Weak
Chapter 1
Just when you think everything's
perfect in your life...You get weak.
And everything that you thought made
sense in your life...well...you were wrong...dead wrong.
Linda Ann had been the semi normal girl
in the local high school in St. Louis...Everyone called her Ann instead of
Linda, cause there were about a million Linda’s in the high school...She was on
the cheerleading team, didn’t really have a steady boyfriend, and didn’t really
want one. She was more interested in
getting into college rather then trying to keep up a normal high school social
dating life.
Sure she dated, but most of the guys
just wanted to have sex. Linda probably
wouldn’t have minded, but she wasn’t about to have sex with someone she didn’t
at least like. And trying to like most
of the under sexed over hormoned guys at her high
school was pretty much impossible.
At least that’s what she thought until
she ran into him.
She was 16 getting ready to turn 17, in
her Junior year, and was walking to Chemistry with her best friend Tawny, when
they both rounded the corner and Ann was knocked down and her book went
fly. Tawny said, “Oh my God Ann are you
okay?” Ann shook her head trying to get
rid of the cobwebs, and said, “Yeah, What happened?” Tawny said, “You got run over.”
A male voice said, “I didn’t exactly
run her over now did I?” Ann looked up
and came to see the most incredible blue eyes she’d ever seen. He was so tall, and the navy blue T-shirt he
had on fit him like a second skin. Ann
said, “Then what did happen?” The guy
squatted down and he said, “It is my fault...I wasn’t looking where I was
going, and didn’t see you until it was too late. Here, let me help you up.”
He held out his hand and Ann gave him
her hand, and his big hand and long fingers closed around her small hand as he
helped her stand up to a vertical base again.
Once she was standing he was looking down at her...she was beautiful,
much more beautiful then the other girls at the school, for some reason he
couldn’t remember seeing her around, until he looked at her jacket and noticed
she was a cheerleader.
His voice was smooth and silky as he
said, “Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you
anything did I?” Ann smiled and said,
“No I’m fine. Thank you for asking.” He said, “I know just about every one in this
school...But I’m trying to figure out why I don’t know you.” Ann said, “I moved here last year, I don’t
know a lot of people, except Tawny here and the girls on the team. My name is Ann Litchfield.”
The guy smiled as he saw her stick her
hand out and he took it and said, “Randy Orton.” Ann said, “Randy Orton huh? You wouldn’t by
any chance be related to a Robert and Bob Orton would you?” Randy smiled nervously and said, “How do you
know my Grand father and dad?” Ann
blushed a little and said, “I grew up watching wrestling. I’ve been watching it since I was 3.” Randy smiled a little bigger and couldn’t
help but think ‘where have you been all my life?’
Randy picked up Ann’s book and handed
it to her...and she said, “Thank you.”
Randy said, “Is there some chance we can talk later?” Ann said, “Sure...But if you want to talk,
you have to find me...I have to go or I’m gonna be late for Chemistry...Bye.”
Randy smirked and watched as she walked
away and said, “Yea...Bye.” As he took
off for his class.
Chapter 2
See what happens in a moment of
weakness...Your defenses against all guys...suddenly disappears for one.
The rest of the day had gone fairly easy
for Ann, after cheerleading practice she went home and it was around 5 pm, she
took a shower and was relaxing...Her parents were out of the country
again...Nothing new there...she spent half her life alone in the house. Tawny was due over at any time. Ann had sat down in the over stuffed chair
when she heard a car pull into the drive way and shut off...It sounded like a
muscle car, definitely not Tawny, because the wheels didn’t squeal when they
turned into the driveway...Tawny was a speed demon, she was famous for no brake
turns.
Ann walked over to the front door and
looked out and nearly fainted...It was Randy.
He had on track pants, sneakers and a t-shirt. Ann pulled her honey blonde hair that was to
the middle of her back over her left shoulder and walked out the door and
smiled when Randy noticed he’d found the right spot.
Randy said, “Hi.” Ann blushed and said, “So you found
me...Who’d you have to bribe?” Randy
laughed and said, “Tinker.” Tinker was
the captain of the wrestling team and one of Ann’s closest friends. Ann giggled and said, “Good old Tinker.”
Randy said, “I thought you didn’t have
a lot of friends?” Ann said, “I don’t
really...Tinker saw us moving in and came over and tried to hit on me...When he
figured out I wasn’t taking cheesy pick up lines from a high school jock...We
just sort of became friends, we mesh well together.”
Randy said, “So about this wrestling
back ground of yours.” Ann smiled and
said, “C’mon in, I’ll show ya all we got.
But I must warn you, if you tell anyone about it, I’ll have to kill
you.” Randy laughed as he nodded and
followed Ann into the house. Ann took
him down stairs, to the basement where there was a make shift living room set
up, 3 couches, couple of coffee tables, and a huge big screen TV. With a huge book shelf surrounding it, that
had hundreds and hundreds of VHS and DVDs on it.
Ann said, “Go ahead...Look through
them.” Randy walked over and started
reading the titles on the videos spines.
Randy said, “Holy shit, you’ve got every Raw taped since it practically
began being showed on TV. How the
hell?” Ann laughed and said, “Well
obviously I wasn’t taping all of them.
My grandpa and dad started the collection when my dad was a boy...and
when I started watching it at 3, my dad and me just sort of took over the
tradition. I’ve been in the middle of
switching them over from VHS to DVD.”
Randy said, “This is the most amazing
collection I’ve ever seen...My dad would flip.”
Randy smiled at her and Ann could feel herself getting weak...As they
walked back upstairs she said, “So are you going to follow in you’re family’s
foot steps?” Randy said, “I’ve been
wrestling all my life and started when I was 5.
When I was 12 I was the state wrestling championship...and I’ve been
winning all kinds of awards since I started in high school.”
Ann stopped at the top of the stairs
and said, “So I guess what they say is true then.” Randy said, “What’s that?” Ann turned around to face Randy said,
“Wrestling’s in the blood. You either
love it or hate it.” Randy was about 3
steps below her and was face to face with her...he really was tall...Ann could
feel herself getting weak again.
Randy said, “It’s definitely in my
blood...I love it.”
Randy stepped up one step to be above
her as he leaned down and softly kissed her lips. When she kissed back he thought he was going
to pass out.
They broke the kiss and Randy said, “I
think I better be going home.” Ann just
nodded...All she could really do...Just one kiss and she was stripped
defenseless....totally and utterly defenseless.
Don’t you just love getting weak?
Chapter 3
Before either of them knew it, they
were dating. Randy walked her to her
classes...Ann went to his wrestling matches and every Monday night, they would sit
on the couch at Ann’s house and watch Raw.
This went on for nearly 2 years. By now they were both 17 soon to be 18. Both seniors.
Randy’s dad since retiring from
wrestling had started selling Ford vehicles at the local dealer...And his mom
continued working as a nurse and the local hospital.
During the weekends, Randy and Ann
would sit behind his dad’s desk and look through the wrestling schools Randy
was going to pick from. Ann would be
sitting on his lap and they’d look at them, find out where they were and what
not...While Ann was checking the college in neighboring state, which had
accepted her.
One weekend in particular, Randy’s dad
came in kissed Ann on the top of the head and said, he’d be back cause he was
taking a couple for a test drive. Ann
got up and turned around and sat straddled on Randy’s lap, as his arms went
around her waist. She kissed his lips
soft and within a matter of minutes was getting weak again.
Randy pulled her closer as he deepened
the kiss, as she wrapped her arms around his neck and shoulders. When they broke the kiss, Ann rested her head
on Randy’s shoulder and she said, “So here’s a good question for you.” Randy said, “Okay ask.” As he laid back in
the chair rubbing her back.
Ann sighed and said, “What do you want
to do for your birthday? I mean you are
turning 18...Anything in particular you’d like to do?” Randy said, “Just being with you is enough
for me. We don’t have a lot of time left
before you go to college...We’re graduating at the end of May...So we barely
have 2 months left. I just want to spend
time with you.”
Ann looked up and looked in his eyes
and her weakness came back and she smiled and said, “Good...I’ve got something
planned.”
Randy smiled and said, “What?”
Ann said, “No, It’s a surprise.”
Randy gripped her waist and tickled her
a little as she squirmed on his lap and said, “Stop that, you’re not going to
get it from me!”
Ann jumped up and said, “You’ll never
get it from me...EVER!” All dramatic as
she took off and Randy gave chase to her.
Finally catching her and throwing her over his shoulder and carried her
outside to his mustang and sat her on the hood carefully. Ann pulled him to her as they shared a kiss.
Then got in Randy’s car and went back
to her house to relax before school on Monday...wrapped in each others arms,
sharing kisses and I love yous.
The one thing no one knew was that
they’d secretly gotten married about a month ago...They went to the next town
over where they didn’t need their parents permission cause they were both only
17...They weren’t going to let anything come between them.
See what getting weak gets you?
Chapter 4
Friday night was Randy’s birthday, so
once they got finished with school...They went back to Ann’s house...Ann had already
had everything packed up...Randy walked in and said, “What’s all this?” Ann smiled and said, “Will you just trust
me...please?”
As long as they’d been together, Randy
never pushed the issue about sex...Ann was still very much a virgin, but hopefully
this weekend would change all of that.
The things people do when they get
weak.
They packed up Randy’s car and took off
Friday night and Randy and Ann pulled up to the beach house she’d rented...You
could literally walk out the sliding glass doors onto the porch and down the 2
steps into the sand. The ocean was
beautiful...After they got settled and ate dinner on the patio and they sat on
a blanket in the sand and then also wrapped up in a blanket.
Ann was sitting between Randy’s legs
sideways and he had his arms around her, nuzzling her neck...as Ann was kissing
his arms, hands... Randy moved his hand down around her waist and clutched her
tighter, still kissing and feeling. Ann shuddered when he pulled away. He
smiled, looking at her and then ran the tip of his finger along her lips. They were just enjoying each other as the sun
was setting across the ocean.
Looking down, Randy saw her breasts
silently rising up and down as she breathed.
Leaning in again, Randy, started to kiss and lick along her jaw, down
her neck. So soft and warm was his mouth that she felt the
need between her legs grow. His
lips traced a path along her collar bone and then down lower, until he reached
the fabric of her t-shirt. Randy pulled down her neckline and started to softly
kiss the tops of her breasts. He felt her fingers softly run through his hair,
and heard her soft sigh.
Ann said, “Randy, I didn’t know what to
get you for your 18th birthday...So I decided to give you me. All of me.”
“Are you sure this is what you want?”
Randy asked, before he leaned in and gave her a small warm kiss on her
lips.
“With all my heart,” she replied, and
felt herself warm with desire and lust.
She felt his lips once more come
crashing down on hers, as they roughly explored each other’s mouths. She ran
her hands along his back, gripping at his t-shirt. Randy’ mouth moved and he
kissed her once more down her jaw and neck, lowering towards her chest. She
leaned back and let him lower her down onto the blanket in the sand.
Ann felt the hem of her t-shirt being
pulled up, and a soft and powerful hand glide up her inner left thigh. Gasping, Ann clutched onto Randy’ shoulder
harder as his mouth played on her clothed breasts, and also as she felt his
hand slide up closer to her wet desire.
Randy moved back up to her mouth as he found what he was seeking. Pulling back
the folds of fabric of her jean shorts and panties, he found the swollen lips
of her wet desire. He pulled away from her face and looked into her eyes, as he
gently slid one finger in the warmth and wetness. But not too far he was well aware that she
was a virgin, and he had no intentions of hurting her.
She gave a small groan and shut her
eyes with pleasure as he rubbed softly, teasing her so gently that her breath
was just barely above normal. Randy
found that secret spot, and gently played with it, watching her silently groan
and gasp as she felt the need in her grow. Giving butterfly kisses across her
face he withdrew his fingers and sank her into another deep inviting kiss.
Ann felt herself being pulled up again, her head swimming with desire and lust.
She relished being held in Randy’s arms. He pressed against her, and Ann could
feel the swelling cock underneath his jeans, begging to be let out. “Turn
around,” Randy whispered, and he gently turned her so that she was facing him.
Ann felt those strong hands, slowly sliding the t-shirt up along her body.
After what seemed like an eternity,
Randy moved his hands gently over her arm, pushing the fabric off her body. Letting
the t-shirt and bra fall to the sand.
Giving a smile, Randy rubbed her breast with his hand and kissed her. He
felt the hardness of her nipple grow underneath his palm. Then ran his hands down and unbuttoned and
unzipped her jean shorts and pulled her shorts and panties down her long legs.
Chapter 5
Moving back on the blanket, he revealed
his beautifully sculpted chest and hard nipples, as he discarded his t-shirt
and jeans. Ann reached down and looked up to him as she knelt and he knew what
she was about to do. Silently and so gently Ann took the tip of his desire into
her mouth, kissing and licking it. Randy put his hands on her head and gave a
soft moan as she took in more of his need.
Running her hands up his thighs and massaged them, causing him to moan
louder under her torture. Ann took it in more, but then withdrew, licking up a
bead of moisture that escaped the tip.
Ann drew up to face Randy, her hard nipples brushing against the now damp flesh
of his chest. Drawing him into a hard passionate kiss, she felt his aching cock
against her lower stomach. Pulling back, she then sat down on the blanket.
“Make love to me, Randy?” she said in a whisper. Randy then leaned down to plant a kiss on her
swollen lips, slowly making that now familiar trail of kisses down her neck.
Cupping her left breast, he bit and sucked on her nipples, leaving them even
harder than before. Randy heard her sigh, and felt her fingers in his silken
hair.
Lower he went down her chest and to her stomach, and Ann felt her pulse racing
faster as he found another new spot to explore. Shutting her eyes Ann felt
those strong fingers part the lips of her swollen desire. He quickly found that
spot which made her groan and shudder with just the slightest touches. Randy’s tongue played with her clit, causing
her to cry out louder, and feel things that she could never possibly have
imagined before. He teased it so that Ann was near the edge, but not quite. Ann
felt a finger enter her tight opening, and, groaning loudly, Ann gripped
Randy’s head.
Feeling the familiar sensations, she pulled Randy away from her, and shifted
back into the blanket on the sand. Seeing Randy kneeling before her made her
heart stop. The moonlight gave him a soft glow.
Looking into her eyes, Randy positioned himself just right, and slowly
entered her.
A gasp came from her lips as Ann felt
his cock filling her, slightly rubbing against her barrier, and giving her
ultimate ecstasy. Ann shifted slightly to get the best feel. Leaning down,
Randy kissed her and Ann felt him withdraw ever so slightly, and said, “This is
going to hurt baby, but I promise...It won’t hurt long...” then filled her again as he broke through her
barrier taking her most prized possession her virginity. He was her husband there was nothing more in
the world she wanted to give him.
The pain was there but as Randy steadied himself inside of her, the pain slowly
went away...She felt so good; the exquisite sensations caused by the caresses
of her husband so incredible as to make her feel that they couldn’t be
real. Randy started slowly, and then
started to increase his pace...he pumped harder into her, his cries and groans
a mixture with hers. Her tight hot opening giving him so much pleasure, he leaned
in and kissed her neck fervently, pumping harder into her, filling her.
With a hoarse cry, the world seemed to stop for her, and the spasms and waves
of such pleasure crashed down on her, pushing everything else from existence.
Left breathless, Ann felt Randy stiffen and heard him cry out, the last few
intense thrusts he felt that blinding, earth shattering bliss of sensations as
he emptied his cum into her.
All was still, except for the heavy breathing of the two lovers.
Finally, Randy withdrew and laid
himself down beside his wife, giving her a small kiss. Looking into his eyes, Ann lightly traced his
red lips, and brushed back the mussed hair. Such beauty and power lay
there. Curling his arm around her body,
Randy held her close and kissed her one last time, and held her until they fell
asleep.
No words needed to be spoken to say how
they felt about each other.
Chapter 6
Randy’s birthday weekend went off
without a hitch. Except Ann knew the
real reason she had given her virginity to Randy...She loved him yes, but she
knew he really didn’t feel the same way for her...She was still trying to
figure out why they’d gotten married if he didn’t love her enough to stop
sleeping with other girls.
Randy was nice enough to not sleep with
girls from their high school, but the surrounding high schools got a lot of
action from him. Since they started
dating, if she had a game to cheer at, he’d be having sex with another girl, If
she had to cheer at an out of town game, he’d be having sex with another
girl...If he went out of town for wrestling he would find one or two girls to
have sex with.
Ann figured they got married and if she
let him have sex with her, he’d stop sleeping around...but it wasn’t the answer
to the problem. Ann knew what had to be
done...She didn’t even need to confirm it with Tawny, who knew about Randy and
his playboy image. Ann and Tawny just
never realized it was a permanent thing in his life before Ann started dating
and fell in love with him.
She sat in her bedroom, it was the
weekend her parents were actually in town, only to be having a massive party
and getting drunk with all their high society friends...Ann looked over and was
staring at the picture of her and Randy on her desk...They both had their
wedding rings on their middle fingers, so as to not give it away...Randy had
bought simple silver braided matching bands.
Their wedding certificate was in her top draw.
Randy was out with his friends probably
getting drunk, or laid...They had exactly 1 day before graduation. To make matters worse Randy hadn’t touched
her since they had sex on his birthday.
He would kiss her and hold her...but he just seemed distant.
Ann had found out about Randy joining
the US Marine Corps, and was set for boot camp the day after graduation. Randy didn’t even tell her...She found out
from his dad. She stood up and started
pacing her room...She ran her hand through her honey blonde hair as she kept
thinking about the marriage certificate.
She couldn’t stop pacing...She was
weak...she couldn’t believe she’d let herself get weak over a guy...and a high
school guy at that...Damn it. She was
too young and stupid to be married; she should have stopped the relationship
when she knew he was having sex with other girls, she should have never married
him when she knew he would never stop...She should of never let him have her
virginity when she knew she was just deluding herself to the fact that he
didn’t really love her.
Ann walked over and grabbed the
marriage certificate and took off in the middle of the night. She drove all the way to the next town where
she and Randy had been married. When she
got back home, her parents were still partying; she closed her bedroom door and
laid across her bed crying. She cried
herself to sleep.
The next morning brought a headache the
size of the
Ann walked over and pulled the door
open to see some brunette on Randy’s jock...her blouse open and the only way
the windows were that fogged up was because someone locked them in and they
were trying to get out...Yeah RIGHT. Ann
leaned over and said, “Randy...I think it’s time we had a talk.” And then slammed the door closed.
Randy pushed the girl off him as she
fixed herself got out and looked at Ann with big cow eyes and said,
“Yea...Lemme guess you didn’t know.” The
girl looked like she was going to cry for Ann and shook her head no...As she
took off and got into another car and left.
Randy fixed himself and got out as he threw his cap and gown over the
hood of his car and said, “I can explain.”
Ann could feel the tears building in
her eyes and said, “I don’t want to hear it.
When were you going to tell me about the Maine Corps? Here’s an easy question...Did you ever love
me?” Randy went to touch her, when she
backed up...Randy said, “Yes I did love you, I still love you.”
Ann said, “You know something I used to
believe you...But I was only deluding myself...Lying to myself about all the
other girls you were screwing. Then I
was stupid enough to think that if I let you have sex with me, you’d stop
screwing around...I was wrong. I was
stupid and I was dead wrong. You don’t
love me, you never did...because how could you possibly love someone and yet
turn around and sleep with so many other girls from the neighboring high
schools, and yet look me in the eyes and tell me you love me...”
Randy said, “I’m so sorry you found out
Ann.” Ann wiped her tear and said,
“You’re sorry? SORRY! That’s all you have to say to me? We spent 2 fuckin years together and the
whole time you was fuckin other girls...we got married or did you forget that?
You know something one day you’re going to met the perfect girl, and she’s
gonna be everything you want in a wife.
You’re gonna give up all the other girls just to be with her until you
die...and guess what...I hope she turns around and does the same thing you did
to me! Because until that actually
happens...you’ll never know how I feel right now. You’re sorry...You’re not sorry Randy...You’re
a sad pathetic excuse for a human being.”
Ann handed Randy a CD and a piece of
folded up paper. And walked back into
the auditorium to get her emotions under control.
Randy sat in his car and pushed the CD
into his player and listened to the song.
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I write you letters, but I don't send them
I just can't figure out how to end them
I try to reach you, you're right beside me
There's something missin' and we can't deny that
We live together separately
We don't want to fall apart
But every time we kiss there's an emptiness
An absence of the heart
How did we lose it, why did this happen
When did we take it all for granted
We sit in silence, inside we're cryin'
How can we keep our love from dyin'
We live together separately
We don't want to fall apart
But every time we kiss there's an emptiness
An absence of the heart
We live together separately
We don't want to fall apart
But every time we kiss there's an emptiness
An absence of the heart
We live together separately
We don't want to fall apart
But every time we kiss there's an emptiness
An absence of the heart
I write you letters, but I don't send them
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Randy could feel the tears in his eyes...He
knew he fucked up...he was so stupid...He’d let a thousand moments of weakness
interfere for his love of Ann...He picked up the paper and opened it up and
lost it completely in his front seat...It was the marriage certificate with a
huge red ANNULLED stamp across the middle of the paper.
The day after the graduation, Randy
left for the Marine Corps boot camp...and Ann...She just left...No one except
Tawny knew where she’d gone...Her moment of weakness cost her 2 years of love,
hate and pain.
Sucks to be weak doesn’t it?
Chapter 7
Just when you thought you’d finished
being weak...It happens again.
Linda walked into the United Center
Arena in Chicago...Linda had been a WWE Diva for 3 years...And loved every
minute of it.
Hefting her bag down to the Diva’s
dressing room, and changed into her track pants and tank top and pulled on her
black Velcro fingerless gloves and walked out to the ring, as she and Lisa
started sparing.
Lisa grabbed Linda and whipped her into
the ropes and the started exchanging blows, hits, suplexes, chic kicks, when
Linda turned around and Lisa jumped from the top ropes and did a cross body
block and they both hit the mat hard.
And couldn’t help but start laughing when Linda said, “Well...Lisa, I
want to thank you, because what little boob I did have left, you managed to
smash. Which upset them and they left.”
Lisa pushed up off of Linda’s body and
said, “Damn you’re right they did leave.”
Linda rolled on her side and started laughing as Paul Levesque walked
down to the ring and said, “That was nice ladies.” They both sat up and Lisa said, “Sure except
Linda’s boobs ran off.”
Paul’s eye brows lifted at Lisa’s
comment and the girl fell back on the mat laughing as Paul said, “That...That
sounds like a bit of a personal problem Linda honey...Do you need to see the
trainer for that problem or a cosmetic surgeon?”
Linda said, “Neither...I’ll just borrow
whatever’s missing from Lisa’s ass.”
Lisa couldn’t help but start laughing again as the girl stood up and
were leaning against the top rope and Linda said, “What bring you to the holy
grail?” Paul smirked and said, “Remember
we hired that young kid with David Bautista and they’ve both been out with
injuries?”
They both nodded and Paul said, “Well
as you know David’s should be back soon, well the other kid just got released
to wrestle finally...” A figure walked
up and Paul said, “I want you guys to meet Randy Orton, he’s a third generation
in this business.” Lisa said, “Howdy
third generation Linda and I are firsts.”
Linda giggled and said, “Lisa wrestles under
Linda and Lisa jumped out of the ring
and the blue eyed hottie shook hands with both of them. Linda suddenly felt very weak...No this
wasn’t happening to her again...If she was lucky he wouldn’t even recognize
her...She’d gone to extremes to forget her past with Randy Orton.
Randy looked at the brown eyed girl,
she had a nice body and gorgeous face, but there was something about the girl
with the violet eyes that drew her to him...she was the epitome of
beautiful...She had long waist length chestnut hair and a body that wouldn’t
quit.
Linda could feel Randy’s eyes on
her...Just as She was about to make a smart remark about him staring at her a
deep voice said, “Hello all.”
Linda got the biggest smile on her face
and squealed, “DAVE!!!!!” Linda took off
running up the ramp and jumped into Dave Bautista’s waiting arms...as she
hooked her long legs around her waist and he spun around in circles. They looked like every bit of boy friend and
girl friend...But everyone knew they were extremely good friends, considering
he was married.
Dave placed Linda on her feet as they
hugged a little tighter, and Paul said, “I don’t remember you welcoming me back
like that from my quad injury.” Linda
said, “If you remember, I was going to and I thought Stephanie was going to
have me fired...well before she understood it was nothing but friendship and
she was the only one you wanted and you was the only one I wanted her to be
with.”
Paul laughed and said, “True.” Linda walked down and leaned against Paul and
said, “Besides...Now you’re both my friends...Plus I feel like you guys are my
older brother’s.”
Randy watched the scene and couldn’t
help but feel a little jealous.
Now who was weak?
Chapter 8
- -3 Months Later- -
Linda sat in the diva’s dressing room
she laced up her black plastic knee high wrestling boots and re-adjusted her
black plastic shorts and matching tank top...Her hair was down in huge waves as
she looked at herself in the full length mirror.
Lisa walked in and said, “So hunky
Randy is supposed to save you tonight...eh?”
Linda rolled her eyes and said, “Yea, like I need a man to fight my
battles.” Lisa said, “Damn girl...How
could you not want a guy as good looking as Randy Orton, to save you?” Linda said, “Easy...I don’t need
saving...Please its Maven for Christ sake...Even you could kick his ass.” Lisa busted up laughing.
Linda stood there as someone knocked on
the door and Lisa, while trying not to laugh to hard said, “Come at your own
risk.” The door was pushed open and
Randy stood there in his track pants and an Evolution shirt on...Linda could
smell his cologne and knew it was him...she made a face as Lisa laughed harder
and Linda said, “You remember what I said.”
Lisa jumped to her feet and snapped a salute to Linda and said, “Ma’am,
Yes, ma’am.”
Linda said, “What? Are we in the army now?” Lisa laughed and said, “If the army had
you...Custer wouldn’t have died.” Linda
stuck her tongue out at Lisa as she turned and brushed past Randy.
Randy watched her walk away without a
second look to him...Randy rested his forearms on the doorway and said, “What’s
with her?” Lisa said, “Linda’s been with
the company for 3 years...she could take any guy in the back short of David,
Paul and Glenn...And they are having you come in and save her...When ever one
knows as tough as Linda is, she could beat Maven’s ass, with one hand tied
behind her back, blindfolded and handcuffed to a turnbuckle.”
Randy smirked and said, “So she’s not
too keen on me come out to help her then?”
Lisa said, “Yea...Definitely not.
Linda is one of the more stubborn Diva’s and like me got hired to
wrestle not show her ass, boobs or crotch on TV.”
Randy said, “Hey, I’m not saving
her...Everyone needs a little help...The writers are just trying to show the
fans even though I’m a playboy and in Evolution...I have a soft spot for a
woman who gets hit by a man...Like any other man out there who was taught at a
young age that hitting women is wrong and any man who does it, needs their ass
beat.”
Lisa said, “Yea...Well explain that to
Linda...She’s a mean bitch when it comes to getting in the ring with
guys...Like I said, short of Paul, David and Glenn, she could beat any guys’ ass...Even
yours...Try to remember that.” Randy
nodded and left to go find Linda.
Linda was sitting on the floor behind
the curtain, she had 15 minutes to stretch out...she threw her legs out to the
sides as she slowly pulled herself forward into the side splits, where her legs
were completely out straight to the side and her knees and feet were facing
forward...her Elbows were on the ground and she had her chin propped up on her
hands.
Randy walked over staring at her and
said, “Okay...Doesn’t that hurt?” Linda
rolled her eyes and said, “Not when you’ve been doing it your whole life.” Randy said, “Well it would bruise the hell
out of me.” Linda said, “Rightfully so,
Most men can’t do a stretch like this...and it would definitely bruise if not
rip...something.”
Randy watched as she pulled herself
through on the ground and then sat on her knees, and then proceeded to bounce
back into a back bend, then slowly pulled her feet off the floor and balanced
on her hands and moved around the floor a little...She let her feet go and
stood up straight.
Randy said, “And just exactly how
bendable are you?” Linda shrugged her
shoulders and said, “Couldn’t tell you...I’ve been this way my whole
life.” Randy said, “So what’s your deal? You don’t see to talk with too many people
other them Lisa, David and Paul.” Linda
shrugged her shoulders and said, “Just the way I am...When you earn my trust,
you’ll hear from me more.”
Randy watched as she took her spot
behind the curtain...her violet eyes had a deep smokey
color around them to go with her wrestling outfit, and that fit her like a
second skin. Randy could almost feel his
body responding to this total stranger.
His jaw nearly dropped when a stage hand came up and wrapped the Women’s
title around her waist...Not she was even fuckin hotter.
Randy watched the monitor as red lights
lit up the arena and ring and a female voice came barreling out of the speakers
followed by the loudest guitars he’d ever heard...And watched as she ran out
and the fans immediately jumped to their feet for a huge ovation for her. Randy watched as the female fans and most
male fans sang along with her entrance must.
*****************************
Now I will tell you
What I've done for you
50 thousand tears
I've cried
Screaming
Deceiving
And bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Going Under
Don't want your hand this time
I'll save myself
Maybe
I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily...defeated by you
Just when I thought I reached...the bottom
I......dive...again
I'm going...under
Drowning in...you
I'm falling forever
I've got to...break through
I'm...going...under
*****************************
Randy coming out to save her from Maven
went off without a hitch. When they
walked to the back and got behind the curtains.
Linda looked at Randy and could feel her knees getting weak...just
watching him in action was enough to make anyone weak.
Randy watched as Linda smiled told him
good job and walked away. Randy wanted
Linda...It was obvious. It just wasn’t obvious
to Linda...
Damn it...Why did she have to be so
weak...And for him? Someone who broke
her heart once.
Chapter 9
A couple of months later, and Randy was
still trying to get Linda to notice him...but he was having a hell of a
time. He couldn’t figure out what was
wrong with him...or shit maybe it was her...he was a good looking guy...there
should be no reason why she wasn’t trying to get in his bed like every other
ring rat in the country.
Now that definitely sounded cocky, but
how was he supposed to sound...the one woman he wanted in his bed wouldn’t give
him the time of day...He was fuckin lucky if she looked his way in the 2 hours
Raw was being taped. Hell even when she
was in the ring, she was all business.
Randy still couldn’t figure her out to
save his life...There was something about her...He didn’t know what it
was...But it was there...He just wished he knew. Randy was getting ready to run out and save
Linda again...Lisa walked up and said, “How ya doing Randy?” Randy said, “Don’t ask me man...You know
Linda makes me crazy.”
Lisa giggled and said, “You’ve been
bitten by the Linda bug haven’t you?”
Randy nodded and said, “I just can’t figure out why she won’t even look
my way...Tell me there’s nothing wrong with me please.” Lisa laughed and said, “Believe me Randy
there’s NOTHING wrong with you...Linda is just very up tight...No not up
tight...some girls put up a concrete wall around their hearts when they’ve been
hurt...ya know?”
Randy nodded and said, “Fully
understood yea...so?” Lisa laughed and
said, “Well Linda’s is 10 feet tall, made of steel and is bullet proof...Get
it? Even if you had a tank you wouldn’t
be getting through it...She’s the one who has to take the wall down...not
you...you’ve just got to get her attention...do something nice for her...Try a
little romance...and if you playboy her ass...I’ll beat yours.”
Randy smirked and said, “How do you
know about the rep?” Lisa said,
“Please...You’re rep made it to the company before you even left OVW.” Randy said, “You know every where I go, I
have tons of girls throwing themselves at me on a nightly basis...and I used to
sleep with every single one of them...but since I been here and I met Linda...I
haven’t wanted anyone but her. Shit I
don’t even look for rats after the shows any more...I just go torture myself in
my hotel room.”
Lisa couldn’t help but laugh a little
more and said, “Randy...Stop torturing yourself...and do something nice for
her...Try having a talk with her...but try not to piss her off...She shares a
hotel room with me.” Randy laughed and
nodded. Randy watched on the monitor as
Linda and Trish went at it in the ring...Trish had one the belt a month ago,
and tonight Linda was wrestling Trish even thought it was a non-title
match. Linda ended up pinning Trish and
getting the three count, and then out of no where, Linda felt the zap in the
back of her head...She was expecting it...
Tonight it was Trish’s side kick
Christian (Jason Reso)...He was a nice guy but he hit like a damn girl. Trish was giving him instructions to hold her
up as Trish rubbed the belt in Linda’s face...It was hard for the two of them
to keep a straight face considering how they were such good friends. Trish got in her face and said, “Don’t you
dare crack a smile...I swear you’re gonna make me break bitch mode.” Linda made a half dead face and laughed under
her breath.
Jason let go of Linda as she let
herself fall forward and laughed into the ring mat. Trish got down and pretended to rub her face
into the mat as she said, “I heard that...you suck.” It only made Linda laugh harder. Jason started his fake stomping and kicking
as Linda jiggled in the middle of the ring...trying to not laugh herself to
death.
Chapter 10
Then they heard the loud pop from the
crowd as Randy came running down and slid into the ring and said, “Wow, a party
can I join?”...as he went after Jason, Trish went back and was pretending to
talk shit to Linda again and said, “And don’t make me have to come out here
again to kick your ass.” Linda laughed and
said, “Kiss my ass maybe...but kick it?
Never.”
They both laughed into the mat as Jason
pulled Trish out of the ring and they backed up the ramp looking at Randy who
was knelt next to Linda and he said, “Please tell me you’re laughing and not
crying...” Linda whimpered cause her
ribs hurt from laughing so much...and rolled over onto her back and said, “Nope
I’m fine...Thanks Jr.”
Randy helped her stand up and he said,
“Are you ever going to stop calling me Jr?” Linda smirked and said, “Maybe...Then
again...Maybe not.” She winked at him as
she rolled out of the ring and ran over and jumped on the thick guard rail and
stood on it as her music blasted through the arena. She threw her arms up in victory and the crowd
went completely nuts...as Randy watched her fall back into the arms of the
fans, who surfed her over to the back where security was waiting.
Randy walked to the back as Lisa threw
a towel at him and said, “Go shower...Get clean...and go talk to her already...Damn
you’re slow boy.” Randy laughed as he
took off down the hall and got a shower...then dressed in his black track
pants, a black evolution t-shirt, socks and sneakers...and then towel dried his
hair and combed it out and up.
David took Randy’s bag out to their
rental, so Randy could talk with Linda.
David knew the kid was crazy for her...but Linda being Linda...she was
more stubborn then people were able to notice.
Randy waited as Linda was walking down
the hall...She’d showered and dressed in jeans a t-shirt and left her hair
down. Randy waited until she walked by
before he grabbed her hand and pulled her into a cubby hole near the
exit...Linda spun around ready to strike when she saw it was Randy. She said, “What the hell are you doing...I swear
to God, I was going to kick your ass...Man hasn’t anyone else told you not to
sneak up on or pull girls around?” Linda
was suddenly silenced as Randy pushed her flat against the wall, with his body
up against her and his lips on hers.
Poor Linda...The boy could still kiss
as good as when they were in high school...It was nice to know some of his
traits hadn’t been lost. Oh yea if she
wasn’t weak before...she was now.
Randy stepped away and watched her
catch her breath...Linda slapped him across the face as hard as she could and
said, “HOW DARE YOU KISS ME WITH YOUR DISEASE INFESTED MOUTH YOU LITTLE FUCKIN
RAT HUNTER!”
Randy rubbed the sting on his cheek and
said, “WHOA! All I did was kiss you...I
don’t have any diseases.” Linda scoffed
and said, “Yea that YOU know of...How about all the rats you’ve fucked...Do you
know for a fact they were all completely clean...You fuckin mongrel.”
Randy said, “What the hell is so wrong
with me? Why is it you talk to anyone
but I come around and you don’t even give me the fuckin time of day...You don’t
even give me two looks.”
Linda was so frustrated by the kiss and
all she blurted out, “Because you asshole...You broke my heart once
already...I’m not about to let you do it again...you want to get your fuck
rocks off...Go find a rat...Cause I’m not one.”
Linda whipped around and walked away as she grabbed her rolling suitcase
and jerked it out the back exit to her rental.
David walked over and picked it up and
helped her put it her trunk. Lisa was
already there and waiting...Lisa got in the car as Randy came running up and
said, “Wait a minute.”
Linda stopped and said, “No you
wait...If you ever touch me again without my permission...You won’t get my hand
across your face...You’ll get MY FOOT IN YOUR ASS!” Linda got in the car and slammed the door as
Lisa took off for the hotel.
David’s eyes snapped open as he looked
at Randy who had a nice bright red hand print across his cheek. David said, “C’mon Casanova, I’ll buy you a
drink and you can tell me where you fucked up.”
Chapter 11
Linda was bruting around the hotel
room, while Lisa watched amused at her friend’s actions. Lisa said, “I can’t believe you slapped
Randy...You realize the boy has something for you.” Linda said, “Yea, If he ever sticks his
tongue in my mouth again, I’m gonna have something for him too.”
Lisa fell back onto her bed cracking up
laughing...She said, “No Linda...He likes you...He’s been trying to get your
attention since he started working in a storyline with you.” Lisa watched as Linda threw her cell phone
onto the bed and fell face first into her bed and whined.
Lisa laughed and said, “What’s the deal
woman...What is so wrong with Randy anyways?”
Linda rolled onto her side and propped her head up with her hand and
said, “You sure you wanna know?” Lisa
said, “Hell...You can tell me anything...Nothing surprises my ass
anymore...Shit I found out that Sheldon Benjamin likes me...How great is
that...He’s a hottie.”
Linda’s mouth fell open as she threw a
spare pillow at Lisa and said, “You tramp...You never told me.” Lisa laughed as she threw the pillow back
after it hit her in the face laughing and said, “I just found out
tonight.” Linda said, “Well...Alright,
you’re off the hook now.” The laughed at
each other and Lisa said, “Okay....So tell me what’s up with you and Mr.
Wonderful.”
Linda rolled her eyes and said, “I went
to high school with Randy Orton...We met at the beginning of our Junior year
and we just sort of stayed together for 2 years...6 months before Randy’s 18th
birthday we went to the next town over and got married at 17...we didn’t need
parent’s permission for it...The problem was the whole two years we were
together he’d been screwing around with other girls...but was actually
courteous enough to screw girls from surrounding high schools and not
ours...Even after we were married, For his 18th birthday I let him
take my virginity and even that didn’t stop him from fuckin around. The night before our high school graduation,
I got the marriage annulled. He was
practically late for graduation because he was screwing some girl in his
car. The day after graduation I left
Lisa sat Indian style on her bed facing
Linda with her mouth hanging open and said, “Wow.” Linda laughed and said, “Wow? That’s it?”
Lisa said, “Damn...Wait...So how’s come he doesn’t realize who you
are?” Linda said, “I had blonde hair and
blue eyes in high school...Apparently he doesn’t realize that people change.”
Lisa jumped up to her feet and stepped
off the bed when someone knocked on the door.
Lisa opened the door and said, “Oh...Hi Randy...What can I do for you?”
Randy said, “I want to talk to
Linda...Now Please.”
Linda walked out of the bedroom chewing
on her lip and looked at Randy and said, “What do you want?” Randy said, “I
didn’t catch it until you left the arena...You said, I broke your heart once
and you wasn’t going to let me do it again...I want you to explain that to
me...Now.”
Linda looked at the ground as she
leaned against the wall...His blue eyes were on fire...He was pissed and she
was weak...Again.
Chapter 12
Linda stared at the ground and Randy
sighed heavy and said, “Just tell me what the hell is going on...I’m right
about you avoiding me...You wouldn’t even look my way twice if we didn’t have
that stupid storyline together...Just tell me what I did that was so
wrong...Please...I just want an explanation from your little outburst at the
arena...I wanna know when it was that I supposedly broke your heart.”
Linda looked up and rolled her
eyes...She knew he was mad...She finally pushed off from the wall and walked
into the bedroom and Randy followed her...He said, “I’m not leaving until you
tell me.” Linda said, “Back off...I’m
trying to find something.” Randy watched
as she squatted down next to her suitcase and pulled something out...
Lisa watched but kept her mouth
shut...She watched as they walked back out into the sitting room of the hotel
room and Linda closed the bedroom door...Lisa just waited to hear Randy explode...And
possibly take half the hotel with him.
Linda could feel herself shaking on the
inside as she looked at Randy he had his hands on his hips and looked
absolutely delicious...black dress pants and a black polo shirt on...tucked
in. She finally exhaled and handed Randy
the object she’d retrieved from the suitcase.
Randy took it and watched as Linda sat
down on the couch...Randy looked down and noticed it was a picture of him and his
old girlfriend Ann from high school, Randy said, “What did I bonk you in high
school and never call you again? How’d
you get a picture of me and my old girlfriend?”
Linda said, “Bonk me? You definitely bonked me...Me and every other
girl is the city of
Randy said, “Ann...Why did you go by
Ann?” Linda said, “Well...Not that’d
you’d remember or anything but we had over 10 Linda’s in school already with
us...You call out the name and at least 5 would turn around...I’d been going by
Ann since I got there...My teachers, friends, parents and even you called me
Ann...Most every one knew my first name was Linda...But somehow it slipped my
mind about telling you my first name.”
Randy sighed and said, “Why didn’t you
just tell me who you were when we first met, when I got to the company?” Linda looked at Randy and said, “Because I
didn’t want to remember you. I didn’t
get that stupid marriage annulled for no reason Randy...That’s why it was so
easy to get it annulled too, because my first name wasn’t on it.”
Randy said, “You have no clue how
pissed off I am right now...I’m not sure what pisses me off more...The fact
that you knew who I was to you and didn’t say anything to me...or the comments
you made to me at the arena tonight.”
Linda turned around with tears in her eyes and said, “Oh what...The
fearless Randy Orton got his feeling hurt from something his co-worker
said...What you can’t handle it now or something?”
Randy said, “No he got his feelings
hurt by something his ex-wife said to him.”
Linda said, “Yea...Cry me a fuckin river Randy...After the shit you put
me through for 2 years in high school...you have NOTHING to say to me that
would make ME feel sorry for YOU.” Randy
said, “What I can’t change?”
Linda said, “It’s not that you
couldn’t...because you could...Your reputation for being a playboy hit the WWE
before you got there...Oh yea you could change...You just don’t want too...You
was a playboy in high school, but I was too stupid, in love with you and blind
to notice it or say a word about it...Until it was way too late to recover from
the broken heart I’d gotten...I wasn’t stupid...Every time I had a game to
attend...you were off fuckin some girl under the bleachers, or in your car...”
Linda ran her hand through her hair and
continued, “I gave you every thing I had in me and then some...and I got a
broken heart thanks to you screwing every girl within a 15 mile radius of our
high school. After a while I thought it
was because I wasn’t spending enough time with you or that I wasn’t showing you
I loved you enough...but...I finally figured it out...You were only looking out
for only one person...yourself...Randy Keith Orton...I should’ve known better.”
Linda turned away from Randy and the
tears slid down her cheeks as she wrapped her arms around herself and said, “So
don’t expect me to ever feel sorry for you...Cause it’s NEVER gonna happen.”
Randy turned around and left slamming
the door closed behind him.
Lisa came out of the bedroom and put
her arms around Linda and said, “You told him.”
Linda nodded and said, “You know the worst part about all of this?” Lisa said, “What?” Linda looked at her reflection in the window
and said, “I still love him after all these years.”
Something’s never change...Sometimes
the more they change the more they stay the same...
And it STILL sucks to be weak.
Chapter 13
A couple of weeks later, Randy hadn’t
spoken to Linda...He hadn’t even tried to talk with her...He was getting most
of his support from David, Paul and Ric.
Linda was walking down the hallway when
she saw David leaning against the women’s dressing room door...David said,
“Just the Diva I was looking for.” Linda
made a face and said, “What’s up David?”
David opened the door as she followed him in and he closed and locked
the door.
They sat down and David said, “So
what’s this about the past you ad Randy have?”
Linda said, “What are you the problem solver now? I thought that title was for the goat boy Tyson
Tomko down the hallway.”
David said, “I’m serious Linda...What’s
going on...That kid hasn’t been the same since he came to see you after that
slap you gave him...Then came back and gave us some weird story about you being
some old girlfriend he was married to and whatever.”
Linda sighed heavy as she could feel
the tears starting to swell her eyes...David said, “Its true isn’t it...all of
it?” Linda’s bottom lip was shaking as
she was trying to calm her weak nerves...she’d been crying so much in the last
2 weeks since the encounter with Randy...She almost forgot how to do her own
job.
Linda nodded yes and David said,
“So...I mean how?” Linda sat down and
said, “We just went to high school together.”
David said, “He told us he fucked up...something about screwing a lot of
girls.” Linda nodded and said, “4 high
schools worth...to be exact. In the end
I couldn’t take the heart break...I’ve never loved anyone as much as I loved
him...but I will NEVER be able to trust him.”
David said, “You’re still in love with
him aren’t you?” Linda scoffed and said,
“Was it THAT obvious?” David said, “Only
to someone who’s been in love with the same woman for God knows how long.” Linda smiled weakly and said, “How is Angie and the girls?”
David said, “Well, Angie sends her love but Grace and Emily want to know
when they are going to see their Auntie Linda again.”
Linda said, “That reminds me I’ve got
some t-shirts and CD’s for the girls, so see me before you go home
tomorrow.” David said, “No one spoils
them in our family like you...” Linda
laughed and said, “Well Someone has too...It might as well be me.” David said, “Did you know Randy’s still in
love with you as ever?”
Linda said, “Sure and sometime in the
near future I’m going to sprout wings and fly to the next venue.” David said, “I’m serious...you guys should
talk about this...I realize that a broken heart from the love of your life
cheating on you with a large number of women is nothing too over look lightly...All
I’m saying is...You guys still love each other...There has to be something
there that fits in the puzzle to complete the whole situation.”
Linda shrugged and said, “Believe me
David...If it was something as simple as a piece of a puzzle...I would have
tried to fix us when we were still in high school...I will never love anyone as
much as I do him...And it sucks, because no matter how hard you try you have no
control over who you fall in love with.”
Linda followed David to the dressing
room door and opened it...David pulled her into a hug and kissed the top of her
head as he said, “If you need to talk...Let me know...I’ll come see you before
I leave tomorrow to get the girls stuff.”
Linda nodded.
She didn’t notice the blue eyes staring
at her...watching her as she started crying and getting weak...
Weak again...as always.
Chapter 14
Linda went about her schedule and when
it came around for Randy to run in and be the hero and save her...she gritted
her teeth and just let it happen...
A couple of weeks later, One night a few
things changed. Randy was wrestling RVD
and Rob threw him into the metal ring post...As much as Linda wanted to believe
he was okay...She knew he wasn’t...He had been knocked out and was out as they
went to a commercial break...He finally shook it off but was pretty loopy the
rest of the match...His head had been gashed open from the pole.
Linda didn’t have a match that
night...but she was still required to be there...She was sitting in the
dressing room next to Lisa and Lisa said, “He’s gonna be ok, ya know.” Linda just nodded. Lisa said, “You could always go down and
pretend to be a concerned co-worker...I imagine he’ll need stitches.” Linda said, “Yea...but I wouldn’t be
pretending.”
Lisa laughed and said, “I’m sure he’ll
notice that...You guys need to talk...I found it’s easy to talk to someone when
they have a head injury...if he smiles and nods a lot...he’s not paying
attention and will agree to damn near anything.”
Linda busted out laughing and said,
“Jesus Lisa...I knew there was a reason we became friends so fast. You’re exactly like me.” Lisa squeezed Linda’s shoulders and said, “Go
on...You guys are long over due for a talk...It will do you both some good.”
Linda nodded as she stood up and walked
down to the trainer’s office. Along the
way she grabbed a bottle of water and an ice pack. She pushed the door open to the trainer’s
room and Eddie the head trainer was standing over Randy’s prone body stitching
him up...
Randy and him were talking...Eddie
looked over and saw Linda standing there and said, “Hey Linda what’s up?” Linda smiled a little and said, “Hey
Eddie...I came to check on the genius...Is he going to live?” Eddie finished putting the last stitch in his
head and said, “I’m afraid so...10 stitches...No brains leaked out...and he
didn’t lose too much blood...So yea he’ll live.”
Eddie said, “I’m going to run down to
catering, if you need anything else Randy let me know.” Randy sat up slowly and winced at the pain
that shot through his head and said, “Thanks Eddie.” Eddie left as the door closed behind
him...Randy sat on the exam table as Linda walked over and busted the packet in
the ice pack and mixed the solution up real good and said, “Here cold.” As she put it against his forehead.
Randy squinted and said, “What are you
doing here? You didn’t have a match
tonight.” Linda said, “Yea well...Eric
asked me to come incase Trish couldn’t make it for her match...The Canadian
border patrol have been giving her shit if she drives instead of flies...She
hates flying almost as much as me...”
The silence in the room was
deafening...Linda said, “Are you ok?”
Randy said, “It’s not the first time...It won’t be the last.” Linda ran a hand through her hair and said,
“Do you want a lift back to the hotel?”
Randy said, “Why are you really here Linda?” Linda sighed heavy...She said, “I was just
concerned ok...I watched Rob knock you out and it scared me ok...Jesus...How
could I possibly have an ulterior motive.”
Randy said, “So you’re here out of
pity...Go back to your hotel and leave me alone...I don’t want or need your
pity Linda...I can take care of myself...I’m a big boy.” Linda said, “I came in here to check on
you...Why do you have to be such a jerk Randy?
You can’t just be nice when someone is concerned about you...you have to
be a dick...Jesus no wonder we never fully worked out in high school or our
marriage.”
Randy said, “Yea...No wonder I went to
other girls for a good fuck.” Randy
regretted his words once they came out of his mouth. Linda closed her eyes, trying to wish her way
out of the arena...She felt like someone stabbed her heart with a red hot poker
from a fire place...Linda opened her eyes and looked and Randy as she placed
the bottle of water on the table next to Randy and in something above a whisper
said, “Thanks for the reminder...Now I remember why I annulled the marriage.”
Linda turned and walked out of the
room.
Randy looked at the ice pack in his
hand and yelled, “FUCK!” as he threw it against the wall as hard as he could
and the plastic bag exploded...Way to go Randy...Let’s just act like a fuckin
dick some more.
Chapter 15
Randy was sitting in the passenger seat
while David cruised along the streets trying to get back to the hotel...Randy
told David what had happened between him and Linda...He hadn’t meant to be such
a dickhead...he was actually surprised and shocked when she showed up cause she
was concerned about him.
David said, “Maybe you should just go
talk to her man...You both know a talk is long over due...Especially if you still
have feelings for one another...It would be different if neither one of you
gave a damn...but that’s not the case...And you both know it.”
Randy leaned his head against the cool
pain of glass of the window and groaned and said, “I know...I was a dick...I
shouldn’t have said what I did to her...I knew I’d fucked up as soon as I said
it.”
David said, “Then why did you say it
man?”
Randy said, “I don’t know...I guess I was just
trying to hurt her as much as she hurt me...When she handed me the marriage
certificate and it said annulled on it...I broke down literally...I have never
cried or felt emotion like that a day in my life...I haven’t felt anything like
that since that day either...I lost my wife because of my stupidity. I realize we were both young and stupid...but
fuck man...she was still my wife.”
David said, “She wasn’t much of a wife
to you, if you couldn’t stop screwing around...Look this thing called marriage
it isn’t easy by any means...you fight, you argue, you love, and you even cry...Hell
I’m not ashamed to admit I’ve cried three times in my life as a married
man...Which would be hard to believe...The first time I cried was at my
wedding...When Angie walked down the isle, there was no one in that church more
beautiful then her...She could have been wearing a garbage bag, and she would
have still been the most beautiful creature on the planet...The second and
third times I cried...Was when Emily and Grace were born...”
David could feel his heart fluttering
at the thought and continued, “You know nothing in my life is more important to
me then those three ladies...if Angie came to me right now and said she wanted
me to quit wrestling...I wouldn’t even ask her why...I would just do it...I
love all of them more and more every day...Angie still amazes me at the support
she shows me...I’m surprised she hasn’t filed for a divorce a long damn time
ago...But she stuck by me when the chips were down...But hey that’s
marriage...it’s for better AND worse. The
sooner you learn that, the sooner you’ll be able to figure out why you didn’t
love Linda enough not to cheat on her.”
Randy pinched the bridge of his
nose...He could feel the concussion headache starting...Randy said, “Yea,
you’re right...I have a lot of shit I need to figure out on my own...I don’t
know...Maybe I’ll take sometime off.”
David said, “I’d recommend it...If you
keep going like this with her, you’re going to end up with a hell of a lot more
concussions like the one you got tonight...and I wouldn’t be a bit surprised if
Linda gave you a couple herself.”
Randy scoffed and said, “After what I
said to her tonight...I’m surprised she didn’t give me a double one.”
Randy got to his hotel room and called
in a favor from Stephanie and had him put on emergency medical leave for 2 weeks...Randy
decided he’d go home and see his parents...Nothing helped him more then talking
to his mom and dad...
Besides he figured it was about time he
came clean on a few things he’d never mentioned to them...you know the small
things...Screwing so many girls he lost the love of his life...and what else
being married at 17 and losing his wife from stupidity.
Chapter 16
Randy pulled into the drive way of the
house he’d grown up in...It had been at least 4 months since the last time he
visited his parents. This time off was
going to be good...but also revealing.
Randy sighed and ran his hand through his short brown hair as he turned
his blue Ford Escape off. He emerged
from the vehicle and before he even hit the stairs of the porch his mom was out
the door and hugging her eldest child the only way a mother could.
Randy missed his moms hugs...There
always was something about the way she could make him forget his problems. His mom leaned up and kissed his cheek and
said, “This is a pleasant surprise what brings you home?” Randy smiled and said, “I took a couple of
weeks off...I’ve been needing to clear my head.”
Elaine looked at her oldest child and
his blue eyes held all the secrets...she said, “Well...C’mon in and see your father...you
now he’s been driving me crazy for the last few months...about your snotty
little character on TV...says Paul, David and Ric are bad influences on you and
you should be wrestling solo and not in some faction or whatever the hell it’s
called.”
Randy stifled a laugh...Mom watched she
just didn’t care what he did as long as he left the ring still alive and not
hurt. Dad on the other hand...was always
pushing for him to get away from Evolution...Hello...only writers decide that.
Randy walked into the house and was
greeted by his father with a firm handshake and then pulled into a huge bear
hug as always...Nathan and Becky were fight about nothing in particular. His mom said, “Okay you two that’s enough...You’re
brothers here and we want to hear from him not about stinky feet and bathroom
hogging.”
Nathan and Becky gave him quick hugs
before, Becky left for her date and Nathan went to his friends down the street.
Randy laughed, not a lot had changed
since the last time he had been home.
They ate dinner and then sat in the living room relaxing...Elaine looked
at her oldest and said, “What’s got you so quiet? Usually you’re regaling us with stories from
the road...This visit is different isn’t it?”
Randy smirked Mom’s intuition was always at the top f her game.
Randy said, “Yea, this visit is
different.” Bob Orton turned the TV off
so he could listen to what his eldest son had to say...Randy never made serious
visits, and from the look on his oldest boys face he could tell...This was
serious.
Randy watched as his mom leaned over
against his dad on the couch and he wrapped his arm around her...Randy moved
around a little and pushed his jeans down to further relax himself in the big
plush chair.
Randy said, “All these years you guys
have been married...How do you make it work?”
Elaine and Bob Orton were taken back
for a few minutes by what their oldest son had asked them...Elaine sighed as
she said, “Commitment...A lot of love...And tons of understanding. You’re father and I had our rocky patches...but
that’s life...No ones marriage is perfect, but if you love someone as much as I
love your father.” Bob chimed in and
said, “And as much as I love your mother.”
Elaine smiled and said, “Then you learn
to work through the hard spots...and cherish the fun parts...I mean...What’s
this all about Randy?” Randy rubbed the
back of his neck looking at the floor...He sighed and said, “There are a few
things that I’ve kept from you two over the years...and I recently realized I
should have told you about them a long time ago.”
Randy pulled on his bottom lip a little
and said, “Do you guys remember Ann? The
blonde I was dating the last 2 years of High School?” Bob said, “She was the sweetest girl, you
ever brought home to meet us.” Elaine
said, “Yes honey...She was the one girl I figured you’d keep in contact with
when you left home. I really haven’t
seen or heard from her since her parents died.”
Chapter 17
Randy cringed and said, “What do you
mean her parents died?”
Elaine said, “I don’t know probably
about 3 years ago, there was a terrible accident...A big rig slid through a red
light and demolished a car...Come to find out her parents were the ones in the
car.”
Randy closed his eyes...Why hadn’t
Linda told him? Probably because he’d
been a giant dick to her the last 2 or 3 times they talked.
Randy sighed as he looked back at his
parents and said, “A few months ago, I ran into someone named Linda...There was
something about her...I don’t know...Anyways...She’s Ann...Linda is her first name,
but she went by Ann growing up...Until she joined the WWE is a wrestler.”
Bob said, “She’s a wrestler with
you? How nice is that?” Randy said, “It was actually only nice for a
few minutes until she reminded me why we broke up.” Elaine saw the look in his blue eyes and
said, “Randall, why did you two brake up?”
Randy ran his hand through his hair as
he sighed heavily and said, “There’s a lot more detail that went into the break
up then is imaginable...” Elaine said,
“And this is some of the things you kept from us...isn’t it?” Randy nodded as he moved around in the chair
again...Randy said, “6 months before my 18th birthday, Ann and I
went over to the next town and got married.
We didn’t need parent’s permission there.”
Elaine said, “Excuse me?” Randy said, “Mom...Let me finish
please.” Elaine nodded and held her
tongue as Randy continued, “Anyways...I loved her so much, she was all I could
think of for 2 years...Hell even after we both left after graduation, she never
left my mind...Being reunited with her recently...I realize I still have all
the old feelings for her...And the crazy part...I still love her after all
these years...”
Bob said, “But?”
Randy said, “Thanks dad...But...I was
extremely unfaithful to Ann...the whole two years I was with her...Every time
she had a game to cheer at, I was having sex with other girls, her away games,
same thing and I was almost late for graduation because I have having sex with
some random girl in my car...But apparently I didn’t hide it as well as I
thought I’d done...Because the day of graduation, Ann walked up and handed me
our marriage certificate and it had been annulled.”
Elaine could see the unshed tears in
her sons eyes as he talked...Randy got his emotions under control and said, “So
now you know...I lost my wife because of my stupidity...The love of my
life.” Bob looked at Elaine and she
nodded as she got up kissed the top of her sons head and headed upstairs for
bed...
Bob moved forward and sat on the edge
of the couch and patted his oldest son’s knee and said, “Randy...I don’t know
what exactly to tell you, but it’s definitely going to have to be something you
have to work out on your own. Marriage
is not something you take lightly...obviously you realize where you made your
mistakes...and the past is the past you can’t fix them...you can only move on
and learn from them...But I’ll tell you one thing now...On the road you have
women throwing themselves at you just like in high school...I did
too...but...if you love someone and you’re willing to let that person be in
your heart for the rest of your life...you have to respect her enough to
understand that she’s the ONLY one...The only one you share your life
with.”
Bob stood up with Randy and pulled his
son into a loving hug and said, “Now if you love Linda as much as you did when
you were in high school and you want to give her a serious shot...then don’t
sit at home for two weeks feeling sorry for yourself kid, cause that’s not the
son I raised...you go home and think of the best possible way to win her heart
again...Starting over may be the exact clean slate you two need.”
Randy said, “Thanks dad...” Bob said, “Make sure you come back and see us
before you leave at the end of your two weeks...you know you’re mother...she’ll
make you, me and everyone else in this house nuts if you don’t come back a
couple of times in the 2 weeks you’ve got off...And I’ll blame you.”
Randy chuckled as he left to go to his
own home...Thinking as hard as he’s ever had to think in his life...Hoping he
could think of something to make things right.”
Chapter 18
Linda wished Randy hadn’t taken time
off for 2 weeks, she really wanted to talk with him...she knew they would
eventually have to speak...But Linda did the next best thing...She took two
weeks off also...She spent the time in Washington DC with Angie and the girls,
David would join them when he wasn’t being his usually Bad Animal self on the
road for the WWE.
The girls had, had an extremely busy
day, Linda hand taken Emily and Grace shopping to a mall that was so big, she
thought her feet were going to go on strike and leave her body on
purpose...Afterwards they went and got pedicures and manicures...Then full body
massages.
David came off the road and saw Angie standing
in the kitchen...He kissed her lips softly and said, “Where are the
girls?” Angie said, “Shhh...They’re
up stairs with Linda...Apparently they shopped until they
dropped...literally.” She gave a little
giggle as David chuckled slightly to himself...David kissed her neck and gave
her a squeeze as he walked upstairs and looked in the spare room...On a double
bed laid Linda with her arm around Grace 12 and Emily 14...David smiled...He
knew how much Linda meant to his girls...and was blessed to know they meant
just as much to her...
They’d come down for a Monday Night Raw
when they company was in Washington, it was the second month Linda was working
for the company...and as soon as she met them...they’d fallen in love with her,
doing their make up and Lisa fixing their hair.
Angie and David had no siblings, so Linda was as close to an Aunt as
anything...And she treated them as more then just a couple of kids a co-worker
had and even more then nieces...She treated them as they were her own children
at times.
Linda was woken up by the vibrating
cell phone in her pocket...She moved around on the bed slowly and pulled a
blanket over the girls as she pulled her cell phone out of her pocket and
didn’t recognize the number...She flipped open her black Motorola cell phone
and said, “Hello.”
It was quiet for a few minutes...she
started to hang up when a voice said, “Linda.”
The voice sounded familiar. Linda
said, “Who is this?” The voice said,
“It’s Randy.” Linda breathed a couple of
deep breaths as she walked down the stairs and waved to David and Angie as she
walked out the front door and sat on the steps of the huge porch.
Linda looked at her phone and said,
“Randy, you called me, we’ve been on the phone for 5 minutes and 14
seconds...What’s going on?” Randy sighed
as he sat on the front porch of his house and said, “I think we need to
talk...and I called the hotel and Lisa said you’d taken a couple of weeks
off...where are you?” Linda said, “
Randy said, “Speaking of family...My
mom told me about your parents...I’m so sorry Linda.” Linda ran her hand through her hair and said,
“Hey it was a few years ago...I’m okay...It wasn’t easy at first...but after a
while it was just normal.” Randy said,
“I wish I would have known...You’re parents were always so nice to me, like a
second family.” Linda said, “Sure...what
we saw of them.”
Randy said, “I know they weren’t always
there for you...but C’mon Linda they were your parents.” Linda sighed and said, “I know...I miss them
like anyone would...But let’s be truthful my parents weren’t exactly too
parental...I could’ve gotten away with murder in my house and they wouldn’t
have noticed because they were either out of town, out of the country, or too
shit faced from a 3 am party to notice something wasn’t quite right.”
Randy said, “Can I ask you a
question?” Linda said, “Sure it’s your
quarter.” Randy said, “Did you ever tell
your parents...you know...about us getting married?” Linda said, “The last couple of years my
parents were alive, they weren’t exactly home a lot...but I did try to explain
it to them one night before a dinner party they were throwing...I don’t think
they ever quite understood what the hell I was talking about.”
Randy said, “I saw my parents the first
week I was off and told them...They actually gave me a reaction I’d never
thought I would of gotten in a million years...I was waiting for St. Louis to
explode and take the rest of the state with it...I figured shouting, throwing
things and pretty much something close to World War 3...” Linda said, “Lemme guess...Nothing
happened.” Randy laughed a little and
said, “Not a damn thing...My dad gave me some much needed advice and some tips
on how to make a marriage last...but other then that...They were so scary
calm. I thought I’d just stepped into
the Twilight Zone.”
Linda laughed genuinely for the first
time in a long time...Randy loved to hear it...it was like music to his
ears...It got quiet for a few minutes and Linda said, “So what’s on your mind
Randall?” Randy chuckled and said, “Oh
you are so dead...I hate that...My mother called my Randall I thought I was
gonna die.” Linda couldn’t help but let
the laugh escape her mouth again...She knew he hated being called that...but
always loved to push his buttons.”
It was quiet again and Randy said,
“Linda...I’m so sorry about everything...I never in a million years meant to
ever hurt you the way I did...I was young, stupid and very selfish...I wish I
could take back everything I’d ever done to hurt you...but I know I can’t...And
I think the part that hurts the most is that I know you’ll never be able to
forgive me for hurting you the way I did.”
Linda heard his voice crack, so she
knew he was trying to keep himself from breaking down...Just from hearing the
pain in his voice she had tears sliding down her cheeks as she said, “Randy you
wanna know something...I forgave you a long time ago...We were both young and
stupid and I knew what was happening and I know if I would have said something
to you then, before we even got married...”
Linda sighed as she continued, “I don’t
know...Maybe I could’ve stopped you from doing it...or stopped us from being
stupid...I’m not sorry I married you...I realize we were both too young...But I
couldn’t help myself...I fell in love with you the minute I laid eyes on you,
when you knocked me on my ass...and the scary part is...I’m gonna love you
until the day I die.”
They talked for a few more minutes and
then hung up...both trying to control their emotions...and both failing
miserably. David and Angie were happy to
know Randy and Linda had at least worked through most of the bad stuff...and
hopefully were both on the road to healing together.
Chapter 19
When the two weeks were up...Linda
found herself back on the road...She’d actually come back 2 days before
Randy...They’d talked the entire time they were off, only on the phone...
After Raw the night before, Linda was
sleeping in her bed, with Lisa snoring in hers...Knocking on the door woke up
Lisa...She walked over in her t-shirt and shorts and opened the door...Randy
was standing there smiling back at her...She greeted him with a hug and said,
“Welcome Back...I’m glad you and Linda talked...It was way over due.”
Randy smirked and said, “Yea...I’ve
been getting that from a lot of people...Is she awake?” Lisa said, “After her match last
night...she’s sore as hell...She’s got a black eye so don’t be alarmed...And no
she’s still sleeping, but feel free to wake her up. If you can find her under that mess she calls
a bed.”
Randy chuckled as he followed Lisa into
the bedroom and watched as Lisa got dressed in the bathroom and came back out
and was putting her shoes on as she watched Randy.
Randy could see Linda’s hair hanging
over the side of the bed...She somehow had turned in the middle of the night
and had her head at the foot of the bed, but was diagonal...her arm was hanging
off the bed...Randy pulled the blanket back and Linda never moved...He could
see her left eye was blue...But she was still as beautiful as she ever was.
Randy squatted down and Lisa said, “You
feel it don’t you?” Randy lightly ran
his thumb across her bruised cheek and eye and said, “Feel what?” Lisa said, “The same butterflies you felt
when you first fell in love with her.”
Randy nodded and said, “Yea...But I’ve always had those...Every time she
touched me, kissed me...Anything...I always feel them.” Lisa said, “Yea well...I just have 4 words
for you...”
Randy laughed he could only
imagine...Lisa was always blunt and to the point...He said, “Yea what are
those?” Lisa smiled and said, “Don’t
fuck it up.” Randy said, “If she’ll have
me...I wouldn’t dream of it.” Lisa said,
“Good...cause I’d hate to see you get your ass kicked by a girl...Namely...Me.”
Randy chuckled as Linda’s groggy voice
said, “Are you two finished talking about me yet?” Randy laughed as he leaned against the wall
and Lisa jumped on Linda and said, “I’m going shopping with Trish...I will talk
with you later.” Linda said, “You’re not
just leaving so me and Randall can talk are you?”
Randy said, “Hey!” Linda giggled and back under the covers as
Lisa laughed and said, “Nope...New clothes are screaming my for my credit
card...See ya later.” Linda sat up and
said, “Bye.”
Linda finally noticed Randy was staring
at her...She looked down and laughed...She had on her black lace tank top and
matching boy short panties...her normal sleeping attire. She said, “What? So I’m comfortable when I sleep...” Randy could feel his body reacting to the way
the clothes fit her body like a second skin.
Linda said, “You look nice...Going
somewhere special?” Randy looked
down...he had his jeans, black steel toes on and a black long sleeve shirt on
that was a second skin to him too...he had the sleeves pulled up to just below
his elbows and said, “No...I just came to see you.”
Linda stood up and stepped off her bed
and grabbed a pair of jeans to pull on...She turned around and Randy grabbed
her arm and pulled her to him. He was
looking at her cheek and said, “How does it feel?” Linda said, “Well, it was okay until you
started poking around on it.” Randy
leaned down and carefully placed a soft kiss on it...Linda let out a breath she
didn’t realize she was holding.
Randy made a brave move as he wrapped
his arms around her...But he felt himself get weak as she wrapped her arms
around his torso...He was leaned down his lips brushed her ear as he said,
“Tell me were going to be okay.” Linda
smiled a little as she moved to wrap her arms around his shoulders and
neck...she brought her legs up and around his waist as he slid his hands under
her bottom to support her...She still weighted barely anything like in high
school.
Linda moved back a little and looked
into his blue eyes that were so serious...She smiled and said, “I think were
gonna be just fine...It’s going to take a little time...But we’re definitely
going to be okay.” Randy moved around
and sat on the bed, with Linda still in his arms and he leaned over and kissed
her lips so softly...
They both practically melted in each
others arm. Randy kissed down her neck
and said, “God I love you so much Linda.”
Linda could feel the tears stinging her eyes as she pulled him closer to
her body and said, “I love you too Randy.”
They both laid down on the bed and just explored each other...Kissing,
talking...Feeling and a lot of touching...Just getting reacquainted with each
other.
Chapter 20
- -1 Year Later- -
Randy was the first to wake up...He
rolled over and saw her bare back sticking out of the covers that were laying
across her waist...She was laying on her stomach. Part of her hair was lying across his chest. Randy leaned over and saw the RKO tattooed on
her right shoulder...He smirked when he saw it.
Randy placed feather light kisses on her shoulder across the tattoo.
She started moving around as she made a
sighing noise with her mouth closed...Randy’s hand ran down her side to her
waist as he pulled her to lay on her side with her back against his chest and
her voice was soft as she said, “I was having this really great dream before
you woke me up.” Randy moved her around
onto her back as he placed a soft kiss on her nose and said, “So tell me what
was so great about it?”
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When I'm with you...I shake inside
My heart's all tangled up...My tongue is tied...its crazy
Can't walk, can't talk...can't eat, can't sleep
Oh, I'm in love...Oh I'm in deep
'Cuz baby
With a kiss you can strip me...defenseless
With a touch...I completely lose control
Till all that's left of my strength...is a memory, woo...
I...get weak...when I look at you
Weak...when we touch
I can't speak...when I look in your eyes
I...get weak...when you're next to me
Weak...from this love
I can't speak...when I look in your eyes
I...get weak
I get weak!
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Linda smiled as she wrapped her arms
around Randy’s shoulders and said, “I was dreaming of this really great guy
that I got married to yesterday...He was smart, sexy and a great lover in bed,
who kept me screaming his name all night long.”
Randy smiled and said, “Yea?”
Linda nodded and said, “Yea.”
Randy said, “What a great dream...But I
seem to remember having the same dream in reverse...I was married to this
beautiful woman yesterday also she was gorgeous, stunning, a complete knock out
who was so passionate in bed...she had ME wanting to make love to her over and
over and over again.”
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Convincing eyes...persuasive lips
The helpless heart...just can't resist...their power
You know you've got...a hold over me
You know you've got me...where I want to be
'Cuz lover
Like a wave you keep pulling...me under
How I'll ever get out of this...I don't know
I just know there's just no way...to fight it, woo...
I...get weak...when I look at you
Weak...when we touch
I can't speak...when I look in your eyes
I...get weak...when you're next to me
Weak...from this love
I’m in deep...when I look in your eyes
I...get weak
I get weak!
I get weak!
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Randy kissed her lips with a sudden
passion and want...Randy slowly slipped between her thighs and said, “I’m glad
it was reality and not a dream.” Linda
smiled and said, “I’d of been disappointed if it was only a dream.” Randy slowly slipped himself into Linda as he
captured her lips again and said, “Ready for round 2?” Linda said, “As ready as I’ll ever be.” As they started their love making again.
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Just a kiss you can strip me...defenseless
Just a touch...I completely lose control
All that's left of my strength...is a memory, woo...
I...get weak...when I look at you
Weak...when we touch
I can't speak...when I look in your eyes
I, I, I...I...get weak...when you're next to me
Weak...from this love
I can't speak...when I look in your eyes
I, I, I...I...get weak when you're next to me
Weak...from this love
I can't speak...when I look in your eyes
I, I, I...I...get weak
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So I guess it doesn’t really hurt to be
weak does it?
Have you ever been weak?
The End