I Miss You
Chapter 1
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“Jordyn…Jordyn…hurry,
Faruza has sent for you…she has an assignment for you.” I nodded and said, “Thank
you, Deana…I’ll go at once.” I reported to Fairway’s office immediately. I
knocked on the office door…a voice behind the door said, “C’mon on in Fyre.” I
walked in and bowed my head and said, “You wished to see me Madame Faruza?”
She stood up in front of a
screen and walked over and said, “Yes…I have an important assignment for you…I
need to send you to earth to watch over the ‘Brothers of Destruction’ and keep
them safe, someone close to them is trying to hurt one of them, but I’m not
sure which one yet…” I said, “I’m sorry ma’am…the who?”
Faruza laughed and said,
“The ‘Brothers of Destruction’…I know since you’ve been up here…it is rather
hard to know what people on earth are like…but these brothers…will need your
help…You are to protect the 2 of them…if you pass this and get them both
through it with no problems…you will earn your wings…and then you may chose to
stay on earth or come back up here.” Faruza put a picture of the brothers on
her screen and handed me two folders…
The picture consisted of
two very large men…one was 6’10” and 300-325lbs, Emerald green eyes, Dark
auburn hair that almost looked black to the middle of his back, plus a matching
go-tee and mustache…he was also covered in tattoos from shoulders to wrists,
plus a few others…his file said his name was Mark Callaway…but his wrestling
name was Undertaker…and in or out of the ring, he was the same person…very dark
and mysterious…he was into the dark arts…and usually kept himself, his brother
and his ministry followers in a huge mansion in Texas..
She continued, “You will
be a writer for the WWFE…it is a wrestling organization…you know one of the
brothers on a personal level…you knew him before you were killed 4 years ago on
Halloween…” I looked at the screen and looked closer to the one brother who was
wearing a mask and said, “Kane.” A single tear made it’s way down my cheek…and
Faruza said, “Yea…you will again get to see Kane.” I said, “Oh ma’am…please are
one of them supposed to die?”
She shook her head no and
said, “I do not have that information with me as of yet…besides you know I’m
not allowed to divulge that info….you’re just supposed to protect both of them.
Since, Mark and Kane know who you are…we’re giving you a completely different
look…and you’re name will be changed…at no time will you be allowed to reveal
yourself to them…”
I looked down at Kane’s
folder…it was just as I remembered him…7 feet tall…325 lbs…beautiful blue eyes,
and light brown/auburn hair to about 4 inches past his shoulders…curly…very
curly…and the mask…I would never forget that mask…he wore it all the time…it
was from when him and Mark were playing with matches in the back yard when they
were still quite young boys…and Kane had caught on fire…Mark tried to save
him…but his face got burnt very badly…he’s had a few surgeries over the
years…but when I met him, he was timid…and with drawn…
I was still in high
school…Kane was going to college with Mark…but most of the college students
would make fun of him for having to wear the mask…He stopped going to college for
a while…I never made fun of him…and I soon fell in love with him…and after
listening to Mark, he fell in love with me…When I graduated high school…he went
back to college…so he could get a degree, and at least have the rights to say
he graduated college…he knew it was important.
We dated for 4 years and
were engaged to be married and Halloween night…the day before our wedding was
to take place…we were driving home from a Halloween party that Mark had
thrown…it was kind of like a Halloween/wedding party for us…he was happy to
know that Kane and I were so in love. We went home early, cause we wanted to
get enough rest before the wedding the next day…It was dark outside…and it had
been raining for a good part of the night…we were both soaked from head to toe,
because we ran out in the rain to get to our vehicle to go home…
I touched Kane’s hand and
said, “Just think tomorrow I’m going to be your wife.” He gripped my fingers
and kissed them…and said, “I can’t wait…I love you.” I smiled and said, “I love
you too.” I don’t really remember much about the accident…I do know I was
unconscious for a short while and when I came too, I noticed I was on the
pavement, and Kane was next to me…and had a hold of my hand…Apparently some
drunk driver forced us off the road and I had numerous internal injuries to
many to fix in 3 seconds…I had a lot of internal bleeding from the strain the
seat belt had put on my small framed body…
Kane laid on the ground
next to me and stroked my face with his soft hands and I touched his masked
cheek and could see the tears sliding down the mask…We both knew I wasn’t going
to make it…and in a weakened voice I said, “Kane…Never forget me please…” Kane
said, “I don’t want you to go Jordyn…It shouldn’t be your time…how am I
supposed to live my life without you in it?”
I said, “I’ll always be
with you Kane…here…in your heart.” I placed my hand over his heart and could
feel it beating more rapid…Kane said, “I love you Jordyn…” I smiled and said,
“I love you too Kane…” I leaned my head up a little and moved his mask and
placed a soft kiss on his lips…and as soon as my head touched the ground, the
blackness engulfed me with one swallow.
Chapter 2
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Faruza’s voice brought me
back to reality…she said, “Jordyn, I know this is going to be a particularly
painful assignment for you…but it must be done…You realize Omni is the one who
chose you to do this assignment…he said because you’ve had past experience with
them both…you’re perfect for it…but if you don’t think you can handle this
assignment…I can always get Heaven or one of the others to do it.” I said, “No
ma’am…you chose me for a reason…I will not fail…I will not let you down.”
Faruza said, “I know you
will not disappoint me…Please just remember you can not reveal yourself to
either of them…no matter what…they can’t know what your real identity is…if
they ever found out…it could be a shock to their systems, especially after both
of them saw you buried in the cemetery 4 years ago…you know they were both distraught
over your dying…and something like this, could really do more harm to them,
then good…Now go and sleep…when you wake up…you’ll be in the Hilton hotel room
515, it is the room right across the hall from the brothers…you will already be
employed by the WWFE, therefore they already know who you are…so to speak…you
wake up…don’t forget you will look different…and you’ll have a new name…it will
be Samantha…You will have memories of talking to them about scripts and
writings…and everything else…you’ll also remember who you are, where you come
from, and who you once was…Please be careful…”
I bowed and said, “Thank
you ma’am…I’ll see you when I get back.”
Faruza said, “Oh, wait….go
down and see Octavia, before you go to the sleep chamber…she needs to give you
your powers before you leave, it would be hard to protect two dark forces
without some sort of power…” I nodded and left….after then got all glow from
Octavia…
I went down and was locked
in the sleeping chamber, darkness and sleep over took my whole body…that’s how
every one was transported to earth…we never remember the journey…but we
remember everything…we’re no different then regular human beings…but we angels
sent to earth to protect people…from what we don’t know…this time around Mark
and Kane were my assignment…I knew this was going to be a hard assignment…I
just had to suck it up and go with it.
I sat straight up in
bed…and looked around…wow hotel rooms are so impersonal able…I moved around and
rubbed the sleep out of my eyes…damn that was some trip…my whole body was
aching as it usually does with a trip to earth…the first day is always the
worst. I stood up…oops…and fell back into bed…wow I’m taller this time around…I
found a note on my night stand and it said:
You are Samantha
Storm…you’re 5’10” and 125lbs…remember do not alter your appearance in anyway.
-Faruza
I threw the note away and
finally got my land legs back and walked into the bathroom…My hand felt along
the wall and hit the light switch…I walked in and when I turned towards the
mirror and didn’t see myself staring back at me…
Chapter 3
**Same Warning**
I screamed and ducked down
next to the sink. ‘Geez, stupid, get a hold of your self…duh, remember they
changed your look.’.
I slowly stood up and looked
at myself in the mirror…Damn if I wasn’t cute as a button…My once sea blue eyes
were replaced by glowing emerald green orbs…and my once brown stringy hair was
replaced with long beautiful fire engine red hair that went down to 3 inches
past my waist…I slowly turned around and looked at myself in the mirror…and
said, “Hey…I have a cute ass…” I looked upwards and said, “Thanks for the make
over Faruza…it will be fun being someone else for a change.” The light
flickered 3 times and I knew it was her saying you’re welcome to me…
All of a sudden there was
a loud knocking at the hotel room door…I looked down to make sure I had some
type of clothing on…it was just a simple red sleep tank top and matching
short…I ran my fingers through my hair and walked quickly over to the door and
looked out the peep hole…it was Mark and Kane…oh goodness…
I opened the door and
smiled brightly…I said, “How can I help you boys?” Marks deep southern drawn
out accented voice said, “Sami, We heard you scream and we wanted to make sure
you was alright?” I said, “Yea…I’m fine…Just scared myself with my hair this
morning…looked in the mirror and was nearly frightened to death.” Mark said,
“Well…as long as you’re okay…you want to go get some breakfast with us?” I
said, “Sure…give me 5 minutes to dress and I’ll be right out…you can c’mon in
if you’d like.”
I opened the door further
and they walked in…Just looking at Kane…he was enormous…and he still had that
smell…it was the same scent as Mark…a cross between leather and cologne…Kane had
gotten himself a new mask…from the bottom of his nose all the way down was open
now, he could show more emotion, smile, eat, talk…whatever. I felt a sudden
urge to jump in his arms and kiss him…but thought it best not to do
that…considering.
I said, “Go ahead and have
a seat…I’ll be right with you…” I walked into the bedroom and closed the door
and looked at myself in the mirror…the only other good thing about coming to
earth with powers, meant you didn’t have to dress yourself…I bent over and
slowly hovered my fingers above my feet, as I stood up and pulled my fingers
all the way up and over my head…I was fully dressing…levis, white tank top,
white boots…make up done…and hair left down…but with a little added bounce…I
smiled and said, “Not bad…at least the powers aren’t to rusty.”
I walked back out and went
and had breakfast with the brothers…I couldn’t get over how much each of them
had changed…it was amazing…I never wanted to leave earth again, as long as I
was with them…it would be worth it.
Chapter 4
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A few weeks later, and I
was busy on my laptop writing new lines for everyone in the company…when I sort
of got a visit from Faruza herself…she walked into my office and I jumped up
and bowed to her…I said, “Faruza…what brings you?”
She said, “I had to warn
you…in a couple of weeks you’re going to be forced to make a decision…between
the brothers…” I said, “What? Wait I thought I was sent to protect both of
them…I don’t under stand.”
Faruza continued, “Omni
has decided you were taken unfairly from this world…and you deserve another
chance at love…but it will be at a price…you will fall in love with one brother
and leave the other one wide open for pain…you will not necessarily be forced
into this…one of the brothers is already in love with you…but he’s not told a
single person…he’s keeping it to himself, because he doesn’t not want to scare
you…”
I said, “What if I chose
not to want to stay here? I’m already dead…why let me stay when I have been
dead for 4 years…just because I have a new body doesn’t mean I should just take
it over personally.” Faruza said, “It’s already been decided…” I said, “Wait,
what about my powers and my wings?” She said, “That’s already been taken care
of…you’ll be allowed to keep your powers since both brothers are part of the
dark side…and you will still be allowed your wings…you just won’t be able to
use them unless you use your powers…”
I said, “But, How will I
know who to choose? I mean…I love them both…but I had a life with Kane…but now
he doesn’t know me…and he won’t even talk to me…”
Faruza said, “You must
remember something girl…you’re past life with Kane is over…when you died in
that car accident a part of him died with you…he’s never dated anyone since
you…and since he still knows your dead…there is nothing that can bring him back
from the place he’s gone…his mind and soul left with you…the heart and body are
only working to keep him alive without you….until he can join you up there some
day.”
I started to have tears
slide down my cheeks and said, “That’s it…isn’t it…Kane is supposed to die so
he can be with my spirit in Heaven…”
Faruza touched my face and
said, “Child…you know I can’t answer those questions…I’m not allowed to tell you
the outcome of an assignment…you’re just supposed to go with it…and the outcome
will be what it will be…”
I said, “That’s it…isn’t
it…Kane doesn’t want to live anymore without me…the last 4 year have been
excruciating pain for him…Kane wants to die…You sent me down here to take care
of Mark…because Kane can’t hold on much longer…he wants to make sure someone
will take care of Mark so he can leave and be with me…”
Faruza just orbed out of
the room…I fell to the floor crying my eyes out…all I could manage to say was,
“Kane wants to die…doesn’t he?”
I stood up and about that
time, someone knocked on the door and I whipped my face and said, “C’mon in.”
Mark poked his head in the door…and said, “Hey darlin’…you busy?” I said,
“No…I’ve always got time for you…” Mark walked in and said, “Well, in that
case…Kane went back to the hotel…he wasn’t feeling well…” I said, “Thinking
about Jordyn again?” Mark said, “Yea…I’m afraid so…But it’s not like I could
blame him…she was the love of his life…”
Chapter 5
**Same Warning**
I said, “They were pretty
in love then huh?” Mark said, “Yea…of course it didn’t help that the coroner
who did the autopsy found out she was also pregnant when she died…” I said,
“She probably just wanted to wait until after they were married to tell him
about the baby.” Mark said, “Yea…Kane talked to her doctor…she was going to
tell him on their honeymoon night.”
I couldn’t help but start
having tears slide down my cheeks…I had forgotten that part until Mark
mentioned it…I had been so excited about being pregnant…and I couldn’t wait for
Kane and I to be married to I could surprise him with the news…
Mark touched my shoulder
and brought me out of my thoughts and he said, “Oh Darlin’…I didn’t mean to
make you sad…I’m sorry…I never meant to make you cry.” I said, “It’s not your
fault…I knew someone that the similar thing happened to her also.” Mark was
leaning against my desk…and he pulled me over and wrapped his arms around
me…and I buried my face into his chest…he smelled so good…
Mark kissed the top of my
head and said, “I’m so sorry darlin’…I can’t imagine what it feels like to lose
someone I love…I know Kane has been hurting ever since Jordyn died…and I want
to take his pain away from him but I can’t…there’s nothing I can do.” I looked
up at Mark and said, “Mark, there is nothing you can do…you’ve just got to go
on with your life…and know that Kane is coping with it the very best to his
ability…Heartache pain…isn’t something you can cure overnight…even if it was 4
years ago…Kane is going to hurt for however long, he let’s himself hurt…”
Mark said, “Yea…I know…I
just hate seeing him in so much pain…I mean when we were younger…and people who
pick on him, I could fight them off…and when we started working here…and people
would mess with him…after they got one look at the both of us as a dominant
team…they pretty much didn’t dare mess with either of us…but this is pain I
can’t even stop him from having…I wish that night…it would have been me instead
of Jordyn…I mean if I could rewind that night…I would of made some attempt to
have Jordyn and her bridesmaids stay at my place…and go with Kane back to their
place…Then I could take her place in Heaven…cause I know she’s there she was
the sweetest angel when she was alive…I can just imagine she’s ruling up there…At
least if it was me….she’d still be here…and she’d be with him…they’d be truly
happy…”
I said, “Mark that’s not
entirely true…because when it’s your time…then it’s your time…no amount of arguing
or fighting can get you out of that…If God wants you now…he’ll take you…it was
just Jordyn’s time…Just like when it’s Kane’s time…then he can go…but if they
aren’t ready for anyone…they won’t just take without a reason.”
Chapter 6
**Same Warning + Sexual
Content**
Mark looked down and said,
“True…I just wish there was more that I could do to help ease his pain…He
constantly goes back to visit her grave…and puts fresh flowers on it every week
practically…red roses on her birthday…white roses Halloween night…then of
course purple roses every year on their anniversary of when they became a
couple…” We both said, “February 14th…Valentine’s Day.”
Mark looked down at me and
I said, “The most romantic day of the year…” Mark said, “How’d you know that?”
I said, “Woman’s intuition…”
Mark smiled and leaned
down and captured my lips with his…he kissed me so softly…but I let out a
little moan…and Mark knew I was enjoying it so he deepened the kiss…he ran his
tongue across my lips and I parted my lips granting him access…his tongue
snaked it’s way into my mouth…and caressed my tongue…and then caressed every
part of the inside of my mouth…
Mark lifted me up and sat
me on my desk…I leaned back and closed my laptop up, so it wouldn’t be in the
way…Mark kept kissing me…and was slowly sliding my black skirt up…until he got
to my thighs…and as we were still kissing…I pulled it up the rest of the
way…Mark unbuttoned and unzipped his levis…and freed his painful still growing
erection…
Ain’t no way he’s getting
that in me…but…on the other hand…it would be fun just trying.
Mark pulled my panties off
and stuck them in his pocket, and then scooted my ass to the edge of the desk
and slowly slid his erection all…the…damn…way…into…me. WHOA! It didn’t hurt as
much as I felt extremely …what’s the word…FULL…
Mark was kissing on my
neck, lips, eyes and ears. I had unbuttoned his shirt a little and was kissing
his chest…Mark growled a little when I grazed his nipple with my teeth…and then
he slowly started moving in and out of me…I thought I was going to blow up…
Mark had both arms wrapped
around me…I leaned up a little and tongued his ear…just meaning I ran my tongue
around the outside of his ear…I didn’t try to sample the ear wax.
Anyways…I whispered,
“Mark…Go faster….please.” Mark certainly wasn’t one to turn down requests…and
he started thrusting faster and faster…his hands left my back and he dropped
them to my knees and pulled my knees up, so he could thrust deeper into me…and
I just held on for the most amazing ride of my life…I was in total ecstasy…we
both climaxed me yelling Mark’s name and him growling mine as his seed exploded
deep inside of me…
We stared into each others
green eyes panting…trying to get our breathing back to normal…Mark kissed me
several more minutes, before he pulled out of me…and we really couldn’t say
much to each other…Mark said, “That was….amazingly beautiful…in an almost
animalistic way…Sami…I’ve been meaning to tell you…I know this is kind of
sudden…but I love you.” I said, “I’m glad you finally came to your senses and
told me…I didn’t know how much longer I was going to have to wait…you know for
a Deadman…you sure don’t act dead.” Mark said, “How’d you know?” I said, “I
always know…but it’s okay…because I love you too…I just never realized how much
until just now.”
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I leaned over and kissed
Mark’s lips softly and said, “Go check on your brother…make sure he’s okay…I’ll
see you in the morning.” Mark smiled and said, “Okay…” He leaned down and
kissed me one last time and left.
The next morning when I
woke up there was a note on my night stand it said:
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You have 3 months…you
already know the outcome of this…and you know it’s for the best.
~Faruza
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Once Mark and I started
spending more time together, Kane started talking to me…his voice was still
heavenly deep…a little southern accent but not quite as much as Mark’s…I loved
to hear him talk…the pitch of his voice and the southern accent…it was just
relaxing…he would laugh at me because I loved to lay with my head on his chest
and listen to the vibrations his chest made when he would talk to me…it was
soothing…
2 months later…I was
walking in the back of the arena one night and was looking for Mark…I found him
in his and Kane’s dressing room…and I knocked…Kane opened the door and said,
“How many times has Mark told you not to knock…just come in.” I giggled and
said, “Yes, well this being a dressing room and all…I don’t feel like just
barging in when you could be changing.” Kane said, “If you’ve seen Mark
naked…then you’ve seen me…basically the same…I’ve got more muscle…he’s got more
tattoos.”
I couldn’t help but laugh,
Mark walked out of the bathroom in his Bad Ass ring attire…and said, “I thought
I heard you laughing out here…did my baby brother finally say something funny?”
I giggled a little more when Kane winked at me and I said, “Oh…you could say
something close to that fact.” Mark said, “Hell, you’re a sight for sore eyes
sweetie…but I thought I wasn’t seeing you until after my match…not that I’m
complaining…but when I see you before my match…you make me crazy…and it’s kind
of hard to wrestle with an enormous erection.”
I sat on the ground cause
I couldn’t stop laughing…Mark said, “Damn, twice in one hour…must be a good
day.” Mark squatted down next to me…and brushed hair out of my face and I
smiled and said, “You boys need some serious help…I swear…” Mark said, “By the
way gorgeous…not that I’m complaining again…why are you here?” I got a little
serious and said, “We need to talk.” Mark said, “Something urgent…or can it
wait until after my match?” I said, “It can wait if you’d like…just don’t keep
me waiting all night.” Mark stood up to his full height and grabbed my hands
helping me to my feet…then swept me up in his arms and as they walked down to
the titan tron, Mark carried me…
I said, “You know I can
walk right?” Mark said, “I don’t care.” When we got to the back curtain…Mark
planted me on my feet in front of him…and leaned down and said, “Don’t you go
anywhere…we’ll talk when I get back here.” I said, “Okay…Have a good match.” I
stood on my tiptoes and we kissed a couple of times and him and Kane took off
to the ring, while I watched from the monitor.
After the match Mark and
Kane came back through the curtain and I smiled and said, “Nicely executed
sweetie…I saw you give the last ride to poor Kurt…he’ll never be the same…You
know what sometimes I think you forget your own strength…” Mark leaned down and
said, “I never forget how strong I am…watch.” He scooped me up in his arms
again and carried me back down to the dressing room while I was laughing at
him. I said, “Oooo, baby…keep showing me how strong you are and we’re both
gonna be in a world of hurt.”
Mark looked at me and
said, “Mmm…there’s a thought…my strength turn you on?” I said, “Not all it
does…but that’s a start.” When we got back to the dressing room...Kane headed
for the shower as Mark sat me on his lap as he sat down and said, “What’s up?”
I said, “Well…I guess there’s no easy way to say this…so I’ll just come right
out and say it…” Mark said, “Yea…that’s always a good approach.”
I stood up and moved
around a little and said, “Mark…I’m pregnant.” Mark stood up and said, “Now
just how the hell did that happen…wait a minute it can’t be mine…we haven’t
been together that long…” I said, “Excuse me? We’ve been together for 8
weeks…since the day in my office…and either I’m really easy to knock up…or your
little soldiers are good swimmers…cause guess what…I’m 8 weeks.” Mark said,
“Hell no…you ain’t pinnin’ this on me…”
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I said, “So who else
should I be talking to? Do you think I’ve been having sex with other guys while
on the tour?” Mark said, “Hell…I got it so easy from you that day…anything is
possible…maybe you’re just that easy all the time.” I just looked at Mark and
said, “I can’t believe you just said that to me.” I walked away talking to
myself… “Thanks a lot Faruza…what the hell was this all about I know I’m being
tested…but did you have to make the test so damn hard!!” Mark said, “Who the
hell is Faruza?” I said, “Just don’t you worry about it…it’s none of your
business…if you can’t except that this baby is yours…which I would just like to
smack you for…that’s fine…I can do anything…without you.”
I walked out of the
dressing room and back down to my office…
Kane had over heard what
went down between us…and came storming out of the bathroom…and shoved Mark
against the wall…Mark said, “Man…what is you’re problem?” Kane said, “You go
after her right now…You know what I went through and I’m still going through
because I lost the only woman I ever loved…You love her…she’s carrying your
baby and you know she loves you…Do something about it Mark…I know you’re my big
brother…but if you don’t take the chance she’s giving you…the chance I never
had…Then I’m going to kick your ass up and down the hallway out side of this
dressing room…until you come to your senses…”
Kane backed up and let his
brother go…Mark looked down at the ground and said, “Yea…you’re right…I know
she’d never be that way…Damn…I hate it when you’re always right…I do love
her…and I know she loves me…but what can I do about it?” Kane said, “Tell her
the truth…show her that damn ring you’ve been carrying around with you for the
last 3 weeks…tell her the same thing you told me…that you want to marry her…”
Mark said, “I do want to marry her…I know this has to be the shortest
relationship in history…but she’s worth it…I know I can find happiness in my
life as long as she’s with me.” Kane said, “There’s something about her…I felt
it since day one…I don’t know if it’s because she’s a Wicca…or what…but there’s
definitely something dark and mysterious about her…like she knows something we
don’t.”
Mark said, “Hell…maybe she
does know something we don’t…we don’t know everything.” Kane said, “So then
stop acting like you do…and go after her right now…Just do it…don’t act like a
chicken shit…just go after her.” Mark said, “Okay…okay…I’m going.” Mark took
off out the door and ran…not walked…ran down to my office and busted through
the door…
I jumped a little sitting
behind my desk…and I said, “Excuse me…Do you know how to knock?” Mark said, “I
don’t have time to knock.” I said, “And just why not?” Mark said, “Cause I’m
about to lose someone who’s too precious to me…because I was being such a
moron.” I said, “Oh really?” Mark smiled and said, “Yea…Sami, I’m sorry
sweetie…I don’t know what the hell I was thinking…I saw what Kane went through
4 years ago when he lost Jordyn and the baby…and I’m not about to be stupid
enough to stand by and let him witness me doing the same thing…not when I know
I love you and you love me…and I love the baby…even though he’s not here yet.”
I raised my eyebrow and
said, “He?” Mark said, “I want a son first…then we’ll work on a little girl.” I
said, “Time out…what makes you think I want to have any more kids with you?
Maybe I’m not even keeping this one…” Mark said, “Oh you’re keeping it
alright…and well have tons more too…” I stood up and walked around my desk and
stood in front of Mark with my hands on my hips and said, “Excuse me…I could of
sworn not even 30 minutes ago you didn’t want this one remember…it isn’t
yours…those were your words…”
Mark said, “Sami, I’m not
stupid…I know when we started having sex…and I also know you wasn’t seeing
anyone before that…and I also know you’re not that easy…I’m just slow…it took
me a while to work up the nerve to even kiss you…but once we started I didn’t
want to just walk away…I knew if I walked away…I might not of come back and
then I would have hated myself…I had to see where it was going to go…and you
took me to the limit…you pulled me into you…and you was never scared of me…most
ladies are terrified of me and Kane…you never showed that you was scared.”
Chapter 9
**Same Warning**
I said, “What’s there to
be scared of? 2 big ole Texas boys who if you get them drunk enough they can’t
walk straight…I’ve seen you guys when you’ve both been drunk…it’s cute in a can’t
stand up cause your feet keep giving out way.” Mark said, “True.” We stood
there for a minute in silence…and I was looking at the ground. Finally Mark
said, “Marry me Sami.” My head snapped up and I said, “Excuse me?” Mark said,
“Marry me…I’ve been attracted to you since you started on this tour…and I know
right now if I don’t take you and this baby into my life…I won’t have a life
without either of you…and I can’t do that…I won’t do that to myself…” I said,
“I don’t know Mark…that’s a huge step.” Mark said, “Well, at least we’ll be
doing it together…I mean c’mon, if we’re going to have this baby…then we need
to do this right…”
Mark got down on one knee
and pulled a box out of his pocket and opened it…I thought I was going to
faint…the ring was beautiful…he said, “Samantha, Will you marry me?” I blinked
and tears slid down my cheeks like a waterfall and I nodded and said, “Yes…I
will.” Mark slipped the ring on my finger and as he stood up, he captured my
lips with his…and wrapped his arms around me…Kane walked in the door and saw us
standing there kissing and spotted the ring on my finger..
Kane said, “Well…it’s
about God Damn time…Jesus…how did I get billed as the silent retard in the
WWE…when you’re so much better at it Big brother…even though you’re very
seldomly silent…” We broke the kiss and started laughing…Kane came over and
kissed the top of my head…and then left again…
A week later, Mark and I
were married…Kane was the best man…obviously…
3 weeks after that…I was 3
months pregnant…and my 3 months with Kane were up…I had obviously made my
decision…the only problem was…I didn’t know when Faruza and Omni were planning
on taking Kane…so I really couldn’t keep my eye on him. One afternoon, I was
walking down the hallway in the arena delivering scripts…I had on white levis
that had red flames coming from the bottom up my legs, and a red tank top on,
plus I had red steel toed boots on also…my fiery red hair was left down all
over the place…
I had just finished
dropping all the scripts off, when a pair of tattooed arms came out of nowhere
and lifted me off the ground and into a dressing room.
Mark turned me around and
I said, “Mr. Callaway, you nearly scared me to death.” Mark laughed and said,
“Sorry, Mrs. Callaway…I was just trying to get you to me, before you got to far
away…I missed you this morning…I woke up and the lump that is usually laying in
bed next to me…was gone.” I touched Mark’s cheek and said, “I’m sorry baby…I’ll
make it up to you tonight…I had to finish the scripts, so the guys would be prepared
for their scenes…”
Mark’s hands made their
way down to my booty and were groping and squeezing my backside. We started
kissing and I said, “Hmm…Where’s Kane?” Mark said, “Down in the ring…they’re
shooting Smackdown tonight instead of tomorrow night…then last we’re doing
Raw…then we have a whole week off…” I moaning a little as Mark rubbed his
go-tee across the tender flesh of my neck…he places wet kisses on my neck and
then on my lips…
All of a sudden we heard
gun shots ring through the arena…Mark and I jumped apart…and I said, “Did that
just sound like a gun?” Mark said, “Yea…C’mon.” Mark took my hand and we took
off to where the sound was…When we got down to the back where the titan tron
was…all the wrestlers were in a big circle…and a few of them had some guy on
the ground struggling with him…Me and Mark pushed through the circle of
wrestlers…and Kane was laying on the ground covered in blood and bullet
wounds…I ran over and knelt down next to him…and Mark followed…and sat on the
other side…
I couldn’t say
anything…Mark was listening close to Kane talking in an almost hushed whisper…I
looked over at the guy and Omni’s face flashed and then went away…I knew he had
to do it…I looked back at Kane he had at least 10 bullet’s in his chest…I
closed my eyes and leaned over with my head next to his ear and I whispered so
even Mark couldn’t hear me…
Chapter 10
**Same Warning**
I said, “Kane, listen to
me…I’m going to take your pain away…I know you want to be with Jordyn…she’s
waiting for you on the other side…you must trust me…she’s never stopped loving
you…(I put my hand on his chest, over his heart) When she said she would always
be here with you…she was…she never left you…I know you want to die cause you
want to be with her, and you’ve been waiting for someone to come along for Mark
to take care of him…well I’m that someone…I was sent here to take care of you
both, knowing you would be joining Jordyn at any time…I promise…Kane, you can
let yourself go…I will take care of Mark, until he comes to you…I’ll love him
until the day he dies…or until the day I die…I promise..”
Kane looked up at me and I
smiled warmly at him and he said, “How did you know?” I said, “I’m an
angel…well not anymore…I was given a body…I died 4 years ago on Halloween night
in the arms of the man I loved…the night before our wedding…I vowed I would
never leave him…and I never did…but when you’re an angel you’re sent on
assignments…mine was to protect you and Mark…and then it switched and it was to
take care of Mark so you could go over to be with Jordyn…”
Kane said, “But how?” I
smiled and caressed his masked cheek and said, “I have Jordyn’s memory…but I’m
not Jordyn…I’m Samantha Callaway…and I’m here to take care of your brother
Mark, so you can cross over and be with Jordyn forever…You’ve waited long
enough to be with her…you can go whenever you want.”
Bright fiery red wings,
spread out across my back…and I said a quick spell…and ran my hand slowly over
Kane’s chest and the blood and bullet holes disappeared…Mark was just staring
at me in amazement. He had actually backed a way a little when my wings came
out…I sat back on my knees, laced my fingers together closed my eyes and said a
silent prayer for his soul to make it to Jordyn, then I leaned down and kissed
his masked forehead and then his lips. Kane’s breathing labored and then
eventually stopped…I looked up and his eyes were open…and I put my hand over
his eyes and closed them and said, “Sleep well…my gentle giant, sweet savior.”
I looked over and Mark
wasn’t saying anything he just had tears streaming down his face…I snapped my
fingers and my wings disappeared…and I jumped up and went to Mark and touched
his face and said, “Do you understand why Kane died?” Mark didn’t say anything
just shook his head no slowly…
I took his hand and said,
“Because he loved you and Jordyn so much…When she died…half of him died with
her…that’s why he never dated since her death…he couldn’t bring himself to love
anyone but her…and he loved you too much to leave you until you had someone to
take care of you…that’s why I’m here…I’m taking care of you and I’m gonna love
you forever…I’m going to love you until the day we both die…Mark you can miss
Kane all you want and love him all you want…you’re his brother….he’ll always
love you…but you know he was never really here with you after Jordyn died.”
Mark looked down into my
eyes and said, “You’re so sure Kane is with her right now?” I said, “Yea…they
are together again…and this time it’s forever. They don’t know what pain or
heartache is anymore…their souls have been reunited…they completed each
other…just like we complete each other…and when the baby is born we’ll be even
more complete..” Mark said, “Oh my god…the baby…are you okay?” I smiled and
said, “Yea…I’m fine sweetie…” Mark held me against him and couldn’t let go for
anything…
Come to find out the fan
was a complete mental case…his girlfriend was madly in love with Kane’s
character and he was jealous of him…that’s why he killed him.
A few days later, Mark had
the funeral for Kane…deciding to bury him next to Jordyn, where he
belonged…Mark was a wreck for the funeral…all he could do was just stare at the
casket…I kept a hold of his hand…and kissed it a few times…I stood up and
placed purple, white, and red roses on Kane’s casket and kissed the top of
it…and stood there looking at all the WWE superstars…
I said, “Mark asked me to
say something…and I’m going off of what you guys all said to me about him, and
what Mark said about him…The last couple of months…I really got to know Kane as
well as the rest of you have known him for years…When I think of him now I
remember all the pictures and stories he would tell me about him and Jordyn…and
all I have to say is I know they are together right now…and they will always be
happy…other then that…I turn to books when I can’t think of anything to say…and
I found a poem for just this occasion…It’s by William H. Holden:
Stop all the clocks, cut
off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aero planes circle
moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South,
my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted
now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can come to any good.
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Mark and I stayed at the
grave site until every one left, they lowered the coffin into the ground and
covered it up…as we were the only ones left in the cemetery…I squatted down and
said a spell and then ran my hand slowly across the ground and grass and
beautiful flowers came up over the dirt of both graves…I placed a single red
rose on each tombstone, then placed a kiss on each one…Mark followed suit and
as we walked out of the graveyard I looked back…and saw Jordyn and Kane sitting
on their tombstones holding hands…
I stopped and pointed…Mark
looked back and smiled…Mark put his arm around me and we walked away…I know
everything was going to be alright…on the way home I turned the radio on and a
song by Aaliyah came on called I Miss You…definitely fitting for the day we
just had….
It's been too long and I'm
lost without u
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Said I need you
Wonderin' if you’re the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
Off to college
Yes you went away
Straight from high school
You up and left me
We were close friends
Also lovers
Did everything
For one another
Now you’re gone and I'm lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back...to me (To me)
Can you...feel me (Callin')
Hear me...callin' (For you)
For you...
’Cuz It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you’re the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
Now I'm sittin' here
Thinkin' 'bout you
And the days we used to share
It's drivin' me crazy
I don't know what to do
I'm just wonderin' if you still care
I don't wanna let you know
That it's killin' me
I know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby
Come back...to me (To me)
Can you...feel me (Callin')
Hear me...callin' (For you)
For you...
'Cuz It's been too long
and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you’re the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
It's been too long and I'm
lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you’re the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
(I, I, I, I, I, I) x 2
I miss you
(I, I, I, I, I, I) x 2
I...can't...breathe...no...more
Since you went away
I don't really feel like
talkin'
Don't wanna hear you don't love me
Baby do you understand me
I can't do a thing without you
It's been too long and I'm lost without you
Tell me what I'm gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you’re the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
It's been too long and I'm
lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you’re the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
It's been too long and I'm
lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you’re the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
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The End