Far Away
Chapter 1
“This is so
stupid. Why do I have to go all the way
to England just so I can watch you and Dad get drunk off your asses with your
friends? It makes NO sense, Mom!” Jetta
growled, crossing her arms in front of her chest, not believing what her
parents were doing to her. Didn't
turning eighteen mean ANYTHING to them?
It always happened this way and she wondered what she'd done so horrible
in her life to make them not trust her, their own daughter? Their ONLY child. It made no sense whatsoever, but there it
was.
“Darling, honestly,
it's just for a party. Besides, we go
every year. If not for your schooling,
you would have gone as well.” Jetta's mother replied, reaching out to fluff her
daughter's hair gently. “Now please,
promise that you'll be on your best behavior?
You know the Radcliffe’s are among our dearest friends, darling. You will be a good girl, now won't you?”
Sometimes she forgot Jetta was an adult and tended to speak to her like she was
still running around in nappies.
“Mom, when are you
going to realize that I'm not your little girl anymore?” She asked softly,
staring in the mirror, her reflection staring back at her. Jetta had long, strawberry blonde hair that
had more gold in it than anything with sparkling sapphire blue eyes. She'd inherited her mother's hair and her
father's eyes, which sometimes she wished she would've inherited her OWN
looks. “I know the Radcliffe’s are nice
and everything, but why can't I just stay home?” If there was one thing Jetta
did NOT like, it was flying, especially across the Atlantic Ocean.
“Because I promised
Mrs. Radcliffe -Marcia- that you would come this year. She is so looking forward to seeing you again
darling. Surely this one time isn't
going to kill you. Honestly Jetta, it's
only once a year.” Cathleen said, a slight frown marring her features. “It'll be a nice family holiday. I miss England and I'd simply love to return
home, with you coming along as well.
Have you finished packing?” She asked, suddenly steering the
conversation in another direction.
Jetta grumbled,
raking a hand through her hair, glaring over at her bag like it'd personally
wronged her. She hated flying and she
hated her parents for forcing her to do this.
Cathleen had grown up in England with Marcia and Alan Radcliffe. They went to school together and Marcia and
Alan were sweethearts all throughout their years. It was a little different compared to
America, but Jetta was proud to be one.
She hated England because it always rained every time they went. This time would be no different, she was sure
of it.
As if reading her
only child's mind, Cathleen smiled tenderly.
“Darling, I'm sure it won't be as bad as you're thinking. It could be worse; we could always be
traveling to Scotland. Now there's a
wet, dreary country.” Laughing softly, she walked out of the bedroom to leave
Jetta to finish her own packing as well as overseeing the house-maids final
list of tasks while they were away. “We
leave in ten minutes, Jetta!” She called back over her shoulder, high heels
clicking as she walked.
“Damn!” She cursed,
mumbling under her breath at her mother's overjoyed voice. Didn't she realize her daughter did NOT want
to do this? “She doesn't care.” Jetta
snarled and kicked over her bag, wearing a pair of jeans with a red top that
hung over her right shoulder and it was long sleeved, cotton. Her bangs were cut at an angle, covering most
of her face, and were long as it cascaded down her back to hug her waist perfectly. With a sigh, Jetta whipped out her cell phone
and dialed her best friend, Kary's number, letting her know she couldn't get
out of this predicament.
“England's not THAT
bad.” Kary consoled, sounding disappointed that they wouldn't be spending the
holiday together. Jetta would be traveling
and Kary was stuck at home, how unfair!
“Look at the bright side of it all Jet; you can meet some hot new
guys. Face it; American boys are just
about all the same. They're more
interested in sports or business than anything else. Maybe this trip won't be a total waste after
all.” She said bracingly, trying to cheer her best friend up.
“This is such bull
though! I'm eighteen, Kary and they
still think of me as their little girl!
God, I really was looking forward to spending the holiday with you too.”
Jetta replied sharply, sighing heavily as she slid on her black, steel toed
boots that went with the outfit perfectly.
She snorted when she heard Kary say that about the American boys and
nodded. “I have to agree with you on the
boy issue. American men all want sex,
but then again, England boys are probably the same.” She rolled her eyes, not
really looking forward to meeting an England moron who she would hardly
understand due to how they spoke.
Kary snorted through
the phone. “Men are all the same, sex is
all they're after. But you'll be in
Europe. European men are supposed to be
the best.” Her voice turned teasing for a moment then back to serious. “Just try to enjoy yourself; at least you'll
get to be somewhere new and exciting.
And you can call me whenever you need an ear.”
“Jetta, we're
getting ready to leave, darling!”
Jetta groaned when
she heard her annoying mother calling her and sighed, nodding at Kary's
encouragement. “Thanks sis, I'm going to
need it. I'll call you when we land.”
She stated, sending her love and apologies once more before heading
downstairs. While she was on the phone,
the butler, Michael, had come up to retrieve her bags, carrying them down to
the limo for her that they'd be taking to the airport. “This sucks.” She announced once she took the
final step down the stairs, crossing her arms in front of her chest, lips
pursed tightly together.
Cathleen exchanged
looks with her husband, Richard, her own lips pursing. “Would it hurt to at least try and pretend to
get along?” She asked, clearly sounding annoyed with her daughter.
“We're not going to
be gone that long, Jetta.” Richard added, helping his wife into her coat. “Then you can come home and do whatever it is
you young kids do these days.”
Cathleen stared at
her daughter expectantly.
“Whatever, let's
just get this over with.” Jetta muttered, loud enough for them to hear, and
shot her parents a scathing look before storming out the front door and toward
the limo. Being rich definitely had its
perks, but also low points because Jetta was always kept under a lock and
key. She thought turning eighteen would
change that, but once again, she was sadly mistaken.
The ride to the
airport was filled with a strained silence as was the actual flight. Once the captain announced they were
preparing to land, Cathleen glanced at Jetta.
She hid a yawn behind her hand, having fallen asleep on the long flight;
though she knew jet lag would be catching up shortly. “Are you tired dear? We'll be met by the Radcliffe's chauffer and
taken directly to their manor. We'll go
straight to bed, how's that sound?”
“Peachy.” Jetta
muttered, her eyes never straying from the window, and buckled up when the bell
sounded to do so. She leaned back
against her seat and mentally counted back from ten, taking in deep, sharp
breaths, her eyes tightly shut. The
worst part about flying for Jetta was the take-off, due to the ear popping, and
the landing because sometimes they did it rough.
Richard reached over
to take her hand, squeezing gently. He
knew she hated flying and could understand why; he wasn't too fond of it
himself. He grunted when the landing was
rough, not expecting anything less but hating it anyway. He sighed in relief when they finally stepped
down the ladder and his feet were on solid ground. “Much better.”
Cathleen looked
energetic, probably at being in her land of birth. “There's Dick.” She said, waving at the
familiar face. “Shall we?”
“Cathleen, Richard
how lovely to see you both again.” Dick greeted with a smile, kissing
Cathleen's hand before bowing, shaking Richard's hand. “And who might this beautiful goddess be?” He
asked, staring over at the strawberry blonde, who did not look happy to be in
his presence, though he pushed that to the side.
Jetta didn't say
anything at first until her mother shot her a look, causing her to sigh with a
roll of her eyes. “Jetta Williams, I'm
their very unhappy daughter who hates flying and I don't want to be here.” She
ignored her parents scathing looks and crossed her arms in front of her
chest. What did they honestly expect,
for her to be civil?
“Ah yes, well I'm
sure we shall change your mind, my dear.
Shall we then? Lord and Lady
Radcliffe have been looking forward to your arrival all summer long.”
“Lets.” Cathleen
shot her daughter a scathing look, linking her arm with Jetta's. “Behave yourself.” She said softly.
Richard had to hide
a smile behind his hand, coughing to cover a chuckle. He returned his wife's scowl with an innocent
look. “Sorry sweetheart, something got
caught in my throat.” He said, sliding into the car behind them.
Jetta smirked at her
father, knowing he was snickering at what she said. They had an understanding, not to mention the
fact that Jetta was a full out, one hundred percent daddy's little girl. Anything she would whim and plead for enough,
she'd get, except her freedom. That was
due to her mother wanting to keep her under that lock and key and not even her
father could stop that from happening.
They walked out of the airport, getting checked by security momentarily,
and slid into the limo. Jetta rolled her
eyes as rain hit the pavement, knowing it was going to rain the entire time
they were there now.
“Lovely weather,
isn't it?” Richard asked cheerfully, ignoring his wife's scowl. He loved her to pieces but he did also love
to get a rise out of her. “How's the
weather been this summer, Dick?” His smile broadened when Dick announced it had
reached as high as the mid-thirties. “As
much as all that? Good thing we brought our bathing suits, eh?”
Jetta was giggling
on the other side of the limousine, shaking her head back at her father's
jokes, knowing her mother could not stand his dry sense of humor. “Oh yes, not to mention our sun block,
towels, oh and did I mention that I love swimming in the freezing cold?” She
snorted when her father chuckled while her mother just shook her head, refusing
to look at both of them. Like father
like daughter, that's exactly what Cathleen was thinking and Jetta knew it,
which made her grin.
“I do hope this
weather subsides while you're here, Mr. Williams. It's such a pity that you can never see the
beautiful sunny day in England, truly remarkable.” Dick replied as he stopped
at light, his windshield wipers on full blast since the drizzling rain had
turned into an all-out downpour.
“I'm from England,
remember?” Richard replied good-naturedly.
“I'm just too used to the American weather, I suppose. When I first moved there I couldn't stand how
hot it was, now I can't stand how cold England is.”
“You'll adjust
darling.”
“I know. That's why
I brought my Bermuda shorts and my tropical shirts.”
Jetta laughed more
as she shook her head, loving her father more and more. She often wondered why her parents moved to
America, but never asked, knowing it was none of her business. They had the England accents and she didn't,
which made her wonder sometimes if she was adopted. Though the unmistakable similarities between
the three were far too much to even consider adoption. She was theirs fully, blood and all.
“And here we are, My
Lord and Ladies.” Dick announced, pulling up to the monstrous sized mansion
that almost looked like a castle, causing Jetta to blink back at it.
“Question, are we
visiting the Queen of England or is this some sort of joke?”
“This is the normal
among the older families, Jetta. We have
a manor house as well though I'm afraid it's no longer in living condition.”
Cathleen sounded sad for a moment before smiling brightly, slipping out of the
limo. “Marcia!”
“Just remember
Princess,” Richard said, detaining Jetta for a second. “You come from the same stock as these
people. That and they're friendly,
they'll just seem odd.”
“No kidding.” Jetta
muttered back at her father and raked a hand through her hair, her bangs
falling over one eye, though she could clearly see through the thin strands as
her mother hugged a woman. She was
beautiful with blonde hair and deep green eyes, her body clad in what looked
like a deep burgundy gown and her hair was pinned up, looking truly like royalty.
“Richard, how
wonderful to see you again, old chap!
How the blazes have you been?” Alan asked, his tone holding somewhat of
a Scottish accent to it, but people had to listen closely in order to catch it. He had black hair and deep blue eyes, wearing
a black suit with a crisp white shirt beneath, a bowtie around his neck. “It's been far too long.” He stated and
walked over, pulling Cathleen in for a long embrace while Richard did the same
with Marcia.
Again, Jetta
wondered why in the Hell her parents dragged her along again on this trip.
“You look marvelous,
Marcia.” Richard was saying as Alan complimented his wife. “I keep bloody
wondering how Alan ever snagged you.”
Marcia laughed, a
small blush creeping in her cheeks. “I'm
sure Alan wonders the same about Cathleen, you two are still nothing but
rascals. Oh- this must be Jetta!”
Cathleen beamed,
motioning her daughter forward. “Jetta,
I doubt you'd remember Marcia and Alan.
But where is your son?”
“Business as usual.”
“Good afternoon, Mr.
and Mrs. Radcliffe.” Jetta greeted solemnly, not hiding the disdain in her
voice, but decided to be civil toward these people. She was stuck here so she might as well get
used to it for the next week since that's how long they were staying.
“It's nice to meet
you both.” She added when her mother shot her another scathing look and once
again ignored it, crossing her arms in front of her chest.
“You're beautiful
just like your mother, dear one.” Alan complimented with a soft smile, ignoring
her tone of voice, and grabbed her hand as he pressed a soft kiss to the back
of it. “Shall we go inside? It's awfully chilly out here and Samantha has
dinner prepared for us in the dining room.
Our son should be along any moment.” He nodded at Dick before ushering
their guests inside.
Chapter 2
“Of course he'd
generally away from home what with work and all.” Marcia said airily, following
behind with her arm linked through Cathleen’s.
“But this is supposed to be his little break. Tell me Jetta, how do you like
our England so far? Dreary country isn't
it?” She laughed. “It's wet, but a
lovely place.”
“So wet Jetta and I
decided to bring rafts, just in case.” Richard teased, winking at his
daughter. “Right, honey?”
“Sure dad. I have the ores in my suitcase.” She replied
with a smirk, causing Allen and Marcia to laugh along with them while Cathleen
just stared at her husband and daughter in shock. “England is...not America. I like America better.” She replied, smiling
when they both just nodded at her in understanding.
“America is a lovely
place, but England is much more peaceful.
Not too much happens around here.” Alan consoled as they walked into the
dining room, which was set for royalty and nothing less.
“I miss that.”
Cathleen said wistfully. “We're always
hearing about something completely dreadful on the radio or telly.”
Marcia nodded
sympathetically. “I know we hear about a
lot of things too. Of course we have
crime here as well, just not to the extent.”
“Everywhere in the
world there's crime. You have crime
India for heaven's sake. Of course you
don't hear about it.” Richard put in, defending his new home, though he wasn't
being rude about it.
“Very true.”
For the remainder of
the evening, Jetta was forced to sit there at the dinner table, listening as
the four bustled and talked about politics.
She finally stood up, excusing herself for the night, and headed
upstairs to her staying room that their maid, Samantha, prepared for her. She slammed the door shut in the maid's face,
completely livid that she was forced to be here instead of in America, her
home, with her friends, the people who cared most about her. Ripping her clothes off, Jetta changed into a
red nightgown before slipping into bed, wanting to wake up from this horrible
nightmare. Within moments, she was
asleep, the rain glistening off her balcony bedroom window.
~!~
Jetta was woken up
the next day by Marcia and Cathleen giggling like a pair of school girls,
gushing over each other's dresses. “Of
course the party won't start until tonight but what a day! Caterers, last minute decorations and of
course making ourselves up.” Marcia chuckled from outside Jetta's doorway. “I love that dress, Cat.”
“I adore yours. Francine?”
“Of course. Should
we wake Jetta?”
“Would you two just
shut up?” Jetta growled through the door, her head pounding, and knew it was
from jetlag. She sighed when her bedroom
door was thrown open and heard more giggling, wishing she was dead at that
moment. She'd pulled the comforter up
over her face, hoping they wouldn't notice her, and growled when her mother
pulled it from her. “I want to
SLEEP! It's my damn vacation is it
not?!”
“It is but we have
things to do.” Cathleen said matter-of-factly.
“That and you've slept till past noon, up you get lazybones.”
“We have to go to
the salon, dear. Sadie does the most wonderful things with hair, she's simply
astonishing. Of course you have to keep
scissors out of her hands; she insists that short hair is the way to go.” Marcia
clucked her tongue, opening the drapes.
“Jetta, would you like brekkie to be sent up on a tray, dear?”
“No, I'd like both
of you clowns to get OUT of my room so I can sleep more and I'm NOT going to
the salon with you yakking morons! My
hair is staying down and the way it is, you don't like it, send me a postcard
and I'll stick it in my 'I don't give a shit' box, k?” Jetta snapped, standing
up from her bed, and stormed into the connecting bathroom, slamming the door
shut hard behind her before locking it.
Cathleen's hand flew
to her mouth as she stared at the bathroom door, glancing at her friend to see
the same look on her face. “I'm
sorry. Jetta has the worst temper.” She
apologized.
Marcia took a minute
to recover before nodding. “She's still
a child; she'll grow out of it.” She assured her friend, patting her on the
shoulder lightly before escorting Cathleen from the room.
Jetta growled when
she heard that and held back from smashing the mirror with her fist, not
believing what Marcia just said about her!
She was NOT a child damn it! She
was an adult and had been forced to come here!
Finally counting back from then, Jetta started her bath, since showers
weren't accustomed in England, and slipped her nightgown and garments off
before leaning back. She knew she'd have
to apologize later for her behavior, but at the moment, she could honestly care
less.
Richard and Alan
were lucky; they got to meander around the house. The party was strictly a women's affair. All they had to do was wear their tuxes and
show up. Richard excused himself from
the billiards table to go check on Jetta later that afternoon when she hadn't
come down. He knocked lightly on the
door before walking in. “Jetta, honey,
everything alright?”
Jetta sighed as she
stared out the window, wearing a pair of black pajama pants with a white tank
top, her hair in a ponytail, though her bangs still fell over her eye. “I'm fine, daddy. Just thinking is all.” She replied solemnly,
pressing her forehead to the cool glass, missing Kary more and more. She'd called and left a message, knowing Kary
was probably with the gang, and wished she could be there having fun instead of
her wallowing in her self-pity. “I'm
sure mother told you about earlier.”
Richard nodded
thoughtfully. “I'd rather be out playing
golf than billiards but it's only for a short while. Yes, your mother did tell me. You were incredibly rude, especially in front
of our hostess.” He didn't sound scolding, his tone mild. “Though Marcia is a gracious enough woman to
write it off to your jetlag and young years.” He smiled at her facial
expression. “Face it Princess, everyone
older than you is going to see you as a child.
Especially your mum and me, we still see the angel in nappies.”
“I know, but it's
really frustrating and this morning it was my jetlag.” She sighed heavily,
looking down at the floor, wrapping her arms around herself. “I had a massive headache and I felt like I
was going to throw up when they barged in, sounding like a couple of banshees. It just...angered me because I wanted to sleep
for a few more hours. You know what
flying does to me, daddy.”
“Tears your head and
stomach up the same as it does mine.” Richard nodded. “No worries pet, I'm sure your mum will
forget all about it. She loves it here,
Jetta. She never wanted to leave.” He
explained, sitting down on the bed. “So
this holiday means a lot to her. Just
try to tolerate it for a bit, alright?”
Jetta stared back
into her father's blue eyes and nodded with a sigh, walking over and hugging
him around the neck. “Very well, I'll do
it...for you.” She smirked when he grinned at her and kissed his cheek, living
up to her Daddy's Little Girl part fully.
“I suppose I should start getting ready, huh?” She grumbled, not
particularly fond of wearing dresses.
“Probably.” Richard pulled
a face. “I'm not looking forward to it
anymore then you are. It'll be a bunch
of people, some I'll know, some I won't.
Stuffy men smoking cigars and women with talons for nails.” He sighed
melodramatically. “It's cruel being
rich, let me tell you.” He smirked when she giggled. “That's better. You want me to send up the maid to help you
dress?”
“No thank you, I can
handle it. You know how much I loathe
being helped when it comes to dressing.” She replied, smiling at her father,
and kissed his other cheek before pushing him toward the door gently. “I'll see you down there in a few hours.” As
soon as her father left after kissing her forehead, she sighed, thanking the
stars she had at least ONE decent parent who was on her side. Swallowing hard, Jetta walked over to her
closet and opened it, groaning at the dress that stared back at her. Getting in it was going to be a task in
itself and she hoped she was prepared for it as she took it off the rack.
Cathleen stood in
the dressing room, examining her dress.
She sighed, smoothing the material over her hips. She would kill to have her younger figure
back. Not that she wasn't attractive,
but age was finally catching up with her, as well as gravity. Shaking her head with a laugh, she went to
knock on Jetta's door, walking in after getting a muffled come in. “Darling, do you need help?” She asked,
watching as Jetta struggled with the gown.
“No, I'm fine, it
just feels strange.” She replied and turned to face her mother in the gown, a
shaky smile on her lips. Her hair was
down, shimmering from the bath she'd had prior to dressing for the ball the
Radcliffe’s held every year, and smoothed her gown down her stomach. It was a strapless flat taffeta dress that
fit her every curve and flared toward the bottom, right at her thighs it seems,
and went down, knowing if she didn't have heels on, it would cover her
feet. Black eyeliner outlined her eyes,
bringing out the blue in them even further, and she had just a tint of dark
pink eye shadow on along with clear gloss on her lips, her cheeks not needing
blush since she had natural roses within them.
A dark pink stone shaped in a heart hung around her neck on a silver
necklace and she had on a bracelet with a clip in her hair, pulling it away
from her face, though her bangs angled, covering her other side. She looked breathtakingly beautiful.
Cathleen studied her
daughter, tears springing to her eyes.
“You look... so grown-up and beautiful.” She finally whispered, sounding
as teary as she looked. “I'd hug you
but I'm afraid it'd ruin our dresses.” She was actually afraid Jetta would push
her away. She offered a watery
smile. “You look lovely, darling, simply
lovely.” Then her smile grew mischievous.
“Your father is going to be busy tonight keeping all the young men away
from you, I even think he brought his big stick.”
Jetta giggled when
she heard that, smiling at her mother, and walked over as she hugged her
gently, not wanting to wrinkle their dresses.
“You look gorgeous, Mom. You
haven't aged a bit with the pictures I've seen.” She grinned when Cathleen just
blushed and shook her head before walking over to stare in the full length
mirror. “Do me a favor and let me have
some fun tonight, please. Just one night
of freedom, Mom.” She pleaded staring at her mother through the mirror, her
eyes mirroring what she was asking.
Cathleen looked
taken aback. Instead of scolding, she
took a few minutes to mull over her daughter's words. Finally, she clasped her hands before her,
staring at Jetta through the mirror. “I
didn't realize I was that bad.” She said softly, apologetically. “Of course dear, have a blast that is what
you American young people say isn't it?”
“Yes Mom, it is and
you're not that bad. You're
just...overprotective.” She smiled, touching her mother's face delicately, and
looked back at the mirror as she ran her fingers through her long, angled
bangs, nodding when she got them perfect.
“Well, I guess we should head down.” She suggested, turning around to
face Cathleen, and cleared her throat.
She wanted to apologize, but in all honesty, now wasn't the proper time
and even she knew that.
“We should, from the
sounds of it everything is in full swing.” Cathleen agreed, beaming at her
daughter. She linked arms with Jetta and
walked out of the room with her, feeling Jetta tense at the foot of the
steps. “Don't worry darling, just try to
have fun. Please, don't drink too much
though. You are of age here.” She smiled
slightly, disappearing down the stairs and into the crowd.
Jetta smiled at her
mother and took her words to heart, knowing for once she was free tonight,
truly free. With a deep breath, her hand
pressed on the banister as she began slowly walking down the stairs, her heels
clicking softly against the smooth rock steps.
She arrived at the first set of stairs and stopped, watching as everyone
bustled about, talking and reminiscencing, truly having a great time. She smiled and tucked her hair behind her
ear, leaving the other side alone that covered her eye, and headed down to the
party.
He had been talking
with a few friends of his parents, being polite and answering their
questions. He honestly found it
boring. He was home to relax, not
discuss work. That was the crux of his
chosen profession. His passion more like
it. So he put up with it. He felt that these people being friends would
understand but apparently he was mistaken.
His eyes scanned the room, searching for a way out then landed on a
woman he had never seen before. He knew
it was rude to stare but he couldn't help himself. Well, at least his mouth was
closed.
A man walked over to
her and took her hand, kissing the back of it, and she in turn kissed his
cheek. “Go on, daddy. Go have a blast.” She winked, causing Richard
to chuckle, and nodded before rejoining his friends as she took a glass of wine
from the nearby waiter. She walked
around the room, seeing so many unfamiliar faces, and sighed, wishing somebody
was there that was her age to talk too, somebody that wasn't thirty or
older. She snorted at the thought and
took a long swallow of her wine.
As if a genie had
granted her wish, a man around her age with dark brown almost black hair and
startling blue eyes appeared before her, a glass of wine in his own hand. “Hello.” He greeted, extending his free hand
to take hers, pressing a kiss to the back of it. “I don't believe we've met before?” He smiled
at her then glanced over her shoulder, immediately setting down both their
glasses. “Dance with me?” He asked,
looking over her shoulder still. “Please,
before these old women attack me.”
Jetta could only
blink at this handsome man, who looked around her age, and decided it couldn't
hurt as she nodded. “Sure.” She softly
said, allowing him to guide her to the dance floor, and was pulled into his
massive arms, his strong body. “I'm
Jetta.” She said, introducing herself, and smiled when he spun her around
before dipping her as the music flowed through the air.
Chapter 3
“That is a beautiful
and very unusual name.” He commented, smiling as he twirled her again, catching
her tightly when she came spinning back.
“Jetta... I like it.” He took one of her hands in his, his eyes lighting
up when the music changed. “Do you
tango?” He didn't give her time to answer, just placed one hand around her
waist, pulling her firmly to him and began to lead the dance. “You sound American.”
“I am.” She replied,
trying to move with him the best she could, and laughed when she tripped a bit,
but not to the point of falling down because he'd caught her. “Sorry, I'm not a very good dancer except
what we were just doing.” She apologized softly, biting her bottom lip, a blush
creeping into her cheek while the other was hidden by her hair. Not to mention she was also blushing due to
the fact that he'd complimented on her unusual name and it was. Not very many girls back in American had her
name and she liked it that way, she liked being different.
“You're a great
dancer. The tango is easy.” He explained.
“It's a bit of a...” He bit the inside of his cheek, obviously searching
for the words. “It's a lover's dance;
it's almost a war between two bodies.
Giving and...” He dipped her from the waist, his hands on her hips,
moving her lowered upper in a semi-circle around him before slamming her up
against his own muscular torso.
“Taking.”
Jetta gasped as she
clutched at his shoulder blades, breathing heavily, her heart pounding in her
chest. Whoever he was took her breath
away as she began tangoing with him, meeting him for every intense thrust and movement
the dance produced. It was almost as if
everyone around them disappeared and all that was left was just the two of them
in a hazy passion, a smile never leaving her glossy lips. “You sound like you're from here.” She
commented, spinning around to meet him before pushing him back in the dance,
and then backing up when he came in to her once more.
“I am.” He chuckled,
dancing across the room with her, people moving out of their path, most
watching. “I'm born and bred in
England. Though if I would have known
there were women as beautiful as you in America, I'm sure I would have cursed
my parents for it.” His smile broadened when she blushed, dipping her one last
time as the song ended, her knee resting on his hip, his free hand just under
the curve of her knee. “Like I said, you
are an excellent dancer.”
“Thanks.” She
breathed out before slowly being lifted, running a hand through her hair and
bangs, fixing them as she patted her chest.
“That dance is such a rush.” She commented, walking off the dance floor
and toward the refreshments, grabbing a fresh glass of champagne and began
downing it. Perspiration had formed on
her forehead due to the dancing and being so close to this man who'd swept her
off her feet...literally.
“Careful there.” His
voice echoed in her ear. “Drink that too
fast after dancing like we did and you're liable to make yourself ill.” He
moved so he was in her line of view.
“You look hot.” He looked a bit warm under the collar himself. “Would you care to join me in a walk
outside? It's not raining for once;
English skies on cloudless nights are something worth seeing.” He extended his
arm to her.
“Sure, I need some
fresh air.” She replied softly, linking her arm through his own, and allowed
him to guide her outside. The weather
was cool, but it felt wonderful against her heated skin as she closed her eyes,
letting the wind blow gently through her hair before opening them fully. “It is beautiful.” She admitted quietly,
holding her champagne glass, swirling the liquid as she ran her fingers beneath
her bangs, smoothing them over her eye once more.
“It is.” He agreed,
looking at her rather than the sky. He
finally tore his eyes away to survey the sky, taking pleasure in being able to
see the stars clearly. “I don't get too
many nights like this, how about you?” He asked softly. “What's it like where you live? Do you get to see the sky or is it blocked
out by skyscrapers?”
Jetta giggled when
she heard that and shook her head, taking a sip of her champagne. “I live in America, Los Angeles to be precise
if you know where that is. We get some
rain, but it’s mostly hot and humid, sticky sometimes even.” She shrugged her
shoulders absentmindedly, smiling as she thought about her home, though right
now she was enjoying the company of this strange man. “What's your name?” She asked softly, turning
to full face him, her blue eyes glistening among with the stars.
“Los Angeles. I've been there.” He made a slight face. “No offense, but a bit too much smog for my
liking. It was the first time I ever seen
a blue sunrise.” He stared at her curiously when she asked his name, then a
sudden smile lit up his face. “My name
is Daniel, Dan for short. I prefer Dan
but don't call me Danny.” He made a pained face.
“I won't, don't
worry.” She assured him softly before turning back around to face the night
sky, inhaling the scent. She did love
the smell after a rain storm, always did, especially in Los Angeles. “Thank you for the dance and for dragging out
of mind numbing boredom.” She giggled, winking back over her shoulder at him.
“No, thank you.” He
whispered, moving to stand behind her, resting his hands lightly on her
shoulders. “For saving me. For some
reason, the older ladies like to flock around me and mention their nieces,
daughters or granddaughters.” He shuddered at the mere thought. “Sometimes I think I should go into
hiding. So... are you in England for
just a visit or to stay?” It was a casual enough question, or at least that's
how it sounded.
“I'm only here for a
week and then I'm going back home.” She replied, his hands burning on her
shoulders as she slowly turned around to face him. She watched as he took her champagne glass
from her hand, setting it on the balcony beside them, and swallowed hard as his
piercing blue eyes reached her soul, or so it felt like. Her heart was pounding so hard and fast, she
hoped he couldn't hear it as her back was pressed against the balcony ledge,
his body blocking her from any means of escape.
Though at this point, that's the last thing Jetta wanted to do.
He murmured, his
blue eyes searching her intently. “I
wish you were here longer.” His mouth was inches from hers. “I'm going to kiss you, Jetta.” Daniel
announced softly right before his lips found hers. Her lips felt like a rose petal in full
bloom, soft and delicate to the touch.
He was almost afraid of crushing her, though she tasted like the
sweetest honey when those rose petal lips parted, granting him access to her
inner recesses.
Her stomach
instantly did a flip-flop, the butterflies erupting like a volcano in her
stomach, but she couldn't pull away even if she wanted too, which she
didn't. Her arms snaked up his own,
wrapping her arms around his neck, deepening the kiss even more as his arms
encircled her waist. A soft moan escaped
her lips as she began moving her head from side to side, her heart feeling like
it was going to leap from her chest at any given moment, and her hand began
having a mind of its own as they ran through his hair, rubbing his neck gently.
Daniel took this as
an invitation to continue with the kiss.
He pulled her closer to him so their bodies were molded together. Through the gorgeous dress she wore he could
feel her every curve. Those curves were
enough to drive a man wild; they were burning him it seemed. A pleasurable burn. He moaned softly, feeling her fingers
brushing against his scalp, that alone sending jolts of electricity coursing
through him. His own hands were
exploring her back, feelings her beautiful body beneath his gentle but firm
fingertips and palms.
Jetta finally pulled
out of the kiss, needing to breath as her chest heaved up and down, staring
back at him with slightly swollen lips, her sapphire eyes wide with
wonder. “Wow...I've never been kissed
like that before.” She finally managed to squeak out, her head spinning, and
started thinking back to what her best friend told her prior to leaving
America. England men were more desirable
and way different than American boys.
Jetta smirked, knowing Kary had been right.
Daniel's own lips
were red and on the swollen side, his blue eyes a deep blue opposed to the
usual light shade. He cleared his throat
before speaking, not wanting his own voice to come out a squeak. “That was the best kiss I've ever had.” He
admitted, meaning it. He watched her
smirk and cocked an eyebrow, wondering what was going through her mind. “What are you smirking about, love?” He asked
curiously.
“I didn't know I had
that effect on men. I guess I'm pretty
damn good.” She stated with that ever present smirk, her eyes glittering back
at him, and ran her finger slowly down his shirt covered chest. He was wearing a light blue dress shirt with
black pants, the top two buttons undone, showing off just enough chest to drive
a woman crazy with wonder. “Do tell me
what are YOU thinking about, Daniel?” She asked coyly, her eye staring at him
intently, the other covered by her hair though she could clearly see through
the locks.
“I'm thinking that
if you don't stop touching me, I'm going to kiss you again.” He said in that
matter-of-fact tone of voice, quirking an eyebrow when her smirk
broadened. He stepped up and captured
her lips in his again, this time lifting her up and setting her on the stone
ledge, feeling her legs wrapping around him.
He groaned when he felt her hot little hands go back to his chest,
capturing them between their bodies.
“You're driving me insane, Jetta.” He whispered between kisses.
Wrapping her legs
around his waist was easy do to the fact that the lower half of her dress was
loose. She moaned against his mouth, the
vibrating sensation only heightening hers more, and began unbuttoning his shirt
one by one. “Wait-wait, is there some
place more...private we could go to do this?” She asked breathlessly, staring
back at him pleadingly, wanting him more than anything, licking her swollen
lips as her pink tongue gently snaked out to do so.
Daniel looked at her
for a minute before glancing back towards the house which was in
full-swing. His eyes took in the
landscape before settling on the small guest house just beyond the hedges. He nodded, scooping her into his arms
princess style, chuckling when she giggled.
“My lady.” He inclined his head at her playfully, walking with long, purposeful
strides until they were inside the warm house.
He fumbled along the wall for the light, flicking it on before carrying
her towards the couch.
Jetta smiled as she
was slowly set on the couch, smoothing her dress out while he went to close the
door, and bowed her head. “Good sir.”
She giggled, the champagne working wonders, relaxing her more than what she
probably should've been. She looked
around at the guest house and took a strand of her hair, twirling it around her
finger as she finally turned her attention back to him. “Daniel, are you sure you want to do this?”
She asked wanting to make sure this is what he wanted, that he wanted her just
as much as she wanted him.
Daniel stared at her
intensely. “Yes.” He answered
honestly. “But do you? I don't want that champagne affecting your
thinking. I would rather not have you
regret anything come the morning.” He said slowly, sitting down beside
her. He wanted her more than anything
and it was with remarkable self-restraint that he hadn't jumped her by now. Though he wanted her completely willing and
her unaffected consent.
“Of course, I've
only had two glasses.” She softly assured him with a laugh, shaking her head,
raking a hand through it. “Believe me;
it takes a lot more than two glasses to get me drunk to the point where I won't
remember anything, Daniel. I want you,
end of story.” She leaned back against the huge couch, gasping when it folded
out into a bed, having jumped, not expecting it. Now she was laying down, her head resting
comfortably on a pillow in her dress, staring up into his intense blue orbs.
Daniel chuckled at
the look on Jetta's face when the couch folded out, moving so he was hovering
over her. “I want you too.” He murmured,
brushing his lips against hers. He
carefully laid out on her, mindful not to crush her with his weight. He was on fire; just being close to her was
setting him ablaze, something he couldn't recall ever experiencing before. He raked his teeth over her lower lip, his
hands skimming her sides, the heat from his palms burning through the thin
material
Jetta moaned softly
as she arched her body into his touch, her hair splayed all around her, staring
up at him as he explored her gently, slowly, taking his time. She slowly pushed him back and sat up,
unzipping her dress before winking over her shoulder at him. “I thought this might be easier for you.” She
giggled, though it was a low, seductive tone, her voice laced with ecstasy.
“It might be.”
Daniel replied huskily, moving around on the bed so he was kneeling behind
her. He dipped his head down, moving her
long hair to the side and began to trail kisses down her neck. His tongue flicked out, tasting her creamy
skin as he trailed hot kisses down her spine then up and across her shoulders,
nipping gently with his tongue. “You
taste like heaven.” He murmured.
Within minutes,
their clothes were stripped off and their bodies came together as one, causing
Jetta to feel more pleasure than she'd ever had in her life. She couldn't believe how loving and caring
Daniel was being toward her, feeling his every thrust, the power igniting her
soul in flames. Her head spun as she
completely surrendered to him, knowing she could not fight off the amount of
passion that was deep inside her heart.
She wanted this, craved this, needed this and she was getting exactly
that. Their groans and moans, sounds of
ecstasy bounced off the walls, swirling them in a spiral as they toppled over
the edge of insanity before finally falling asleep in each other’s arms,
neither wanting to move.
Chapter 4
Richard listened as
Cathleen and Marcia gossiped happily about the night before. He ate quietly, glancing every so often at
Alan. Alan looked like he felt. Hung over.
Well that would teach them to break into the good stash of Ireland's
finest whiskey.
“I wonder where
Jetta got off too this morning...” Cathleen mused, sipping her tea.
“Probably hiding
from you lot.”
Her eyes slowly
fluttered open as the sun streamed through the window, causing her to blink
rapidly as she rubbed them with the back of her hand. It took her only a moment to realize she was
naked and pulled the blankets up to her chest, looking around as her eyes shot
open. A frown marred her features when
she did not see her charming, England hunk anywhere in sight and sighed,
figuring he probably had to leave after their sexual encounter. The night streamed back through her mind,
causing her to blush, her cheeks growing hot and reached down to pick her up
dress. How was she going to explain THIS
to her parents? The thought alone made
her grumble as she pulled her dress back on, zipping it up, and tried her best
to straighten her hair so it didn't like she just had the romp of her life the
previous night. With one final glance in
the nearby mirror, Jetta headed back to the mansion, knowing her parents were
probably worried sick about her.
Alan smiled weakly,
finding that a bit amusing though he knew better than to really say
anything. He glanced between his wife
and Cathleen but neither of them looked too keen on it.
“I wonder where our
own bundle of trouble got off too...”
“Kids these days.”
Richard snorted.
The glass screen
door slid open, causing all four adults to whip their heads around to face the
individual. Jetta sighed when her mother
instantly stood up and hugged her, knowing she was worried to death probably. “I'm fine, Mom. I was just out in the backhouse. The party got to be too much for me last
night so I decided to do some investigating and found it.” She explained,
surprised by how easily the lie rolled off her tongue, and groaned when
Cathleen just hugged her tighter. “Mom,
you're cutting off my air supply...” She gasped out.
“Morning mum, sorry
I'm late...I…” Daniel walked in from the kitchen, his jacket tossed over his
shoulder and promptly halted.
“No problem,
darling. Daniel, come here. I doubt you'd remember her but...” Cathleen
smiled down at Jetta. “Sorry dear, I
didn't mean to choke you.” She wrapped an arm around Jetta's shoulder, turning
to face the others. “Jetta...”
“Daniel...”
Jetta's eyes were as
wide as potatoes as she stared at the man who took her to the heavens and back
the previous night, feeling her stomach clench violently. His name was Daniel, but he neglected to tell
her what his LAST name had been! Jetta
felt sick to her stomach as she raked a hand through her messy hair, trying to
take a few deep breaths to calm down.
“Hi, it's nice to meet you, Daniel.” She stated, walking over and
extending her hand, her eyes never leaving his intense blue ones.
Daniel recovered
quickly. He had never expected to see
her again. He had figured she was just
there with some friends for the party and would be gone by morning. That was why he had left, to avoid the 'sorry
but you were great' spiel. “Jetta, a
pleasure.” He murmured, raising her hand to his lips, his eyes never straying
from hers.
Jetta immediately
pulled away after his lips barely brushed against her knuckles, staring at all
four of the adults, who all looked confused.
What the Hell was she supposed to say?
'I fucked your son and I'm sorry?'
No, that would not come off very good as she cleared her throat, raking
a hand through her hair. “If you'll all
excuse me, I must go shower and get this hairspray out of my hair.” She laughed
nervously before literally bolting out of the room.
“What in the world
was THAT about?”
Dan stared after
Jetta before turning his gaze almost accusingly on his parents. “Who is she?”
“She's our daughter,
Daniel.” Cathleen said, looking confused.
“The boy hasn't seen
Jetta since she was barely out of nappies, you'll have to give them both some leeway.”
Richard said to his wife, looking at Dan speculatively. “You both look like you seen a ghost.”
“Of sorts, excuse
me.” Dan nodded to them all before following after her.
‘This is not
happening; this is NOT happening!’ Jetta kept stating in her mind, trying to
push aside the memories of the previous night, tears burning her amber
eyes. She felt a hand grab her from
behind, causing her to whirl around, and out of instinct slapped the taste
right out of Daniel's mouth. “Don't
touch me!” She hissed angrily, a mean red handprint across his face now, and
wrapped her arms around herself, beginning to tremble. She could not believe she fucked her parents'
best friend's son! What was wrong with
her?!
Daniel rubbed the
side of his face, staring at her. “What
the bloody hell was that for?” He demanded.
“I didn't know you were Rich and Cat's daughter!” He said almost
angrily. He raised his hands and stepped
back, giving her a bit of space. “I'm
sorry, Jetta. I really am. I thought you'd be leaving, I didn't want it to be
awkward, not after the night we had.” He stared at her out of those intense
blue eyes.
“Oh sure. You just didn't want to face facts you fucked
a stranger last night.” She replied heatedly, both of their voices low so their
parents didn't overhear the conversation.
“God, I can't believe this. I
seriously can't believe this! You and
I...we...” She felt even more sick now as her face paled, clutching her stomach
tightly with her hand. This trip had
just gone from bad to worse in two point five seconds. “Damn it Daniel, what the Hell are we going
to do about this?” She demanded finally, panic apparent in her voice.
“Do about what?” He
demanded gruffly. “We're adults and we
made an adult decision last night. You
make it sound like I'm at fault here.
Forgive me, but I honestly believed you would be leaving in the
morning.” Daniel looked at her, arching an eyebrow. “You're not one of the lunatics are you?” He
looked somber. “You're a lovely girl
Jetta, but if I see a headline with my name and yours on a magazine, there'll
be hell to pay.”
“Excuse me?” She
stared at him incredulously and started laughing, not able to help
herself. “I'm richer than you, BOY, so I
don't need to tell the paparazzi morons that you fucked a stranger last night. Oh wait, we're not strangers, we met when we
were in diapers ALL those years ago.” She rolled her eyes in disgust, crossing
her arms in front of her chest. “Trust
me when I say this, DANNY, I don't want nor do I NEED attention being brought
on me for fucking you, k? Since you're
such a big shot actor, maybe you can remove the stick from your tight asshole
and shove it down your damn throat!” She spat hatefully, her sapphire blue eyes
burning with anger at him, and stopped from saying something else when a voice
was heard downstairs.
“Danny, are you
here, love?” Katie called out as she walked inside the mansion, after being
greeted by Dick at the doorway, running a hand through her raven colored hair.
Jetta glared back at
Daniel when she seen him cringe and knew that had to be his girlfriend. “Perfect.” She muttered before turning on her
heel and walking away.
“Bloody hell.”
Daniel muttered shooting the door a glare like it had personally offended
him. Then he bowed, flashing Jetta a
mocking smile. “Since I have a stick in
my ass from being a big shot actor, I'll leave you to attend the stick in your
ass I'm assuming you were born with.
Enjoy your stay, Jetta.” He walked out of the room, not looking back and
descended the steps halfway. “I'm up
here, love. Give me a few minutes, I'm
about to get a bath.” He flashed a smile, wondering what the hell she was even
doing here. He had made it clear he
wanted a break from everything but his family and home.
Slamming her bedroom
door shut hard, Jetta finally allowed the tears to spill down her cheeks,
dropping to her knees, trembling from head to toe. No, it didn't happen, it couldn't have
happened. Who was she kidding? Was she THAT deluded or trying to kid
herself? Not only had she slept with her
parents' best friend's son, but he had a girlfriend on top of it!! Jetta couldn't take it anymore and fled into
the bathroom, ripping her dress off as the zipper popped off the wall, and
shoved her garments off before throwing them in the trashcan. Violent sobs wracked her body as she turned
on the water as hot as she could stand it and stepped in, beginning to scrub
her skin until it was raw.
Daniel listened as
Katie rambled on about some dress she was having designed for an awards
ceremony, mentally counting backwards from a thousand. How many times did he have to say he was a
break? He loved his job, he adored
acting, but even he needed some time away.
Apparently that wasn't to be.
Fate was mocking him with both Jetta and Katie under the same roof, at
the same time. He smiled weakly when his
mother invited them to tea, one of the maids scuttling off to fetch Jetta to
join the adults.
Jetta had just
stepped out of the bathroom when a knock sounded at the door, followed by a
maid entering. She was glad she had a
robe on already or else she would've had to bitch slap the maid into the next
millennium. “I'm not attending and you
can tell my mother that personally.” She stated before walking over to her
vanity mirror, pulling the towel from her hair, and threw it on the ground
before whipping out of her cell phone.
She was NOT happy to find she did not have service and chucked it in her
bag, not believing her rotten luck.
“This fucking blows.”
Cathleen was up
there in record timing. “You will attend. You were rude yesterday to Mrs. Radcliffe and
by attending tea is a very good way of making amends. Come on darling, we're only here for a few
more days. I see Marcia once a year;
you'll never have to come here again.
Just join us for tea.” She pleaded, walking over to stare at her
daughter. A frown creased her brow. “What is it?
What's wrong Jetta?” She asked softly, pushing a stray lock of Jetta's
hair aside.
“Don't.” She
ordered, standing up from the vanity mirror, and walked over to stare out the
window. “I am not attending tea with you
and your friends, Mother. I hate it here
and it was bad enough that I had a rotten, lousy time last night at the party! Just leave me alone before I buy my OWN plane
ticket back to Los Angeles!” She threatened in a shout, not turning around to
face her mother. Over her dead body
would she attend tea with the Radcliffe's, more importantly that scumbag,
Daniel.
Cathleen backed
away, her eyes pleading with Richard when he stepped in. She knew Jetta was more responsive to her
father, she'd always been a daddy's girl.
“Princess, what
happened last night at the party to make it so lousy?” Richard asked, checking
to make sure Cathleen wasn't standing outside the door in the hallway and
snooping. When he heard her voice
echoing from the downstairs parlor, he shut the bedroom door, turning to face
his daughter.
“Nothing you need to
worry about, daddy.” Jetta sighed heavily, knowing she could not be angry with
her father even if she tried. She was
NOT about to tell him that her and Daniel had sexed it up. That would ruin his reputation with the
Radcliffe's and she wasn't going to be responsible for that. With a deep breath, Jetta turned around to
face her father, knowing she had no choice, but to attend tea or else her
secret would end up being spilled out.
“I will be down in ten minutes.” She murmured softly, her arms crossed
in front of her chest.
Richard nodded,
staring at her for a second before offering a smile. He knew she was hiding something but didn't
press. Jetta would come to him when she
was ready. Unlike her mother, he knew
better than to push. “Alright,
Princess. Don't worry, I don't like tea
either. It tastes like lukewarm piss,
but don't tell them I said that.” He made a face before walking out.
Jetta shook her
head, a small chuckle coming from her lips as she saluted her father, agreeing
wholeheartedly with him. She then sighed
and turned around, deciding on a black chiffon skirt that was cut in different angles
and went two inches above the knee, nothing too sexy. She pulled out a blood red off the shoulder
top that was long sleeved and changed, slipping on a pair of two inch heels
before putting her hair up in a messy do, a few tendrils framing her face. With a sigh, she walked out, knowing this was
going to be Hell to get through.
Daniel was sitting
next to Katie, the only free chair for Jetta right next to him on the side of
the table. He had showered and changed
into a pair of black slacks and a blue shirt, leaving the top buttons
undone. He sipped his tea, which his
father had added a tinge of whiskey too, along with his own and Richard's: how
else would it be bearable? He listened
to the women prattle, wincing when Katie started talking about that damn dress
again.
Jetta walked into
the room, all eyes turning to her, and raked a hand through her hair as she
seen the only available seat. Did the
man upstairs really hate her THAT badly?
She sighed inwardly and walked over, taking it, smoothing her skirt out
as she crossed her legs, and her arms folded in front of her chest, not
believing she was being forced to do this.
The scowl on her face and her silence told the entire story.
Daniel shifted
uncomfortably. This was a BIT
awkward. His girlfriend on the right,
his fling from the night before on the left.
Did God hate him? He promised if
he made it through tea without getting something dumped on him, he'd go pay ten
percent tithe every week to the local parish church.
“Jetta, do you know
Katie?” Marcia asked politely.
Chapter 5
“Who doesn't? She's the famous actress that your son has
been dating, am I right?” Jetta asked politely, a smile on her lips, and looked
over at Daniel, who looked very uncomfortable to say the least. “Nice to meet you, honey.” She stated, shaking
Katie's hand right in front of Daniel before taking a sip of her tea, trying
not to gag on it. “Oh and great idea
about the dress, I'm sure you'll REALLY knock ‘em dead with that one.” She
giggled sweetly before winking over at her father.
Richard hadn't taken
a very good liking to this Katie girl, she seemed snobby. “I don't know... got a ways to go before you
hit Emma Watson's status, don't you?” He asked politely.
Daniel snorted into
his teacup, while Marcia and Cathleen looked horrified. “Emma is a gem.” He said finally. “Chit likes her jeans though.” He shot Katie
a pointed look.
Jetta smirked,
loving her father more and more before taking another sip of her tea. “Whoever this Emma Watson is, I would love to
meet her sometime.” She replied softly before taking another sip of her tea
while Katie just sat there with a huge scowl on her face, huffing in
disappointment. “I'm sorry dear, did we
say something to offend you?” Jetta politely asked, using the sweetest tone of
voice she could muster up, completely ignoring Daniel.
Daniel was hiding a
smirk. “I could introduce you to her if
you like.” He offered, staring at Jetta directly. He knew she had to respond or risk looking
extremely rude. Though from his
encounter with her this morning, he gathered being rude to people didn't faze
her in the slightest.
“That would rock,
thanks.” She replied with a grin, though on the inside she wanted to wipe that
smirk right off of his face. “Perhaps
she could introduce me to some REAL men of England.” She smiled sweetly at
Daniel, who scowled back at her before switching legs and sipping more of her
tea.
“Isn't Rupert
single?” Marcia put in.
“He is now. He was dating one of the extras but didn't
last.” Daniel said, looking at his mother.
“You know Rupe, Mum. He's a bit
on the flighty side.”
“Hmmm...What about
Tom?”
“Has a crush on
Emma.”
“Hmmm, this Rupert
sounds interesting. I think I'd like to
meet him too, Daniel.” She'd turned her full attention back on him, a smirk
curving her lips. “Why don’t we go
today? I have nothing better to do and
you can bring Miss Priss along too.” She grinned when he just gaped at her
while Katie scowled more.
Both fathers had to
keep from snorting in their own tea, not believing she just said that. “What?
Did I say something wrong?”
“Rupe's in Scotland
with Tom, Tom finally managed to convince him to give fishing a try. If you don't mind roughing it for a few days,
I'm sure we could go.” Daniel said finally. “I'll have to ring him of course.”
“I'll send for the
chopper?”
“Mum... We could
just take the ferry.”
“Last time you did
that...”
“Mum.”
“Danny, I can't
go! I have that photo shoot tomorrow!”
Katie whined, glaring at his mother before turning her eyes back to his,
grabbing his hand in her own. “Please
don't go! I'll miss you too much!”
“Pity.” Jetta
snorted before standing up, winking over at Marcia, who smirked back at
her. It was obvious the woman did not
like Daniel's girlfriend. A blind person
could see that. She walked over to her
father and kissed his cheek. “Thanks.”
She murmured in his ear before heading upstairs to pack while Katie threw a fit
with Daniel.
“Sorry love.” Daniel
said, not sounding very sorry at all.
“But I'm going. I can't very well send the gel into Scotland looking for
those two.” He walked Katie towards the door, planting a perfunctory kiss on
her cheek. “Dick will take you home of
course.” He whistled when she stormed out, ignoring the disapproving look he
received from one of the maids and headed upstairs, whipping out his cell
phone.
Jetta came down a
half an hour later, carrying a bag over her shoulder, having changed into a
pair of jeans, leaving the shirt since it went well and changed into her black
steel toed boots, leaving the heels behind.
She hated wearing them because they hurt her feet too badly. She walked into the sitting room, where her
parents were talking to Daniel's, and smiled.
“Thanks again for allowing your son to take me to Scotland.”
“Not a problem
dear.” Marcia said graciously. “It'll do
him some good as well, give him some time away from the hustle and bustle of
the social season. Just try not to let
Rupe and Tom harass you, they can be quite the pranksters.”
“Em will be out
there too, she won't be the only girl.” Daniel promised Cathleen and Richard.
After they said
goodbye to their parents and were on their way to the ferry boat, Jetta finally
turned to Daniel, her eyes iced over.
“Just stay out of my way, Radcliffe.” She stated heatedly before turning
to stare out the window, her arms crossed in front of her chest, not believing
she'd slept with this attractive scumbag.
Daniel was still
trying to figure out where he went wrong with Jetta, besides the girlfriend
bit. Not that he considered her to be
much of a girlfriend, more like a publicity stunt thought up by his managers
that had went a bit too far. Sighing, he
got himself Irish spring water, contemplating offering her one but figured
she'd wind up tossing it at him.
Jetta could not
believe he had a girlfriend and never told her about it. Was he like that all the time? Fucking girls left and right and then sending
them packing after one night of pure ecstasy and mind blowing passion? She snorted to herself, raking a hand through
her hair, and felt tears sting her eyes.
She was really starting to like Daniel too, until she found out he was a
lying, cheating rotten scumbag who played girls left and right. With a sigh, she leaned her head against the
cool glass of the window and watched the scenery go by, hoping they arrived at
the boat sooner rather than later.
Daniel remained
silent as well, contemplating how this situation had even... never mind, he
already knew. He'd seen Jetta, found her
attractive and that was it. He'd found
plenty of women attractive but there had just been something special about her,
something more. He couldn't quite pin it
yet, though he was doubtful he'd ever get the chance again. He sighed and closed his eyes, hoping they
reached the ferry soon. He needed his
mates to bring him back down to earth.
As soon as the car
stopped and the limo driver opened her door, Jetta was already on her way to
the boat, refusing to wait for Daniel, knowing her bags would be brought on by
someone else. She raked a hand through her
hair and stepped on the ferry boat, looking around, and walked inside. It was beautiful, something out of an oldies
movie, and finally found her room. It
was obvious since her name was encrypted in a plate that hung on her door. Rolling her eyes, Jetta walked inside,
closing the door behind her and plopped down on the bed.
Daniel sighed,
wishing he could for once travel like a normal, non-famous person. He entered his room and dropped down on the
bed, groaning when he heard his cell phone ring. He took one look at it, seen who was calling
and promptly stood up. Taking determined
steps and ignoring the incessant ringing, he walked out onto the deck, ignoring
the curious looks he received and chucked the phone into the water. He smiled.
Jetta had heard the
footsteps and walked out, just in time to see Daniel chuck his phone into the
water. She snorted and shook her
head. Perhaps fame hadn't gotten to his
head as much as she thought. ‘He cheated
on his girlfriend, he's a damn scumbag!’ She reminded herself mentally and
walked down the aisle, deciding to grab something to eat just as the ferry
began pulling away from the docking area.
“I wouldn't.” Daniel
said from behind when she reached for something that looked like steak. “It's fish... and they don't know how to
prepare it.” He explained. “If you're
craving fish, just wait until we reach Scotland. Tom is an awesome chef.” He stared at her,
waiting for the explosion or cold indifference to occur.
“Well is there
anything on this boat I can eat?” She asked, crossing her arms in front of her
chest, avoiding eye contact with him at all costs. That was how she'd gotten into trouble the
previous night. She'd end up falling
head over heels for him again and they'd sleep together. It wasn't going to happen, no matter how
badly her body was screaming at him.
“Try the roast
beef.” He said, trying not to smile at this small concession on her part. “Steer clear of the pate as well...” He
didn't think that one needed explaining and made a face, trying to figure out
why they insisted on laying this kind of stuff out. Wasn't it bad enough he had to suffer his own
personal catering, they couldn't even feed him something good? He was actually craving French fries. FRENCH FRIES!
And all he was seeing was a lot of pate...rose shaped shit...on
crackers.
“I think I'll
wait. That roast beef doesn't look too
good.” Jetta grumbled, raking a hand through her hair, and walked away from him
as she headed back to her room. She
gasped when she was grabbed from behind by the arm, staring into those intense
blue eyes of Daniel's, and turned her head to the side when he went to kiss
her. “You have a girlfriend.” She
reminded heatedly, trying to put her walls up, trying to be brave.
Daniel stared at
her, the unwanted image of his 'girlfriend' coming to mind and swimming before
him. His nostrils flared for a second
then a look of anger, regret and sadness welled in his eyes. “We land in an hour.” He said gruffly,
clearing his throat before stepping away from Jetta. “I'm sorry.” He apologized with a half bow
before disappearing back into his room.
He leaned back against the door, scrubbing a hand down his face.
Jetta just stood
there for a minute, not trusting her legs as her knees began shaking, raking a
hand through her hair. Why did Daniel
insist on doing this to her? To light
her body on fire and then not finish the damn job? She growled and hit his door with her fist
before storming into her own room, slamming the door behind her. If he touched her again, she was going to
take drastic measures and actually hurt him.
Laying on the bed, Jetta let the tears of frustration and hurt flow, not
believing how deeply attracted she was to him already after just one night of
passion.
Rupert was waiting
at the ferry docks when the ferry finally arrived. A knitted cap was jammed over his shaggy red
hair, hands stuffed in his coat pockets.
“Bloody cold country this is!” He said by way of greeting when Daniel
appeared on the deck.
“Oi Rupe!” Daniel
flashed a genuine grin. He slung his bag
over his shoulder, waving off assistance with an irritated scowl. He looked at Jetta briefly. “You ready then?”
“Stay away from me.”
She ordered quietly before walking off the ferry, smiling over at the redhead,
and knew this had to be Rupert. “Hi, I'm
Jetta.” She said by way of greeting, extending her hand to him, a smile on her
face as her blue eyes took in the country they were in. “I'm really glad I changed out of that skirt
I was wearing.”
“You'll be a lot gladder
when Tom finishes with you.” He laughed, his eyes twinkling as he shook her
hand. “I'm Rupert Grint, one of Danny
boy's best mates.” He slung an arm around Dan's shoulders playfully. “Now that you've brought Jetta, Em won't feel
so left out. Tom keeps trying to get her
to hook the bait.”
“Something tells me
Emma isn't too keen on that.” Daniel replied, inwardly sighing. This wasn't shaping up to be as much fun as
he had originally thought.
Jetta was thinking
the same thing as they walked away from the ferry, carrying her own bag over
her shoulder, and followed them silently.
They arrived a few minutes later at a two story cottage, causing her to
raise an eyebrow, and wondered if this is where they were going to be
staying. Her question was answered when
a woman with long flowing hair came walking out with a man hot on her heels,
raising another eyebrow, and couldn't help but smirk at their quarreling.
“Oh bloody hell Em,
it's meant to be eaten.” Tom was saying, frustration evident in his voice.
“You chopped off its
head!”
“What did you expect
me to do with it?”
“Tom, Emma... when
you're done, this is Jetta.” Dan put in, smirking when they both stared at him
then at Jetta.
“Hi, sorry to
intrude like this.” She apologized, walking over and extending her hand to
Emma, shaking it before moving to Tom, doing the same thing. “You all seem like a colorful bunch.” She
commented, biting back a giggle when she watched as Emma glared at Tom while he
did the same right back. An eyebrow
raised when a girl walked out that had long, flowing blonde hair, her blue eyes
piercing. “Who is that?”
“I'm Evanna.” The
blonde said, nodding at Jetta before glancing at Daniel. “You look like someone made you kip with your
nanny, all depressed and moody. Having
issues?”
“Ev, you're astute
as usual, I have been kipping with me nanny.”
Tom smirked.
Rupert pulled a
face, glancing at Jetta. “Don't mind us,
we're just on a break.”
“A break?” Jetta
questioned, raising an eyebrow, and shrugged as she waved it off, immediately
walking over to the blonde. “Hi, I'm
Jetta.” She introduced since Daniel obviously didn't want too, and smiled when
the woman accepted her hand. “You have
beautiful hair.” She complimented and grinned when Evanna began blushing,
shaking her head with a giggle.
Daniel left the
three girls alone and walked off with Tom and Rupert on the pretense of peering
into the smoking house to have a look at the salmon.
“You shagged her.”
Tom said in his blunt way.
“And she's hated me
ever since.”
~!~
“You and Daniel know
each other how?” Emma asked curiously, leading Jetta into the cottage.
“He decided to be a
lying cheating scumbag and screw me without telling me had a girlfriend.” Jetta
replied absentmindedly, causing both girls to stop dead in their tracks,
staring at her in shock. “What? You can't tell me it hasn't happened before.”
Chapter 6
“Actually it
hasn't. That's not like Daniel to do
something so absurd. Emma, what's gotten
into him lately?” Evanna demanded crossing her arms in front of her chest,
feeling disgusted with their friend right now.
“I'm not sure, but
something tells me it has something to do with Katie.” Emma replied, staring at
Jetta with narrowed eyes, wondering why the girl would sleep with a total
stranger. “Do you sleep with men you
don't know often?” She asked curtly.
Jetta glared back at
her, flipping her hair over her shoulder.
“Of course not. Do you?” She shot
back defensively.
“If I were, I
wouldn't bandy it about in front of people I've just met.” Emma said
calmly. “I know Daniel, he's one of my
best friends, I would imagine he feels badly enough about it. Though apparently he's a sucker for torture
because he brought you with him and it's obvious you don't care a fig for him.”
~!~
“You didn't tell her
about Katie?”
“I wasn't figuring
on seeing her ever again. It was...
nice, I thought she didn't know who I was, nothing.” Daniel sighed, shaking his
head. “Katie is on her way out the door
hopefully, I'm sick of this publicity bit.”
“She is a bit of a
bint, isn't she?”
~!~
“You know; I don't
appreciate your tone.” Jetta stated heatedly back at him, raking a hand through
her hair hastily. “Yes I did sleep with
him, but how was I to know he was not only my parent's best friend's son, but
had a girlfriend also?” She pursed her lips tightly together, crossing her arms
in front of her chest. “Or maybe you've
already fucked him and you're too ashamed to say anything.” With that said, she
left, causing Emma and Evanna to stare after her in shock.
“Whoa...”
“You know...” Emma
began, obviously fighting to keep the anger from her tone. “That bint needs to see past her own anger
and realize it's not just Dan at fault.
You don't cheat on your... girlfriends.” She spat that word. “And you don't hop in the cot with a
stranger. Like he knew who the bloody
hell that tart was?”
“Is that my lovely
Em's voice bitching someone besides me out?”
“That can change
quite fast right now, Felton.”
Jetta was upset,
angry, and wanted to claw that bitch's eyes out. She shoved past Daniel and Rupert, her bag
over her shoulder, refusing to stay somewhere she obviously wasn't wanted. She was wrong in coming here and wanted to go
back to Los Angeles, back to her home.
Whipping out her cell phone, she dialed her best friend's number, only
to get a busy signal again. With a
growl, she snapped it closed and pushed it in her pocket as she crossed her
arms in front of her chest, heading toward the ferry to take her back to
England. She hated it here, she hated
his friends, she hated him!
Rupert chased after
her, halting when she did. The ferry
long gone. “It only comes once a week.”
He explained apologetically, stepping aside when she tossed down her bag. “Look, Jetta, whatever is going on with you
and Dan is nobody's business but you're own.
It's obvious something was said between you and Em. I'm not apologizing for her but I'm telling
you that Em is like his older sister, she's not going to hear much against
him. Come on back to the cottage, it's
getting dark and Scotland is a damn cold country to be sleeping outside in.”
Jetta looked back
into his kind eyes, his red hair falling in his eyes, though she wasn't feeling
the butterflies fluttering like she did when she stared into Daniel's. “I wish he would've told me that sooner.” She
grumbled, wrapping her arms around herself, and shivered when a cold wind began
cutting through her off the shoulder sweater with her blue jeans. Without a word, she picked her up bag,
putting it over her bag, and followed him back up the hill toward the cottage. If Emma said ONE word to her, she was going
to come unglued and probably take half of Scotland with her.
Tom had Emma quite
busy at the counter stuffing the inside of the fish with a mixture of herbs and
butter. “Just like that love, see, it
won't be so bad now that you're hungry, eh?”
“Quiet Tom.” Emma
laughed, making a face. “This is so
bloody slimy!”
“You tell me that a
lot.”
“Dear god, don't you
two ever quit!” Dan yelped busy playing a game of Chinese checkers with Evanna
in front of a roaring fire, looking much more relaxed.
The door opened and
in walked Rupert with Jetta in tow. She
didn't even look at anyone, except the one who came after her, and smiled at
him softly. “Would you show me to my
room?” She quietly asked, not wanting to be around any of them at the moment,
and proceeded to try calling her friend once more. Again, no answer, just the damn busy
signal. “Damn it...”
“She's mad.” Evanna
stated in an obvious tone to Daniel, moving her piece three spaces ahead, and
smirked when she got one of his while going in her path.
“I'm aware of that.”
Daniel said dryly, frowning and studying the board. “Ev, why must you always beat me?” He sighed,
nodding when Tom set down a pint of whiskey before him. “Thanks mate.”
“Em's in a right
fit, I think I should get her drunk too.
Apparently she wasn't aware fish had spines.”
Evanna giggled at
Daniel and shrugged, setting up the game once more, and began first since she'd
won. “You know, you should just tell her that it's basically over between you
and Katie. Maybe that will make her not
mad at you anymore.” She suggested softly, bubbly, one quality that Evanna
always had.
“Something tells me
she'd like to hock an insult at me and slam the door in my face.” Daniel
replied dryly. “She... I don't know...
she blew before letting me say anything to her.
She won't let me explain anything without acting like a bint, how do I
explain?”
“Gag her?”
“Not helping, Tom.
Go back to stuffing cod.”
“Salmon.”
“Cod?”
“What the Hell is
Cod?” Evanna demanded, giggling madly at all of them, shaking her head as her
blonde hair bounced with every movement she made. It went down just a little past her rear and
was curly. “Dan, you should just get up,
go back there, take her by the arms and tell her everything even if she doesn't
want to listen. Though, you might want
to hurry since Ron is back there with her.
You know how he is with women who are single.” She made a face, not
needing to go into any more detail.
“I go up there and
take her into my arms ten to one she's like to knee me in the bollocks.” Daniel
made a pained face, one echoed by Tom.
He grimaced, thinking of Rupert. Evanna had a point. Sighing, he stood up, letting Emma take his
seat. “Beat her arse Em. I'm off to...”
“Get kicked in the
bollocks like a bint.”
“Still not helping
Tom.”
“Thomas!” Evanna
scolded, shaking her head back at him, and began setting up the Chinese
checkers again, moving her head back and forth with her bubbly personality.
~!~
“You going to be
alright here or should we find a way to send you home?” Rupert asked, opening
the bedroom door and stepping in. “It's
the only extra one we have. Emma and
Evanna are sharing and us guys will take the last room.”
“This is fine and
I'll probably end up calling my parents tomorrow. It's too late to call them now.” Jetta
replied softly, looking around the room, which had a cozy feeling to it, even
though it was bland. She set her bag
down on the floor and wrapped her arms around herself, staring out the window
with a sigh. How she longed for the busy
streets and bustle of Los Angeles, California, her home, where she belonged.
Rupert was just
walked out of Jetta's room, looking both confused and irritated, stopping when
he saw Daniel. “What happened between
you two exactly besides having sex?” He demanded, crossing his arms in front of
his chest, not liking the tears that were falling down Jetta's cheeks. He was also blocking the entrance to her
room, staring hardening at his friend.
“Besides the fact
that she happens to be my folks’ best mates kid or the fact that my bint
'girlfriend'-” He laid heavy sarcasm on the word girlfriend. “Showed up?” Daniel shot back, posturing
Rupe's stance just as angrily. “Now if
you don't mind, I'd like to have a word with her without you playing guard dog,
Rupe.”
“I'm sorry mate, but
I can't let you in there. She's really
upset and I really don't want you to lose what's left of them bollocks.” He
replied coolly, refusing to allow Daniel to upset Jetta further, and squared
his shoulders when Daniel pushed him.
“Don't start, Dan. You're not
going in there. I'm doing this for your
own good.” A second later, Rupert was lying on the floor, blood spurting out of
his nose courtesy of Daniel's fist plowing in his face. “Damn it!!”
Daniel stared down
at one of his best mates for a second before shaking his fist, making a 'god
that hurt' face. He felt a tad bit
guilty about decking the guy he'd known for years but shrugged it off. He rapped once on Jetta's door before walking
in. He closed the door behind him,
staring at her. “We need to talk.”
“Go away, Daniel.”
She ordered gravely, having heard the thump outside the door, and sighed as she
raked a hand through her hair. “There is
nothing to talk about. I don't want to
hear your pathetic excuses about why you slept with a complete stranger knowing
you had a girlfriend. KNOWING. You're just like the guys back in L.A. Thinking with your dick instead of your mind
and heart. Just get the fuck out,
seriously. You make me sick.” Her back
was turned to him as she continued staring out the window, wearing a peach
colored nightgown that was spaghetti strapped.
“So explain to me
then why you slept with a stranger? Just
felt like having a quick fling -a one nightstand- before heading back to the
states?” He challenged. Daniel inhaled
sharply, doing a series of breathing exercises to calm himself down. “Jetta, fighting isn't doing us any
good. Why can't you just let me
explain?” He asked softly, wishing she'd just shut the hell up and give him a
chance. Staring at her wasn't helping
his concentration any either. He wanted
nothing more than to pull her into his arms and kiss her senseless.
“Because there is
nothing for you to explain, Daniel. You
slept with me KNOWING you were already taken.
I slept with you because I wanted too and because we were both two
consenting adults and-silly me-but I actually thought you were SINGLE. I was wrong obviously or else I wouldn't be
sitting in here wondering why I even let you touch me to begin with.” She
explained, almost in a conversational tone, though there was a hint of hurt
within it, though she tried with all her might to hide it.
“Are you always this
cold towards everyone who’s made a mistake Jetta?” He asked wonderingly. “Because if you are, you have to be the most
lonesome person I've ever met. People
make mistakes and you haven't even heard anything from me. You're expecting excuses, which I have none
to give. You're expecting lies. I never lied to you to begin with and I
wouldn't now. But if hearing the truth
is going out on a limb for you...”
“The truth?” Jetta
laughed coldly as she spun around to face him, her eyes filled with hurt and
remorse, and crossed her arms in front of her chest. “The truth is you slept with a total stranger
and CHEATED on your girlfriend. I know you
don't like her, but she's STILL your girlfriend and you STILL cheated and LIED
to her. That's a scumbag or whatever you
call them around these parts of the world.
Back where I come from, if you cheat on your girlfriend with someone
else, it means you're a loser and a class A asshole. Believe me, I've been through enough in my
lifetime to last me two and whatever that is going to come out of your mouth is
going to be excuses and bullshit. So
just get the fuck out of my room because I'm leaving first thing in the morning
and I'm going back home, where I belong.”
Daniel stared at her
hard for a moment, finally crossing the room and gathering her into his
arms. After a second of her hitting him,
he had her melting in his arms. He
stepped away, his blue eyes unreadable.
“You don't know anything about me either, remember that. The only thing you know is you want me and
hate me all at once. Goodnight Jetta.”
He stormed out of the room, stepping over Rupert's sitting form in the
hallway. A second later, the sound of
the front door slamming echoed throughout the night.
More tears spilled
down Jetta's cheeks as her knees gave out, hitting the floor, and wrapped her
arms around her abdomen, coughing. The
feelings the man produced inside of her were enough to scare her shitless. She took a few deep breaths to try to calm
down before slowly standing; wrapping her arms around herself this time, and
stared out into the dark night. His
shadow was outlined, she could clearly tell, especially since he was wearing
white sneakers. With a heartbroken sigh,
she pushed away from it and lay down, not able to wait until the next day for
that ferry to arrive so she could get the Hell out of this place.
Chapter 7
“Honey, are you
alright?” Richard asked, poking his head into Jetta's bedroom. He smiled when he spotted Kary sitting
comfortably on Jetta's bed. “Where's
Jet?”
“Using the
bathroom.” Kary replied, studying her fingernails and blowing on them. She held out her hand, revealing baby blue
nail polish. “What do you think of this
color? It's you.” Richard disappeared
before he got dragged into a conversation about make-up or something.
“Jet? You alright sweetie?”
“No.” Jetta spat out
through the door, tears streaming down her cheeks, and a second later more vomiting
noises were emanating from the bathroom.
She slowly looked up, releasing her hair from her hand it was in, and
felt more tears cascade down her cheeks as she stared at it. She still couldn't believe it. Standing up shakily, Jetta stared down at the
object that sat on the bathroom sink, shaking her head as she gripped the sink
with her trembling hands. She was
pregnant and Daniel was the father.
Frowning slightly,
Kary got off the bed and walked into the bathroom, shaking her hands. She forgot all about her fingernails when she
seen what Jetta was looking at. “What
the hell?” She exclaimed softly, staring at the THING like it was an alien
object. “Jetta, please, please tell me
that is NOT what I think it is. Oh
shit...” She stared at her best friend's face through the mirror. “Honey...” She whispered, placing a hand on
Jetta's back. “Whose is it?”
“Daniel's.” She
whispered out, placing a hand to her stomach, which had tightened
suddenly. She barely made it to the
toilet before spewing again, groaning in dissatisfaction, not believing the
mess she'd gotten herself into. When she
was finished, she slowly stood up, her eyes bloodshot, and started sobbing
violently as Kary took her in his arms.
“What am I going to do?”
“HELLO! You've only got a few options Jetta. You can either get rid of it which we both
know you'd never do. Or you can send it
to him, which we also both know you'd never do.
Then there's having the kid and hitting his ass up for
child-support. This is Daniel Radcliffe
we're talking about, he's like England's richest guy or something isn’t
he? He wanted to screw around, make him
pay for it now.”
“You're right.”
Jetta whispered, slowly feeling the nausea disappear, and looked up into the
kitchen as her amber eyes narrowed to slits.
“He is going to pay for cheating on his fiancée with me.” Jetta found
out after mere minutes from being home that she was invited to Daniel and
Katie's wedding, which was going to take place in a few short weeks. She smirked, suddenly getting an idea in her
head, and nodded before turning to Kary.
“I have to make a doctor's appointment immediately.”
“You know, I was
reading Us Weekly and it says there's trouble in paradise.” Kary mused, walking
out into the bedroom and tossing Jetta her phone. “I wonder what's going on there, maybe he's
gone catting around again and she busted him.” She smirked at the thought. “You know, I simply HAVE to be there, I just
have too. I miss this and I will
die. That and you know you need your
best girl around for moral support.” She flashed Jetta a grin.
Jetta smirked back
at her friend, though she was dying inside, wondering what the Hell she was
going to tell her parents. More
importantly, HOW she was going to tell them.
“Of course you can come, but I'm going to the one who humiliates
him. I'm thinking at their engagement
party that's being held in two weeks.
I'm supposed to go there for a month and I think that's the perfect
place I'll announce it.” She explained, smirking when Kary's eyes light up like
stars. “I'm not telling my parents so
you can't say anything, promise?”
“No offense but why
would I tell your mom anything? She
scares me.” Kary was a Beverly Hills girl, she was raised by the maids and
trusted parents as far as she could throw them.
“Your dad is awesome though. So
my dear, I know you're only like two months along but while we're there, why
don't we ask around about maternity stores and all that? Baby advice, really drive it home? You know what I mean?”
“You are positively
evil. No wonder you're my best friend.”
Jetta replied with a giggle, hugging Kary tightly, and kissed her cheek before
making that phone call to her gynecologist.
As luck would have it, she had it scheduled for that day and hung up
after thanking the receptionist, Nancy.
They knew her well since she always kept up with all of her normal
checkups and things of that sort. She
sighed heavily, raking a hand through her hair, and rubbed her stomach as tears
stung her eyes. It was no wonder she'd
been so emotional as of late and it wasn't due to her period like she'd
thought. It was because of the unborn
fetus growing inside of her.
“So, what do we need
to pack? Or maybe just go with nothing
and max out the credit cards?” Kary mused, rifling through Jetta's closet. “You know something sweetie, I think when you
announce it, you should wear that blue dress you bought but never wore
anywhere. I don't understand it... the
dress is sizzling and you'd look stunning in it...
She shook her head
and glanced back over her shoulder. “I'm
excited, you know that? You're having a
baby which means Auntie Kary gets to spoil it!”
“Lord, I know you're
going too and I hate you for it.” Jetta replied jokingly and shook her head
when Kary just stuck her tongue out. “I already know I'm keeping it; my parents
would shoot me if I got rid of it. I
just hope they can keep their cool when I finally reveal it in front of Daniel
and everyone at the party.” She raked a hand through her hair and sighed,
standing from the bed, and nodded when Kary pulled the blue dress out. “Fine, I'll wear it to the party, I just hope
I'm not showing by then because it's tight around the stomach area.”
“You look as skinny
as ever so shut up. You're only two
months. I know women who didn't show
until they about popped. And that dress
will be absolutely...” Kary sighed, studying the dress. “You know... I'm going to take you the best
spas England has, maybe we should head to Paris for some major shopping as
well, possibly Rome. You got to look
simply stunning, always, just to really rub it in.” She smiled at Jetta walking
over to hug her. “I'm sorry he's a
cocksucker but thrilled for you all at the same time.”
“I know, I
know. Thanks.” She said, understanding
what her friend was saying, and hugged her tightly. “Come on, we have to go before we're late for
this appointment. My parents are still
out shopping for last minute things and we already got you a plane ticket. They said it was better to bring someone
along for me to hang out with than to hear me complain and moan about being
over there.” Jetta giggled when Kary grinned, hooking her arm through hers, and
they walked out of the bedroom and downstairs toward Jetta's two-thousand and
seven black Chevy Cobalt with black tinted windows. In moments, they were on their way to the
gynecologist to see if Jetta truly was pregnant like her test revealed prior.
“You should really
just stick with limos.” Kary said, shifting uncomfortably. “Especially in your condition, is driving
even safe? Better ask your doctor that.”
She frowned slightly before catching the look on Jetta's face. “Don't you laugh at me! I'm being serious!” She folded her arms over
her chest and mock pouted. “You hurt my
feelings... so, think it's a boy or a girl?”
“I honestly don't
care what it is as long as it's healthy.” Jetta replied honestly, still
laughing softly at her friend's questions.
They finally arrived ten minutes later and walked inside, making sure to
put her alarm on the car. After all, she
didn't want anyone driving off in it.
After signing in, Jetta and Kary took seats in the waiting area, the
news on the TV, and began talking about what was going to happen. “I think I'll get my hair redone. I was thinking about doing it paprika red
with orange and blonde streaks throughout it.
What do you think?”
“Hmm…” Kary studied
Jetta critically, cocking her head to the side as she considered it. “I don't know about the orange...” She
mused. “What kind of orange we talking
about? If it's Milla Jovich orange, then
hell no. A muted but vibrant shade would
look good.” She patted her own perfectly done hair absentmindedly, still
studying Jetta. “You could get it
layered too, the way you wear it over one eye...with layers, you'd definitely
rock the socks off that scumbag.” She smiled when Jetta chuckled.
“I think I have the
perfect look I'll get done.” They talked for a little while longer before
Jetta's name was called, causing her to take a deep breath before standing
up. “Come on, I'm not going alone.” She
stated, extending her hand, and together they walked to the nurse, holding
hands tightly. “She's my best friend,
she goes where I go.” She explained, looking at the nurse's scrutinizing look,
and glared before being lead to the back.
After being weighed and checked out, Jetta and Kary were shown to a room
and were now waiting for Doctor Snipps to arrive.
“You know, that
nurse should be fired. Honestly, you'd
think they'd want someone to be as comfortable as possible considering where
the hell they're at.” Kary scoffed, handing Jetta the small paper gown behind
the curtain. “Now remember dear, just
the pants, you can leave your shirt on if it makes you feel more at ease.” She
quoted from memory, her giggles cutting off when the door opened.
“Good afternoon,
Jetta dear. Kary. Come on out so we can get this inspection
underway.” Doctor Snipps stated, her hands already encased in latex gloves,
smiling when Jetta hesitantly walked out in the hospital gown, her jeans
unzipped slightly, but not off. “Have a
seat and we'll get started, Jetta.”
“Thank you, Marie,
you won’t tell my mom and dad about this right?” Jetta asked hesitantly, biting
her bottom lip, the nerves welling up inside her stomach. “No dear, what happens between my patients
and I, is nobody's business, especially when they are adults.”
“Besides Jetta,
there's that whole patient-doctor confidentiality thing, like with lawyers.”
Kary reminded to help assuage her friend’s nerves. “Nothing to worry about, except if you're
having twins. Then we got problems. Double midnight feedings, double diaper
duty.” She was distracting Jetta while Doctor Snipps did her thing. “Oh god, could you imagine it? Double everything, but they'd look so
adorable all dressed up alike and whatnot, don't you think?”
“No and if they are
twins, he's going to pay TWICE as much for doing this to me.” Jetta vowed while
the doctor pressed on her abdomen, trying not to think about what was going to
happen in two weeks. Though in all
honesty, that's all she could really think about. How was Daniel going to react when she
humiliated him the way she was going too?
How would her parents react? She
sighed heavily, not even wanting to picture her mother's face, not to mention
her father's. After all, she wasn't
called a daddy's girl for nothing.
“Um, Jet, honey you
know I love you- but didn't you even think about using anything? You're not supposed to have unprotected sex
with a complete stranger.” Kary said quietly, looking at the wall over Jetta's
head. "Your mom is going to flip
out, you know this right? Your dad... I
bet you anything he'll try to kill Dan then probably turn into one of those
proud grandpas with the accessorized car with all that baby stuff and all, you
know?”
“Kary, shut up!”
Jetta snapped, her best friend clearly not helping, and groaned when she felt
the morning sickness starting up again.
“I know my parents are going to flip out and I thought we did use
protection! Either we did and the condom
busted or we didn't and now I'm suffering while he's playing the hubby type
with that bitch fiancée Katie of his who SHOULD be the one pregnant!”
“It's official, you
are exactly two months along, Jetta. You
should start showing within the next month or so, depending on how big this
baby is going to be. Everything looks fine
though. The baby is healthy and we'll
know more when you come see me in three months.
Here.” She handed Jetta a book called 'What to Expect When You're
Expecting'. “This is the best book
around when going through a pregnancy.
If you have any questions, it will give you the answers. Now these,” She began, handing Jetta a bag
full of items. “Are vitamins and other
brochures you can read on your trip to England.
You will be able to travel, but not after hitting the beginning of your
third trimester, which will be your six or seventh month give or take. Between those two months. Other than that, you are free to go after you
schedule an appointment to see me when you hit the fifth month mark. Are there any questions?” She asked softly,
knowing this was a lot for Jetta to take in.
Jetta shook her
head, running her fingers down the book Marie handed to her, completely stunned
by how much was involved in becoming pregnant.
Kary took over while
Jetta obviously sorted all this in her mind.
She arranged the next appointment then guided her friend out to the car,
even showing her support by driving, something she could do but despised. “Jetta, sweetie, are you alright?” She asked
softly, pulling out into the congested traffic, her eyes darting over quickly
to study the woman she called sister.
“Honey, come on, talk to me.”
“I'm fucking
screwed.” She slowly said, finally bursting out in tears as she leaned forward,
crying so hard she could hardly breathe.
She began thinking back to that night and knew her and Daniel didn't use
protection. How could she have been so
damn stupid? It was irresponsible and
now she was paying for it and paying dearly!
“That fucker is going to pay for doing this to me! HE'S GOING TO REGRET EVER TOUCHING ME!!!”
Kary didn't say a
word. She knew better than to speak up
when Jetta was pissed off like this. It
was best just to let Jetta blow off her steam by ranting and raving and THEN
speak. When they pulled into the long
drive of Jetta's house, she twisted in her seat to stare at her best
friend. “I'm here for you honey, we're
going to make everything okay. We can't
fix what's done, but we can make it work, alright?”
“The first thing we
have to do is get ready to go overseas.
That means I need to get my hair and nails done, not to mention find
shoes and jewelry to match that dress for the engagement party.” Jetta stated,
calming down immensely, knowing it was the damn hormones that were causing her
to go off the handle. “I want to do
everything today, my hair, the nails, everything. Let's go while I still have energy left.” She
didn't move to get out of the car, deciding to let Kary do the driving as they
headed toward their favorite salon.
Chapter 8
Kary listened as
'Dragon Lady', their manicurist rattled on about some Hollywood premiere,
glancing at Jetta who was getting a pedicure.
She perked up when Radcliffe was mentioned, something about him
attending the opening with his fiancée, only a few weeks back. She hesitantly looked at her friend, waiting
for the explosion or something, quickly changing the subject. “You know; I think this week I want you to do
my nails in a pastel purple with some kind of oriental design on them.”
Jetta smiled over at
her best friend sweetly, though that evil glint was in her blue eyes as she
looked up at Dragon Lady with a nod. Her
nails were done in the same color blue as her dress with a spiral design on
them in silver, outlined in black to bring it out. They were perfect as she stood up, gazing at
them, and walked over to grab some extra glue in case they fell off. They never did, but it was just a
precaution. Also, it was a distraction
from what she just heard about Daniel.
Kary shook her head
and sighed, glancing at Jetta in exasperation.
“Why don't you just get them filled like I do? You'd never have to worry about coming off
providing you get them filled again every two weeks.” She already knew why
Jetta didn't do it; they were a royal pain if she wanted to change the style of
her nails. She examined her own nails,
waving them in Jetta's direction teasingly.
“You look fabulous, darling.” She said, imitating their old etiquette
teacher's voice. The same teacher who
had retired after a week. Apparently Jetta had been a hopeless case.
“Thank you. Now then, it's time to go shopping.” She
proceeded to drag her best friend out of the nail salon, after using the
bathroom to vomit some more, and headed to the mall. She needed to get the perfect heels and
jewelry, knowing only Kary could help her out with that. They made small chatter, talking about the
baby shower and how Kary was going to buy the baby its first outfit no matter
if it was a boy or girl. Jetta smiled,
knowing Kary would be there for her through everything, including in the
delivery room when the baby was finally born.
They arrived at the mall a few minutes later and parked, walking inside,
and headed straight for their favorite shoe place to find the perfect heels to
go with their dresses. Kary had decided
to wear dark pink, almost magenta.
“Think I can pull
this off?” Kary mused, studying the heels.
“I don't know... pink isn't my color... well, maybe.” She smirked,
blowing herself a kiss before laughing, making a face at Jetta. “Vain, aren't I?” She linked their arms
together. “Honey, do you think you'll be
alright doing this? If you don't think
you can go through with it, don't. You
don't have to tell him anything. You
could wait until the kid is eighteen and then say something, that'd hurt him
just as bad.”
“No, I want to
humiliate him the way he did me the day after we had sex and I found out he was
taken and cheated on his fiancée.” She replied and snorted, not believing how
coincidental everything was. “Trust me;
my mind is made up on doing this. I have
no regrets, no second thoughts. Ooo look
at these!” She squealed with excitement, holding up a pair of heels with blue
glittering stones in a pattern on the sides, nodding. “These are it. These will go perfect with my dress.”
“They will!” Kary
agreed excitedly. Shopping was about the
only sure-fire method of getting her mind off of whatever topic they were
currently on. She was a
shop-a-holic. “You are going to look
dazzling, Jetta! I can't wait to see
you! You know, the press is probably
going to be lurking, you'll be on the cover of every major European magazine!”
She fished out one of her numerous credit cards, charging both their shoes on
it. “My treat, I'm spoiling you and if
you say no, I'm doing it anyway!”
Jetta laughed,
knowing she couldn't talk Kary out of it, and shook her head as they walked out
of the shoe store, each with a bag.
They're next stop was an expensive jewelry store and Jetta was looking
for something specific. She finally
called over the sales associate working there, smiling at her sweetly. “I'm looking for something that will match
this dress.” She then handed the woman a printed copy of the dress and winked
over at Kary, who was busy flirting with one of the male associate while
looking at a stunning magenta necklace she had her eye on.
“Hmmm…” The woman
began unlocking the counter, pulling out piece after piece of jewelry. Beautiful diamond necklaces and earrings,
topaz, obsidian, pearl; she brought them all out for Jetta's inspection. “Then we have this...” She reluctantly opened
a velvet case, showing off a sparkling blue diamond necklace on a silver
setting, the plates of the setting so delicately down you couldn't even notice
them. “Does the Madam see anything she
likes?”
Kary snorted.
Jetta's eyes were
only for that diamond necklace she'd pulled out of the velvet case, nodding in
approval. “That one. It's perfect and the color matches.” She
stated, taking out her credit card, and pointed at the silver necklace that had
the magenta stone hanging from it cut in the shape of a diamond. “I'll take that too.” She glared when Kary
went to intervene, telling her silently hell hath no fury like a pregnant woman
scorned. She smirked when Kary backed
away and happily paid for the jewelry, getting the matching earrings and
bracelets for both necklaces.
“You are such a
wench.” Kary remarked dryly as they walked out of the store, their parcels
firmly stored in their purses which they both had death grips on. “You know... I think I know what we're
getting next.” She looked across the lane to the lingerie boutique, laughing
when Jetta rolled her eyes. “A girl has
to have sexy things under sexy dresses!
That and it's too good an opportunity to NOT somehow accidentally let
Danny boy know how much he lost out on.”
Jetta rolled her
eyes as Kary dragged her into Fredrick's of Hollywood, a famous lingerie store,
and looked around at all the blues they had.
She smirked as Kary went venturing to the pinks and magentas while she
searched through the blues, looking down at the color her dress was. They had to match or it wouldn't work for
her. That was just the way Jetta
was. She finally found a set that looked
perfect, nodding in approval. It was a
strapless cornflower blue lingerie that had thigh straps to a pair of panties
and built in bra. She found her size with
ease and pulled it from the rack, smirking, and walked over to her best friend,
holding it up. “What do you think?” She
asked coyly.
“I think someone may
be in trouble.” Kary smirked, holding up a magenta colored strapless teddy with
attached straps for her thigh high nylons.
“I found mine as well. You know,
I think we should issue a warning to the men of England, those UK chicks aren't
going to have anything on us when we arrive.” She was arrogant but it was all a
part of her charm, the cheeky grin she flashed showing she was only half
teasing. Possibly.
“I don't think
they'll know what hit them and I do hope Rupert is there. He was really sweet; maybe I could introduce
you two.” She suggested smugly, already knowing Kary was taken, but in all
honesty, the guy was a class A loser in Jetta's book. “I think we have everything we need and now
I'm starving. I want something greasy
and fast, you?” She asked as they walked up to the registers, placing their
items on it, and Jetta grumbled when Kary paid for them. “You are gonna get it, chica.”
“I've so already got
it.” Kary smirked, wrinkling her nose at the mention of greasy and fast. “I'll make a small concession... for you,
only because I love you to death. Something
fried.” She winked, holding onto Jetta's bag and humming as they walked out of
the store. “Mmm-Mmm-Mmm, some lucky son
of a bitch isn't going to know what hit him if he gets a glimpse at what you're
wearing or more importantly, what's underneath the dress.”
“Oh yeah, I'm sure a
man would be really turned on with a pregnant woman in this…” She shook the bag
for emphases, shaking her head as Kary frowned at her, their arms wrapped
around their shoulders. “But you are
right about one thing...Daniel isn't gonna know what hit him, especially since
I PLAN on showing him a glimpse of what's beneath my dress.” She giggled
wickedly when Kary's eyebrow just rose as they walked out of the mall.
“See, I knew there
was a reason I knew I loved you.” Kary chortled as they slipped into Jetta's
car. “Now answer this honestly for me.
Are you going to be able to handle seeing him again? With his slut fiancée? I love you honey but someone mentions this
guy and you totally go purple and practically have a fit.”
“I will be fine,
Kary. I know it's going to be hard, but
when I see that look on his face after I announce to practically the world of
his infidelity, it will definitely be the biggest achievement of my life.”
Jetta replied softly, coolly, and nodded when Kary just gave her a worried
look. “Don't worry, I'll be fine. I won't lose it and if I do, you'll be there
to catch me.” With that said she pulled out of the parking spot and drove out
of the lot, heading toward something greasy and fast, what she was craving.
Kary was silent,
apparently thinking. Which was uncommon
because she was all action no thinking things through. Finally, she voiced the thoughts going round
and round in her mind. “Jet, you given
any thought to what'll happen after you do this? You'll have reporters banging on your doorstep
all the time. A lot of people are going
to wind up thinking you're just doing it for the attention; you ready for all
that honey? Should I buy us some guns?”
Jetta sighed as she
gripped her steering wheel, lips pursed tightly together, and tears began
spilling down her cheeks. “Fine. I won't tell him. He doesn't deserve to know anyway. He probably wouldn't even care.” She knew
embarrassing Daniel in front of everyone wouldn't hurt as much as never having
the chance to watch his son or daughter grow up. They would go to the engagement party and
wish the couple well and Jetta would never mention or utter a word about her
pregnancy.
“Jetta, I'm not
trying to upset you.” Kary said instantly, looking guilty at making her best
friend -pregnant best friend at that- cry.
“I was only thinking about you and the baby; I don't want reporters or
his crazy fans attacking you. If you
want to announce it, I'll make up the fliers and pass them out. I'm with you no matter what you do.”
“I know Kary and you're
right. I don't want reporters all over
me about this, especially this kid. It
didn't do anything so it shouldn't have to put up with their bullshit.” Jetta
replied as they pulled into the drive thru to Taco Bell, and ordered their food
before heading back to Jetta's house.
“Now, I just have to figure out how to tell my parents without revealing
who the father is.”
“Hmm... Your mom is
going to do the math on this. She's not
as dim witted as she pretends to be, she'll know it happened in England. The only thing you got going for you is you
and dipshit's eyes are both blue. Who
all did you hang around while you were there?” Kary demanded as they made their
way to Jetta's room, taking the back stairs to avoid running into the parents.
“Just him and his
friends...wait!” Jetta practically shouted it, immediately covering her mouth
as they rushed into her room, and closed the door as she began going through
the magazines she had a subscription too.
She immediately found the picture and pointed, tears forming in her
eyes. “Rupert. Rupert has blue eyes. I didn’t sleep with him, but it was around
the same time frame.”
Kary frowned,
staring down at the picture. “You are
screwed. If this kid has blue eyes and
red hair, they're going to assume it's Grint's.
The kid has brown hair and blue eyes; they'll think it's Daniel's. Your best bet would be to tell the truth or
not say anything at all. You're an adult
you could just rent a penthouse or something.
Couldn't you?” She blinked, staring at Jetta.
Tears began pouring
down her cheeks as a frantic look came over Jetta's face. No matter how much she wanted to deny it, she
knew Kary was right. Without a word,
Jetta walked over and dialed a number, hoping he answered. It was her good friend that she'd met while
being over in England after the whole ordeal happened with Daniel and his
friends. “Matthew, it's Jetta. I'm not so good, listen I need a favor...”
Chapter 9
Jetta didn't tell
Matthew about the pregnancy, but she knew she'd have to sooner or later since
she'd begin showing soon. Not to mention
she was constantly getting sick and Matthew as getting suspicious fast. Kary's date was Robert Pattinson, very
handsome and a complete gentleman. Jetta
knew they'd hit it off instantly as they sat in the limo, knowing in just a few
short minutes, she would be standing face to face with the father of her unborn
child.
Kary glanced over at
Jetta, flashing a bright smile though she knew on the inside; Jetta had to be
nervous as hell. She had to admit, this
English climate was agreeing with them both.
Jetta was looking radiant though that was probably from the
pregnancy. This was going to be one
very, very interesting night. “You
alright?” She asked, leaning forward while the men discussed football, something
about the Spurs. “You're looking peaky.”
“I feel like I'm
going to be sick.” Jetta whispered, taking deep breaths as she sucked it in and
let it out, raking a hand through her hair.
She left it down, the beautiful necklace hanging around her neck, her
dress clinging to every curve of her body.
She pressed a hand to her stomach and as soon as the limo stopped, she
threw the door open and vomited, tears streaming down her cheeks.
“Jetta, darling, are
you...” Matthew leaned over her, pressing a pocket handkerchief to his nose,
his eyes wide. “Darling, I really think
you're too ill to attend this party.” He glanced at Robert who just shrugged
then to Kary who wasn't even looking at him.
“You need to see the doctor, let me take you home and give him a ring,
please?”
“I already know
what's wrong with me, Matthew.” Jetta whispered back at him, taking the
handkerchief, and wiped her mouth with it as she took another deep breath. She'd run away from home, having left a note
telling her parents she had to find her own way. They were going to be at this party and she
knew she'd have a confrontation. Without
a word, she looked back at Kary with tear filled eyes and stepped out, making
sure not to step into the vomit, and wrapped her arms around herself.
Kary followed her
best friend, waving off Robert. She
pulled a small bottle of perfume from her clutch, spritzing Jetta so she didn't
smell of vomit. Then she passed over a
mint. “No offense love, but you smell.”
She said lightly, offering a smile. Taking a deep breath, Kary eyed the looming
place before them. “Breathe and remember
I'm with you. What's that phrase? You ride, I ride. If you're shooting up the place, I'm bringing
the bullets?”
Jetta nodded as she
stared back at the place and took a deep breath before walking inside, Kary,
Matthew and Robert following. She
stopped as she looked around; spotting her parents, and felt her heart break at
her mother's tears. She knew they were
because of her. Ready to walk back out
and toward the limo, Jetta froze when she seen Daniel and he was headed their
way.
Daniel halted right
in front of Jetta and Kary, nodding politely at the latter though his eyes were
for Jetta alone. “You look beautiful.”
Were the first words out of his mouth.
“Smooth.” Kary
murmured under her breath.
Daniel wanted to
smack himself, that wasn't what he had intended on saying to her.
“Thank you.” She
murmured in reply, her eyes staring into his, feeling her heart shattering as
she pressed a hand to her stomach, growing pale. She cringed when her mother shouted her name,
causing her to bite her bottom lip, and grabbed Matthew's arm for support. Here she was standing in the middle of the
room with the man she was secretly in love with carrying his unborn child he
did not know about and her parents that had no idea where she'd been over the
past few weeks prior to this party.
Fireworks were about to explode and she knew it.
Richard beat his
wife to their daughter, pulling Jetta into his arms. He ignored Daniel, Kary, Matthew and Robert
completely, just held his baby girl tightly.
“God I've missed you, princess.” He whispered, tears stinging his
eyes. He pulled back and looked at her. “Something is different about you.”
“WHERE have you
been?!” Cathleen screeched hysteria in her tone. “You had me worried sick, Jetta! How could you do that to us?”
Tears began pouring
down her cheeks as she held her daddy close; knowing she'd worried him to death
about leaving. “I-I had to leave,
daddy.” She whispered, feeling sicker by the second, completely ignoring her
mother. She hated being yelled at,
especially when it was her mother, even though she knew she deserved it. “I'm sorry...” Suddenly pulling back, Jetta
rushed past them all and to the nearest bathroom, hating this morning sickness
shit. She couldn't wait until her first
trimester was done and over with.
Kary watched wide
eyed as Richard drug Cathleen off for a brandy, insisting she give Jetta a
moment to compose herself. That was
followed by Daniel chasing after Jetta.
She started after them and groaned, hitching up the front and hauled
ass.
“Jetta,” Daniel
knocked on the door. “Jetta let me
in. What's wrong?” His tone was laced
with worry as he listened to the obvious sounds of her retching. Finally, he squared his shoulder and rammed
it into the door. Two things happened.
The door gave albeit reluctantly and he felt like he dislocated his arm.
Jetta screamed as
she whirled around, wiping her mouth off, her blue eyes widened as she stared
back at him. She slowly backed up from
him as he closed the door behind him, swallowing past the lump that'd formed in
her throat. Turning to the sink, she
twisted the faucet knob, and began splashing cold water on her face. It was a good thing she chose not to wear any
makeup.
Daniel could only
stare at her, his mind racing to catch up.
A million and three thoughts swirled around his mind, trying to figure
out what the bloody hell was going on.
“Jetta? Talk to me.” He urged
softly, closing the door behind him, leaning back against it to make sure it
would remain closed, holding his arm. He knew, whatever it was, it was
major. “What's going on?”
“Nothing, I'm sick
do you mind?” Jetta spat back at him, wiping her tears away, and finally shut
the cold water off as she looked in the mirror.
She was horrified at the image that stared back at her. Bags were under her eyes, dark circles, and
she was extremely pale. Was this part of
the joy of being pregnant? Jetta
seriously doubted it as she sighed heavily, gripping the sink as her shoulders
slumped. “Don't you have a fiancée
waiting for you, Mr. Radcliffe?”
“My tart fiancée is
currently in one of the guestrooms with one of the male guests, I believe she's
doing just fine without me.” Daniel replied coolly, plucking a hand towel off a
marble rack and handing it to her. He
watched as she patted her face dry, taking in the change of her
appearance. This wasn't the woman he had
met several months before. “What
happened to you?” He asked softly, his blue eyes liquid.
Jetta laughed out
harshly, tears spilling down her cheeks, and slowly turned to face him. “You sure you want to know?” She finally
asked, knowing this was going to hurt Daniel, but she wanted him to feel the
same pain she did when she found out he was taken after their one night stand
together. When Daniel nodded, Jetta
shrugged as she stared straight into his blue eyes, her own cold. “I'm pregnant...with Rupert's kid.”
His whole world
shattered into a million, tiny razor sharp shards and it showed, for about a second.
The hurt vanished from his eyes as quickly as it appeared. “Well congratulations are in order then,
aren't they?” He stormed out of the bathroom, leaving her there. A second later his voice could be heard
throughout the ballroom. “I'd just like to
say thank you for coming as well as offer my own congratulations to the soon to
be daddy, Rupert!” He raised his glass in a toast.
Jetta blinked back
at Daniel, her mouth open, not believing he just did that! Kary spewed her champagne out while Robert
patted her back and Jetta was frozen solid.
The press was getting involved no matter what, especially since Rupert
was currently trying not to choke on his own drink he was consuming at that
moment. ‘God please don't let him point
me out.’ She thought tears forming in her eyes as Kary quickly came to her
side, along with Matthew who looked confused.
“What is going on?”
Kary demanded, looking around at the mayhem.
She somehow got the impression something had seriously backfired in
Jetta's face, especially when everyone was suddenly toasting Jetta.
Rupert appeared, his
face flaming. “Jetta, we need to talk.”
He stated a forced smile on his lips as he steered her away from the
crowd. “Mind telling me what the bloody
hell is going on?” He demanded once they were somewhat alone.
Tom and Emma were
both wondering what the hell was going on themselves, both sporting identical
bemused expressions.
“Nothing you need to
worry about. Just pretend like you know
Rupert, please.” She begged him quietly, tears spilling down her cheeks as her
parents came toward them. Everything was
happening so fast as she pushed away from Rupert when he just glared at her and
knew she had no choice. “SINCE DANIEL
LIKES TO OPEN HIS DAMN MOUTH, I'D LIKE TO CONGRATULATE HIM BECAUSE RUPERT ISN'T
THE FATHER OF MY UNBORN CHILD, HE IS!” Jetta then fled from the room, causing
everyone to look at the man dumbfounded while Rupert went to console his date
for the evening, which was Bonnie Wright.
“Oh bollocks.” Tom
murmured when Daniel got stampeded. Emma
and him dived in, dragging their friend to safety. Both from reporters and Katie. “What have you gotten yourself into now?”
“THAT BINT! THAT LYING, LITTLE TART!”
Knowing it was for
the best, Emma slapped him. “Calm down!”
She ordered sharply.
“She told me it was
RUPERT’S!”
“Well... in her
defense, she was probably all out of order, as pregnant ladies are wont to be.”
Jetta stopped when
she arrived outside and dropped to her knees, wrapping her arms around her
abdomen as the tears and sobs racked throughout her body. She felt a pair of arms lift her up and
turned around, staring into her father's eyes.
“Daddy, I'm sorry! I didn't know
who he was until after it happened!” She cried out, gripping his shirt in her
hands, and buried her face in his chest as she shook her head back and
forth. “I just found out, that's why I
left! I didn't know how to tell you and
Mom! Please don't hate me!!”
Richard stared down
at his daughter. His first reaction had
been to rip some boy's to shreds but when Jetta had fled the scene, worry had
taken over. “Honey, you should have come
to me, you know I love you no matter what.” He soothed, stroking her hair. His mind was already racing, sorting out the
consequences of this. He could still
hear Daniel's now presumably ex-fiancée shrieking to the press about what a
lying dirt bag he was.
“He only told me
what his name was! He didn't tell me he
lived here or who his parents were!
Daddy, I swear I wouldn't have done it had I known!” She sobbed harder,
collapsing since her knees gave out, and doubled over as more tears poured down
her face. “I'm not getting rid of it and
he's never going to see it either! He
didn't even tell me he was taken! He
just took what he wanted and that was it!
I hate him!” The hormones were taking over, mixing with anger, which
wasn't a good combination.
Richard recognized
what this was instantly and swallowed hard; getting the impression she was just
like her own mother. “Princess, he
probably assumed you knew who he was or thought you didn't and wanted to keep
it that way. He was wrong for not
telling you he was taken but can you really deny him his rights?” He stared
down at her. “Daniel would fight you in
court about it and princess, there's not a court in the world who'd tell him he
couldn't see his baby because he lied to you about his dating status.”
“He doesn't believe
me anyway. I told him it was Rupert's,
which it isn't. It's his.” She stated,
standing up, and dusting herself off, wondering where Kary was. She knew the press was probably bombarding
them with questions and felt more tears sting her eyes as she shook her head,
raking a hand through her hair. “This is
so messed up. If I would've never slept
with him, this wouldn't have happened!” She was angry at herself, angry at
Daniel, angry at the whole situation and didn't know how to let it out.
“Well wishing you
hadn't done something doesn't change the fact that you did it.” Richard said
matter-of-factly. “So let's get out of
here and find a more suitable place for this conversation. Your mother's been sedated so you don't have
to worry about her.”
“It's a madhouse in
there!” Kary shrieked, rushing out in bare feet, having kicked off her heels in
order to run. “Hell Jetta, we got to go,
they're coming this way!”
Jetta's eyes widened
when she heard the shouting of reporters and paparazzi coming at them and had
to think fast. Without a word, she
grabbed Katy's hand in hers and ran to the limo, diving into it after pushing
her inside, and slammed the door.
“DRIVE!” She screeched causing the driver's eyes to widen before peeling
out of there just as reporters and everyone came barreling outside, practically
running poor Richard over.
Richard had to haul
ass to the side to not be trampled, watching as Jetta and Kary took off,
feeling terrible for his princess. He
didn't have time to linger on it when some of the reporters turned on him,
shouting at him for answers since he was Jetta's dad. He took off as well, running and actually
jumping a hedge.
“Whatever happened
to calm and collected?” Kary demanded as she took a side road, cursing the
English for driving backwards.
“I couldn't handle
it anymore, Kary! He fuckin' came in the
bathroom and confronted me, demanding what was wrong!” Jetta shouted, gripping
her hair in her hands, and started crying, pressing a hand to her stomach. “I told him it was nothing, he didn't listen
so I told him that it was Rupert's and he stalked out and proceeded to make the
announcement about what I told him privately!
What was I supposed to do, Kary?!”
Chapter 10
“You could have told
him the truth, in private. Now you're
going to be followed in about any country we go too, including home.” Kary
said, glancing over at her friend and frowning.
“Don't cry Jetta, it's going to make you sick honey.” She drove in
silence for a while, finally sighing.
“Okay, I have to ask it, why did you tell him it was Rupert's? Especially without saying anything to Rupe?”
“I didn't mean too,
but all the hurt came surfacing and my hormones reacted before I could.” Jetta
replied lamely, raking her hands through her hair, knowing she'd have to
disappear and probably change her entire identity. “I can't believe I let this happen.” The
tears began once more, shaking her head back and forth as the driver went to
the hotel. “Tell him to take us
somewhere else, to another hotel, secluded.” She instructed, staring out the
window, and could feel the nausea seeping through.
Nodding, Kary rapped
on the window, lowering it enough to give the order. She slumped back in her seat, her mind
racing. “How about first thing tomorrow
we just leave England? We'll find
someplace nice to lie low throughout your pregnancy. The last thing you need is a bunch of asshole
reporters tailing you and making you miserable honey. What do you say?” She glanced over at
Jetta. “Anywhere specific, but low key
you want to go?”
“I'm doing this
alone.” Jetta stated softly, not looking back at her best friend, and sighed
heavily when Kary began arguing with her.
“Kary!” She shouted, staring at her heatedly. “Listen to me, you have your own life to
live. You don't need to be by a pregnant
woman.” Tears began falling down her cheeks.
“I need to do this alone, by myself...Please, just respect my wishes.”
She said that last part in a whisper.
Kary didn't know
what to say, she didn't have anything better to do so she'd never considered
NOT being there for Jetta. Finally, she
managed a nod, tears filling her eyes.
“Fine.” She whispered harshly, trying not to cry. She rapped on the window again, getting the
driver to pull over. “I love you Jetta,
take care girl.” She flashed a shaky smile before slipping out of the
limo. Another rap on the hood of the car
sent it going again, leaving Kary on the sidewalk.
Shaking her head,
Jetta sniffled as she buried her head in her hands, wishing Kary was there for
her right now. ‘She's doing the right
thing.’ She thought and leaned back in the seat, hoping this pregnancy would be
easier than it seemed. She knew it
wouldn't be though, especially with all the paparazzi and reporters wanting to
hound her into oblivion. What a mess
this was turning out to be!
Daniel was on the
war path. It had taken him only an hour
to recover some of his wits. He'd
searched around for Jetta, sent out Tom and Rupert to find her and so far
nothing. Now he was beginning to get
pissed. He couldn’t believe she'd first
try and say it wasn't his and then to announce it like she had! Well, one good thing came from it. He wasn't engaged anymore. Maybe he owed her one.
Jetta finally
arrived at a small hotel that was secluded and stepped out of the limo, sighing
heavily. She walked into the hotel and
to the front desk, raking a hand through her hair, and dinged the bell to get
someone to assist her. “Hi, I'm looking
to rent a room for the evening.” She softly said and groaned when the front
desk clerk informed her that they were remodeling the building so none of the
rooms were available. With a heavy sigh,
Jetta walked out of the hotel dejectedly and back into the limo, knowing the
driver was probably running out of gas.
“Just go back to the hotel I was currently staying at.” She ordered and
leaned back in her seat, jumping when the doors locked.
The window rolled
down, showing a shock of red hair in the driver's seat. “Hullo.” Greeted Rupert with a smile, looking
at her over his shoulder. “It took me
awhile to let all that settle in.” He glanced in the rearview before pulling into
traffic. “Don't worry Jetta, I got me
license.” He winked at her. “I also own
an ice cream truck, much easier to handle than this beast. You alright love? You look peaked.”
Jetta gaped at him,
her eyes as big as potatoes, and tried the door, tears falling when she
realized she couldn't get out. “YOU
BASTARD! LET ME OUT RIGHT NOW! LET ME OUT THIS INSTANT!” She shrieked,
kicking the door as the panic quickly began setting in. No, this couldn't happen, this WASN'T
happening! If Daniel got his hands on
her… “LET ME OUT OF HERE RIGHT NOW, RUPERT!!!”
“Sorry love but
Daniel is worried about you, and the baby.” Rupert looked pointedly at her
through the mirror. “Nice one by the
way, getting me best mate pissed at me.
Give a bloke some warning next time?” He turned off down the road that
led back to the manor. “He's upset you
know, that you weren't going to tell him.
But... I think he's more upset that you took off leaving him panicking
about you.” He was talking to her like this was a normal, everyday
conversation.
“Rupert, please I
didn't mean to involve you in this! I'm
sorry, okay? I'm really sorry and I
promise that if you let me out right now, I'll NEVER bother you again.” Jetta
was saying whatever came to her head, trying to get out of this, and groaned
when he simply shook his head back at her.
“RUPERT GRINT, YOU LET ME OUT OF THIS LIMO RIGHT NOW BEFORE I RIP YOUR
BOLLOCKS OFF AND PUT THEM IN A BLENDER AND SERVE THEM TO YOU ON THE ROCKS!” She
snapped, her hormones going insane, and groaned when the nausea began
overtaking her. Barely making it to the
trashcan that was in the limo, she spewed, coughing as her entire body
trembled. “Fuck...”
Rupert frowned,
cracking his window. “You alright? When we get back how about some crackers and
Ginger Ale? That might settle your
stomach, or some plain toast.” He sounded concerned, turning down another lane,
almost there. “Jetta, do you need to lie
down love? You're too damn pale, is this
normal for a first time pregnancy?” He had no clue about pregnancies, being
fortunate enough to not have the equipment for it.
“This is called
morning sickness, moron.” Jetta grumbled as she wiped her mouth off, leaning
back against the seat as a cold sweat broke out on her face. “Rupert, I can't see him...I can't. I'll end up clawing his eyes out or killing
him for doing this to me!” She started crying again, shaking her head as she
gripped her hair in her fingers. “I only
involved you because he refused to leave me alone and I lashed out!”
“I don't know how
things are done in the States, but here it's a matter of honor and responsibility
to accept things like this.” Rupert said delicately. “You won't claw his eyes out or kill him
because that would mean prison and you really don't want to birth your babe in
prison now do you?” He asked it but it was more of a statement. “Calm down Jetta, everything will be
alright.”
No, it wasn't going
to be alright and Jetta knew it. Daniel
was going to kill her and then bury the body somewhere nobody would ever find
it. Tears began flowing from her blue eyes
as the sobs tore throughout her body violently, not caring if Rupert could
hear. As soon as the limo stopped and
the doors unlocked, Jetta bolted out of the door and began running for her
life, not caring where she was going.
She knew she had to get away and fast before Daniel found out she had
arrived. Though then again, knowing
Rupert, he probably already called him and that made Jetta tremble harder as
she ran faster.
“Whoa-whoa-whoa,
Jet.” Tom stepped out from behind a tree and gently caught her. “If you're going to run at least do it in the
right direction.” He scooped her up into his arms, grunting at her dress. “Bloody thing... come on, let's get you
inside, you look like you could do with a glass of wine.” He started for the
door, which was now open, Daniel standing on the steps.
“NO! LET ME GO!!” Jetta screamed, squirming,
kicking, doing everything in her power to get him to release her. She was wailing on his back, tears streaming
down her cheeks as she shook her head back and forth rapidly. “YOU HAVE NO RIGHT DOING THIS TO ME!” She
didn't care how she looked right now, how she was acting. She knew it was either this or facing her
early demise and she was opting for running and having this baby on her own. “PUT ME DOWN BEFORE I PUKE ON YOU, TOM!”
“Puke on me, I don't
care.” He replied casually. “I hate this
suit anyway; you'd be doing me a favor.”
“Is she alright?”
Emma came rushing out from behind Daniel.
“Tom, don't cart her around like a sack of scones!”
“She's a might
heavier love, don't worry...I'm handling this package with care.”
“Bring her inside
then. The Radcliffe’s have vacated to
their winter home for a while and Cathleen was taken to her hotel,
sedated. We got the place to ourselves
and security is keeping the paparazzi at bay.”
Jetta was sobbing
violently, coughing harshly, trying to get out of Tom's grasp, but it was like
iron. She was carted inside against her
will as the door closed behind her, her freedom vanishing before her very eyes. She was set down on the couch and immediately
stood up, looking around at everyone surrounding her, and knew this wasn't
good. Taking a deep breath, Jetta jumped
on the couch and did a backflip over it before bolting down the hallway, trying
to get out of this house that was now her prison.
Before she'd gotten
very far, Daniel had caught her, grunting when she struggled against him. “Calm down Jetta! Before you hurt yourself or the baby!” He
said softly in her ear. “Come on, calm
down.” He held her patiently, waiting for her to stop trying to cheap shot him,
making sure to keep his legs closed.
“Jetta, no one's going to hurt you!
Calm down!”
The energy was
draining out of her quickly as she slowly stopped, slumping against him as the
sobs tore through her, causing her body to tremble. “Please, I'll do it by myself. I don't need anyone. I just want to get out of here.” She
whispered pleadingly, coughing as she doubled over, her tears splashing on the
floor below, dropping to her knees. She
was glad her dress flowed out after the waistline otherwise it would've split
at the seam when she dropped to her knees.
“Do it by
yourself? And you think I'm a selfish
asshole?” Daniel questioned, staring down at her with a quirked eyebrow. “That's my child too Jetta, there is no 'by
myself'. You try to run off and deny me;
I'll hunt you down and bury you in court.
You don't want to be with me?
Fine. But you're not going to
raise that baby by yourself, especially when I'm willing to help you.”
“No, you're engaged
and a baby from another woman in your life is the LAST thing you need right
now.” Jetta argued softly, not having the strength to yell at him right now,
and stood up shakily, pressing a hand to her stomach. “I need to lie down.” She whispered, slowly
turning around to face him, and placed her free hand against the wall to steady
herself so she wouldn't collapse.
He nodded, lifting
Jetta into his arms and carrying her towards a bedroom. “Just so you know, I'm not engaged. She broke it off tonight, last I seen was her
leaving with some bloke from Australia.” Daniel didn't sound upset about it in
the slightest. “Like I said, don't even
try to keep me from my child.” He opened a door, stepping inside what was
obviously a man's bedroom and deposited her in the middle of the bed.
Jetta stared back at
him and pulled out a piece of paper, handing it to him. “This is for you. It's my first ultrasound and everything.” She
quietly said, looking down at her hands as the tears began falling silently,
not even bothering to wipe them away.
Her hormones were going crazy and she wasn't used to being this
emotional. Pregnancy sucked as far as
Jetta was concerned and this was going to be a one-time only thing that
happened to her. If it wasn't, she was
going to kill herself.
He stared down at
the papers, shifting through them and smiled slightly. Proof, he'd believed her words tentatively
but here was the proof. A tiny life was
growing inside her, a part of him.
Daniel sank down onto the edge of the bed, his eyes scanning the papers
over and over again. Though the impression
he got from Jetta was this sucked, being pregnant sounded like a bint.
“It was conceived
the night of your parent's party.” She sighed heavily, not meeting his eyes,
not sure what to do right now. She
wished Kary was there, she wished she was back at home in Los Angeles. She wished she'd never come on this trip to
begin with and started all of this garbage.
“I should've just stayed home.” She whispered, drawing her knees up, and
buried her face in them as the tears kept coming. No matter how hard she tried, they wouldn't
stop and she couldn't control them, which scared her. Was pregnancy really THIS emotional and
complicated?
Daniel stared at her
uncertainly, not sure what was expected from him. From what he was told, she was a plethora of
mood swings. Finally, he coughed and
pulled the kerchief out of his button hole, passing it to Jetta. “Do you want something to drink?” He asked
softly, not about to offer food, he didn't know if that'd piss her off or make
her puke. He didn't fancy either one
when it came right down to it.
“When can I leave?”
She asked, looking up at him over her knees with tear filled eyes. She hated England and she didn't want to be
around Daniel and his friends who probably hated her. She couldn't blame them honestly, but what
she needed right now was the comfort and safety of her bedroom and her daddy to
tell her everything would be alright.
The thought made more tears sparkle in her eyes as she leaned back
against the headboard, completely emotionally, physically and mentally
exhausted.
Chapter 11
“You can leave in
the morning if you have too. But I'll
expect reports and a due date so I can be there. We'll also have to arrange for paternity to
be established as well as custody.” Daniel said finally, looking at her
calmly. He didn't want Jetta to leave
but he wasn't going to force her to stay either if she didn't want to be around
him. “Why can't you stay here with me?”
He asked finally, wishing he hadn't as soon as the words were out of his mouth.
“What?” She replied,
a confused look adorning her face as she blinked back at him, sniffling a
bit. “I-I don't know…” She finally said,
looking down at the blanket, raking a hand through her hair. “I suppose I'll have to move to this wretched
country now since I'm having your baby, right?” She half joked, a small smile
forming on her lips, and sat up a little bit more, staring at him.
“You don't have
too. I could move to... the States.” A
pained look crossed his face as he said it.
“Or we could six month splits, which probably wouldn't go too well.”
Daniel sighed, raking a hand through his hair.
“How do you feel about having my baby Jetta? Is it really that hard on you?” He stared at
her expectantly.
“I honestly don't
know, Daniel. I mean, we have a history, both good and bad.” Jetta sighed
heavily, closing her eyes as she brought one knee up and bent it. “I just never expected to have a baby this
early in my life so yes it is hard on me. As far as it being yours, I can
think of others that would be worse to have.” She ran her hand across her flat
stomach, knowing in a few months she would be showing.
“Well, I don't
either of us were expecting a baby this early in life.” He reached out to place
his hand on hers. “Can you feel it yet
or is it too soon?” Daniel asked softly, wondering how something as small as
her was going to be able to house and deliver a baby, another person. It was almost overwhelming and Daniel had to
lean back to let the weight of it sink in a bit.
“No, it's only the
size of your thumb right now, maybe a little bigger. I'm almost three months.” She informed him
softly, rubbing her hand up and down, sighing deeply. “I know this sounds crazy, but I'm already in
love with him or her.” Jetta flat out refused to call her unborn child it and if
Daniel did, she'd knock his head off of his shoulders.
“I can imagine.”
Daniel replied, staring at her stomach wonderingly. “So when he or she does move, you're going to
feel it. Though she'll probably be small
for me to feel yet...” He looked a bit depressed, finally shaking his head and
standing up. “This is my bedroom, it's
the only one that's not occupied or made up.
Will you be alright?” Jetta looked tired and he intended for her to get
a good night's sleep.
“Yes, I'll be fine.”
She murmured softly, sighing when her stomach began growling loudly. “I haven't eaten since yesterday.” She
admitted quietly, moving off the bed, and walked over to stare out of the
window. It was a beautiful scenery, the
sun just setting over the horizon. It
was one of those moments that Jetta wished she could capture forever and look
at it whenever she wanted too, but knew that was impossible. Pressing a hand to her stomach, she began
rubbing it up and down, falling more in love with the life growing inside of
her.
While Jetta was
obviously distracted, Daniel stood up and pulled a cord near his bed. It was an old fashioned method of summoning
one of the staff but effective and not as crude as a telecom. He walked over to the door, not surprised
when his summons was answered almost immediately. He quickly placed an order before leaning
back against the door, watching Jetta.
The sun flowed
through the window, lighting Jetta up in the beautiful gown she was still
wearing. The golden embers of her hair
glittered along with the red, and she had a peaceful look on her face. Jetta couldn't remember the last time she was
this peaceful, even with everything that happened. Also, she couldn't stop thinking about that
night she shared with Daniel to make the bundle of joy that was currently
growing inside of her. No matter how
hard she tried, Jetta knew she was in love and not just with her unborn child,
but with Daniel as well, though she'd never admit it.
Daniel only moved
from his watch when a light tap at the door indicated Jetta's food had
arrived. He took the tray himself and
carried it to a small credenza, setting it down and lifting the silver
warmer. “Toast, crackers, broth, tea,
some kind of clear soda...” He said softly, glancing at her. “Jetta?”
“Hmm?” Jetta
mumbled, blinking a bit, and tore her eyes from the window as she stared back
at him. The aroma of food entered her
nostrils as she looked down at the tray and smiled a bit, patting his shoulder
with her hand. “Thanks.” She murmured,
taking the tray over to the bed, and sat down on it as she chomped on some
crackers before taking a sip of her clear soda.
“So...are they mad at me?” She finally asked with a heavy sigh, not
meeting his eyes.
“Tom, Emma and
Rupert? No, should they be?” Daniel
asked puzzled. “Rupe's gotten over his
shock at his almost unplanned pregnancy.” Here he offered a wry smile. “Emma is just worried about you and Tom
thinks you deserve an award; he has a sick sense of humor.” He made a face,
apparently reliving what his friend had said.
“Is the food alright? I can send
for something else if you want.”
“It's fine, Daniel.”
Jetta softly replied, taking another bite out of the food, and raked a hand
through her hair with a sigh. “I know
your parents probably can't stand me right now and I don't blame them. I'll try to find a place to stay out here
until I have the baby and we figure out where to go from there.” She didn't
look at him the entire time, biting her bottom lip, and closed her eyes as her
emotions began erupting again. “Sorry, I
hate these damn hormones.” She grumbled, wiping her tears away.
“My parents don't
hate you; they don't understand you, though mum says that could be the
hormones.” Daniel assured her. “You
don’t have to find another place to live, you're more than welcome here. I'll have a room fixed up for you if you want
whatever you want. Anything as long as
you and the baby are comfortable.” He didn't know if he was being over-protective,
unfortunately nobody had handed him a guide on what to do when you're the
expecting father.
Jetta chuckled at
what he said, shaking her head, and patted his hand gently. “You're being overprotective and I find it
cute.” She popped a cracker in her mouth and winked at him, knowing they could
get along if both could set aside their ego.
It could happen; anything was possible at this point. “As for the room, I'd like to have that
backhouse where we-” She trailed off, a blush creeping in her cheeks, knowing
she didn't need to say anymore.
“The
guesthouse? How do you want it fixed
up?” Daniel was already reaching for the cord again, prepared to give
instructions to begin preparations to make it hospitable. As far as he knew, nobody had been in it but
them since that night. “Repainted, new
carpets? Furniture...There's a bedroom
off to the back that'd work for a nursery....wait; did you say you found it
cute?” He blinked, staring down at her.
Jetta couldn't stop
herself even if she wanted too as she started giggling at him, shaking her
head. “Would you stop it already? My god, you're worse than a damn mother hen!”
She laughed at the look on his face. “Or
should I say father hen?” She laughed harder when he just scowled at her and
took a long drink of her clear soda since she couldn't have any caffeine.
His fingers were
wrapped around that cord though he didn't pull, just watching Jetta. Finally, a grin cracked his face, looking a
bit sheepish. “I guess I am overreacting
aren't I?” Daniel said finally, chuckling at the expression on her face. He sat down in a chair next to the bed,
watching her pick at the tray's contents.
“So you're three months along then?”
“Just about.” Jetta
replied, popping another cracker in her mouth.
She rolled over to the other edge of the bed and stood up; stretching as
she tried pulling the dress to fit her body though it was completely molded
against her. “Okay, I can't take this
anymore.” She stated and unzipped it, kicking the dress aside and ran her hand
down her sides as the garment beneath was in Daniel's vision. She'd completely forgotten she had it on.
His eyes widened,
taking her in appreciatively. If he'd
known what was underneath that dress, he might've suggested something more
comfortable himself. Then he mentally
slapped himself for having that thought.
Down boy. He cleared his throat,
trying to tear his eyes away but it was harder than it should've been. Speaking of hard...Daniel coughed. “Would you like me to go and give you some
um...privacy?” He asked hesitantly.
Jetta turned around
and looked at him with a confused look before staring down at what she was
wearing...or not wearing. For some
reason, she didn't scream or try to cover herself and simply shrugged, smiling
sweetly back at him. “You've seen me
naked, Daniel. Why would this bother
you?” She asked, walking over and sat on the bed, popping a grape in her mouth.
Now there was a
question he didn't really want to search for an answer too. “I just didn't want to make you uncomfortable
or anything.” Daniel said finally. “I
don't know...I didn't know if your body was already changing or anything...” He
still couldn't look away from that lingerie or the beautiful body that accented
it. He knew he was being rude but it was
something akin to a man who'd been dying of thirst suddenly seeing a bottle of
water.
“I should start
showing soon.” She softly informed him, leaning back against the bed, and
closed her eyes as a yawn escaped her lips.
She was more tired than she thought as she opened them to stare back at
him, looking curious. “This doesn't
bother you, does it?” She asked softly, biting her bottom lip as she smoothed
the material over her slightly swollen stomach, though it was still flat for
the most part. “I mean; this is all I
have since I really didn't expect to be staying here.”
“Define bother.” Daniel
said automatically, regretting the words coming out of his mouth the moment he
said them. He wasn't bothered as in shy
that she was half naked, no...That would've been the easier way out. He was bothered in the other sense of the
term, as in hot and bothered. “No... It
doesn't bother me, Jetta, whatever's comfortable for you. Though I have shirts if you want to borrow
one.”
Jetta bit her bottom
lip when she heard what he said and slowly slipped from bed, walking over to
him as she stared down into his eyes.
“I'd like a shirt to sleep in please.” She then walked away from him
after giving him a sneak peek down her lingerie, and walked back over to lie in
bed, yawning more as her eyes became heavy.
It'd been a LONG, emotional day and she knew carrying a baby on top of
what happened was the reasoning behind her exhaustion.
It took Daniel a few
seconds to realize Jetta had actually spoken.
Then about a minute to realize what she had said. “Shirt, get you, I - I will get you a shirt.”
He smacked himself openly, not believing he'd just butchered a sentence like
that. It wasn't like he hadn't seen a
woman naked before, and she wasn't even naked!
He'd seen hundreds...yeah, thousands, he was...totally screwed. Clearing his throat, he walked over to his
closet, thinking all sorts of disgusting thoughts to try to control himself
with. Finally, he pulled out a navy blue
button up.
Jetta was giggling
uncontrollably back at him, watching him fumble with the silk blue night
shirt. “Daniel, you're shaking.” She
pointed out, slipping from the bed, and walked over as she took the material
from his hand, staring into his eyes.
“Relax.” She whispered softly, slipping the material over her head, and
smoothed it down her curvaceous body since she was showing yet. “There, is that any better?” She asked,
placing her hands on her hips.
“No.” He answered
honestly. It was only making it
worse. If it were even possible, Jetta
looked even more astonishing in his shirt then she had in the lingerie, now how
messed up was that. The way the silk
material brushed against her even silkier thighs...those creamy, curvy...He was
mercifully saved by the sounds of Tom outside the door.
“Emma wants to know
if Jetta needs anything feminine items!”
Jetta smiled as she
walked over and opened the door, the shirt going two inches above her
thighs. It almost looked like a dress on
her, a bit baggy, but nothing she couldn't handle. “No Tom, I don't need anything. I haven't gotten those weird cravings yet.”
She raked a hand through her hair and groaned when a picture of pancakes
dripping in syrup flashed through her mind.
“On second thought...”
Tom was laughing
when he walked into the huge black and white kitchen where Emma was busy
squeezing lemons for juice. “She's
hungry for hotcakes, love.” He informed sweetly.
“Mmm sounds bloody
excellent to me.” Rupert spoke up from the table where he was browsing an
entertainment tabloid.
“I'm on it, anything
in them?”
“Strawberries if you
don't mind.” Jetta replied as she walked out, causing Rupert's eyes to
instantly bug out at the sight of her.
She smiled at him sweetly before walking over to Emma and hugged
her. “I'm sorry about what I said. I never meant it. I was angry and confused about everything and
I know you and Daniel are close. Do you
forgive me?” She asked softly, staring down into Emma's eyes, knowing she had
to make amends in order to get along with these people.
Emma looked at
Daniel who just nodded then to Tom who was making a 'get closer' motion and
rolled her eyes. “Of course I forgive
you, forgive me for being such a cow?
And by the way, since you're now in the group, watch out for Tom, he's a
slag.”
“You're a bint.” Tom
shot back sweetly.
“Am I a dad or not?”
Chapter 12
Jetta laughed at
Rupert and shook her head with a sarcastic heavy sigh. “No, but I could make you one in about a
year.” She winked at him and giggled when he visibly paled, shaking her
head. “He's fun to mess with.” She
commented and popped a strawberry into her mouth that was freshly cut, winking
at Emma. “Do you want me to help cook?”
Daniel and Tom both
stepped away. They'd each tried offering
that once before and a skillet to the backside had told them the answer was a
definite no.
“Sure.” Emma
agreed. “Strawberries are in the fridge,
if you wouldn't mind slicing them for me?”
Rupert blinked,
looking at the girls, then to his mates, then back to the girls. It was obvious he was wondering just what in
the hell was going on here. Was the
world ending?
“Well hell...”
Jetta smiled sweetly
and nodded, pulling the refrigerator door open, and took the rest of the
strawberries out. She started cutting
them after pulling her hair up in a ponytail, humming softly under her breath. She finished and gave them to Emma, who
instructed her to sit down, not wanting Jetta to overexert herself. She nodded without a word and sat down right
next to Rupert, staring at him. “Problem
dear?” She asked sweetly.
“You realize you
almost gave me a heart attack? I thought
I'd gotten drunk or something and that's why I couldn't remember anything.” He
grinned at her, winking.
“How many kids out
there do you have then Ruppie?” Tom asked curiously, smirking slightly as he
and Daniel joined the table.
“Probably one for
each night he's gotten himself pissed, eh mate?”
Rupert actually
paled.
Jetta giggled as she
elbowed Daniel in the ribs, causing him to grunt out. “Be nice.” She softly scolded, raking a hand
through her hair as the smell of pancakes floated through the air. When it was finished, Jetta took half the
stack and scooped whipped cream on it, half the container to be precise, and
drenched them in heavy maple syrup.
Jetta wasn't kidding when she said she was craving breakfast.
They all could only
stare at her, watching her devour the hotcakes.
And these weren't the thin little cakes either; Emma made them big and
fluffy. “How do you not gain weight?”
Emma asked enviously. “I eat like that
and my thighs bulge out.”
“So does her arse.”
Jetta looked at all
of them, half a hotcake in her mouth, and dropped it as she slowly swallowed,
blushing. “I...normally don't eat like
this...I don't know what's wrong with me...” She quietly said, looking down,
and bit her bottom lip as she pressed a hand to her stomach. She knew why.
It was the little demon seed growing inside of her that her and Daniel
produced together. She wasn't eating for
just her now, she was eating for two, and she had to get used to that fact.
Daniel studied her
thoughtfully, cottoning on to what was wrong which a good thing was, he
assumed. At least he wasn't thick like
Rupert could be when it came to anything but seducing the female sex. “Love, you're feeding my baby in there, if
that child is anything like me, you'll wind up eating enough to feed a platoon
and we'll still love you anyway.”
“I'll love you
forever.” Tom said, winking at her.
Jetta smiled at
Daniel and shook her head at Tom. “You
belong to Emma and we all know it, Thomas.” She replied, causing him to scoff
back at her while Rupert just muttered something under his breath. She went back to eating, devouring the rest
of her hotcakes, and leaned back against the seat as she looked down at her
tiny stomach. “Child, you're gonna end
up giving your momma a heart attack with all this eating.”
Emma smirked,
looking at her suave friend and shook her head.
“Tom doesn't belong to any woman; he's too much of a flirt.” She said,
sipping her juice.
Tom mocked sadness,
clenching his fist and placing it over his heart. “You ladies are wounding me over here.” He
pouted, sticking out his lower lip.
“Oh hell.” Daniel
shook his head, exchanging looks with Rupert, both men rolling their eyes.
“I'll believe that
one; he seems like the type who likes to explore different women.” Jetta
commented, smirking when Tom blushed, and finally finished off her
breakfast/dinner. Her craving meal. She sighed and stood up, walking over to the
sink, and started doing them since Emma did all the cooking. When she tried helping, Jetta shooed her out
of the kitchen, smiling when Emma pouted, but it didn't faze her in the
slightest. After she was sure Emma
wouldn't try stepping in, Jetta went to continue doing the dishes.
Daniel watched as
one of the cleaning maids came in, Rosalie, and knew if Jetta wanted to finish
dishes, she was about to have a war on her hands.
“Ducky, there's a
dishwasher for that!” Rosalie said, chuckling and taking the dishcloth from
Jetta. “Let me just load them all up and
they'll be done in no time with no fuss, leaves you free to run along now,
lamb.”
Jetta started to
argue and sighed when Daniel came jumped in, pulling her away from the
sink. “But Emma did all the cooking!”
She protested, sighing heavily, and was pushed gently down on the couch with a
soft plop. “I know it's not a big deal,
but I really wanted to help out.” Jetta grumped, sighing heavily when Daniel
just chuckled at her, and shot him a glare.
“It's not funny, Radcliffe.”
“Actually it is
rather amusing.” Daniel teased, laughing when she decked his shoulder and just
swatted her hand aside. “Jet, you're in
a place where everything is taken care of, that's how they earn their
salaries. Rather expensive salaries I
might add. Besides, Rosalie can be quite
a tiger if she doesn't get her way.
She's a bit of a mother-hen.”
“Great.” Jetta
grumbled, folding her arms in front of her chest, a pout on her lips. “At my house in L.A., we have maids, but we
also do things for ourselves. I can't
stand just sitting around and not doing anything. It drives me bonkers.” Jetta stated, raking a
hand through her hair, and stood up as she rubbed her stomach. “I'm gonna go get some fresh air, unless you
have a problem with that, Your Majesty.” She joked with a snort and headed out
of the room without a reply.
Tom was outside,
sitting on a stone bench. He was hunched over his knees, staring down at the
mosaic. He sat upright when he heard
footfalls on the terrace, flashing his customary smile. “Hello love, tire of not being able to do anything
for yourself?” He asked knowingly, winking at her, tapping a finger against the
side of his nose. “It's like that with
these old manor houses and old families, not everyone does it though.”
“Thanks...” Jetta
replied wearily as she slowly walked over to stand beside him, sighing as she
looked out at the long strip of land the Radcliffe Manor sat upon. “I hope I didn't offend you in there with
what I said, Tom. You do seem like a
nice guy and I was just joking since Emma started it.” She explained, feeling
like she had too, even though deep down she didn't. Tom seemed like the jokester type.
Tom automatically
waved her words aside. “No worries
Jetta, everyone knows me, easy going I am.
Besides, everyone knows what I'm like.
I flirt with them all but take home none. I'm just a casual, looking for the right one
kinda guy.” He flashed another smile, studying the land. “I like Scotland better, damn wet country but
it's more...I don't know...low-key? It's
nice.”
“Yeah, it was
peaceful when we were there, even though all the shit that was happening.”
Jetta sighed heavily as she raked a hand through her hair, placing a hand on
her near three-month old stomach. “God,
I don't know what I'm going to do. I
never thought I'd be a mother this early in life. I never thought anything like this could
happen to me.” Tears started cascading down her cheeks, her hormones going
crazy again at the thought of her childhood and early adulthood escalating
rapidly because of this baby she was having.
Tom frowned
slightly, scooting over on the bench to wrap a reassuring arm around her shoulders. “Come on now, Jetta, it's not that bad. Well...” He clarified at the look she gave
him. “It is, but it could be loads
worse. Dan's not a bad sort, he's
just...got a lot of growing up to do, you know?
He doesn't know about living in the real world, he's been famous since
he was eleven; the world just kind of gives him his way if you know what I
mean? Besides, you have friends here.”
“Friends? No, Daniel has friends. I have nobody here, Tom.” She stood up from
the bench and wrapped her arms around herself.
“He already told me that I couldn't take the baby from him because he
would make me miserable if I did. I'm
stuck now because of how popular he is no judge is going to deny him his
rights, no matter what. It sucks because
I feel like I don't have any choices and feel very imprisoned here.”
“Hate to tell you
this love,” Tom stood up. “No judge
would deny him his rights simply because he's the father. If he was abusive, or likely to hurt the kid,
then they would. Other than that, they'd
see no reason to deny him. And just what
are Rupe, Em and I? The next-door-bloody
neighbors?” He feigned being hurt. “And
here I thought we were getting on better than that, you're simply brilliant at
crushing a man, Jetta, brilliant.”
Jetta sighed heavily
as she wiped her tears away, slumping her shoulders as she folded her hands
tightly together. “I just wish I
wouldn't have blabbed the truth until I figured out how to handle this better. Now thanks to my big mouth, I'm stuck between
a rock and a hard place. You don't
understand, Tom. How could you? You're not the one pregnant by such a
powerful Hollywood icon as Daniel.” She sniffled a bit and closed her eyes,
wishing Kary and her father was there at that moment to console her and help
her through this.
“If I was pregnant
by Daniel, I'd be wondering just what my parents weren't telling me.” Tom
joked, trying to get her to smile though it obviously wasn't working. “Dan's not a bad sort, he's
just...spoilt. You don't even have to be
here in you don't want to be, he can't force you. He can't make you do anything you don't want
to do, except give him his rights as a father, just remember that Jetta.” He
extended his arm to her. “Want to take a
walk with me?”
Jetta slowly turned
around to face him and nodded, looping her arm through his, and smiled slightly
when he made a funny face. “You're a
dork.” She commented, though a giggle showed Tom that she was appreciating what
he was doing. “Daniel asked me why I
couldn't stay here with him and I just...I melted. I foiled, I couldn't help it. He looked so sad and I actually felt sorry
for him. How do you say no to someone
who gives you irresistible blue puppy dog eyes?”
“I have no clue; I
don't get his big blue puppy dog eyes.
Though I'm sure if he flashes them on me, I'll knock him out.” Tom
replied pleasantly. He led her down a
gravel pathway, the sprinklers coming on though the spray didn't reach
them. “You love him then?” He glanced
sideways at her, watching the expressions play across Jetta's face in the dim
yard lights. “Maybe what you need is a
vacation, time away to sort things out.
Everything has just kind of been tossed at you, hasn't it?”
Jetta nodded, not
able to deny it, and sighed heavily. The
truth was, she wasn't sure if she loved Daniel or not. She barely knew the man and a relationship
was based on more than just great mind blowing sex. “I honestly don't know if I love him or not,
Tom. I barely know him and you're right,
everything has been thrown at me. Though
I know if I even TRY to leave this place, he'll follow because he'll think I'm
trying to take his child from him. I
just wish I didn't have to answer to him, that I had my independence back. Sometimes I regret that night we shared in
the back house. Sometimes I wish I never
laid eyes on Daniel Radcliffe.” She was tearing up again as she leaned her head
against Tom's shoulder, sniffling quietly.
Tom hesitated for
only a fraction of a second before enfolding her in his strong arms, stroking
her back and smoothing down her hair.
“It'll be alright love, everything will work perfectly.” He soothed his
breath hot against her ear as he comforted her.
“Why don't we fly out to Scotland?
Take in some nature, maybe some fishing.” His passion was fishing so his
tone grew a bit eager.
“Fishing?” Jetta
giggled as she wiped her tears away, clutching his arms to keep herself steady,
and sighed heavily. “I don't think
traveling is the best thing for me right now, at least not until I talk to
Daniel about it. If I just take off he'll
think I'm taking his child away from him and you know it. Scotland sounds great though.” She smiled up
at him tearfully and hugged him close before kissing his cheek gently. “We'd better head inside before they send out
the search party.”
Tom nodded, ever the
gentleman and turned around, leading her back towards the manor. “You don't have to talk to him about it,
love. All you have to do is tell him
you're going on a vacation and you'll be in touch, it's not like the two of you
are married or even engaged.” He smiled gently.
“Let me know if you change your mind, a spot of fishing is beginning to
sound more and more like heaven to me.”
Jetta smiled more as
she slowly turned around to face him, caressing his face gently with the back
of her hand, and kissed his cheek.
“Thank you for being a great friend and listener, Tom. I was wrong about you. Good night.” She then walked inside, leaving
him standing at the doorway that lead to the garden, where they'd taken a walk,
and headed to Daniel's room. She wasn't
surprised to find him there, staring out the window, and knew he'd probably
seen the exchange between her and Tom.
Without a word, she walked over and slid into bed, exhausted from the
day's events.
Chapter 13
“Tom's a charmer, isn't he?” Daniel asked conversationally, turning
from the window to watch her. “How about
something fresh to sleep in?” He strolled over to his huge walk-in closet,
rifling around before returning with a football (soccer) jersey, tossing it to
her. “Are you really tired?” He stared
down at her, his blue eyes-the eyes that could melt her so easily-unreadable at
the moment.
Jetta raised an eyebrow up at him and shook her head, not taking
the jersey. “What's wrong with sleeping
in this?” She asked, pointing to his silk blue shirt he'd given her earlier
on. She didn't like the tone his voice
held either and crossed her arms in front of her chest. “You were spying on me. How typical.” She snorted, sliding from the
bed, and raked a hand through her hair.
“No, I'm suddenly not tired anymore, Radcliffe.”
“Spying? No, I wasn't
spying, I was watching.” He clarified.
“I wanted to make sure you were alright, Jetta, is it that hard to
believe?” He looked down at her, frowning slightly then looking at the
jersey. “I thought you'd want something
fresh to sleep in, forgive me for thinking about you.” Now his own tone held a
hint of sarcasm. “What is your
problem? What did I do now?”
“YOU are my fuckin' problem, Daniel!” She shouted, her anger
suddenly peeking her interest, and growled when he just narrowed his eyes back
at her. “I'm a prisoner here. I do not want to stay here for the rest of my
pregnancy! I'd rather be back in L.A.
with my TRUE family and let our kid come see you once a year or something like
that! I'm not going to be in your damn
shadow for the rest of my life and neither is my child!” Her eyebrows were
drawn together, her body tensed, and she was literally trembling with
anger. “I suppose you'd blow a gasket to
find out that Tom wants to take me away for a few weeks to clear my head
right?”
Daniel had to take a few seconds to digest all that. Finally, he took a deep breath and addressed
everything she'd just said in the order she'd presented it. “You want to go to L.A., then go. Be with your TRUE family if that's what you
REALLY want. OUR kid will NOT just see
me once a bloody year; you can't do that to me.
It's my child as much as it is yours.
I don't WANT you living in my shadow either.” He took another deep
breath. “Tom wants to take you where?”
“That's none of your business.” She replied evenly, crossing her
arms in front of her chest. “My child is
NOT coming to England except once a year and it will be for a week MAX. I am the mother, I am the one who is going to
be enduring all the pain, and I’M the one who is going to feel all the
pain! Therefore, I will decide WHEN and
WHERE you will see our child, am I clear on that? I swear, don't make this a war, Daniel because
if you do, I will bring you down, Hollywood star or NOT.”
Daniel glared at her. “Are
you really that dense Jetta? Do you
honestly believe any judge in any country is going to allow you that all
because you've got a grudge against me?
What makes you think you're even a fit mother? You'd deny a child it's father simply because
you were shagged-and shagged well-by a taken man! You're acting like a bloody bint! You want to fight me in court? Fine, so be it. The only thing you're bringing down is
yourself because you can't see reason!”
Jetta felt tears burn her eyes as she squared her shoulders and
glared hatefully back at him. “Then
maybe I should get rid of it once and for all so we don't have to battle over
this.” She stated in an even tone, not ready to be a mother to be honest. It wasn't too late either. She had until the fourth month to get an
abortion so the option was still open to her.
“I don't really want to have your child anyway since you're a
controlling, manipulative, rich son of a bitch who couldn't have the DECENCY to
tell ME who you REALLY were before you shagged me!”
“You're just as big a bitch as I am a bastard! You HATED Katie. You didn't give two fucks what she might feel
about any of it, all you cared about was you felt like you were being
used. If you abort my baby Jetta, I'll
make your life hell. If you don't want
it, just have it and give him or her to me.
Don't kill her.” He pleaded.
“I'll compensate you, whatever you want, just don't kill my child.” He
stared at her, astounded that that thought could even cross her mind.
“You think I'd actually have this baby and give it to you?” She
laughed harshly and shook her head, not believing what Daniel was
thinking. “Listen here, fucker I don't
need or WANT anything from you. YOU'RE
the one who screwed up with Katie, NOT me!
You're the one who came onto me FIRST and initiated the whole thing, so
don't you DARE blame this all on me, Daniel Radcliffe! It takes TWO to tango sweetheart, and I've
got news for you, I wasn't satisfied in the slightest, so you can take your ego
and shove it up your ass!” She shouted at him, fire spitting from her blue eyes
that suddenly iced over to almost black since sapphire was a dark color to
begin with.
“I WASN'T blaming anything on you!
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SAID YOU DIDN'T WANT THE BABY, THAT YOU COULD GET RID
OF IT YOU SELFISH LITTLE BINT!” Daniel roared, completely outraged by now. He wasn't generally quick to temper but Jetta
had more than brought out his Ire.
“YOU'RE MAKING THIS ALL OUT TO BE ABOUT YOU WHEN ALL I WANT IS TO SEE MY
CHILD. You can't even see past your own
hatred. YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOU'RE OWN
FUCKING MOTHER!”
Jetta gasped when she heard that about her mother and couldn't stop
herself even if she wanted too. A smack
sounded a second later throughout the room and Daniel's cheek had a mean red handprint
on it. Tears of anger and hatred stung
her eyes as she shoved him away from her, not knowing why he would say such a
thing about her mother. “YOU BASTARD! YOU WILL NEVER SEE YOUR CHILD, YOU HEAR
ME?! NEVER! YOU WILL NEVER SEE IT GROW UP, TAKE IT'S
FIRST STEP, TAKE IT'S FIRST BATH, FEED IT A BOTTLE, NOTHING! YOU ARE OUT OF MY AND MY CHILD'S LIFE FOR
GOOD! FUCK YOU AND YOUR FAMILY, YOU
SELFISH SON OF A BITCH!” She screamed at him before running out of the room,
tears pouring down her cheeks.
He chased after her, an angry handprint glowing on his pale
cheek. He caught her by the wrist at the
foot of the steps, ignoring the shocked looks on Emma's, Tom's and Rupert's
faces. He also ignored Rosalie's 'Master
Radcliffe!’. “I don't want to be in YOUR
life Jetta. You're nothing but a bitter
woman! You're going to grow old and die
bitter because you can't let the past go, you cling to it like it's your
fucking security blanket!”
“Fuck you, Daniel!! I do not
cling to it! You are a controlling bastard
now let me go!!” She shouted at him, trying to wrench her arm free from his
vise grip, tears pouring down her cheeks like two rapid streams. “I hate you!!
I HATE YOU!!” She screamed, her eyes never leaving his, and kicked him
in his shin as he released her. She
barely caught herself as she stumbled down a few steps, coughing as the sobs
tore throughout her body, and landed on the first level of the steps. “You will NEVER see your child or me
again! Good riddance, you bastard!” She
then fled down the last flight of stairs.
Tom caught her on the final step, catching Jetta in his arms. “Calm down love!” He whispered, staring at
her wide eyed, his gaze moving to Daniel.
“She's pregnant you sod! How
could you treat the mother of your child like this, Dan? What the ruddy hell has gotten into you
lately?” He helped Jetta away from the 'sod', keeping a comforting arm around
her. “Are you alright love?”
“No, I'm not alright! I want
out of here! I want to be as far away
from him as possible!” She cried out, loud enough for Daniel to hear, leaning
further into Tom's comforting arms as she sniffled. “He doesn't even care about me; all he cares
about is seeing the child that isn't even born yet!! That's fine because I hate him and I never
want to see him again! NEVER!” She cried
harder, allowing Tom to lead her wherever.
“What the bloody hell is going on, Daniel?” Emma demanded,
following right behind his heels as he walked after Tom and Jetta. Rupert trailing behind them. “What did you do to her?”
“Besides tell her the truth?
That instead of hating me, she needs to let things go for the sake of
the baby? She wants to deny me my rights
because she was fucking lied too!”
“Hormones mate.”
Jetta finally stopped as she turned and buried her face in Tom's
chest, her tears soaking his shirt, her heart shattering like it did that day
she walked inside the mansion and found out who Daniel really was. “I'm leaving first thing in the morning.” She
stated, slowly pulling away from him, and stared up into his kind blue
eyes. “Thank you, for everything.” She
whispered and walked away from him and ran toward the back house, slamming the
locking the door behind her before collapsing on the floor knees first.
Tom stalked right up to Daniel and leveled him with one punch to
the face. Shaking his fist, he glared
down at his friend. “I hope you're
bloody happy.” He snarled stalking off in the direction Jetta had went.
Daniel held his nose, groaning when blood began gushing from
it. “Hell...”
Jetta crawled to the couch and pulled it out, collapsing back on
it, and proceeded to cry herself to sleep.
She couldn't believe how cruel Daniel had been saying something so vile
about her mother. Sure, they had their
ups and downs, but Jetta loved her mother and refused to have anyone
badmouthing her, especially the likes of him.
She curled up in a tight ball, pressing her hand against her stomach,
and wished she wasn't pregnant. She
wished she wasn't there, she wished she'd never laid eyes on Daniel
Radcliffe. With that thought in mind and
the hope that she'd be home sometime tomorrow, Jetta went to sleep,
heartbreaking tears flowing from her closed eyes.
~!~
Tom stared down at Jetta as she slept, watching her chest rising
and falling evenly. It had taken quite some
time for her sleep to become gentle, not filled with tears or ragged
sighs. He glanced down at his hand,
shaking his fist again and wondered briefly just how hard he had punched
Daniel. Hopefully hard enough to break
the little git's nose. That would be
nice. He smirked at the very
thought. The bastard more than deserved
it. Tom's thoughts strayed back to the
woman before him, a smirk forming on his lips.
It was time.
Jetta felt a presence over her and slowly opened her eyes to stare
at Tom. Behind him was a man much
larger, wondering who he was. She gasped
when a sharp pain emanated from her arm, causing her to look down. The syringe to the needle had been drained and
whatever Tom had stuck her with was now in her bloodstream. Jetta's world suddenly went black as she
closed her eyes, slumping in Tom's arms, not having a clue what was going on.
“That wasn't exactly supposed to happen.” Tom muttered, staring
down at her. He hadn't meant for Jetta
to wake up and see him. He glanced over
his shoulder at his companion. “Think
she'll remember?” He got a half shrug as an answer and sighed. He hoisted her over his shoulder. “Well then, let's just get out of here then
shall we? We got places to go, lives to
ruin...”
“The serum has already taken its effect. Even if she could remember seeing you do
that, she won't remember it in the morning.” His companion replied with a
sadistic smirk, rubbing his hands together, an evil laugh escaping his lips as
he watched Tom carry an unconscious Jetta out of the back house and toward
their getaway car.
~!~
Daniel did not sleep for dick that night. He spent most of it in the library, with the
drapes pulled and the lights on dim, sipping brandy. Emma and Rupert were in there as well. Both for company as well as to bitch him
out. In the main though he tuned it out,
just replaying everything said between him and Jetta. He would apologize to her in the morning. Yes.
That’s what he’d do. He’d make
her realize that they truly belonged together and finally tell her how he truly
felt for her. He loved her and it was
time to stop being the stubborn man he was well known for.
However, Daniel didn’t realize he would never get the opportunity
to apologize to Jetta because she was already gone.
Chapter 14
Jetta blinked as the
sun streamed through the window, causing a groan to escape her lips as her
blurred vision slowly came into focus.
She slowly sat up in the comfortable bed, stretching her arms above her
head, and looked outside, leaning her forehead against the ledge. She tried to remember what had happened the
previous night or anything for that matter, but could not, which suddenly
freaked her out. She jumped out of her
skin when the door opened, facing a man with icy blue eyes and bleach blonde
hair, causing her to quirk an eyebrow.
What the Hell was going on and why couldn't she remember him?
A look of concern
appeared on Tom's face as he walked towards her. Behind him was a deaf, mute maid carrying a
tray of strawberry pancakes. “Jetta,
love, are you alright?” He asked gently, setting on the edge of the bed,
staring at her. “You look peaked, what's
the matter darling?” His tone was perfection.
“W-What's going
on? Where am I? Who's Jetta?” She softly asked, fear clearly
evident in her tone, and scooted away from him when he went to touch her. Her entire body began to tremble as she drew
her knees up, wrapping her arms around them, staring at him frightened. She couldn't remember who she was or where
she was, especially WHO this man was.
Was she going insane?
A frown creased his
brow as he stared at her, his blue eyes full of worry. “You're Jetta, that's your name. You don't remember anything darling?” He
sighed, rubbing his knuckles against his forehead, looking pained. “The doctor did say it could happen...” He
murmured, speaking more to himself then to her, his voice a low undertone. “Do you remember...anything?” He asked
hopefully.
“W-What happened?”
She asked softly, her back now pressed against the headboard, tears building in
her sapphire blue eyes. Was she in an
accident or something like that? What
was even crazier was that she could remember how to walk, talk, eat,
everything, but all of her memories were gone, erased. Did she not have a family? Was this man her family? She was so confused as they slowly slid down
her cheeks.
Tom sighed, looking
down at the blanket almost shamefully before meeting her eyes. “We went off for a little getaway, one of our
normal weekend things...We went rock climbing and there was a bit of a landslide. You got hit in the back of the head and
fell. Thank god the baby wasn't hurt...”
He took both her hands in his. “Jetta,
is anything coming back now?”
“Baby?” She breathed
out, her eyes wide as potatoes, and ripped her hands out of his as she looked
down, crying out when she seen her stomach slowly begin to poke out. “WHAT IS GOING ON?!” She screamed, jumping
off the bed, and backed away from him, scared to death now. “Seriously, WHAT IS GOING ON? Rock climbing? NO NOTHING IS COMING BACK!!”
Tom held up both his
hands in what was clearly meant as a pacifying gesture. “I'll explain everything Jetta if you'll just
calm down, okay? Calm down. You really shouldn't be getting overexcited
like this; it's not good for you or the baby.” He stood up, waiting
patiently. His eyes showed nothing but
concern for her, and patience.
Jetta bit her bottom
lip, raking a hand through her hair, and stood where she was she slowly calmed
down. “I'm not moving an inch. Just tell me what's going on, please.” She
softly said, her voice trembling along with the rest of her body. She was pitifully confused and felt around on
her head, not feeling one bump. Wouldn't
she have one if she got hit that hard?
Unless she was out for months on end?
Then how would she have gotten pregnant?
Tears of confusion flowed down her cheeks as she wrapped her arms around
herself.
Tom nodded, leaning
against a waist high nightstand. “You've
been unconscious for two weeks, 4 days, six hours and,” He glanced at the watch
around his wrist. “Twenty-four seconds.”
He sighed, raking a hand down his face, looking somewhat tired. “As for the baby, we just found out -well, I
did-about it when you were carried off in a chopper to the hospital. We're engaged, you and I, we were going to
have a June wedding.”
“E-Engaged?” She
gasped and looked down at her left ring finger, seeing a beautiful sparkling
sapphire stone staring back at her that was cut in the shape of a heart. The heart was outlined in little diamonds and
it was set on a silver band. “H-How far
am I along?” She asked, referring to the pregnancy, and rubbed her swollen
abdomen as more tears poured down her cheeks.
Tom smiled his whole
face lighting up at the thought. “Three
months. I can't believe neither of us
noticed, but then everyone was catching cold so we both assumed you had the
flu. How are you feeling? Are you hungry?” He gestured to the tray of
food. “I had your favorite made, love.”
He raised the tray so she could see the pancakes.
“Why can't I
remember?” She softly asked, staring at her fiancé with confusion and fear in
her eyes, raking a hand through her hair.
“It doesn't make sense. Nothing
does. How could I not remember getting
pregnant or engaged? Do I have any
family?” She asked hopefully; hope sparkling in her sapphire eyes as she stared
into his.
“Darling, you have
amnesia. It's from the rock hitting.” He leaned down and pressed his fingers
getting to the back of her head. “It hit
the temporal lobe, the swelling was rather frightening. You don't remember getting pregnant?” He
looked wounded. “I certainly do; I'm
guessing it was the night we camped out under the stars.” His smile faded. “No Jetta, your family...they disowned you.”
“Disowned me?” She
echoed, tears forming in her eyes of even more hurt and heartbreak. “But why?
What did I do to them? What
happened?” She knew she was asking a million and one questions, but that's what
happened when a person had amnesia and couldn't even remember what their first
name was.
“You didn't do
anything darling. It's them. They didn't want us to be together. They kept trying to control you.” He said
softly, sounding like each word was costing him a piece of his heart, for
hurting her the way he obviously was, even though he wasn't trying too. “You're an adult and they refused to see you
as such.”
Jetta couldn't take any
more as she dropped to her knees and began sobbing violently, her entire body
trembling. She couldn't remember her
parents and that was eating away at her insides. She wrapped an arm around her midsection and
shook her head back and forth, coughing as she heaved violently. How could they disown her for falling in love
and wanting a family?
Tom kneeled on the
bed and wrapped his arms around her soothingly.
“Calm down love, it'll be alright.” He whispered in her ear, trying to
comfort her. “They'll come around;
you're too beautiful and loving for them not too. They'll see what they’ve lost and want it back,
I promise.” He brushed the hair out of her face, searching her eyes. “I love you.”
She bit her bottom
lip, not sure if she should say it back, and sniffled as she raked a hand
through her hair. “It's going to take
time for me to say it back after what's happened…Tom?” She said his name in a
question, wondering if she was right or wrong since she couldn't even remember
who he was. She hated amnesia.
“Yes, Tom. Tom
Felton.” He smiled understandingly.
“Take all the time you need, Jetta.
I'm not going anywhere, I promise.” He hugged her gently. “I'll be right here waiting, okay?” He
released her and moved away from the bed.
“Do you need some time darling? I
don't want you to feel like I'm overwhelming you.”
“No, I'm fine, thank
you...Tom.” She replied softly, slowly walking over and sitting on the bed,
staring out the window. Two weeks she'd
been out. Two weeks. “Would it be too much to ask to speak with
the doctor who watched over me?” She asked, biting her bottom lip when he
simply stared at her. “It's not that I
don't believe you, it's just that I need to hear it from the doctor...”
Tom shook his head,
offering a smile. “It's not a problem,
you just startled me. Of course it's
natural you want to talk to him. Shall I
ring him for you? Or maybe we should set
up an appointment? I'm sure he'll be
wanting to do a follow-up and see how you're doing. Or we could even arrange a house visit. It's up to you love.”
Jetta simply nodded
back at him, an unreadable look on her face, and sighed heavily. “Thank you for being so understanding. Do you mind if I go take a quick shower? Being out for two weeks has me feeling a bit
grungy.” Her voice was low and quiet, timid even, afraid of saying something
wrong as she bit her bottom lip, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
Tom stared at Jetta
for a long moment, and then nodded. He
sighed softly, raking a hand through his hair.
“Of course darling.” Was the soft answer. His tone indicating that he understood why
she was being timid. Of course she was
she didn't have any recollection of him.
His whole manner was that of an understanding gentleman.
~!~
The following day,
Jetta seen the doctor who had took care of her from her accident and found out
exactly what Tom told her. She decided
she would slowly get to know Tom and they would get married eventually. She still couldn't believe what had happened,
but also knew she was devoted to one man and that was Tom. He was so great, so understanding and
loving.
The months flew by
and before she knew it, Jetta went into labor and had a beautiful eight pound, 7-ounce
baby boy. They named him Ayden Michael
Felton, since Tom was the father. Two
months after that, they were married in a private, small ceremony. Ralph Fiennes and Alan Rickman were his best
men while Katie Chung was Jetta's maid of honor. She’d met Katie at her and Tom’s small,
private engagement party he planned while she was still recovering from the
pregnancy. It was a nice ceremony with a
tiny reception afterwards. Jetta's heart
was broken that she couldn't have her family there, but Tom kept reminding her
that they hated her and disowned her for loving him.
She still didn't
understand it and probably never would.
Before they both
knew it, three years had passed and Ayden’s birthday was coming around. He was going to turn three years old. Things weren’t the same since the pregnancy
and Jetta didn’t know why as she stared out the window. Tom had become…vicious and mean…treating her
as if she were the stupidest person on the planet, when in reality, she was right
most of the time. However, Tom saw
things differently and when Jetta would back talk him, she would receive
punishment as he liked to call it. The
thought made her shiver as tears stung her eyes, wrapping her arms around
herself. For some reason, this didn’t
feel right. Being here, in this house
with him, it didn’t feel like it was where she belonged. She’d felt that way for the past three years,
but never said a word to Tom for fear of getting punished at his hand.
On this day, it
would be no different.
Tom walked into the
nursery a few hours later, smiling slightly when he seen Ayden sitting quietly
with a stack of blocks. His eyes took in
the child, studying him. His own natural
hair color was a brown so he wasn't too disappointed. Blue eyes, the kid had blue eyes. Anyone who didn't know any better would
assume it was his, like Jetta for instance, even though Ayden was
Daniel’s. Nobody ever needed to know
that though and it made Tom smirk, knowing he had won.
Jetta was currently
in the corner, scrubbing the carpet, down on her hands and knees with a scowl
on her face. “Ayden, how many times must
I tell you not to paint in here?” She yelled, causing the baby boy to start
crying again as he threw his blocks, clocking Tom right in the face. Jetta didn't care, she was too angry at her
son for doing this for the third time.
Tom held his face,
groaning. “Ayden, don't throw things.”
He said softly, hissing between clenched teeth.
When he finally uncovered his face, he glanced in the mirror, spotting a
bruise from where the corner of the block struck. His gaze moved onto Jetta and the paint. “Jetta, what in the name of god is Ayden
doing with paint in here? He should be
at the bloody table!”
Jetta cringed when
Tom yelled at her and sighed, continuing to scrub the white carpet. White carpet, Tom's idea. A stupid idea if she did say so herself, but
thought better not too at the moment. “I
don't know, Tom.” She answered softly, quietly, biting her bottom lip as she
dunked the sponge in the water and continued to scrub as hard as she could.
Tom growled
softly. “You don't know? You SHOULD know, you’re his mother,
Jetta. I can't always be here to take
care of things; I'm out earning money so we can have a decent life,
remember? Why are you even scrubbing
that? That's what the damn maids are
for!” He rang for one, walking over to roughly pull her onto her feet. “Woman, what happened? You lose some more of that sodden you call a
mind?”
Jetta cried out when
he grabbed her, his grip iron, and felt the tears already burning her eyes. “Tom please, I'm sorry…” She whispered,
cowering from him as he began shaking her while yelling harder. “I'm sorry!!
What do you want from me?!” She yelled at him, her entire body trembling
from head to toe.
“I want you to stop
being such a bloody bint!” He roared, dragging her from the nursery. He flashed a reassuring smile at Ayden. “Mummy will be right back.” He nodded at the
maid who was coming, knowing the woman would tend to the child. He hauled Jetta down to their bedroom,
tossing her inside and slamming the door shut behind him. “All you do is sit here all day long with
Ayden and you can't even WATCH him!”
“I was watching
him!! I was trying to cook you a decent
meal, asshole!” She shouted back at him, feeling a brief hint of braveness. She paid for it. Before she knew it, Jetta was sprawled on the
floor, a scream escaping her lips and held the side of her face with her
hand. Tears instantly streamed from her
sapphire blue eyes as she looked up at her husband through blurred vision,
wondering what happened to her sweet loving Tom she met all those years ago.
Chapter 15
“Cook for me? What do you need to do that for? We have...” Tom trailed off, shaking his head
as well as his hand. He stared down at
her, anger causing his nostrils to flare.
He crouched down beside her, raking a hand through her hair. “I think we're just going to pack up and go
on a vacation.” He said finally. “Get
you out of the house, something...you're not yourself anymore...” He was more
or less talking to himself.
“I haven't been
myself in years, Tom.” She whispered softly and scooted away from him when he
went to grab her again. “Don't touch
me. All you do is cause me pain
anymore.” She started crying, her back pressed against the wall, her knees
drawn up to her chest.
It was true. She hadn't been herself in years, ever since
her accident. No matter how much she
wanted to admit it, Jetta knew down deep in her heart that she didn't belong
here with Tom. Her dreams were becoming
more realistic as each night passed over the course of three years. She had to find out the answers and knew in
order to do that; she'd have to get away from Tom.
Tom looked crushed
by her words, his face falling. His
features were akin to a broken-hearted school boy, pain in his blue eyes. It was a look that had caused many a hearts
to flutter and sympathy to rise in the coldest hearted of women. He sat away from her, his knees drawn up,
head down. “I'm sorry Jetta.” He
whispered solemnly.
Sighing sadly, he
slowly rose to his feet and walked over to stand behind her. He gave her some space and definitely didn't
put his hands on her shoulders or arms around her waist. He just stood there. “I am sorry.” He repeated stubbornly. “I'd do anything you asked of me to prove it
Jetta.”
Jetta raised an
eyebrow and slowly turned around to face him, her bottom lip trembling, and
raked a hand through her hair. “Do you
know that party you told me about in England?” She asked, taking a deep breath
when he stiffly nodded, his blue eyes piercing hers. “I want to go. I know I won't know anyone, but you seemed
excited about it and I want to go, Tom.” She replied, remembering how thrilled
Tom had been that one of his good friend's parent's was throwing their annual
party. Tom hadn't gone over the past
several years due to the birth of their son and wedding, but now they had
absolutely nothing standing in their way not to go.
Tom hesitated for a
moment before nodding, taking both her hands in his and squeezing them
gently. “If that's what you want.” He
said finally. “I'll arrange for a nanny
to come stay with Ayden, he stays here while we're out, that's my
stipulation. These parties tend to go
on; it is the social season after all.
Agreed, love?”
“No. I want Ayden to go with us.” She stated,
releasing his hands, her lips pursed tightly together. “The house nearly burned down the last time
we went out, Tom! I REFUSE to go without
him!” She cried when Tom went to argue.
“Why don't you want him going with us?
Are you hiding something?” She demanded, crossing her arms in front of
her chest, her eyes narrowed slightly back at him. “I don't trust these reckless maids,
Tom. He goes, end of discussion.”
“I'm not hiding
anything but we'll hire a professional nanny from London, I'll even have my mum
come watch him. You know how much she
adores Ayden and you did say you wished they could get closer.” He
reminded. “This would be the perfect
chance for that. Plus, it gives us some
time to fix things between us, don't you want that?”
“No. Ayden is
going with us to the party, Tom. Your mother doesn't watch him well and
you know it. Remember last time? She fell asleep smoking a damn
cigarette and Ayden got into the knives and cut himself! God, are you
that dense not to remember your own son practically filleting himself?
He's going WITH us to the PARTY. The invitation said nothing about not
able to bring children. If you want, I will call them and ask personally
if it will make you feel better. Bottom line, he's going and if you don't
like it, then you can simply deal with it.” She then walked over to the closet
and started looking through it, finally pulling out a strapless midnight blue
gown.
“Then we're not
going.” Tom said coldly. “The social
season is not for children. There will
be no other children his age; the youngest might be 16 at the least. I can already tell you for a fact this will
be a drunken charade by the time midnight rolls around and Ayden will NOT be
going.”
“He's going and if
you don't like it, then we'll go WITHOUT you, Tom!” She shouted back at him,
her anger boiling overboard once more.
“You said you wanted to make it up to me, but yet you're still that
controlling asshole that is NOT my husband!
Just leave me alone, Tom. You
make me sick, physically SICK!” She shouted and fled the room in tears, going
to find her son, not trusting anyone around her anymore, not even Tom.
Tom growled,
slumping against the wall. Finally, when
he'd calmed down, he set at her dressing table and pulled the stationary she never
used to him.
Jetta,
It's not that I want to control you. I just wanted us to have some
time together to find what we've lost. Is it so bad that after three years of
being a trio, I want just a night alone with the woman who owns my heart?
Things have changed between us and it's my fault, I know I've changed and not
for the better. But I never stopped loving you and I do want to right things
between us. If it's your wish, Ayden goes.
Love Tom
He left it on her
table and went out for a walk.
Jetta sniffled as
she read the note and sighed, raking a hand through her hair. She knew Ayden had to go. She didn't know why, but something inside of
her was screaming at her she needed to bring him. With a heavy sigh, Jetta began packing her
things and curled up against the windowsill, wearing a peach colored
nightgown. Her answers were out there
somewhere, some place and this party was going to open them up. She kept having these dreams of blue
eyes. Blue eyes that weren't Tom's and
weren't her sons. No, they were
completely different, kind and sweet.
She didn't understand and pressed her forehead against the window,
breathing heavily.
“What's on your mind
love?” Tom whispered in the dark from behind her, his arms snaking about her
waist. “You look like you're lost in
thought.” He pressed head against hers.
“I'm sorry for fighting with you Jetta.” He sighed softly. “I'm not doing so well at being a good
husband.”
“You have to stop
hitting me, Tom. I can't take it
anymore. You break a piece of me off
every time you do it.” She whispered heartbrokenly, tears falling, trembling in
his arms, afraid his temper would flare and he would strike her. “I'm scared of you and your touch isn't
comforting anymore.” She slowly pulled away from him and wiped her tears away
before walking over and sitting on the bed, looking down as she raked her hands
through her hair. “Sometimes I wonder if
this is even who I am or where I'm supposed to be. This doesn't feel right, Tom and...god I'm so
confused.” She started crying, her head down.
Tom was quiet for a
very long time, apparently thinking. Finally,
he cleared his throat, his voice sounding hoarse when he did speak. “After the accident so many things were
thrust on you Jetta. You had so many
questions that needed answers and you never got any of them. There wasn't the time. Not with Ayden on the way, us getting
married, none of it. You never found out
what you needed too.” He rationalized, leaving out the part conveniently about
what he did to her.
“Maybe it’s time I
did then.” She replied softly, raking a hand through her hair, and looked up
into his blue eyes that were unreadable at the moment. “If my parents are at this party, then I’m
going to talk to them and demand why they shut me out of their lives just because
I fell in love and wanted a family. It
burns me up every time I think about it.”
“Don’t let it worry
you, love. I’m sure they’ll come around
eventually.” Tom replied soothingly as he stroked her back, sighing when she
just pushed his hand away. He had grown
to love Jetta over the course of the past three years and it was hurting him
that she was pushing him away like this.
Then again, hitting her probably didn’t help. He sighed heavily, raking a hand through his
hair, and walked over to sit on the bed, staring up at her. “If we’re going to this, the ferry leaves
tomorrow at dawn.”
“Very well, I’ll be
ready.” She replied softly, not looking at him, and walked over to her huge
closet, trying to pick out some decent outfits for this trip. She was having doubts about this already, but
knew if she wanted answers, this was the only way. Without a word, her back facing her husband,
Jetta began packing, knowing little to no sleep would come on this night.
~!~
Three years. It’d been three years and nothing. He’d searched high and low for her and his
son, but it always came to a dead screeching halt. Daniel sighed as he stood at the window,
watching as the small snowflakes began falling one by one, and took a sip of
his brandy. That’s all he ever did
anymore was drink, especially since his parents kept badgering him about
getting married and producing another heir to their throne. He growled blue eyes iced over at the mere
thought of finding anyone else. He
wanted Jetta, what was so hard to understand about that?
Rupert and Emma had
helped him through this trying time, but even their comfort did not satisfy
him. He wanted to know where Jetta went
and why she’d deliberately taken his son or daughter away. So what if he cheated on his ex-girlfriend
and fiancée? He didn’t love Katie, never
would, but the bitch just couldn’t understand that. Was it no wonder why Daniel had gotten a
restraining order against her after she tried seducing him the night after
Jetta’s disappearance? He sighed again,
remembering that, and wondered where she could’ve gone that was so secluded to
where he couldn’t find her. He had hired
the best detectives in the world, one per country. He’d searched all the continents and
nothing. Not one damn clue came up to
where she’d gone. It was almost as if
Jetta had disappeared off the face of the earth.
Daniel knew better
though as he took another swig of his brandy, feeling the liquid burn down his
throat, giving him feeling since he hardly felt anything anymore. His eyes narrowed as he heard his mother
going on about how Jetta’s parents would be arriving that following day for
their annual party. Closing his blue
eyes, Daniel felt the tears burning them as he recollected what had transpired
between him and Jetta that night three years ago. He couldn’t believe how fast time had
flown. She looked beautiful in her gown,
her hair, her lips, everything about her enticed him the moment his eyes laid
upon her. The more Daniel thought about
it, the more he wanted her as he squeezed his hand around the glass, almost to
the point of shattering it. He knew
better though. If he shattered one more
glass, his mother would have his head on a silver platter.
His thoughts drifted
suddenly to his best friend, Tom, who had mysteriously disappeared around the
time Jetta did. Rupert and Emma informed
him two months after that he’d gotten married and lived somewhere in
Scotland. Daniel wanted to go visit him
so many times, but the mere thought of seeing Tom happy with his family and he
with nothing…Daniel couldn’t do it. It
was cowardly, but with Jetta gone, he knew he wouldn’t last too long before
completely breaking down to his best friend and that wasn’t going to happen. He wondered what Tom’s wife looked like, if
they had children together.
As if on cue, a
knock sounded at the door, causing Daniel to sigh as he muttered out loud
enough for whoever it was to hear, “Come in.”
Marcia walked in,
closing the door behind her quietly, watching as her son loathed and stood at
the window, a gloomy feeling radiating from his body. She knew he was hurting and it hurt that she
could do nothing about it. “Dear, I just
came to inform you on some news your father found out today.” She quietly said,
causing Daniel to nod his head, acknowledging his mother.
“What news?” He
asked gruffly, taking another sip of his brandy before slowly setting it down
and turned around to face his mother.
Marcia had to stop as she took in her son’s appearance and sighed, her
heart shattering in her chest.
“Daniel, you have to
stop mourning over this girl and move on, dear.
I know it will be difficult, but there will be hundreds of eligible
women tomorrow night at the-” She did not get to finish and gasped when Daniel
completely lost his temper.
“I DON’T WANT ANYONE
ELSE!!” He bellowed, throwing his glass of brandy into the fire, causing the
flames to ignite and erupt in the fireplace as his blood boiled, blue eyes
narrowed at his mother. How could she
even suggest such a horrid thing when he was feeling this way?! “I will find her mother. I will find her and my son or daughter even
if it kills me!!” He shouted, causing Marcia to jump once more, not used to her
son exploding like this in front of her.
“Now what the bloody Hell is your news?”
Marcia sighed heavily
and lowered her head, biting her bottom lip, and folded her hands in front of
her. “Thomas and his wife are attending
the party tomorrow night. They shall be
here in time. Maybe your best friend can
pull you out of this slump you’ve been in over that cheap hag.” She stated,
knowing if Cathleen ever heard her talking about Jetta that way, she’d probably
end up in prison for murder. The thought
made Marcia sigh sadly, but wasn’t going to hide how she felt about their
daughter, especially after what she did to her son.
Daniel had enough as
he locked eyes with his mother, causing a chill to race down Marcia’s
spine. Lifting one hand and pointing a
finger at the door, Daniel growled out in his lowest, deadliest voice he could
come up with. “Get out now.”
Without a word,
Marcia nearly tripped over her own two feet as she scrambled out of there,
knowing she’d stepped over the line with her son.
Chapter 16
The following day,
the Felton family stepped into their limo and was driven to Radcliffe
Manor. Jetta was staring out the window,
wearing a beautiful satin midnight blue gown that hugged her curves
nicely. Having the baby didn’t stop
Jetta from getting her figure back. She
sighed, pressing her forehead to the cool glass window, and took a deep breath. The surroundings were very familiar to her,
but for the life of her, Jetta couldn’t understand why. A smile brightened her face when Ayden
climbed on her lap, wanting to get a glance at what had his mother so
fascinated.
Meanwhile, Tom was
stewing in the corner, staring out the window with his blue eyes narrowed. He couldn’t believe he’d allowed his wife to
talk him into taking her here. He knew
the Radcliffe’s would probably blow a gasket when they saw her, which is
precisely why he didn’t want Ayden with them.
Not to mention the fact that the minute Daniel would see Ayden, he’d
instantly know that was his son.
Pinching the bridge of his nose, Tom sighed and popped an aspirin,
hoping this visit didn’t destroy his entire plan. If it did, he had his backup in Alan, who was
standing by for the word to come in and take control. If he had too, Tom would just erase Jetta’s
memory again. He refused to lose her to
the likes of Daniel Radcliffe and snarled at the mere thought of it happening.
Jetta shivered
inwardly upon hearing her husband’s snarl, knowing he wasn’t happy with her
that she’d made them take Ayden with.
She didn’t know why, but something told her he had to be here. Perhaps it was just her overprotective
motherly instincts kicking into overdrive.
No, that wasn’t it and she knew it.
Something else was drawing her and Ayden here, but for the life of her,
Jetta didn’t know why. Wrapping her arms
around her son’s waist, Jetta leaned her head against his and started thinking
about her dream the previous night.
It was interesting
to say the least and she didn’t understand any of it to be quite honest. Not to mention it was sexual, very sexual,
and didn’t involve her husband in any way, shape or form. That scared her because Jetta could not
remember being with any other man besides Tom.
They only made love every once in a great while and he was decent in
bed, but it wasn’t mind blowing like this dream she had. A small blush crept up in her cheeks as she
closed her eyes, making sure her hair hid her cheeks from Tom, and started
drifting back to it…
~!~
“Hello.” He greeted, extending his free hand to take hers, pressing
a kiss to the back of it. “I don't believe we've met before?” He smiled at her
then glanced over her shoulder, immediately setting down both their glasses.
“Dance with me?” He asked, looking over her shoulder still. “Please, before
these old women attack me.”
Jetta could only blink at this handsome man, who looked around her
age, and decided it couldn't hurt as she nodded. “Sure.” She softly said,
allowing him to guide her to the dance floor, and was pulled into his massive
arms, his strong body. “I'm Jetta.” She said, introducing herself, and smiled
when he spun her around before dipping her as the music flowed through the air.
“That is a beautiful and very unusual name.” He commented, smiling
as he twirled her again, catching her tightly when she came spinning back.
“Jetta... I like it.” He took one of her hands in his, his eyes lighting up
when the music changed. “Do you tango?” He didn't give her time to answer, just
placed one hand around her waist, pulling her firmly to him and began to lead
the dance. “You sound American.”
“I am.” She replied, trying to move with him the best she could,
and laughed when she tripped a bit, but not to the point of falling down
because he'd caught her. “Sorry, I'm not a very good dancer except what we were
just doing.” She apologized softly, biting her bottom lip, a blush creeping
into her cheek while the other was hidden by her hair. Not to mention she was
also blushing due to the fact that he'd complimented on her unusual name and it
was. Not very many girls back in American had her name and she liked it that
way, she liked being different.
“You're a great dancer. The tango is easy.” He explained. “It's a
bit of a...” He bit the inside of his cheek, obviously searching for the words.
“It's a lover's dance; it's almost a war between two bodies. Giving and...” He
dipped her from the waist, his hands on her hips, moving her lowered upper in a
semi-circle around him before slamming her up against his own muscular torso.
“Taking.”
Jetta gasped as she clutched at his shoulder blades, breathing
heavily, her heart pounding in her chest. Whoever he was took her breath away
as she began tangoing with him, meeting him for every intense thrust and
movement the dance produced. It was almost as if everyone around them
disappeared and all that was left was just the two of them in a hazy passion, a
smile never leaving her glossy lips. “You sound like you're from here.” She
commented, spinning around to meet him before pushing him back in the dance,
and then backing up when he came in to her once more.
“I am.” He chuckled, dancing across the room with her, people
moving out of their path, most watching. “I'm born and bred in England. Though
if I would have known there were women as beautiful as you in America, I'm sure
I would have cursed my parents for it.” His smile broadened when she blushed,
dipping her one last time as the song ended, her knee resting on his hip, his
free hand just under the curve of her knee. “Like I said, you are an excellent
dancer.”
“Thanks.” She breathed out before slowly being lifted, running a
hand through her hair and bangs, fixing them as she patted her chest. “That
dance is such a rush.” She commented, walking off the dance floor and toward
the refreshments, grabbing a fresh glass of champagne and began downing it.
Perspiration had formed on her forehead due to the dancing and being so close
to this man who'd swept her off her feet...literally.
“Careful there.” His voice echoed in her ear. “Drink that too fast
after dancing like we did and you're liable to make yourself ill.” He moved so
he was in her line of view. “You look hot.” He looked a bit warm under the
collar himself. “Would you care to join me in a walk outside? It's not raining
for once; English skies on cloudless nights are something worth seeing.” He
extended his arm to her.
“Sure, I need some fresh air.” She replied softly, linking her arm
through his own, and allowed him to guide her outside. The weather was cool,
but it felt wonderful against her heated skin as she closed her eyes, letting
the wind blow gently through her hair before opening them fully. “It is
beautiful.” She admitted quietly, holding her champagne glass, swirling the
liquid as she ran her fingers beneath her bangs, smoothing them over her eye
once more.
“It is.” He agreed, looking at her rather than the sky. He finally
tore his eyes away to survey the sky, taking pleasure in being able to see the
stars clearly. “I don't get too many nights like this, how about you?” He asked
softly. “What's it like where you live? Do you get to see the sky or is it
blocked out by skyscrapers?”
Jetta giggled when she heard that and shook her head, taking a sip
of her champagne. “I live in America, Los Angeles to be precise if you know
where that is. We get some rain, but it’s mostly hot and humid, sticky
sometimes even.” She shrugged her shoulders absentmindedly, smiling as she
thought about her home, though right now she was enjoying the company of this
strange man. “What's your name?” She asked softly, turning to full face him,
her blue eyes glistening among with the stars.
“Los Angeles. I've been there.” He made a slight face. “No offense,
but a bit too much smog for my liking. It was the first time I ever seen a blue
sunrise.” He stared at her curiously when she asked his name, then a sudden
smile lit up his face. “My name is Daniel, Dan for short. I prefer Dan but
don't call me Danny.” He made a pained face.
“I won't, don't worry.” She assured him softly before turning back
around to face the night sky, inhaling the scent. She did love the smell after
a rain storm, always did, especially in Los Angeles. “Thank you for the dance
and for dragging out of mind numbing boredom.” She giggled, winking back over
her shoulder at him.
“No, thank you.” He whispered, moving to stand behind her, resting
his hands lightly on her shoulders. “For saving me. For some reason, the older
ladies like to flock around me and mention their nieces, daughters or
granddaughters.” He shuddered at the mere thought. “Sometimes I think I should
go into hiding. So... are you in England for just a visit or to stay?” It was a
casual enough question, or at least that's how it sounded.
“I'm only here for a week and then I'm going back home.” She
replied, his hands burning on her shoulders as she slowly turned around to face
him. She watched as he took her champagne glass from her hand, setting it on
the balcony beside them, and swallowed hard as his piercing blue eyes reached
her soul, or so it felt like. Her heart was pounding so hard and fast, she
hoped he couldn't hear it as her back was pressed against the balcony ledge,
his body blocking her from any means of escape. Though at this point, that's
the last thing Jetta wanted to do.
He murmured, his blue eyes searching her intently. “I wish you were
here longer.” His mouth was inches from hers. “I'm going to kiss you, Jetta.”
Daniel announced softly right before his lips found hers. Her lips felt like a
rose petal in full bloom, soft and delicate to the touch. He was almost afraid
of crushing her, though she tasted like the sweetest honey when those rose
petal lips parted, granting him access to her inner recesses.
~!~
‘Daniel. Who is Daniel?’ She wondered to herself and
looked down at her son, her eyebrows drawing together instantly at the scary
resemblance Ayden and this dream man of hers had. The same eyes and hair, even their
noses. She didn’t understand it as she
peeked over at Tom, who was staring out of the window apparently in his own
deep thoughts.
Another question
Jetta had was about where she came from.
Tom told her she was born and raised in England with her parents, but in
the dream, she said she lived in Los Angeles. That was in the United States, that much she
knew at least. With another sigh, Jetta
just stared down at her son, running her finger down his small cheek, a tear
sliding down her own. She was thankful
it was turned toward the window so Tom couldn’t see and quickly wiped it away,
more confused than ever. Something
definitely wasn’t right about this and she was going to find out. The dream she’d had was too real to be just a
dream and deep in her heart, Jetta knew she had to talk to this Daniel. Where the Hell was she going to find him
without her husband finding out? The
softest of groans escaped her lips as she leaned back against the seat, holding
Ayden tighter against her.
‘I will find out the
truth, my baby boy. I promise you that.’
She silently vowed, smiling down at him as he slept in her arms, and kissed his
forehead gently so she didn’t wake him.
She then stared out the window and closed her eyes, allowing sleep to
claim her body along with another dream…
~!~
<I>Sapphire
blue eyes snapped open as she stared at the man who was in the back house. She peered closer, getting a glimpse, and
gasped when she seen it was her husband, Tom.
He was leaning over a bed, a needle in his hand, and she swallowed hard
as she looked on. She couldn’t believe
this was happening, it was almost as if she was having an out of body
experience. The ghost of her was
standing there, watching as Tom injected the needle into her arm, and felt the
tears coursing down her cheeks as the scene unfolded before her.
Tom stared down at
Jetta as she slept, watching her chest rising and falling evenly. It had taken
quite some time for her sleep to become gentle, not filled with tears or ragged
sighs. He glanced down at his hand, shaking his fist again and wondered briefly
just how hard he had punched Daniel. Hopefully hard enough to break the little
git's nose. That would be nice. He smirked at the very thought. The bastard
more than deserved it. Tom's thoughts strayed back to the woman before him, a
smirk forming on his lips. It was time.
Jetta felt a
presence over her and slowly opened her eyes to stare at Tom. Behind him was a
man much larger, wondering who he was. She gasped when a sharp pain emanated
from her arm, causing her to look down. The syringe to the needle had been
drained and whatever Tom had stuck her with was now in her bloodstream. Jetta's
world suddenly went black as she closed her eyes, slumping in Tom's arms, not
having a clue what was going on.
“That wasn't exactly
supposed to happen.” Tom muttered, staring down at her. He hadn't meant for
Jetta to wake up and see him. He glanced over his shoulder at his companion.
“Think she'll remember?” He got a half shrug as an answer and sighed. He
hoisted her over his shoulder. “Well then, let's just get out of here then
shall we? We got places to go, lives to ruin...”
“The serum has
already taken its effect. Even if she could remember seeing you do that, she
won't remember it in the morning.” His companion replied with a sadistic smirk,
rubbing his hands together, an evil laugh escaping his lips as he watched Tom
carry an unconscious Jetta out of the back house and toward their getaway car.
“What the Hell?!”
The ghost of Jetta shouted as she raked a hand through her hair, her eyes
widened, not believing what she just witnessed.
She shakily walked over to the bed where her body once lay, and suddenly
collapsed as the sobs racked throughout her entire body. Was this real? Did this really happen? Was she losing her mind or seeing the truth
she was blind too for the past three years?
Jetta always knew Tom wasn’t the father of Ayden, no matter what the man
told her. Had he been lying to her all
this time? So many questions ran through
her mind as she slowly stood up and knew she had to wake up. She had to wake up and piece this together
before it drove her insane and she ended up in a mental institution.
“Wake up,
Jetta. Wake up…” She cooed and felt the
breath leave her body before collapsing and falling into darkness…
~!~
“We’re here, love.”
Tom whispered in her ear, causing Jetta’s eyes to instantly snap open, and was
glad there were no tears as she looked up at her husband.
With a phony smile,
she caressed his cheek and nodded, yawning a bit. “Thank you, sweetheart.” She murmured softly
and looked down at their son, the fear gnawing away at her insides like a
plague. The limo came to a slow, easy
stop and Tom was the first to step out.
He was instantly greeted by the Radcliffe’s as Jetta gathered the diaper
bag and whatever else she would need for her son before slowly stepping out
after Tom.
Alan and Marcia felt
their jaws drop to the ground as they stared back at the woman who had their
son in an uproar for the past three years.
They could not believe she was Tom’s wife and took a step forward, peering
at the little boy that was in her arms.
It was their grandchild, the boy they never got to see after he was
born. Marcia wanted to rip this hag’s
heart out, but instead used a few choice words.
“How lovely to see
you again, JETTA!” She screeched that last part out, causing everyone to rush
out of the house. Daniel was the first,
followed by Emma, Rupert, and Jetta’s parents Cathleen and Richard.
All Hell was going
to officially break loose and Jetta backed away from all these people, none of
them jarring her memory, and held her son close while her husband just stood
there, looking very uneasy. What the
Hell was going on?
Chapter 17
“Who are all these
people, Tom?” Jetta quietly asked, breaking the uncomfortable silence that
surrounded them all.
Ayden was cowering against her, his blue eyes
wide with both fright and wonder, burying his face in his mother's
stomach. Jetta was positively
dumbfounded and her own eyes told the entire story as she stared back at the
man who had joined them a few moments ago.
Closing her eyes, those hypnotizing, breathtaking blue orbs popping into
her mind from her dream she'd had and slowly opened them as the realization
dawned on her. A small gasp escaped her
lips as she stared back at him, blinking repeatedly, and wondered if this was
the same Daniel who had been in her dream.
Tom was staring at
them as well, his already rather pale face paler than usual. He flinched when Daniel's steely blue eyes
met his own, jutting out his pointed chin.
“Daniel...”
Daniel's fist came
flying.
Tom ducked it,
remembering a scene like this from years ago, only it'd been him doing the
swinging. “Not in front of my son if you
don't bloody mind!”
Jetta gasped,
immediately pulling Ayden out of harm’s way, and held him as he began to
cry. “Ssshhh it's alright, my
darling. It's alright, Ssshhh mommy's
here.” She cooed to him softly, sighing when the fiery red head man pulled
Daniel off of him, and knew exactly who he was.
He was her dream man; the guy she couldn't get out of her mind. Why had she been dreaming of him? Had she known him prior to her accident? Tears formed in her eyes as she stroked
Ayden's hair, calming him down instantly, and looked up at everyone who was
staring back at her. “Tom, please tell
me what's going on. How do I know him?”
She asked gesturing with her free hand toward Daniel, who stared back at her,
completely dumbfounded himself.
“We used to spend
time with him.” Tom said flatly, no lies in his eyes or voice. That was the truth.
“Spend time?” Daniel
roared. “SPEND TIME?”
“Thomas Felton!”
Emma shrieked, shocked beyond all belief.
“WHAT THE BLOODY HELL IS GOING ON?”
“Off-hand I'd say
the cunt married Jetta.”
Tom was breathing
heavily, looking at Jetta with a grim expression on his face.
“Why yes I did as a
matter of fact…” She trailed off, not sure what to call the red headed man, and
sighed when Ayden began tugging on her dress.
“It's alright, sweetheart. Nobody
is going to harm you.” She assured him softly and lifted him in her arms,
stroking his hair once more. “I don't
know what is going on here and I really don't care right now. Whoever is the owner of this house, will you
please show me to our chambers so I may lay my son down for his nap?” Her voice
was kind and sweet, yet timid all in one as she avoided eye contact with her
husband. Something definitely wasn't
right and she had a feeling before this visit was over, she'd find out the
truth.
“I'll be more than
happy too. Rupert, by the way. Rupert Grint.” Rupert had no bloody idea what
was going on or why Jetta didn't recognize him but he wasn't about to let up an
opportunity to find out pass by. He took
her by her free arm and guided her and the toddler away from the trio, leaving
Tom at the mercy of the quite literal wolves.
Tom was none too
pleased about being blocked by Dan and Emma.
Even less so when he was ushered into a private room. Shit was about to hit the fan to use an
American expression.
“Thank you so much,
Rupert.” She replied softly, smiling down at her son, who was falling in and
out of sleep in her arms. “He is quite
exhausted from the long trip here.” She stated as Rupert pushed open a door,
escorting her inside, and she stopped for a moment, taking in the room. It was very familiar and for some reason, she
knew she'd been here before. Damn
amnesia. She sighed heavily and walked
over to the bed, setting her son down, and kissed his forehead as she sat down,
holding his small hand in her own.
“Sleep my precious baby boy. I
promise you, mommy will find out what's going on here.” She whispered to him
and began humming a small tune, lulling him into a restful slumber.
Rupert leaned in the
doorway, watching her. He'd brought her
to the room she'd stayed in before, only there were a few additions, such as an
adjoining room and bath. He closed the
door behind him and gestured her into the other room, smiling gently at
her. “How have you been Jetta?” He asked
softly, seeing the look in her eyes and knew she was struggling to understand
what was going on. “You don't remember
me, do you?”
“No, I'm sorry but I
don't.” She answered honestly, sighing as she raked a hand through her hair,
biting her bottom lip. “May I ask how
you know me, Rupert?” She asked hesitantly, afraid she'd get hit or pushed for her
troubles. She cringed when Rupert took a
step toward her, immediately putting her hands up as a defense. It was nature to her to do so and she didn't
care how it looked.
His eyes narrowed, a
frown forming on his face at her reactions.
He smoothed down his red hair, inhaling slowly. “You know me because I'm Dan's best friend. He's the one who introduced us; you and
Dan...have a bit of a history together.
What happened to make you forget us?
If I knew that I might be able to help you, Jetta.”
“I-I-I…” She stuttered
softly, not sure what to say to him, and blinked when he mentioned Daniel. With a heavy sigh, Jetta walked over to the
window, and leaned her head against the sill, wrapping her arms around herself. “I was in a horrible rock climbing accident
about three years ago. Thomas and I were
engaged and I was around three months pregnant with my son. I talked to the doctor and he diagnosed me
with having amnesia. I lost all memories
from my childhood, but I remember everything up until the day I woke from being
out for three weeks.” She explained softly, her heart clenching painfully in
her chest at the thought of all her memories gone forever. Not to mention the fact that she probably
knew Rupert and everyone here prior to her accident because they obviously knew
her.
“Rock climbing
accident?” Rupert cocked an eyebrow. “I
find that rather hard to believe Jetta because when you came back to England
with Kary, you knew you were pregnant.
In fact, you told Daniel I was the father when in truth he was-or should
I say-is. Whatever happened to you,
don't believe any of it...not what you're being told by Tom because obviously
it's not the bloody truth.”
Jetta blinked when
she heard that and slowly turned around to face Rupert, tears forming in her
blue eyes. “How can I trust someone I
don't even know? Thomas is the father,
I'm sorry to tell you that, Rupert. We
were engaged prior to my rock climbing accident. And who is this Kary you keep referring too?”
She asked, suddenly feeling her head swim, wondering what the Hell was going
on. Had Tom been lying to her all this
time? No, he wouldn't do that. No human being could be THAT cruel, could
they?
Rupert held up a
finger before walking over to a flat computer, picking up the phone attached to
it. A second later a woman appeared on
the screen looking tired.
“Rupe, what's up?”
She yawned.
Rupert smiled at the
woman, gesturing Jetta over.
Kary's eyes widened
when she seen Jetta on the screen.
“JETTA!” She shrieked, completely beside herself.
Jetta jumped a foot
in the air when the woman screamed her name, causing her tears to slowly start
sliding down her cheeks. This woman was
familiar, very familiar indeed, but it was all fuzzy for Jetta. “Hello, you must be Kary I take it?” She
finally spoke, swallowing hard when the woman began to cry, and felt her heart
break into a million pieces. Looking up
at Rupert, Jetta sighed and asked softly.
“What am I supposed to now?” She whispered frantically.
“What the fuck is
going on Rupe? What the hell is she saying?”
Kary demanded, wiping tears away with the back of her hand. “Jetta, it's me, Kary. Your best friend!” At the politely bemused
expression on Jetta's face, Kary disappeared for a moment. She came back carrying a large picture and
held it up. It showed Kary and Jetta
posing together, both with bright smiles and sparkling eyes. “This was taken four years ago Jetta; you
don't remember?”
Jetta looked at the
picture and slowly brought her hand up; running it down the screen of the
laptop the picture was on. She closed
her eyes and a flashback began, causing her to smile.
It was her and Kary posing together for a camera. They'd just gotten back from a Fredrick's of
Hollywood shopping spree and were posing in their newly acquired lingerie. Jetta was in powder blue that brought out her
sparkling blue eyes while Kary decided on a dark magenta. Their hair was teased up in curls and they
had makeup on their faces.
Jetta slowly opened
her eyes as the tears began flowing down her cheeks, nodding a bit. “I remember that. We spent over 5,000 at the store.” She
giggled watery and looked up at Rupert as the tears just kept flowing. “But I don't remember anything else...”
Rupert glanced at
Kary, a hopeful smile on his face. “How
long till you can get here love?” He asked.
“I'm already booking
my flight; I'm leaving in a half hour, via jet.
Shouldn't take too long...”
“Bring whatever you
can; whatever you think will jog her memory.”
“Why don't you let
Richard see her? He might be able to do something. I got to go, see you both in a few and keep
her there for fuck's sake!”
Jetta watched as the
screen went blank and sighed heavily, raking a hand through her hair. “Who is Richard?” She asked, causing Rupert's
jaw to drop to the floor, causing her to cringe in response. “I'm sorry!
I don't know any of you!” She cried out, completely frustrated now and
ran for the door, needing to find her husband to try to sort this out.
Rupert was quick to
stop her. “You're going to find Tom and
let him take you from here? That's what
he'll do you know, he'll disappear you off again before you get any answers.”
He stared down at her, feeling horrible at the helpless expression on Jetta's
lovely face. “Richard is your father,
Jetta. Your parents are here; they've
been searching all over the bloody world for you darling.”
Jetta snorted when
she heard that, her eyes suddenly lighting on fire. “Searching for me? Oh right, like they were REALLY doing
that! They banned me from their lives
because they couldn't handle the fact that I'd fallen in love with Tom! Why I don't know and I don't really
care! I don't want to see them!” She
shouted back at him, causing Rupert's eyes to widen in shock by her words. “Oh you didn't know? Tom told me that they wanted nothing to do
with me if I married him! They threw
their daughter away like I was a piece of TRASH!”
“Tom lied to you
Jetta! He lied!” Rupert was having a
hard time from blowing up, his face and ears going bright fire engine red. “The last time any of us seen you, you and
Dan had just gotten into a fight over the baby and you stormed outside. You were going to spend the night in the
guesthouse,” Here he gestured out the window with his hand, emphasizing his
point. “And then leave in the
morning. Tom followed and we didn't see
him for months and nothing from you until now!”
“What are you
talking about??” She demanded her eyes widened at this rubbage Rupert was
throwing at her. “No, it's not
true! Ayden isn't Daniel's child!” She
gasped when Rupert stared at her, causing Jetta to turn bright red in the
cheeks, and lowered her eyes to the floor.
“It's not what it sounds like. I
don't know him; I just had a weird dream about him.” She groaned, biting her
tongue.
“Probably because
your memories are struggling to resurface.
Jetta, I don't know what Tom told you but that baby -Ayden- is
Daniel's. I could even show you footage
of when you announced it; lord knows the paparazzi filmed so much that
night...” He shook his head, looking weary though not tired. “Jetta, I know you're not believing a word
I'm saying, but it’s the truth. Do you
honestly believe a word Tom tells you?
Is that why you looked at him like he was a snake earlier?”
Tears began sliding
down her cheeks again as she leaned against the wall, her knees shaking, and
started crying as she buried her face in her hands. “No, I know he's been lying to me. Ever since I woke up, just something about
him...I don't know. He scared me in a
way, made me feel like I was completely alone.
He told me my parents hated me for wanting to marry him and for having
his baby. He told me I had no friends,
no siblings, no family whatsoever except him.” She couldn't believe she was
opening up to this guy she hardly knew, but in a way, she did. Jetta sighed, too confused and her head was
starting to pound from all this thinking.
“You don't have any
siblings but nobody abandoned you, Jetta, nobody. I'm going to go out on a limb and assume Tom
whisked you away that night you were supposed to be in the guest house. I don't know what happened but obviously he
did something to you, to your memory. I
don't know what but we're going to find out.” He promised, his eyes glinting
with determination. “We're going to
figure this out Jetta.”
“What if we can't?”
She whispered, staring back into his blue eyes, and sighed when he just pulled
her into his arms and hugged her.
Jetta started
trembling, not used to being held or touched like this. Tom was never one to show his emotional side,
not to mention affection. She sighed
when he began stroking her back and actually snuggled into him while the tears
kept falling. Jetta just hoped and
prayed Rupert could find a way to help her piece this together, to get her
memories back somehow, even though it'd been close to three years since she'd
woken up in a strange house with Tom and just his story.
“I need to talk to
my parents. I need to hear from them
that they love me...and they're not mad at me...” She sniffled a bit, choking
on her words.
“Sure thing love.”
Rupert smiled slightly, staring down at her.
“Would you like me to ring for them and have them come up or go down to
see them?” He glanced at the bed where Ayden was still asleep, catching the
look on Jetta's face. “How bout we ring
them up here? This way you won't be
leaving Ayden with a stranger or alone and it's a bit more private. How'd that be love?” Anything to make her
feel more comfortable, he was going to do, no questions asked.
Chapter 18
“That would be
lovely. Thank you, Rupert.” She softly
said, kissing his cheek, and walked out of the room toward Ayden's.
Walking over, Jetta
stared down at her son, smoothing down her gown she was wearing, and sighed as
the water works began again. A vision
popped into her mind at that moment of Daniel as she stared at her son. They were identical and that caused her heart
to clench painfully in her chest. Had
Tom lied to her all this time? Was Ayden
really Daniel's? She was very confused
as she buried her face in her hands and silently sobbed.
Rupert sat with her
in silence as they waited for her parents to come in. When he heard them enter the other room, he
helped her up and led her into the room, knowing she was anxious.
Richard could only
stare at his princess, taking in the flighty way she stood and the look on her
face, feeling enraged at whoever had done this to her. He could also make out a faint mark along her
cheek, blood boiling. “Jetta? Princess?” He held out his arms.
Jetta swallowed hard
as the tears began sliding down her cheeks, looking back at Rupert, who nodded
his head, letting her know it was safe.
“Are you my father?” She softly asked, watching the heart break form
into his eyes instantly, and stepped back when he took a step forward. The only person she mildly trusted at this time
was Rupert, only because he talked her down and about what had happened.
Richard took a deep
breath, halting in his tracks.
Cathleen didn't. She
let out a low cry and tossed herself at her daughter, pulling Jetta against her
in a tight embrace. “Oh baby, darling,
angel!” She kept whispering over and over again, hot tears beating down onto
Jetta's head. “My beautiful baby
girl...” She wouldn't let Jetta go, afraid if she did, she'd lose her all over
again.
Jetta groaned as
this woman practically squeezed the life out of her. “Can't...breathe…” She wheezed out, causing
Rupert to instantly jump in, prying Cathleen's arms from her. Jetta coughed a bit as she regained the air in
her lungs, rubbing the back of her neck, and sighed as she stared back at her
parents. “Is it true you both banned me
from your lives just because I fell in love and had a child?” She asked rather
bluntly, causing Rupert to clear his throat.
She had to know and judging by the looks her parents were giving her,
she knew Tom had lied to her, which caused her heart to shatter in her chest.
Cathleen and Richard
exchanged looks, both glancing at Jetta.
Cathleen was the one who spoke first.
“Darling, you might've done a lot of things we didn't-fine, I-didn't
agree with but we'd of NEVER, EVER disowned you. We love you more than life,
you're our little girl.” She blotted away tears with the back of her hand.
“Rupert, what's
going on? Why is she with Tom?”
“Tom is my husband,
father.” She answered him before Rupert could, causing her parents to gape back
at her. “I was in a rock climbing
accident around three years ago while pregnant with Ayden, your grandchild,
which is also Tom's, my husband…” She trailed off, her eyebrows drawing
together and closed her eyes as more tears began to fall** It's not true is
it.” It wasn't a question. “Are you
telling me my husband has lied to me all these years?” She started crying
again, beside herself.
“That little sack of
shit...” Richard growled. “A rock
climbing accident? Jetta, you're not too
fond of heights, why the hell would you go rock climbing?”
“And you were
pregnant the night you disappeared darling, remember? The whole world knew about it.” Cathleen made
a face, recalling that night with ease, especially the cameras all focused on
the emotional Jetta, exposing her angel’s pain for all to see.
“I'll kill him…”
Richard was already heading for the door.
“No, you can't!” She
cried out at her father, causing him to stop as she began trembling, the fear
evident in her eyes and voice. “Until we
figure out what happened, you can't go after him...Father. You can't!!
Rupert, do something please!!” She pleaded with him, completely frantic
as the tears kept pouring. “PLEASE!!”
“Rich, you're not
helping any!” Rupert grabbed the older man and it took a great deal to pull him
away from the door, forcing him to sit still in a chair. “Look mate, let's get Jetta's memory back in
order and THEN bust the cunt's balls, alright?”
“We're going to bust
more than his bloody balls!”
Richard just nodded,
looking at the floor, breathing heavily.
That little cocksucker was going to pay for whatever he did to Jetta.
Jetta gasped when
she heard Ayden calling for her and instantly ran out of the room into his own,
lifting him from the bed. “I'm here, baby
boy. I'm here, Ayd.” She softly cooed,
causing him to snuggle back in his mother's arms.
“Daddy?” Ayden's
sweet voice asked, causing her to sigh as she blinked away her tears. Ayden didn't miss them though as he brought
his little hand up and wiped them away gently.
“Mommy sad?”
Jetta sighed as she
just nodded, smiling sadly back at him as he snuggled back against her. “It'll be alright, sweetheart. Come on, there's some people I want you to
meet.”
Cathleen was up in a
flash, tears filling her eyes again when she seen Ayden. “Oh my...” She whispered softly.
Now Richard was
really going to kill that little fucker.
He'd taken three years from their family, three years that they could
never get back. He studied the child in
Jetta's arms. “He looks like Daniel.” He
whispered his voice hoarse.
“He's a cute little
bugger, isn’t he?”
Jetta bit back a sob
as she kissed Ayden's forehead, knowing now more than ever that this was
Daniel's child, not Tom's. The more she
thought about it, the more they both looked almost identical. “Ayden, this is your grandma and
grandpa. Do you want to say hi?” She
smiled when he snuggled further in her arms, cowering from them, and looked up
at her parents through blurred vision.
“I'm sorry; he's a little shaken up...”
“Of course, that's
understandable. I'm surprised Marcia
isn't up here...”
“Damage detail.”
“Oh yes...well that
gives us more time to become acquainted doesn't it?” Cathleen approached Ayden
with a smile on her face. “Hello Ayden,
can you say hello to me?” She asked softly, using the same voice she'd used on
Jetta when Jetta was that age.
Ayden's big blue
eyes stared back at this woman, blinking a bit in confusion, his little
eyebrows drawn together, staring up at her in that adorable way. “Hi.” He said softly, loud enough for her to
hear, and looked back at his mother.
“Daddy?”
“Daddy is busy right
now, baby. We're visiting with these
people right now.” She explained softly, not showing her surprise that Ayden
was actually asking for Tom. The little
boy never acknowledged Tom or called him daddy so to hear Ayden say that was a
huge shock for her. She nodded when
Ayden just smiled as he leaned his head on her shoulder.
“Hunwy, momma.”
“What're you hungry
for champ? Anything you want, we'll
get.” Rupert offered, grinning broadly.
He snorted when Ayden stared at his red hair. “Yeah, I get that a lot...”
“Jetta, what does he
like to eat?” Cathleen asked softly, obviously aching to take her grandson into
her arms but managing to restrain herself.
“His favorite is
chicken strips with honey mustard sauce and French fries.” She replied softly,
causing Ayden's eyes to light up at the mention of his favorite meal. Being three years old, he was incredibly
smart and alert. She looked back at her mother,
knowing she was dying to take him, and looked back at her son. “Do you want to go with your grandmother to
get some strips and fries?”
Ayden grinned as he
looked back at the woman, blinking a bit, and nodded. “Hunwy.” He extended his arms to Cathleen,
causing Jetta to smile back at him, nodding to let him know it was alright.
Cathleen was in
heaven, the smile on her face lighting up the haggard expression she'd worn for
the past three years. “Chicken strips
with honey mustard sauce? You know, we
have some of those and I love them too.” She cooed, carrying Ayden out of the
bedroom. Richard followed her hesitantly, not about to leave his grandson
without some sort of protection, the three taking the servants stairs. He knew Jetta would be in good hands with
Rupert.
Jetta smiled watery
as she shook her head, knowing her mother wasn't going to let her son out of
her sight. She groaned when another
flashback hit her, causing her to drop to her knees, her head pounding.
~!~
“Darling, do you
need help?” Cathleen asked, watching as Jetta struggled with the gown.
“No, I'm fine, it
just feels strange.” She replied and turned to face her mother in the gown, a
shaky smile on her lips. Her hair was down, shimmering from the bath she'd had
prior to dressing for the ball the Radcliffe’s held every year, and smoothed
her gown down her stomach. It was a
strapless flat taffeta dress that fit her every curve and flared toward the
bottom, right at her thighs it seems, and went down, knowing if she didn't have
heels on, it would cover her feet. Black
eyeliner outlined her eyes, bringing out the blue in them even further, and she
had just a tint of dark pink eye shadow on along with clear gloss on her lips,
her cheeks not needing blush since she had natural roses within them. A dark pink stone shaped in a heart hung
around her neck on a silver necklace and she had on a bracelet with a clip in
her hair, pulling it away from her face, though her bangs angled, covering her
other side. She looked breathtakingly beautiful.
Cathleen studied her
daughter, tears springing to her eyes. “You look...so grown-up and beautiful.”
She finally whispered, sounding as teary as she looked. “I'd hug you but I'm
afraid it'd ruin our dresses.” She was actually afraid Jetta would push her
away. She offered a watery smile. “You look lovely, darling, simply lovely.”
Then her smile grew mischievous. “Your father is going to be busy tonight
keeping all the young men away from you, I even think he brought his big
stick.”
Jetta giggled when
she heard that, smiling at her mother, and walked over as she hugged her
gently, not wanting to wrinkle their dresses. “You look gorgeous, Mom. You
haven't aged a bit with the pictures I've seen.” She grinned when Cathleen just
blushed and shook her head before walking over to stare in the full length
mirror. “Do me a favor and let me have some fun tonight, please. Just one night
of freedom, Mom.” She pleaded staring at her mother through the mirror, her
eyes mirroring what she was asking.
Cathleen looked
taken aback. Instead of scolding, she took a few minutes to mull over her
daughter's words. Finally, she clasped her hands before her, staring at Jetta
through the mirror. “I didn't realize I was that bad.” She said softly,
apologetically. “Of course dear, have a blast.
That is what you American young people say, isn't it?”
“Yes Mom, it is and
you're not that bad. You're just...overprotective.” She smiled, touching her
mother's face delicately, and looked back at the mirror as she ran her fingers
through her long, angled bangs, nodding when she got them perfect. “Well, I
guess we should head down.” She suggested, turning around to face Cathleen, and
cleared her throat. She wanted to apologize, but in all honesty, now wasn't the
proper time and even she knew that.
“We should, from the
sounds of it everything is in full swing.” Cathleen agreed, beaming at her
daughter. She linked arms with Jetta and walked out of the room with her,
feeling Jetta tense at the foot of the steps. “Don't worry darling, just try to
have fun. Please, don't drink too much though. You are of age here.” She smiled
slightly, disappearing down the stairs and into the crowd.
Jetta smiled at her
mother and took her words to heart, knowing for once she was free tonight,
truly free. With a deep breath, her hand pressed on the banister as she began
slowly walking down the stairs, her heels clicking softly against the smooth
rock steps. She arrived at the first set of stairs and stopped, watching as
everyone bustled about, talking and reminiscencing, truly having a great time.
She smiled and tucked her hair behind her ear, leaving the other side alone
that covered her eye, and headed down to the party.
~!~
Jetta slowly opened
her eyes, staring up at a concerned Rupert, and smiled when she took her hand
as he helped her up from the floor, feeling horrible with how she'd treated her
mother. All Cathleen was trying to do
was love her and she just took it for granted.
Sighing heavily, Jetta knew she had a lot of things and time to make up.
“Jetta, love, what's
wrong?” Rupert demanded; worry lacing his tone as he crouched down in front of
her, concern shining in his eyes.
“Jetta, what is it? Are you hurt? Headache?
Memory coming back?” He couldn't help her if he didn't know what she was
seeing. He stood up with her, still
looking concerned. “Jetta, what's going
on in here?” He gently tapped the side of her head, cocking his own to the
side.
“I just had another
flashback of my mother. I was in a gown
and...” She swallowed hard, tears burning her eyes as she shook her head,
sitting down on the bed since her knees had gone weak suddenly. “I treated her badly, Rupert. I never meant to hurt my mother that way. God, was I really that much of a bitch?” She
asked, more to herself than him, but it was out loud as she raked a hand
through her hair.
“I don't know love,
but she's your mother and she loves you no matter what happens. That's the beauty of parents, unconditional
love.” Rupert smiled reassuringly. “As
for the other question, yeah, you were a bit of a bitch but you were dealing
with a lot so we all forgave you.” He chuckled at the look she shot him. “You asked love!”
“I know I just
didn't expect you to agree with me.” She softly replied, standing from the bed,
and raked a hand through her hair as she looked around it more. “I've been in here before. This was the room in my flashback.” She said,
again more to herself than him. “Rupert,
you have to help me find out what really happened. First, I must tell you about Tom's friends
who I think are involved. Their names
are Ralph Fiennes and Alan Rickman. Do
those sound familiar to you?” She got her answer at the look that formed in his
eyes.
“Too right they
do. Ralph plays Lord Voldemort in the
Harry Potter movies and Alan plays Snape.
Both are a pair of bints.” Rupert said, trying not to snarl. “They play the bad guys to Daniel's character
on-screen and off. Tom is in the movie too;
did you know that?” He stared at her curiously, feeling like he was going to
knock Tom's head around Exorcist style for all this.
“What is Harry
Potter?” She asked, completely confused, knowing her husband never allowed her
to watch any of the movies he did. He
said they were all nothing, just things he did for some money to keep their
family above water financially. It
sounded familiar, but her memory wouldn't jog no matter how hard she
tried. “Where is he?” She suddenly
asked, wondering where her husband was, and began to tremble when Rupert just
shrugged his shoulders. “I have to find
him.” She stated and was out the door before Rupert could stop her.
Chapter 19
“Jetta, wait!”
Rupert called, following her down the stairs.
He wasn't surprised that the guests had been cleared out, not surprised
in the slightest. He skidded to a halt
right behind her when he seen Tom and Daniel having a go-round, bloodying each
other up quite a bit.
“You didn't even
love her!”
“Piss off,
Radcliffe!”
“STOP IT THE BOTH OF
YOU THIS INSTANT!” She bellowed, causing both of them to stop in their
tracks. She backed away instantly when
Tom came at her, her eyes steely blue as she glared back at him. “First thing in the morning, we're getting a
divorce. I don't know what you've done
and I don't WANT to know. All I know is
that I'm getting a paternity test done and I'm going to make sure it isn't
sabotaged. I'm going to find out if
you've been lying to me all this time and keeping me from the people who have
loved me all along. As far as I'm
concerned, no matter what Tom…” She trailed off, taking her wedding ring off,
wincing a bit with how tight it was, and threw it in his face. “Our marriage is over.”
Rupert was laughing
at this point, though he did move to block Tom from lunging at Jetta. “Touch her Felton and I'll mess your face up
worse that wot Danny boy did.” He threatened icily.
Daniel wiped blood
from his lip. “My son, Tom, MY SON and
you DID this to not only to Jetta but to me!
You were supposed to be my best fucking mate!”
“Piss off.” Tom
snarled, looking at Jetta. “This is
fucking ridiculous. We've had a rocky
marriage, but you know I love you Jetta, don't I always take care of you?”
“No, what you do is
intimidate me and hit me when things don't go your way.” She corrected him,
patting Rupert's arms, smiling reassuringly back at him with a nod. “I want to know what you did, Tom. I want to know what REALLY happened and where
my memories REALLY went. I had a dream
you know...on the way here. It was of
you, Ralph and Alan. It was dark, but it
was in a room, some kind of small house and I was staring down at my sleeping
form, my pregnant sleeping form while you injected something in my arm. When I looked closer, it was a needle and
syringe. Is that what really happened, Tom? Are the dreams I'm having recollections of
what really transpired?” She asked, fat tears sliding down her cheeks as she
wrapped her arms around herself, feeling the breath leave her body at the look
in his own cold blue eyes.
“Jetta, love, I told
you what happened.” Tom said patiently, ignoring everyone around them but her,
his attention, his eyes firmly fastened on her.
His eyes were pleading with her to believe him, to trust in him
again. “I told you what happened, Jetta,
I told you.”
“Told her a bunch of
bloody rubbish!” Daniel snapped, not able to restrain himself.
“Let's sick the dogs
on him.” Rupert said thoughtfully. “Emma
would love to see that.”
Daniel looked over
at Jetta, his eyes drinking her in.
“You're lying to me,
Tom. You've been lying to me from the
beginning.” She shook her head, backing away further when he went to grab
her. “TELL ME THE FUCKING TRUTH! TELL ME WHAT YOU DID TO ME!!” She screamed at
the top of her lungs at him, sobs wracking throughout her body as she gripped
her hair in her hands, the tears flowing like two rapid streams. “TELL ME YOU SON OF A BITCH! TELL ME WHAT YOU DID!! YOU LIED TO ME ABOUT MY PARENTS AND YOU
ISOLATED ME FROM ALL OF THESE PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT ME FINDING OUT THE
TRUTH!! TELL ME RIGHT FUCKING NOW WHAT
YOU DID YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!”
“I did nothing!” Tom
shouted back, his normally pale face a bright red color, looking like he might
have a coronary any second now. “I
didn't do anything you didn't want, Jetta!
You wanted to get away from Daniel!” His eyes were blazing, tone rising
higher and higher. “You hated him for
what he fucking did to you, you even tried to get away but being pregnant got
you in a bind. You wanted a way out well
I bloody gave you one!”
Another flashback
suddenly hit Jetta, causing her to hit her knees on the floor because of how
strong and powerful it was.
~!~
Tom was outside, sitting on a stone bench. He was hunched over his
knees, staring down at the mosaic. He sat upright when he heard footfalls on
the terrace, flashing his customary smile. “Hello love, tire of not being able
to do anything for yourself?” He asked knowingly, winking at her, tapping a
finger against the side of his nose. “It's like that with these old manor
houses and old families, not everyone does it though.”
“Thanks...” Jetta replied wearily as she slowly walked over to
stand beside him, sighing as she looked out at the long strip of land the
Radcliffe Manor sat upon. “I hope I didn't offend you in there with what I
said, Tom. You do seem like a nice guy and I was just joking since Emma started
it.” She explained, feeling like she had too, even though deep down she didn't.
Tom seemed like the jokester type.
Tom automatically waved her words aside. “No worries Jetta,
everyone knows me, easy going I am. Besides, everyone knows what I'm like. I
flirt with them all but take home none. I'm just a casual, looking for the
right one kinda guy.” He flashed another smile, studying the land. “I like
Scotland better, damn wet country but it's more...I don't know...low-key? It's
nice.”
“Yeah, it was peaceful when we were there, even though all the shit
that was happening.” Jetta sighed heavily as she raked a hand through her hair,
placing a hand on her near 3-month old stomach. “God, I don't know what I'm
going to do. I never thought I'd be a mother this early in life. I never
thought anything like this could happen to me.” Tears started cascading down
her cheeks, her hormones going crazy again at the thought of her childhood and
early adulthood escalating rapidly because of this baby she was having.
Tom frowned slightly, scooting over on the bench to wrap a
reassuring arm around her shoulders. “Come on now, Jetta, it's not that bad.
Well...” He clarified at the look she gave him. “It is, but it could be loads
worse. Dan's not a bad sort, he's just...got a lot of growing up to do, you
know? He doesn't know about living in the real world, he's been famous since he
was eleven; the world just kind of gives him his way if you know what I mean?
Besides, you have friends here.”
“Friends? No, Daniel has friends. I have nobody here, Tom.” She
stood up from the bench and wrapped her arms around herself. “He already told
me that I couldn't take the baby from him because he would make me miserable if
I did. I'm stuck now because of how popular he is no judge is going to deny him
his rights, no matter what. It sucks because I feel like I don't have any
choices and feel very imprisoned here.”
“Hate to tell you this love,” Tom stood up. “No judge would deny
him his rights simply because he's the father. If he was abusive, or likely to
hurt the kid, then they would. Other than that, they'd see no reason to deny
him. And just what are Rupe, Em and I? The next-door-bloody neighbors?” He
feigned being hurt. “And here I thought we were getting on better than that,
you're simply brilliant at crushing a man, Jetta, brilliant.”
Jetta sighed heavily as she wiped her tears away, slumping her
shoulders as she folded her hands tightly together. “I just wish I wouldn't
have blabbed the truth until I figured out how to handle this better. Now
thanks to my big mouth, I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. You don't
understand, Tom. How could you? You're not the one pregnant by such a powerful
Hollywood icon as Daniel.” She sniffled a bit and closed her eyes, wishing Kary
and her father was there at that moment to console her and help her through
this.
“If I was pregnant by Daniel, I'd be wondering just what my parents
weren't telling me.” Tom joked, trying to get her to smile though it obviously
wasn't working. “Dan's not a bad sort, he's just...spoilt. You don't even have
to be here in you don't want to be, he can't force you. He can't make you do
anything you don't want to do, except give him his rights as a father, just
remember that Jetta.” He extended his arm to her. “Want to take a walk with me?”
Jetta slowly turned around to face him and nodded, looping her arm
through his, and smiled slightly when he made a funny face. “You're a dork.”
She commented, though a giggle showed Tom that she was appreciating what he was
doing. “Daniel asked me why I couldn't stay here with him and I just...I
melted. I foiled, I couldn't help it. He looked so sad and I actually felt
sorry for him. How do you say no to someone who gives you irresistible blue
puppy dog eyes?”
“I have no clue; I don't get his big blue puppy dog eyes. Though
I'm sure if he flashes them on me, I'll knock him out.” Tom replied pleasantly.
He led her down a gravel pathway, the sprinklers coming on though the spray
didn't reach them. “You love him then?” He glanced sideways at her, watching the
expressions play across Jetta's face in the dim yard lights. “Maybe what you
need is a vacation, time away to sort things out. Everything has just kind of
been tossed at you, hasn't it?”
Jetta nodded, not able to deny it, and sighed heavily. The truth was,
she wasn't sure if she loved Daniel or not. She barely knew the man and a
relationship was based on more than just great mind blowing sex. “I honestly
don't know if I love him or not, Tom. I barely know him and you're right,
everything has been thrown at me. Though I know if I even TRY to leave this
place, he'll follow because he'll think I'm trying to take his child from him.
I just wish I didn't have to answer to him, that I had my independence back.
Sometimes I regret that night we shared in the back house. Sometimes I wish I
never laid eyes on Daniel Radcliffe.” She was tearing up again as she leaned
her head against Tom's shoulder, sniffling quietly.
Tom hesitated for only a fraction of a second before enfolding her
in his strong arms, stroking her back and smoothing down her hair. “It'll be
alright love, everything will work perfectly.” He soothed his breath hot
against her ear as he comforted her. “Why don't we fly out to Scotland? Take in
some nature, maybe some fishing.” His passion was fishing so his tone grew a
bit eager.
“Fishing?” Jetta giggled as she wiped her tears away, clutching his
arms to keep herself steady, and sighed heavily. “I don't think traveling is
the best thing for me right now, at least not until I talk to Daniel about it. If
I just take off he'll think I'm taking his child away from him and you know it.
Scotland sounds great though.” She smiled up at him tearfully and hugged him
close before kissing his cheek gently. “We'd better head inside before they
send out the search party.”
Tom nodded, ever the gentleman and turned around, leading her back
towards the manor. “You don't have to talk to him about it, love. All you have
to do is tell him you're going on a vacation and you'll be in touch, it's not
like the two of you are married or even engaged.” He smiled gently. “Let me
know if you change your mind, a spot of fishing is beginning to sound more and
more like heaven to me.”
Jetta smiled more as she slowly turned around to face him,
caressing his face gently with the back of her hand, and kissed his cheek.
“Thank you for being a great friend and listener, Tom. I was wrong about you.
Good night.”
~!~
When Jetta opened
her eyes, she slowly stood up, blinking rapidly as she raked a hand through her
hair, shaking her head. “I didn't mean
for you to take me away from everyone who loved me, Tom. I - I loved Daniel...I loved him and you took
advantage of my vulnerability! I NEVER
meant for you to do whatever it is you did to me, which I WILL find out! I know Ralph helped you and I know that dream
I had was real! I don't know how, but I
WILL prove it and your ass WILL be going to jail for taking THREE years of my
life!!” She shouted at him, trembling from head to toe, wrapping her arms around
herself when Rupert's hands placed themselves on her shoulders. Little by little, her memories were coming
back.
“Find out what?” Tom
demanded coldly. “Find out what exactly
Jetta? What is it you're supposed to be
finding out? That I took you away from a
life you hated? For giving you a chance
to start-over? Which you totally blew by
the fucking way. You wanted a way to
escape Daniel and I gave it to you, now you're bitching?”
“No, what I wanted
was a friend, not someone to take away my entire life and lie to me about every
fucking thing for the past three years.” Jetta stated in a monotone voice, more
tears sliding down her cheeks. She was
almost back, the fire in her soul burning, feeling more alive than she ever had
in the past three years. “Now for the
last time, what did you fucking do to me, Tom?” She demanded icily, squaring
her shoulders.
“I already told
you.” Tom replied, sounding bored as he stared at her as if she were something
mildly interesting. “Now don't be stupid
Jetta, get our son and let's go home, I've had enough of this bloody
nonsense. We're not the Americas,
divorce isn't taken lightly here and I won't let you ruin me with some bloody
scandal all because you're having a change of fucking heart.”
“I'm not going
anywhere with you and Ayden isn't your son. He's the spitting image of Daniel and you know
it. That's Daniel's son, not yours. My heart doesn't belong to you, it never has,
and it never will.” She then turned to Daniel, her insides doing flip flops,
and raked a hand through her hair before clearing her throat. “DADDY!!!” Within moments, Richard was at her
side, causing her to wickedly smirk back at Tom, who looked VERY uncomfortable
at the moment. “You may do what you wish
to him, daddy.”
Richard cracked his
knuckles, advancing on the younger man.
Tom bolted for the
door. He had made it down the first two
steps when he was greeted by Emma. She
was holding a bunch of leashes attached to some angry looking
Dobermans.
“You have been a
very naughty boy Tommy.” She said coldly, letting the leashes drop, a sadistic
smile plastered on her face.
Chapter 20
Jetta didn't want to
watch this as she turned and headed out of the room, toward the kitchen where
she knew her mother was keeping Ayden occupied.
She smiled when she seen the honey mustard all over his face and grabbed
a napkin, wiping it off, tears sliding down her cheeks before hugging him close
to her. She knew this was far from over
with Tom, unless the dogs completely ate him alive, and kissed his head. “I love you, Ayden.” She whispered as she
carried him out of the kitchen, wanting to be alone with her son right now.
Jetta wasn't that
lucky. Daniel had cleaned himself up and
was waiting for her when she walked by.
“I would like to see my son.” He said quietly, his eyes roaming hungrily
over the child he had wanted so badly.
Tears sparkled in his blue orbs as he took in Ayden. “He's so beautiful, Jet.” He whispered,
unable to tear his eyes from the child.
Jetta stared down at
her son, seeing him taking in Daniel, and was shocked when the boy reached for
him, as if knowing this was his true father.
“He never did that with Tom.” She whispered as she reluctantly handed
over Ayden, tears spilling down her cheeks as she kissed the top of Ayden's head.
“Daddy. Daddy!” Ayden chirped happily, clapping his
hands, and that was all Jetta could take as she dropped to her knees, the sobs
tearing through her violently. “Momma
sad.” Ayden frowned, looking down at his distraught mother.
“Mummy is very sad.”
Daniel agreed soberly, staring down at her head as he cradled his son
close. Three years he had lost with his
son. Three years. His first thought was an irrational one, to
take Ayden from Jetta through the courts.
Which he could probably do with no problem. His second thought was much calmer. He kneeled down carefully, looking at
her. “Jetta love, what's wrong?”
“I-I don't remember
you.” She whispered softly, looking up at him through blurred vision. “You've been in my dreams though. It's so crazy that I know you, but it's only
through dreams.” She stared back into his blue eyes before looking back at her
son. “Daniel, please don't take him away
from me.” She pleaded. “This isn't my
fault, I don't know what's going on, all I know is that little by little, my
memories are starting to come back to me.”
“I should take him
away.” Daniel said gruffly. “After
everything you put me through before Tom whisked you off, but I'm not going
too.” He added quickly, seeing the panic in her face. “I just want you and Ayden, what I've always
wanted Jetta. Come on now, get up, let's
get you to bed, how does that sound?”
Jetta looked back at
him and slowly shook her head, taking her son from him, and kissed his
forehead. “What I put you through? I don't even know what I did, but I do know
one thing, this isn't about you or me.
It's about one person and its Ayden.
Try taking him away from me, I DARE you, Daniel. I will take you through the cleaners,
especially since my memories are coming back.
It's not my fault what happened, you can blame Tom for this shit, but
don't you DARE stand there and tell me you should take him away from me.” With
that said, she stalked away from him and up the stairs, not waiting for him to
reply. The nerve of him, the absolute
NERVE!
Daniel sighed, there
she went again. One thing that hadn't
changed, Jetta was still a snotty bitch.
Sighing again, he gave the orders that no one was to be allowed out of
the house or in the house without his say so.
He trudged up the stairs, nodding as Rupert fell into step beside
him. “Like she never left, innit?”
“Too right.”
Jetta laid her son
down and sung him to sleep before walking over to the window, tears pouring
down her cheeks. He had no right telling
her something like that. He had no right
telling her he should take her son away from her. That wasn't right and Jetta knew it. She sniffled a bit, her entire world driven
upside down, and looked out at the pasture to the guesthouse. Somehow, she knew that was where her memories
were taken from her. She'd have to investigate,
but not tonight. Tonight, she was going
to be alone with her son and tomorrow she'd figure everything else out. “I'm sorry, but you don't say something like
that to me about my son, Daniel.” She whispered softly, turning around to stare
at her son, and walked over before sliding into the bed, kissing his small
forehead.
~!~
“So what're we going
to do?” Emma asked over brekkie the next morning. Well, more like coffee and tea, none of them
had an appetite.
“I'm going to kill
him.” Daniel said calmly. “I'm going to
rip his damn heart out. You saw her, she
was skittish, since when is Jetta skittish?”
“You think he was-”
Rupert didn't even like thinking that.
“Where is she?”
“Kary's here.”
Jetta groaned as the
sunlight streamed through the window, hitting her face, and slowly blinked as
she immediately turned away as she looked down at her son. She smiled, running her finger down his
cheek, and knew it had to be early as she stretched her arms over her
head. She was still wearing her gown and
stood up, deciding she needed to take it off.
Before she could do that, a knock sounded at the door, causing her to
instantly freeze in her tracks. A moment
later, it opened and she was clobbered with a tighter hug than what her mother
gave her, causing her to grunt. “You
must be Kary...”
“Must be? Honey, I AM Kary, no must be about it.” Kary
walked in, heading straight for the bed where Ayden was rousing. “Hey there sport, I'm Aunt Kary.” She smiled
at him; the smile that usually melted hearts and beamed when he took to her
like most males did, cuddling him. “Jet,
sweetie, there's a bag on the floor for you, goodies from home that might jog
your memory, including a photo album.”
“Thank you...” She
trailed off, watching as Ayden took to Kary instantly, and knew this has to be
her best friend she'd had the flashback from.
Slowly walking over to the bag, she picked it up and set it in the
corner, pulling an album out of it, and walked over as she sat on the bed
beside them. When she opened the first
page, tears instantly formed in her eyes as she stared at her with her parents,
remember when the shot was taken. “Thank
you.” She repeated, this time more genuine, and began looking through it
slowly.
“Just keep browsing
honey.” Kary advised leaning over to look at the next picture. “Oh god... that was prom, remember that
night? Of course not...Anyways, you
drank too much of the spiked punch and puked all over your date, he was so
pissed and all we could do was giggle about it.” Kary bounced Ayden on her lap,
smiling at him as he started talking to her.
“Emmy's sending up pancakes, you like hotcakes?”
“Momma, pancakies!”
Ayden squealed, causing Jetta to smile back at him with a small nod.
She gasped when
another flashback hit her, dropping the book, and groaned, making it feel like
a thousand pictures were happening all at once in her mind.
~!~
“Jet? You alright sweetie?”
“No.” Jetta spat out through the door, tears streaming down her
cheeks, and a second later more vomiting noise was emanating from the bathroom.
She slowly looked up, releasing her hair from her hand it was in, and felt more
tears cascade down her cheeks as she stared at it. She still couldn't believe
it. Standing up shakily, Jetta stared down at the object that sat on the bathroom
sink, shaking her head as she gripped the sink with her trembling hands. She
was pregnant and Daniel was the father.
Frowning slightly, Kary got off the bed and walked into the
bathroom, shaking her hands. She forgot all about her fingernails when she seen
what Jetta was looking at. “What the hell?” She exclaimed softly, staring at
the THING like it was an alien object. “Jetta, please, please tell me that is
NOT what I think it is. Oh shit...” She stared at her best friend's face
through the mirror. “Honey...” She whispered, placing a hand on Jetta's back.
“Whose is it?”
“Daniel's.”
~!~
“You should really just stick with limos.” Kary said, shifting
uncomfortably. “Especially in your condition, is driving even safe? Better ask
your doctor that.” She frowned slightly before catching the look on Jetta's
face. “Don't you laugh at me! I'm being serious!” She folded her arms over her
chest and mock pouted. “You hurt my feelings... so, think it's a boy or a
girl?”
“I honestly don't care what it is as long as it's healthy.” Jetta
replied honestly, still laughing softly at her friend's questions. They finally
arrived ten minutes later and walked inside, making sure to put her alarm on
the car. After all, she didn't want anyone driving off in it. After signing in,
Jetta and Kary took seats in the waiting area, the news on the TV, and began
talking about what was going to happen. “I think I'll get my hair redone. I was
thinking about doing it paprika red with orange and blonde streaks throughout
it. What do you think?”
“Hmm…” Kary studied Jetta critically, cocking her head to the side
as she considered it. “I don't know about the orange...” She mused. “What kind
of orange we talking about? If it's Mila Jovich orange, then hell no. A muted
but vibrant shade would look good.” She patted her own perfectly done hair
absentmindedly, still studying Jetta. “You could get it layered too, the way
you wear it over one eye...with layers, you'd definitely rock the socks off
that scumbag.” She smiled when Jetta chuckled.
“I think I have the perfect look I'll get done.” They talked for a
little while longer before Jetta's name was called, causing her to take a deep
breath before standing up. “Come on, I'm not going alone.” She stated,
extending her hand, and together they walked to the nurse, holding hands
tightly. “She's my best friend, she goes where I go.”
~!~
“It's a madhouse in there!” Kary shrieked, rushing out in bare
feet, having kicked off her heels in order to run. “Hell Jetta, we got to go,
they're coming this way!”
Jetta's eyes widened when she heard the shouting of reporters and
paparazzi coming at them and had to think fast. Without a word, she grabbed
Katy's hand in hers and ran to the limo, diving into it after pushing her
inside, and slammed the door. “DRIVE!” She screeched causing the driver's eyes
to widen before peeling out of there just as reporters and everyone came
barreling outside, practically running poor Richard over.
Richard had to haul ass to the side to not be trampled, watching as
Jetta and Kary took off, feeling terrible for his princess. He didn't have time
to linger on it when some of the reporters turned on him, shouting at him for
answers since he was Jetta's dad. He took off as well, running and actually
jumping a hedge.
“Whatever happened to calm and collected?” Kary demanded as she
took a side road, cursing the English for driving backwards.
“I couldn't handle it anymore, Kary! He fuckin' came in the
bathroom and confronted me, demanding what was wrong!” Jetta shouted, gripping
her hair in her hands, and started crying, pressing a hand to her stomach. “I
told him it was nothing, he didn't listen so I told him that it was Rupert's
and he stalked out and proceeded to make the announcement about what I told him
privately! What was I supposed to do, Kary?!”
“You could have told him the truth, in private. Now you're going to
be followed in about any country we go too, including home.” Kary said,
glancing over at her friend and frowning. “Don't cry Jetta, it's going to make
you sick honey.” She drove in silence for a while, finally sighing. “Okay, I
have to ask it, why did you tell him it was Rupert's? Especially without saying
anything to Rupe?”
“I didn't mean too, but all the hurt came surfacing and my hormones
reacted before I could.” Jetta replied lamely, raking her hands through her
hair, knowing she'd have to disappear and probably change her entire identity.
“I can't believe I let this happen.” The tears began once more, shaking her
head back and forth as the driver went to the hotel. “Tell him to take us
somewhere else, to another hotel, secluded.” She instructed, staring out the
window, and could feel the nausea seeping through.
Nodding, Kary rapped on the window, lowering it enough to give the
order. She slumped back in her seat, her mind racing. “How about first thing
tomorrow we just leave England? We'll find someplace nice to lie low throughout
your pregnancy. The last thing you need is a bunch of asshole reporters tailing
you and making you miserable honey. What do you say?” She glanced over at
Jetta. “Anywhere specific, but low key you want to go?”
“I'm doing this alone.” Jetta stated softly, not looking back at
her best friend, and sighed heavily when Kary began arguing with her. “Kary!”
She shouted, staring at her heatedly. “Listen to me, you have your own life to
live. You don't need to be by a pregnant woman.” Tears began falling down her
cheeks. “I need to do this alone, by myself...Please, just respect my wishes.”
She said that last part in a whisper.
Kary didn't know what to say, she didn't have anything better to do
so she'd never considered NOT being there for Jetta. Finally, she managed a
nod, tears filling her eyes. “Fine.” She whispered harshly, trying not to cry.
She rapped on the window again, getting the driver to pull over. “I love you
Jetta, take care girl.” She flashed a shaky smile before slipping out of the
limo. Another rap on the hood of the car sent it going again, leaving Kary on
the sidewalk.
~!~
It took around five
minutes, but when Jetta finally opened her eyes, she slowly looked around the
room before staring back at Kary.
“Kary?” She asked softly, tears forming in her eyes, and hugged her,
finally remembering her. “God I thought
I'd never see you again!! I'm sorry
about the limo, I'm sorry I drug you into this mess!! God, I'm sorry for pushing you away when I
needed you the most!!”
“Hello Jetta, bout
time you came to your senses.” Kary grinned, standing up with Ayden on her
hip. She wrapped her best friend in a
one armed hug. “We're going down stairs
and getting my nephew some pancakies, and bring the damn bag woman.” She smiled
reassuringly at the look on Jetta's face.
“How about you grab a shower and freshen up first? I brought some of your old clothes...”
Jetta nodded and
smiled as she kissed Ayden's forehead.
“Momma will be right down honey.” She assured him before Kary carted him
off, smiling at her best friend teary eyed.
After the door closed, she got out of the gown, tossing it aside, and
walked into the bathroom for a quick shower.
After that, she changed into a pair of jeans with a long sleeved red
shirt since it was chilly out here in England.
England. How she despised and
loved it at the same time. Dressed,
Jetta grabbed the bag and headed downstairs, looking refreshed and hopeful for
the future.
Chapter 21
Daniel was sitting
at the counter on a stool with Ayden on his lap while Emma and Kary were
flipping the 'pancakies', both laughing as Ayden shouted instructions. “Radcliffe...” Daniel laughed when Ayden
repeated it only it sounded more like 'Waddled', pressing his forehead to his
son’s. “We'll get it fixed sport, Waddled
it'll be.”
“Can we get eggs
with this?” Rupert asked hopefully, staring at his beautiful girlfriend in
Emma.
“Sure Rupert, I'll
make them.” Jetta said from behind, causing everyone to turn and stare at
her. She bit her bottom lip and looked
down, clearing her throat, and hesitantly walked into the kitchen. She was afraid one of them would lash out at
her, especially Daniel, even though she was the one who had every right in the
world to be angry at him or what he said to her. She sighed, deciding it wasn't worth dwelling
over it, and walked over as she kissed her son's forehead. “Are you being good for your...father?” She
asked softly, smiling when Ayden nodded, clapping his hands. She'd never seen Ayden take to someone so
well as Daniel and her mother. Maybe the
little boy could sense something she didn’t?
“Emma is trying to
teach me how to make eggies in a basket but I'm afraid it's not working so
well.” Kary said by way of greeting, gesturing to the stack of eggs and toast
she had royally botched. “You have at
it.” She dropped down at the table, making faces at Ayden.
Daniel was handing
Ayden pieces of the pancakies Emma had cooked, watching the boy devour
them. “You have an appetite sport.” He
chuckled, sipping his orange juice.
“That's an
understatement.” Jetta said before walking over to the stove, staring down at
the eggs. Tears formed in her eyes as
she cracked one and put it in the pan, beginning to cook, something she loved
doing. Tom never allowed her to do it
though because of all the cooks he had in his mansion. With a shaky sigh, she watched the egg, remember
the last time she cooked for Tom. He
threw the food in her face, cutting her cheek since the plate broke, and
proceeded to backhand her across the same cheek. She shivered at the memory and had to take a
deep breath to calm down before flipping the egg over, deciding over easy would
suffice. “I-I can't do eggs in a basket...I'm
sorry...”
“What're you sorry
for?” Dan asked quietly. “I can't cook them either. ‘Bout the only one of us who can is Emma,
nothing wrong with that.”
“And that's only
cause I'm bloody brilliant.” Emma put in with a cheeky grin. “I can show you how to make them, not that
hard Jetta.”
Rupert and Ayden at
this time began a food fight.
“Ayden Michael, stop
it!” Jetta scolded heatedly, causing the little boy to instantly stop. She then proceeded to walk over and whacked
Rupert in the back of the head with the spatula. “Do not be teaching my son improper manners
at the table, Rupert.” She ordered with a smile and then looked at her son
sternly. “No throwing food, understand?”
She smiled when he nodded.
“Yes momma.” Ayden
replied in that adorable, sweet innocent voice that melted her heart every time
along with his big baby blue eyes.
“Good, now eat
up. Your cakes are getting cold.” She
kissed his forehead before going back to finishing making the eggs, deciding
she didn't want to learn how to cook eggs in a basket right now. Her eyes fell on the bag as she turned the
stove off and walked over to it, pulling out the photo album again. She wanted to know more. She wanted to know everything and to regain
her memories.
Rupert grumbled,
rubbing the back of his head with a scowl.
“That ruddy hurt.” He muttered, resuming eating.
“Ruppie, you'll
live.” Kary said, her eyes fastened on Jetta.
She was praying that her best friend’s memory would come back to her
soon, the full memory and not just bits and pieces of it. This was killing her.
“I'm gonna go for a
walk.” Jetta announced before walking out of the room, not waiting for anyone
to reply. She wanted to be alone right
now as she headed outside in the backyard.
This was familiar as she closed her eyes, pressing her book to her
chest, and sighed heavily. The tears
instantly began, knowing somehow that was the night Tom took her memories. She looked up, seeing the guesthouse, and
started walking toward it. She had to
find out the truth. There had to be
something in there that linked to what Tom and his goons did to her. Breaking out into a run, Jetta dropped the
album in the grass as she darted for the guesthouse, knowing maybe this would
unlock more of her memories.
Daniel stood at the
patio doors, watching her. He could
remember the first time he'd even laid eyes on Jetta. He could remember it quite vividly
actually. A smile actually graced his
lips briefly though it was gone just as quick as it had appeared. He knew whatever she would remember in the
guest house wasn't going to be good.
“Kary, why don't you take Ayden into the tearoom? Let him spend some
more time with his grandparents.” He suggested softly.
Running up the
stairs to the guesthouse, Jetta stopped as she stared at the door, swallowing
past the lump that 'd formed in her throat.
This was it. She took a few
minutes to calm herself down before her hand landed on the doorknob and twisted
it gently, pushing it open. She took a
step inside, flipping the switch on the light, and looked around. So many memories hit her at one time, but
only one stayed as she closed her eyes, allowing it to sweep her away.
~!~
“Do tell me what are YOU thinking about, Daniel?” She asked coyly,
her eye staring at him intently, the other covered by her hair though she could
clearly see through the locks.
“I'm thinking that if you don't stop touching me, I'm going to kiss
you again.” He said in that matter-of-fact tone of voice, quirking an eyebrow
when her smirk broadened. He stepped up and captured her lips in his again,
this time lifting her up and setting her on the stone ledge, feeling her legs
wrapping around him. He groaned when he felt her hot little hands go back to
his chest, capturing them between their bodies. “You're driving me insane, Jetta.”
He whispered between kisses.
Wrapping her legs around his waist was easy do to the fact that the
lower half of her dress was loose. She moaned against his mouth, the vibrating
sensation only heightening hers more, and began unbuttoning his shirt one by
one. “Wait-wait, is there some place more...private we could go to do this?”
She asked breathlessly, staring back at him pleadingly, wanting him more than
anything, licking her swollen lips as her pink tongue gently snaked out to do
so.
Daniel looked at her for a minute before glancing back towards the
house which was in full-swing. His eyes took in the landscape before settling
on the small guest house just beyond the hedges. He nodded, scooping her into
his arms princess style, chuckling when she giggled. “My lady.” He inclined his
head at her playfully, walking with long, purposeful strides until they were
inside the warm house. He fumbled along the wall for the light, flicking it on
before carrying her towards the couch.
Jetta smiled as she was slowly set on the couch, smoothing her
dress out while he went to close the door, and bowed her head. “Good sir.” She
giggled, the champagne working wonders, relaxing her more than what she
probably should've been. She looked around at the guest house and took a strand
of her hair, twirling it around her finger as she finally turned her attention
back to him. “Daniel, are you sure you want to do this?” She asked wanting to
make sure this is what he wanted, that he wanted her just as much as she wanted
him.
Daniel stared at her intensely. “Yes.” He answered honestly. “But
do you? I don't want that champagne affecting your thinking. I would rather not
have you regret anything come the morning.” He said slowly, sitting down beside
her. He wanted her more than anything and it was with remarkable self-restraint
that he hadn't jumped her by now. Though he wanted her completely willing and
her unaffected consent.
“Of course, I've only had two glasses.” She softly assured him with
a laugh, shaking her head, raking a hand through it. “Believe me; it takes a
lot more than two glasses to get me drunk to the point where I won't remember
anything, Daniel. I want you, end of story.” She leaned back against the huge
couch, gasping when it folded out into a bed, having jumped, not expecting it.
Now she was laying down, her head resting comfortably on a pillow in her dress,
staring up into his intense blue orbs.
Daniel chuckled at the look on Jetta's face when the couch folded
out, moving so he was hovering over her. “I want you too.” He murmured,
brushing his lips against hers. He carefully laid out on her, mindful not to
crush her with his weight. He was on fire; just being close to her was setting
him ablaze, something he couldn't recall ever experiencing before. He raked his
teeth over her lower lip, his hands skimming her sides, the heat from his palms
burning through the thin material
Jetta moaned softly as she arched her body into his touch, her hair
splayed all around her, staring up at him as he explored her gently, slowly,
taking his time. She slowly pushed him back and sat up, unzipping her dress
before winking over her shoulder at him. “I thought this might be easier for
you.” She giggled, though it was a low, seductive tone, her voice laced with
ecstasy.
“It might be.” Daniel replied huskily, moving around on the bed so
he was kneeling behind her. He dipped his head down, moving her long hair to
the side and began to trail kisses down her neck. His tongue flicked out,
tasting her creamy skin as he trailed hot kisses down her spine then up and
across her shoulders, nipping gently with his tongue. “You taste like heaven.”
He murmured.
Within minutes, their clothes were stripped off and their bodies
came together as one, causing Jetta to feel more pleasure than she'd ever had
in her life. She couldn't believe how loving and caring Daniel was being toward
her, feeling his every thrust, the power igniting her soul in flames. Her head
spun as she completely surrendered to him, knowing she could not fight off the
amount of passion that was deep inside her heart. She wanted this, craved this,
needed this and she was getting exactly that. Their groans and moans, sounds of
ecstasy bounced off the walls, swirling them in a spiral as they toppled over
the edge of insanity before finally falling asleep in each other’s arms,
neither wanting to move.
~!~
“This is where it
happened...” She whispered, her heart thundering against her chest as she ran
her fingers along the couch that she knew pulled out into a bed. This was where Ayden had been conceived,
causing a small smile to spread across her lips. This was actually one memory she wanted to
treasure and keep forever.
~!~
“Think she's going
to come back Jetta or Mrs. Felton?” Rupert asked quietly, joining his friend at
the window.
“I'm hoping she's
coming back as my Jetta.” Daniel replied, not sure how he felt about this
stranger. He wasn't even sure how he
felt about Jetta to begin with, there was so much between them. He knew he loved her but loving that woman
was so damn hard.
~!~
Jetta felt a presence over her and slowly opened her eyes to stare
at Tom. Behind him was a man much larger, wondering who he was. She gasped when
a sharp pain emanated from her arm, causing her to look down. The syringe to
the needle had been drained and whatever Tom had stuck her with was now in her
bloodstream. Jetta's world suddenly went black as she closed her eyes, slumping
in Tom's arms, not having a clue what was going on.
~!~
That one knocked
Jetta for a loop as she stumbled back, her head pounding as the memory rocked
her. It was what she dreamt about. Her eyes had shot open, staring up at Tom and
Ralph before the darkness overtook her.
Tears began sliding down her cheeks as her heart twisted with pain,
knowing it was true. Whatever was
injected into her that she'd dreamt about was the reason behind losing her
memories. She immediately got down on
her knees and began looking, knowing Tom hadn't cleaned the mess up. With a shaky hand, she reached under the bed
and pulled out the object she found.
“No…” She whispered heartbrokenly, holding the empty syringe in her
hand, and reached for the second object she found. It was a needle.
After two hours of
just staring at the objects in her hands, Jetta finally walked out of the
guesthouse, not surprised to find Daniel waiting for her. “Here.” She whispered, handing him the empty
syringe and needle that Tom had used on her.
Without a word, she slowly walked past him and headed back to the
mansion, needing to hold her son in her arms.
She felt so alone right now as the tears began falling again, rubbing
her arm, the same arm that needle had been injected. After all this time, Jetta finally knew the
truth and yet, she felt even more heartbroken than before if that was possible.
Daniel stared down
at the 3-year-old objects in his hands, frowning slightly. This explained so much. He didn't waste any time in getting on the
phone, knowing the science of forensics had advanced far enough to most likely
tell them what had been in the syringe.
He scowled after getting off the phone, taking a minute before placing
another call. He wanted Tom hunted down
and dragged back.
Chapter 22
Later on that night,
Jetta was in her room, sitting on the windowsill, looking over the pictures in
the album when a knock sounded at her door.
Ayden was asleep in the next room with the door cracked open and she
made sure his window and bedroom door was locked so only she could enter to see
him. She didn't even look up, the smell
already lingering around her. “Hello
Daniel.” She softly said, not looking up from the album as she ran her
fingertips down the picture of her and her father together. She was around sixteen she'd guess, but then
again, she was probably mistaken.
“Anything coming
back?” He asked without preamble, setting down a silver tray on the bedside
table. “Mum sent up some tea and scones,
you missed dinner.” He explained, pouring her a cup. He held it out then poured
himself his own cup, sitting down on the edge of the bed, looking at the photo
album. “This jogging anything?”
“Yeah, little by
little it's all coming back to me.” She replied softly, finally looking up at
him, into his eyes. Those damn
eyes. She took the cup of tea he'd
handed her and took a careful sip, sighing as she leaned back against the
windowsill. “I wanted to apologize for
my behavior earlier about Ayden. I know
I treated you horribly about the situation and there's no excuse for it. I'm sorry you missed out on three years with
your son, Daniel.” She didn't look at him, opting for the window instead, and
sighed as she took another careful sip of the honey flavored tea.
Daniel sighed,
glancing towards the cracked door a slight frown on his face. “I'm sorry I missed it too, but it's not our
fault. Tom...seemed to have had this
planned. The police are looking for him,
Ralph and Alan now. They're searching
his home in Scotland. You'll have to
bear evidence against them though, you know that right?”
“What more proof do
I need then what I gave you earlier, Daniel?” She softly retorted, taking a
scone off of the tray he'd brought in, and took a bite out of it. She'd missed dinner because she was too
engrossed in learning more about her past and trying to unlock more of her
memories. “I don't think we'll need much
more proof than that. Oh, you might want
to question this Katie girl. I forgot
what her last name was, but she was my maid of honor in our wedding.” She
snorted. “If you thought I was a bitch;
you should meet her sometime.”
His stomach did a
flip flop at that name and the color pretty much drained from his face though
he forced an uneasy chuckle. “Look, a
syringe isn't going to prove anything other than I might have druggies over
from time to time. You'll have to give your testimony if you want them locked away.”
He raked a hand through his hair, unable to put this off even if he'd like
too. “Katie...by any chance...” He
groaned, already knowing the answer.
Jetta stared back at
him and sighed, already knowing she had to be part of this somehow. “I'm going to take a stab in the dark here
and say you know her.” She wasn't surprised when he just nodded and stared back
out the window. She groaned, a flashback
suddenly hitting her full force as she fell from the windowsill, holding her
head, and curled up in a fetal position.
~!~
Daniel was sitting next to Katie, the only free chair for Jetta
right next to him on the side of the table. He had showered and changed into a
pair of black slacks and a blue shirt, leaving the top buttons undone. He
sipped his tea, which his father had added a tinge of whiskey too, along with
his own and Richard's: how else would it be bearable? He listened to the women
prattle, wincing when Katie started talking about that damn dress again.
Jetta walked into the room, all eyes turning to her, and raked a
hand through her hair as she seen the only available seat. Did the man upstairs
really hate her THAT badly? She sighed inwardly and walked over, taking it,
smoothing her skirt out as she crossed her legs, and her arms folded in front
of her chest, not believing she was being forced to do this. The scowl on her
face and her silence told the entire story.
Daniel shifted uncomfortably. This was a BIT awkward. His
girlfriend on the right, his fling from the night before on the left. Did God
hate him? He promised if he made it through tea without getting something
dumped on him, he'd go pay ten percent tithe every week to the local parish
church.
“Jetta, do you know Katie?” Marcia asked politely.
“Who doesn't? She's the famous actress that your son has been
dating, am I right?” Jetta asked politely, a smile on her lips, and looked over
at Daniel, who looked very uncomfortable to say the least. “Nice to meet you,
honey.” She stated, shaking Katie's hand right in front of Daniel before taking
a sip of her tea, trying not to gag on it. “Oh and great idea about the dress,
I'm sure you'll REALLY knock ‘em dead with that one.” She giggled sweetly
before winking over at her father.
Richard hadn't taken a very good liking to this Katie girl, she
seemed snobby. “I don't know... got a ways to go before you hit Emma Watson's
status, don't you?” He asked politely.
Daniel snorted into his teacup, while Marcia and Cathleen looked
horrified. “Emma is a gem.” He said finally. “Chit likes her jeans though.” He
shot Katie a pointed look.
Jetta smirked, loving her father more and more before taking
another sip of her tea. “Whoever this Emma Watson is, I would love to meet her
sometime.” She replied softly before taking another sip of her tea while Katie
just sat there with a huge scowl on her face, huffing in disappointment. “I'm
sorry dear, did we say something to offend you?” Jetta politely asked, using
the sweetest tone of voice she could muster up, completely ignoring Daniel.
Daniel was hiding a smirk. “I could introduce you to her if you
like.” He offered, staring at Jetta directly. He knew she had to respond or
risk looking extremely rude. Though from his encounter with her this morning,
he gathered being rude to people didn't faze her in the slightest.
“That would rock, thanks.” She replied with a grin, though on the
inside she wanted to wipe that smirk right off of his face. “Perhaps she could
introduce me to some REAL men of England.” She smiled sweetly at Daniel, who
scowled back at her before switching legs and sipping more of her tea.
“Isn't Rupert single?” Marcia put in.
“He is now. He was dating one of the extras but didn't last.”
Daniel said, looking at his mother. “You know Rupe, Mum. He's a bit on the
flighty side.”
“Hmmm...What about Tom?”
“Has a crush on Emma.”
“Hmmm, this Rupert sounds interesting. I think I'd like to meet him
too, Daniel.” She'd turned her full attention back on him, a smirk curving her
lips. “Why don’t we go today? I have nothing better to do and you can bring
Miss Priss along too.” She grinned when he just gaped at her while Katie
scowled more.
Both fathers had to keep from snorting in their own tea, not
believing she just said that. “What? Did I say something wrong?”
“Rupe's in Scotland with Tom, Tom finally managed to convince him
to give fishing a try. If you don't mind roughing it for a few days, I'm sure
we could go.” Daniel said finally. “I'll have to ring him of course.”
“I'll send for the chopper?”
“Mum... We could just take the ferry.”
“Last time you did that...”
“Mum.”
“Danny, I can't go! I have that photo shoot tomorrow!” Katie
whined, glaring at his mother before turning her eyes back to his, grabbing his
hand in her own. “Please don't go! I'll miss you too much!”
“Pity.” Jetta snorted before standing up, winking over at Marcia,
who smirked back at her. It was obvious the woman did not like Daniel's
girlfriend. A blind person could see that. She walked over to her father and
kissed his cheek. “Thanks.” She murmured in his ear before heading upstairs to
pack while Katie threw a fit with Daniel.
~!~
“That...fucking...BITCH!”
She snapped, tears pouring down her cheeks, and looked up at him
disbelief. “She's your
ex-girlfriend????” This was unbelievable, but it also would piece together why
Katie was so friendly towards her when around Tom.
“My ex-fiancée more
like it.” Daniel sighed, making a face, obviously not relishing even admitting
that he was once engaged to that parasitic bint. “That's what caused the problems with you and
I. You didn't take kindly to...me being
a scumbag. Katie took off after you
announced your pregnancy and that was the last I seen or heard from her,
mostly. Every other month or so she
calls or writes, testing the waters to see if I'll have her back.”
“I take it you don't?”
She questioned, finally pulling her eyes away from the window to stare back at
him, sighing silently in relief when he emphatically shook his head. “I know I'll have to testify and all that. He's going down, there's no doubt about it.”
She slowly closed the book and set it aside before standing up, wearing a dark
peach satin spaghetti strapped gown that went to her knees and clung to every
curve of her body.
Daniel was quick to
avert his eyes, a bit too late but better late than never right? He let loose a string of silent curses in his
head, not even about to go THERE, and definitely not so damn soon. He wasn't about to lose her again by scaring
her off because he couldn't keep himself in check.
Jetta didn't miss it
as she walked over to him, staring down into his blue eyes, and the tears
instantly began falling. “It's so
strange how I'm here with you right now.” She whispered, smiling a bit. “I really thought it was all a dream that you
didn't even exist, until I saw you again.
How did all of this get so out of hand, Daniel?” She asked, choking on
her words, and swallowed hard.
“Me.” He said
softly, which wasn't entirely true but he'd take the blame, if it meant
starting over, minus the screaming and fighting, definitely. “Because I was an arse.” He pressed his head
against hers, not looking away from her eyes.
“When this is all over Jetta, I'd love to try and make a go of things
with you love, if you'd let me.”
For the first time
in three long years, Jetta genuinely smiled as she nodded in agreement. She wanted a chance with him, a chance at
true love, not a mockery of it. Their
lips were mere inches from each other’s and as soon as they softly connected,
everything seemed to unlock in Jetta's mind.
Memories, hundreds, thousands of memories came flowing back, causing her
head to sear with pain. “FUCK!” She
shouted, dropping to her knees, losing her breath as the tears flowed down her
cheeks. What happened between her and
Daniel, what happened with her parents, the pregnancy, the party where she
revealed it to him, everything came flowing back to her in an instant, causing
her body to convulse and jolt. Jetta
screamed out, the pain was so great and her head was feeling like it was going
to explode at any given moment.
Daniel was torn between
helping her and rushing to the now screaming Ayden. He rang for help as he ran to his son. “Mummy's fine.” He soothed, stepping out into
the room and kneeling down by Jetta. He
knew there wasn't anything he could really do for her besides just be there for
her, help her when she needed it and wait.
After twenty
minutes, which seemed like an eternity, Jetta's blue eyes suddenly shot open
and looked up at Daniel and her son.
“Daniel?” She looked around and slowly sat up, her head now at a dull
ache, and wrapped her arms around herself.
She gasped when her parents came rushing in and stood up, running into
her father's arms. “Daddy!” She slowly
pulled back to stare up at him and then turned to her mother, tears sliding
down her cheeks. “I'm so sorry for
treating you the way I have mom. I never
meant to hurt you or push you out of my life.
I just wanted a little freedom...”
Cathleen stared at
Jetta for a moment, blinking and obviously trying to sort out what she had just
missed. She simply enfolded Jetta into
her arms, holding her tightly. She knew
instinctively that she had her baby girl back.
Richard glanced at
Daniel and Ayden, arching an eyebrow.
Daniel shrugged and
remained quiet. He knew how things had
been between Jetta and her mother, he wasn't about to spoil this.
“I remember
everything. I remember.” She kept
whispering, letting her mother hold her for the first time in years. Slowly pulling away from him them, Jetta
walked over and lifted her son in her arms, spinning him around in
circles. “I definitely remember you,
Ayden Michael.” She slowly stopped and looked back at Daniel, tears burning her
blue eyes. “And you, I remember you, I
remember everything.” She walked over to him and caressed his face with the
back of her hand, her eyes boring into his own.
“I love you, Daniel. I love you
so much and I'm sorry for what happened between us.”
“Momma, Daddy...” Ayden
chirped happily, leaning his head against his mother's shoulder, and took her
hand, placing it on his.
Daniel smiled,
feeling tears pricking his own eyes. He
pressed his lips to Ayden's head, his eyes never leaving Jetta's. “I love you too, Jet. I love you both.” He whispered.
It was a warm, fuzzy
moment all over. Richard was even
holding Cathleen, something rare between them these days since they had
basically all but fallen apart when Jetta had vanished.
“I was far away and
it took some time, but I'm finally back.” She said, wrapping her arms around
Daniel's waist, holding Ayden as they had a family moment. Jetta was finally home where she truly
belonged and it felt right unlike it had with Tom.
~Six Months Later~
Tom, Alan and Ralph
were found in a hideout deep in the heart of Scotland. There was a small trial and with Jetta's
testimony, along with the syringe and needle, they were all three sent away to
life in prison. Jetta closed her eyes as
the tears poured down her cheeks, knowing she'd finally got the justice she
well deserved. She watched as they
carted off a screaming Tom, Ralph and Alan.
Katie, unfortunately, was found dead in the cabin and it was confirmed
that Tom had slit her throat. Jetta
actually felt remorse for the woman, knowing Tom probably brainwashed her into
this whole ordeal, especially after Daniel cheated on her with Jetta.
As they walked out
of the court house, Jetta couldn't help, but smile, knowing she was back from
her long journey. It'd taken awhile, but
with the support from her friends, family and new husband, Jetta wasn't far
away anymore. She was here today and
looking forward to what the future held for her and her family.
The End.