to a door marked “Y2J”
“Is this it?” I asked not understanding why it said ‘Y2J’
“Yup. Chris Jericho, Y2J.”
“Well I guess I’ll see you guys later.” I said.
“ You and Nina will be sitting together. The security guard will bring you both to your seats. We are going to my dressing room. I think I am going to kick Adam, Matt and Jeff out for a while.” He said pulling Nina into his arms and kissing her.
“Get a room!” I laughed.
“Later Lil.”
“Bye Nina.”
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I waited until they were down the hall a bit before knocking. I knocked.
“Hold on.” I heard from behind the door.
Chris came and opened the door. He was wearing wrestling pants with a lion skeleton on them and a silver sparkling shirt. I personally didn’t think it matched but hey I wasn’t the one going on TV wearing it.
“Hi” I smiled slightly.
“Hey Sexy, come on in.” He said pulling me inside and closing the door behind me. He pushed me lightly up against the door and began kissing me. He pushed into my mouth hard, tracing the outline of my lips with his tongue. I truly wanted to resist but when i opened my mouth to protest he took full advantage. He explored my mouth with his tongue and tempted mine into his mouth. I lost all will power to resist and obliged his advances. Our tongues intertwined dancing slowly with each other. I realized I was giving in to his kisses and I pushed him away quickly.
“Don’t you have a match to get ready for?” I asked so he would not get suspicious.
“Don’t worry, Beautiful, I’ve got time” He said putting his hands around my waist and beginning to kiss my neck. I again tried resisting but my will power had other ideas. I found myself unconsciously tipping my head to the side allowing him better access to my neck.
“This is my last night with Chris possibly forever.I might as well enjoy myself.” I thought “We can’t just stand at the door.” I whispered pointing to the couch.
Chris picked me and carried me over to the couch as he did the night before carrying me into his room.
“Let’s play pretend again.” He said slyly as he laid me me on the couch and quickly straddled my body.
“Okay.” I said unbuttoning my sweater.
“No Sexy, let me do that.” Starting at the remaining buttons.
“Those pants really don’t hide anything.” I thought to myself as I looked down at his growing erection. I smiled, laughing at my own thoughts.
“What are you smiling at Lily?
“Nothing Chris. I just want you out of those silly looking pants” I laughed, tugging at the top of his pants.
“My pants are not silly looking.” He said putting his hands on his hips in protest. “Yeah they are.” I laughed. “They have a dead lion on them.”
Chris climbed off of me and stood next to me.
“They are my ‘Lion heart’ pants.” He said pouting.
“I didn’t mean anything by it Chris.” I said sitting up. “I just wanted you to take them off.”
“I am not going to take them off until you apologize.”
“Fine, then you are going to have to go out and wrestle with that.” I said pointing to his erection. “ imagine how your opponent will feel about that.” I said laughing and crossing my arms across my chest.
“I don’t think Benoit will like that too much but you never know with Angle.” He said laughing at himself.
“I wish I knew what he was talking about.” I thought to myself.
“Well fine! I will take them off but not because of you but because I don’t want to make Angle excited when I go out there.” He said laughing at himself again.
“Who is this Angle guy, Chris?”
“Kurt Angle? . . .Olympic wrestler? . . ever heard of him?”
“No . . .Up until yesterday the only wrestlers I knew were Hulk Hogan and Captain Lou Albano and that was just because he was in Cyndy Lauper videos.”
“Well never mind lets get back to where we were.”
“I’m all for that. You just have to take off those silly pants.” I laughed.
“Oh yeah. Mine aren’t coming off until yours are off.” He said grabbing the waist band of my pants and pulling them down swiftly so they fell to my ankles.
I Laughed as he did that. “Silly, you didn’t take off my shoes.”
“what?” He said as he knelt down in front of me and tried to pull my pants off my legs.
“My pants won’t come off because of my shoes.”
“Oh” He said as he slipped my shoes off. He then removed my pants from my legs. He then stood up.
“Well mine are off now it’s your turn.” I said standing up and grabbing at his waist band.
“Wait”
“Wait what?
“My shoes” He laughed as he slipped his shoes off.
I grabbed his waist band again and pulled his pants off letting them fall like a red puddle at his feet. He stepped out of them kicking them across the room. He tore open my sweater and pulled it off of me. He threw it across the room towards his pants. I slid his open shirt off his arm and tossed it in the general direction of the rest of our clothes. He drew me close to him and began kissing my neck. He quickly made his way to my mouth. Devouring mine with his. His hands slipped behind my back and began unhooking my bra. He slipped the straps down my arms as I removed them from around him. I allowed the bra to fall at our feet. His hands quickly moved from my arms to my chest. He cupped my breasts in his hands squeezing gently. I moaned into his mouth so that the sound was only heard from inside. He slowly backed me into the couch and allowing me to fall upon it. After laying me on the couch he knelt down beside it and kissed and licked his way down my body stopping at my navel for a short time dipping his tongue in making me squirm from the tickling feeling. He then made his way to my panties. He bit the top of my panties and removed them with his teeth. I giggled with delight. He then stood up removed his own briefs and straddled me. He began kissing me again. His hands began massaging my breasts again. My moans becoming louder and more persistent. I wrapped my hand around his manhood and began stroking. He kissed down my chest and took my left breast into his mouth sucking and nipping at my nipple before switching to the right. His hand slid down my body and between my legs. He rubbed his fingers down my slit before plunging his index and middle finger inside my slick hole. He massaged my clit with his thumb while thrusting his fingers in and out at a rapid pace.I stroked him faster matching his pace within me. I whimpered and moaned as ecstasy began to overtake my body.
“Chris . . .I need you. . . .I need you in me.” I moaned.
He removed his fingers and slowly pushed the tip of his hardness into me. He slid into me slowly until I fully sheathed him with my warmth. He almost fully removed himself before slamming back into me hard several times. His pace quickened as my moans became louder. I felt electricity race through my body as waves of ecstasy over took me. My inner muscles clenched tight around Chris and he soon joined me in nirvana. I felt his body tremble with his own release. His head tossed back and a loud scream of joy escape his lips. He collapsed on to me after coming down. As he lay on top of me i felt his chest rise and fall as he tried to catch his breath.
“Don’t you have a match to get ready for?” I whispered into his ear.
“Yeah.” He said getting off of me.
“Chris if I tell you something will you promise me not to get mad.”
“If you promise you will not start crying again. You are going to give me a complex if you cry every time we have sex.” He said beginning to dress.
“Okay I promise.”
“I promise too then.”
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“I can’t see you after the show tonight.”
“Why not? ”
“I can’t. It would be to hard on me.”
“I leave tomorrow morning. I want you to come with me.”
“I can’t come with you. I love Teddy. I shouldn’t even be with you now but I . .” I felt tears welling up but I paused to hold them back. I had promised not to cry. “ . . I love you. . . ”
“I love you too Lily, That is why I want you to come with me.” Chris said interrupting me.
“No, listen, I love you but I have been with Teddy for over a year. I love him. Do you know what happened last night?”
“What?”
“Last night when I was with you Teddy called me four times. When we were having sex last night his mother was in the hospital. When I was giving you head this morning she . . .she died, Chris. I was with you when my boyfriend’s mother died. He needed me and I was in your hotel room. What am I going to tell him when he questions me on where I was when he needed me the most?”
“With Nina?”
“I don’t know how long I can keep you a secret from him. You will always be in my heart Chris but you just can’t be in my life. If I see you after the show I don’t know if I will be able to leave you. I have to go to Arizona this week for his mother’s funeral.”
“I need to see you tonight. We can just go out for a drink or dinner. Please, Lily. I just need to see you before I leave tomorrow.”
“I can’t Chris.”
“Just think about it okay. Think about it during the show. I will send a security guard for you after the show. If you want to see me go with him if not just tell him and he will tell me. But please . . .I want to see, no, I need to see you after the show.”
“Okay i will think about it.”
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The show was wonderful. Nina screamed in my ear when Jason and Adam came out. They were fighting Matt and Jeff in some sort of match involving ladders. Jay took a nasty bump falling off a ladder on to Matt’s head.
“Oh my poor baby” Nina said burring her head into my shoulder.
“I’m sure he will be okay Nina.” I said comforting her.
When Chris came out he was so cocky. Screaming something about RAW is Jericho! and how he was going to give Kurt Angle a Jericho beating he will never EEEEVVVERR forget! His cute little Canadian accent coming out when he said ‘again’
“Is this the guy I am falling in love with?” I thought to myself.
“Hey he changed his pants.” I said in surprise.
“He what?” Nina asked.
“He changed his pants. He was wearing silly looking ones with a dead lion on them before.”
“Before what? Before you fucked him?”
“Before the match but yes if you must know before I fucked him.” I snapped. “But it is not really just fucking. I think I love him, which can’t be good. He told me he loved me, which really can’t be good. I told him that I can’t see him after the show.”
“Why?”
“Because it will be too hard for me. I love Teddy and I know Teddy loves me so if I don’t go see Chris after the show I will not miss him as much when he is gone. The more time I spend with him the less I want to leave him.”
“Well I am going to see Jason after the show so I don’t know how you are going to get home. You came in my car.”
“I’ll take a taxi.”
“Why don’t you just stay. You can hang out with Adam and the Hardys.”
“I don’t think I should.”
“Damn it Lily Just stay. I won’t be long. A few hours maybe.” Nina snickered. “I have to see Jason before he leaves. The only boyfriend I have to worry about tonight is Jason.”
“Fine. I’ll stay I just won’t go see Chris. You don’t think Adam and them will mind me hanging out with them , do you?”
“I don’t think so. They are really nice guys.”
“Your winner, Chris Jericho” The announcer said.
Chris hopped out of the ring, pulled a piece of paper out of his pants and handed it to me before going up the ramp.
“What’s that?”
“I don’t know Nina.” I said opening the folded paper. I read it.
My Sexy Beautiful Lily,
I hope you have decided to see me after the show but if not I wanted you to have my cell phone number in case you ever need me or want me. I need you. I want you. I love you.
All My Love,
Chris
His cell phone number was at the bottom of the page.
“Nina,” I began crying. “He gave me his cell phone number. he said he needs me. He said he wants me. He said he loves me.”
“Let’s go to the back. You don’t want to be crying in front of all these people.”
“Okay.” I managed to choke out.
Nina found a security guard and told him we needed to go back to Jason’s dressing room.
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Back in Jason’s dressing room I sat on the couch and cried.
I heard Jason whisper to Nina. “Chris is right she does cry a lot.”
Nina smacked him on the arm and told him to be nice. Adam, Matt and Jeff just stood there staring at me crying. Every one soon began talking as if I was not even in the room.
“Why is she crying, Nina?” Matt asked.
“Chris told her he loved her.”
“Yeah , That would make me upset.” Jeff said sarcastically.
“Shut up, Jeff. She already has a boyfriend.”Jason snapped at him.
“Then why is she messing around with Chris?” Adam asked Nina.
“Teddy is in Arizona. I took her to the bar to help her get over being upset about him being gone. We weren’t sure when he was coming back because he went out there because his mom was sick. He will be coming back soon now though because his mom passed this morning. She is upset because . . . “
“I am in the room damn it!” I yelled interrupting her. “I am upset because when my boyfriend needed me most I was in Chris’s hotel room. I should have been home waiting for the man I love to call but I was out fucking someone else.”I screamed. “Just leave me alone now! Stop fuckin’ talking about me like I am not even here!” I brought my knees up to my chest buried my head in my hands and began bawling again.
“Maybe you should bring her home, Nina.” Jason said.
“Yeah I think I should.”
“Meet me at the hotel at midnight. I want to make sure I have some time with you before we leave.” Jason said kissing Nina.
“Okay.” She said “Come on, Lily. I will take you home.” She said helping me up and walking with me to the door.
“Bye guys.” she said to the men in the room.
“Bye Nina, Feel better Lily.” Matt said.
“Later Girls.” Jeff said.
“They’re ladies, Jeff. Good bye ladies.” Adam said.
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On our way out of the arena we passed Chris’s door. After we passed it I heard it open.
“Please don’t leave, Lily.” Chris called down the hall after me.
“She is upset Chris. She can’t stay.” Nina said back to him.
“Please Nina I need to see her.”
“I have to talk to you, Chris. Let me bring her out to the car and I will come back.”
“No you both can came in.”
“No, I need to talk to you alone.” She snapped. “I will be back in a few minutes.”
Chris went back in his room and slammed the door. I began to cry harder.
“Why is this so hard?” I managed to choke out.
“I don’t know Lil, I don’t know.”
When we got out to the car Nina opened my door and sat me down on the seat.
“Sit tight. i will be right back out okay.”
I nodded in agreement. She closed my door and i locked it. I saw her walk away back to the arena. I leaned the seat back and laid down. i just cried and cried. I must have fallen asleep because I woke up and we were back at my house. Nina unlocked my door and opened it.
“C’mon Lil I gotta get you in the house.”
I nodded again in agreement. Nina brought me into the house. She helped me change into my pajamas and gave me some advil for my growing headache. She put me to bed and gave me a kiss on my forehead.
“Don’t worry Lily. Everything will be all right. I will talk to him and try and help you.” Nina said as she shut my lights and closed my door.
I cried myself to sleep.
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The next morning, at about 11, Nina came back.
“Are they gone Nina?” I asked.
“Yes, Lil. Their plane left at 10.”
“I love him, Nina. I didn’t want to let him go.”
“I know, Lily.” she said hugging me. “I listened to your messages. Teddy’s mom’s funeral is on Friday. He booked you a flight out there tomorrow.”
“I can’t see Teddy. I will start crying about Chris again.”
“Just tell him you are crying because of his mom dyeing. The quicker you get back to Teddy the quicker you will get over Chris.”
“I don’t want to get over Chris. Nina, he holds a piece of my heart. He always will. Thing is Teddy holds a bigger piece.”
“Well, You told me yourself Teddy is your future. Chris will just have to be a memory of you past.”
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THE PRESENT . . .
That was the last time we talked about Chris until today.
I picked up the phone and called Nina.
“Nina. Teddy Left me.” I said quietly. I had no more tears left to cry.
“Why?”
“He found out about Chris.”
“How?”
“Chris called.”
“I knew he would.”
“How did you know?”
“Jason called me. He said they are back in town for a few days. He told me Chris never got you out of his heart or off his mind.”
“How did Chris get my number?”
“Last year when I went back in to talk to Chris, he begged me to give it to him. I thought he would have called before now. Why did you tell Teddy?”
“Teddy and I were watching a movie and the phone rang. I let the machine get it. It was Chris. I jumped when I heard his voice. He said he wanted to have an amazing night like last year. I tried to get to the phone but I was to late. he had hung up already. When I got back to the couch Teddy asked me who it was. I said no one but he told me that I wouldn’t have jumped up like that if it was no one. I had to tell him who it was. I said an some one I meet a year ago. He told me he heard the message and asked about my amazing night with Chris. I tried to lie but he saw right through me.”
“What did you tell him?”
“I told him what happened. i told him you and I went to the bar. I bumped into Chris. he offered to buy me a drink. I got drunk. He brought me to his room. I feel asleep on his couch. I spent the night with him. You and I had breakfast with him and Jason the next morning. We went to the show that night. I left crying.”
“Did you tell him you slept with him?”
“No, but he asked me. I figured he could have seen through my lies so I told him the truth. But I only told him about the first time.”
“What happened?”
“I tried to apologize but he said sex doesn’t just happen. Then he left me. I have no idea if he is coming back. I have no idea what to do.”
“Call Chris.”
“I want to see him but if there is any chance of me and Teddy getting back together i don’t want to ruin it by calling Chris.”
“ Call Teddy then.”
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“Teddy?”
“What do you want Lily?”
“Please come back. I need to talk to you.”
“We’re done talking, Lil. We are over. Go run to your little wrestler boyfriend.”
“He is not my boyfriend Teddy you are.”
“No Lily. I -was- your boyfriend.” Teddy snapped.
“Please Teddy. I love you.” I pleaded.
“Lily if you loved me you would not have slept with another man, especially when I was out of town visiting my dying mother. I just wish i would have found out a year ago so I wouldn’t have wasted so much time with you, you little slut.” He yelled at me.
“I am not a slut. I still love you.” I cried.
“Well I don’t love you anymore, Lily. I can’t love someone who hurts me so bad. Just think Lily, you lost me because of a one night stand.”
~~~~~~~Click~~~~~~~~~
He hung up on me.
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I called Nina.
“Nina I tried to talk to him. He called me a slut. He doesn’t love me anymore.” I began crying. “He said I lost him because of a one night stand.”
“Where is Teddy?”
“At his house.”
“I’ll call him and call you back.”
“Okay, bye.”
“Bye, Lil.”
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The Phone rang. I picked it up hoping it would be Nina.
“Hello?”
“Hello Beautiful.”
“Chris” I said in shock.
“I am glad you are there. I’ve missed you Sexy.”
“I’ve missed you too, Chris.”
“Come see me then.”
“I can’t”
“Why not?”
“I just can’t”
“Please Lily. It had been year since I’ve seen you. I’ve missed you so much, baby.”
“Please Chris. Stop asking me.I just can’t come see you now. I will call you later okay.”
“Okay Lily, I love you.”
“I . . .I . . No Bye Chris.”
~~~~~~~~Click~~~~~
I hung up on him.
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The phone rang again right away.
“Chris I said I’d call you later”
“He called you Lily?” Nina asked.
“Oh Nina! Sorry. Yeah he called. He wants me to go see him.”
“Are you going to go?”
“Depends.”
“On what?”
“What did Teddy say?”
“ He said you are a slut. He said he never wants to see you again and he said he doesn’t love you anymore.”
I began to cry. “I am not a slut, Nina.”
“I know, Lil. What are you going to do about Chris?”
“I am going to call him. Maybe he will come here before the show.”
“do you have his number?”
“Yes, remember he gave it to me last year after his match. I kept that note in the bottom of my jewelry box because he said he loved me.”
“Well go call him.”
“okay , bye.”
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“Talk to me.” I heard him say.
“Chris?”
“Yeah.”
“It’s Lily.”
“Hey beautiful. Are you going to come see me?”
“No . .”
“Why not?” He said interrupting me.
“Because you are going to come see me.”
“Are you still with Teddy?”
“No . . .”I said holding back my tears. “He left me this morning.”
“Why?”
“Because he found out about you. Now will you hang up and get over here. I need you.”
“I need you too baby. I will be right over.”
“okay, bye.”
“Bye, Lily, I love you.’
“I know, Just get over here.”
~~~~~~~~Click~~~~~~
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About ten minutes later there was a knock at my door. I ran over to the door and opened it.
“Hello Beautiful.” Chris said as I opened the door.
“CHRIS!!” I yelled as I threw my arms around him and kissed him all over his face.
“Miss me?”
“You know I did. Quick come inside.” I said pulling him in the door. “I’ve missed you so much, Chris. You have been on my mind everyday since you left. I even called out your name once when I was with Teddy. I don’t think he heard me though. And just so you know I cried after I had sex with him the first couple of weeks you were gone. He didn’t care though. He just would roll over and go to sleep. I should have gone with you. Teddy called me a slut today. He said I lost him because of a one night stand but it’s okay because you are here now.”
The expression on Chris’s face quickly changed.
“Lily, I didn’t come to be your rebound.”
“Chris, I love you. I need you in my life. My life has not been the same since you left. I want you.”
“Are you sure? Are you sure you just don't want me know because Teddy is gone?”
“No . . .Teddy doesn’t want me anymore. I know that. But that is not why I called you. I was going to call you when Teddy left anyway it just happens that he left for good.”
“ So you want me because You love me not because Teddy left you?”
“Yes. I realize now that you are the one I should have been with this past year not Teddy.” I said kissing him quickly on the lips. C’mon let me show you around the house.”
“Okay.”
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I dragged him around the house showing him all the rooms. The last room I showed him was my bed room. *wink*’
“This is my bedroom.” I said smiling.
“So?”
“So? what do you mean 'so'?” I snapped.
Chris laughed at me. He lifted me and carried me into the room. He placed me gingerly on the bed.
“I’ve missed you Chris.”I whispered as he crawled up the bed to lay next to me.
“I just want to hold you. I’ve missed you in my arms, Lily.” He said putting his arms around me and pulling me close to him. He began placing soft kisses on my neck. I fell asleep in his arms. Chris fell asleep too.
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“You are a Slut! I haven’t been gone 6 hours and already you are in someone else's arms.” Teddy began screaming.
I woke up with a start, sitting up to see Teddy standing in the doorway of my bedroom.
“Teddy!?! You said you weren’t coming back. You said you didn’t love me. Chris Loves me.” I screamed as Chris woke up and put his arms around my waist and his chin in my shoulder. “and I love him!”
“Just a few hours ago you were begging me to come back and telling me you love me, You little slut. You can’t love us both.”
“I can and I do but Chris loves me, you don’t! So I am going to be with the man that loves me.” I said getting off the bed and in Teddy’s face.
“Get out of my Face, Woman.” Teddy Screamed at me pushing me back onto the bed.
“Listen Man you really shouldn’t push her.” Chris said getting up, helping me up, and standing up to to Teddy.
“Maybe I should push you big man.”Teddy said pushing Chris down.
“You shouldn’t have done that.” Chris said standing up again. “I am going to give you a Jericho beating you will never EEEEEVVVVVEEEERRRR forget again.”
“There is that cute little accent again” I thought.
“What the hell are you talking . . .”
~~~~~Smack~~~~~~
Chris hit Teddy in the head. Teddy fell at Chris’s feet. Chris picked up Teddy’s legs and maneuvered him into the Walls Of Jericho. Teddy started crying.
“Let me go, Man. You can have her Just let me go.”
“What do you mean I can have her? I already have her. I want you to apologize for calling my baby a Slut.” Chris screamed at Teddy who was still in the Walls Of Jericho.
“Your baby?” Teddy cried as Chris dropped him. “Up until a few hours ago she was my baby. You are the reason we broke up, Asshole. You seduced her. You stole her away from me. You stole her heart. You stole my love.”
“Teddy you big baby! Get up!” I screamed. “He didn’t seduce me. I chose to sleep with him. It was my choice. He didn’t steal my heart. I gave it to him. He didn’t steal your love. I still love you, Teddy. You are the one who stopped loving me!! Give me back your key! Get out of my house!!! I am going to be with Chris now because I know he loves me.”
I kicked Teddy, who was sitting on the floor crying. He stood up reached in his pocket, took out his key, and handed to me. He hung his head and walked out.
“I am sick of him. He is always blames everything on everyone else. It’s your fault I love you. Okay well that is your fault.” I said as I kissed Chris. “but this is his fault. -He- left -me- this morning. It is his fault that he doesn’t have me anymore.”
“It is his fault that you are with me.” Chris said putting his arms around my waist pulling me close to him."
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