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"Get the hell out of here!" Jeff whined to his older brother Matt, and Matt's girlfriend Amy. They were making out again, and Jeff was getting sick of looking at it. "What's a matter? Are ya jealous little brother?" Matt teased. Jeff sat down infront of Matt's lap top and switched it on. "Jealous? no." The computer booted up and Jeff signed on. He hated computers. Matt was really into the whole cyber space thing. Matt would go online and check out the fansites of the hardy boyz, it was funny to read some of the fan fiction people wrote about them. But Jeff wasn't really so excited about it. It was rainy outside, and they didn't have to be at the arena for a few hours. There were few moments that Jeff Hardy could actually say it, but he was bored. Their schedules were usually so jam packed he didnt have time to be bored. But right now he was. Amy and Matt got up to go swimming in the hotel's indoor pool, "You coming Jeff?" Matt asked while getting up from the bed and stretching. "Go with you two, watch you suck face for a few more hours, and miss the opportunity to be alone by myself, thanks but no thanks, I'll pass. Besides I already swam like 50 laps while you were busy playin tonsil hockey up here." Jeff stated. Amy and Matt left and Jeff was alone in the room. He decided to check out a chat room.
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Entering chat WwF
Jhardy has entered the room
Mike881_: eww, a Jeff Hardy Fan. That guys a fag.
Jhardy: No, he's not!
Mike881_: sure he is, what st8 guy wears fish net stockings and is so worried about his hair
Jhardy: Look, you get into a wrestling ring and perform half the stuff that he does every night, and then I'll have this arguement with you, ok sunny boy?
SwantonGrl98: LoL! good point Jhardy, asl?
Jhardy: Thank you SwantonGrl98. I'm 23 m MI right now anyway, I travel a lot. u?
SwantonGrl98: I'm 22 f NJ.... Jeff Hardy you're favorite wrestler?
Jhardy: He's cool, but I loved Shawn Michaels. Why? What do you think of Hardy?
SwantonGrl98: Oh, I think he's awesome! The things he does in the ring, are so crazy. He scares me sometimes, but you can't not be in awe when you watch him, ya know?
Jhardy: i guess i see what you are saying.
SwantonGrl98: So, what do you look like?
Jhardy: I'm 6'1, about 215lbs long hair. How else can i describe?
SwantonGrl98: what color eyes do you have? and what color hair?
Jhardy: umm... hair color depends on my mood, and my eyes are green.
Jhardy: u?
SwantonGrl98: Well, I'm 5'5, 125lbs, blonde hair with blue tips, and blue eyes.
Jhardy: sounds cute. What do you do for fun?
SwantonGrl98: Shop, dye my hair, watch wrestling, hey, I'm going to Raw in 3 weeks! when they come to East Ruthaferd, NJ at the continental airline arena.
Jhardy: I hate that arena.
SwantonGrl98: You've been there?
Jhardy: a few times.
SwantonGrl98: cool, what have you seen there.
Jhardy: been to wrestling there.
SwantonGrl98: Hey, i g2g, will you email me later?
Jhardy: ya, I'll email you, whats your name btw?
SwantonGrl98: It's anna, u?
Jhardy: its jeff.
SwantonGrl98: haha very funny, whats your name.
Jhardy: im serious.
SwantonGrl98: ok, Jeff, talk to you later.
Jhardy: ok, bye.
SwantonGrl98 has left the room
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>Private Mail
>Date: Saturday, January 13, 2001 3:32 a.m.
>From: JHardy@wrestling.com
>To: SwantonGrl98@HardyGurl.com
>Subj: What up Anna?
Hey It's me Jeff, sorry I didn't get back to you sooner I've been busy with work and traveling and stuff. Aslo this isn't my computer it's my brothers, so He's usually hogging it up. I'm kind new at the whole internet thing, so, I'm really hoping this email gets to you. Well, just wanted to say hi, I'm gonna go to sleep now, talk to you soon.
-Jeff.
>Private Mail
>Date: Saturday, January 13, 2001 5:20 p.m.
>From: SwantonGrl98@HardyGurl.com
>To: JHardy@wrestling.com
>Subj: Re: What up Anna?
Hey Jeff, I was glad to hear from you. Whatis it exactly that you do? Always traveling and you were up at past three I saw when you sent the message. Must be an interesting job. I work at a small art store in my town. It's not much, but it's what im interested in and it pays the bills, so... that's what i do with my time. Not to get to personal, but, are you involved with anyone? I would like to know more about you. Write back soon. Take care.
Love,
Anna
>Private Mail
>Date: Tuesday, January 16, 2001 1:22 a.m.
>From: JHardy@wrestling.com
>To: SwantonGrl98@HardyGurl.com
>Subj: Me again!
Hey Anna, Don't worry about getting to personal, it's cool to have someone to talk to. Since I travel a lot, I don't have time to sit around and talk about these things with friends, so it's good to be able to share personal things with you. No, i'm not attached to anyone right now, and it is mainly because no women in her right mind would put up with my crazy schedule. And How bout you? seeing anyone you'd like to talk about? hhhhmmmm...... My job? you asked what i do for a living, and well, im an actor. I put on plays all over the country. that's all. You work in an art store? that's really cool. Do you do any kind of art work yourself? I'm very into stuff like that. If i had more time on my hands I would do it more often then i do. but when im traveling I'm always doodling or sketching something. I guess I'm pretty good at stuff like that, it also helps the time go by. Well, I'm gonna catch some zzzz's talk to you soon.
-Jeff
>Private Mail
>Date: Tuesday, January 16, 2001 3:45p.m.
>From: SwantonGrl98@HardyGurl.com
>To: JHardy@wrestling.com
>Subj: Re: Me again!
Hey Jeff, An actor? that's cool, anything interesting that I would know? I think that's really cool to be able to perform infront of people like that. I wish I could do something like that, but I've always been on the shy side. Like I watch this wrestling stuff, and I see girls like Lita... she's got so much guts to hang with the big boys. She goes out there and is just as impressive as any of those guys. I didn't really like her at first, but know I have a lot of respect for Lita. You asked me if i was seeing anyone, and the answer is no I'm not. I was with a guy for 2 1/2 years but we recently split up because we just werent the same people anymore. I dont know if that's a good or bad thing. but thats what happened.
I'll talk to you later!
Love,
Anna
>Private Mail
>Date: Wednesday, January 17, 2001 12:14 p.m.
>From: JHardy@wrestling.com
>To: SwantonGrl98@HardyGurl.com
>Subj: Re: Me again!
Hey Anna, Nothing to big, small plays here and there. You seem so outgoing, I'm surprised to hear that you are a shy girl. I aslo get the butterflies before I go out and perform, but once you get out there you feed off the crowd. You just get energy from them and you forget any fear that you had ahead of time. Yea, I know what you are saying about Amy being able to hang with the guys, She's one tuff cookie. Just goes to show you that when you put your mind to it... you can do anything, ya know? You mentioned that you split up with your boyfriend because you werent the same people anymore... I just wanna tell you, it's cool not to be the same person after 2 1/2 years. If I was with someone for 2 1/2 years, and they never changed, I would think that it would get boring. People look at change like it's such a bad thing. I look at it completley the opposite. Change is great. Change is growth. You just gotta find someone that you can grow with, and not grow apart from. Well there was my little insight for the day. talk to you later.
-Jeff
>Private Mail
>Date: Wednesday, January 17, 2001 12:33 p.m.
>From: SwantonGrl98@HardyGurl.com
>To: JHardy@wrestlingcom
>Subj: Re: Me again!
Hey! what are you doing online. this is like the first email i have gotten from you at a normal hour. I loved your little insights, You seem like a real deep, and down to earth person. I like that. You spoke about Amy.. at first I was like, who the hell is amy.... but then relized it was Lita. Wierdo! You think you and Lita are on a first name basis? haha. LoL. Well, if you are still on IM me, ok?
Love,
Anna
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JHardy: Boo!
SwantonGrl98: ahhh! scared me :-p
Jhardy: aww, I'm sorry, forgive me? 8*-(
SwantonGrl98: of course! I cant resist.
Jhardy: oh i see how you can not resist my charm.
SwantonGrl98:LoL, so what are you doin home in the afternoon in the middle of the week?
Jhardy: got the day off, so im just sitting round eating carmel popcorn. *tosses popcorn up and catches it in his mouth*
SwantonGrl98: very cute.
Jhardy: of course its cute! its me!
SwantonGrl98: Funny Jeff.
Jhardy: You know, thanks to you, I've become obsessed with checking my emails and going online. Before you I cound't care less about all this internet web chat cyber stuff..
SwantonGrl98: LoL! glad to turn you into a bum.
Jhardy: Were you always into this stuff?
SwantonGrl98: For awhile. I met someone from online once.
Jhardy:Really? what happened?
SwantonGrl98: We were talking for awhile online, then he started to call me and we spoke on the phone for a few months, and then it only seemed natural to meet face to face.... it didnt go as well as i thought. he made himself seem so perfect online, and then when we met face to face... he was anything but perfect. he was like 5'6 and over 3 hundred pounds. not that im a shallow person, but looks are somewhat important to me.
Jhardy: you're not shallow at all.. i actually agree and i think
JHardy has left the conversation
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Just then Matt walked out of the shower. "What's with you man?" Matt question, "You've been so secretive with that damn lap top of mine. You been checking out porn sites?" Matt asked while rumaging through his suit case. Jeff ignored his older brother and went and rested on his bed.
"Jeff, tell me what you are thinking?"
Matt asked, more curious then concerned.
"Ever think that if you were a poor regular guy who worked behind a desk somewhere, Would Amy still wanna be with you?" Jeff questioned.
"Yeah I've thought about it. She loves me for me, and I don't work behind a desk, and I happen to be a wrestler. She doesn't love me because of that... But it happens to work out like that. why?"
"I just wondered, If someone didn't know what i did, would they still know me?"
"Jeff, your mind works differently then other peoples, this quick brotherly chat can turn into a 4 hour discssion with you. Try not to think so much kid." Matt said patting his brother on thhe back and walking away.
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Months passed and Jeff and Anna spoke almost every day online. He grew quite fond of her, and liked being able to talk to her as Jeff, not Jeff Hardy of the Hardy Boyz, the wrestler in the World Wrestling Federation.
He didn't want to lie to her, but he couldn't tell her the truth now. Not only would she be upset he lied but probably embarresed of all the things she said about Jeff hardy to Jeff hardy. Like this one time she told him of a dream she had about him, it got pretty kinky and pretty hot, if she knew she was talking to Jeff about Jeff, surely she would not be happy. So he continued to lie, but still remained her friend. Jeff never understood the power of the internet and the people you meet online, and how a simple conversation with a stranger miles away from you could shape your life. He never understood people's attraction to the world wide web, and never cared to understand, until that one rainy day when he was bored and was fortunate enough to sign online and check into the same chat room as a screen name SwantonGrl98. Anna and him shared secrets about the past, about the future, and just about anything. Jeff found himself constinley thinking about her, worrying about her, and everytime he wanted to tell her just how much he cared.... he reminded himself that all she was is a stranger that he doesnt even know.
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