Please get it off me
I know it's there...
Please take it off
It's hurting me
What is it?
I don't know
But it's there,
I know it's there
It's what's on me
It's what disgusts people
It's what good people pretend they don't see
While they try to befriend me
It's what makes me unappealing
It's why I have so few friends
It's why I'll be alone forever
It's why he still hasn't called
It's why I'll always be the friend
It's why I'll be the fuck friend
It's why I'll be the cool chick
It's why I'm committed to spinsterhood
It's why I'm so tired
It's why I don't much care
It's why I sigh so much
And it's why I cry myself to sleep.
Written on April 15th, 2001